Chapter Forty-Six: Yesterday Repeats
"Wow-"
A cry sounded, and a new life was born.
"Congratulations, San Lang, San Niangzi, is a son. ”
"I've got a son, I'm going to be a father!"
"Granny Liu, bring me over and let me see my son. ”
When Shang Bai opened his eyes, he saw a chaotic scene in a small house, and he was now just a newborn baby.
"Did I cross over again?"
It was the first thought in his mind.
However, after seeing the house he was in, he understood that it was not a crossing, but the beginning of his inner demon catastrophe.
The heart demon catastrophe, against time, traces back to life.
It was only at this moment that he knew that it was such a retrospective method.
Now he is in a strange state, both parasitic inside the baby and seemingly outside the baby.
He could feel everything that the baby was going through and everything he thought, and it resonated with him in some way, but it was not his feelings.
He was both a crying baby and a bystander.
He knew that the identity of this bystander should be maintained until he caused the Heavenly Immortal Tribulation, and his heart would not waver, so that the inner demons could not take advantage of it, so that he could successfully cross the tribulation and become a Heavenly Immortal.
If his mind is shaken, and his mind dominates this body, he will fall into the realm of mental magic, and it will be difficult to get rid of it as if it is shallow.
The time in the catastrophe is not the same as the time in reality, the infinite reincarnation in the catastrophe, it may be a moment in reality, so he is not in a hurry.
San Lang, the third lady, is his parents.
But this parent is very strange to him.
Because when he was three years old, his parents had an accident. In his memory, there was no appearance of his parents.
This heart-crossing demon catastrophe allowed him to see his parents' faces clearly.
This can be regarded as making up for a deep regret in his heart.
The baby has his own feelings, and he knows that they are the real feelings of his former self. He was just a bystander and didn't get involved.
Infant urgency, bedwetting. He can control it, but he doesn't.
The baby cries at night, and he can control it, but he can't control it.
The Heart Demon Tribulation is to say goodbye to the past self and cut off the past body, not to relive a life, make your life more exciting, and make up for your life's regrets.
Because, that's fake.
Even if you become an immortal and become an ancestor, it is all fake.
Once he has the idea of controlling this body, he becomes the master of this body, and everything in the future has changed, and it is no longer a replay of reality, but a fantasy of his imagination.
The baby should be naughty and naughty, he should cry and cry, he doesn't interfere at all, and he is enough to be a bystander.
As time passed, he gradually adapted to the current situation.
"It's not bad to survive this disaster, at least I know what my parents are like and how much they loved me in the first place. ”
Shang Bai even came up with this idea.
Xiao Shangbai is a very naughty child who tortures his parents a lot, but his birth has become a source of joy for the family.
He was born in Shangbao, on the outskirts of Rongcheng, Wo Prefecture, Chu State, and the residents here are all surnamed Shang and are members of the same family.
His father belonged to the side branch of the merchant, and in that branch's life, he ranked third, so he was called San Lang.
Their family, who make a living from farming, is not living in very good conditions, but they are still able to survive.
His mother is not from Rongcheng, but from Luoxian County, which is more than 100 miles away from Rongcheng, and they go to Luoxian several times a year to see his grandparents.
this day.
His mother said to his father, "San Lang, the day after tomorrow is my father's sixtieth birthday, and we have to hurry over." ”
"Okay. His father said, "I'll go to the city and call a carriage, and we'll go over as a family." ”
More than 100 miles away, it is not far away, it is not close to it, it is definitely not possible to walk, you must rent a carriage to go over.
Xiao Shangbai, who was already three years old, giggled there, and suddenly shouted: "Go to relatives, see grandparents and grandparents." ”
My grandparents are a pair of kind old people, and they like Xiao Shangbai very much, and they will stuff him with a lot of delicious things every time they go over, so Xiao Shangbai also likes to go there.
Shang Bai watched this scene, originally only felt the warmth of the family, but suddenly felt shocked, remembering what had happened, his parents died, wasn't it at this time?
When he went out of the house, the carriage had an accident and his parents died.
It's not a family visit, it's a death trip.
My father went to call the carriage, and my mother packed her things and prepared to go. Xiao Shang Bai was happy and jumping around.
"It's a journey of death. ”
"My father and mother are going to die. ”
"I can find a way to stop them, even if it's just for a while, and the accident won't happen. ”
"It's fake, it's a fantasy. ”
"It's a real thing, I can change it! Just a little delay can save my parents' lives." ”
"That's something that's already happened, and you can't change it. What has changed is only fantasy. ”
"Fake! fake!"
Shang Bai's heart was a mess.
Before, he only knew that he was an orphan, and he was not familiar with his parents at all, and he did not have much affection.
But after these three years, he and Xiao Shangbai grew up together, and felt the love of his parents for him together, and the word "parents" is no longer just a word, but has a real emotion.
Now, his parents are dying.
He wanted to stop this tragedy from happening, but reason told him that it was just a reflection of the past, not a reality that was happening, and he could not intervene.
Once you intervene, you will fall into the illusion of the mind, and it will be difficult to appear in the real world again.
The little Shang Bai who was jumping up and down suddenly had a sour nose and tears were rolling down.
"Xiaobai, why are you crying?"
His mother saw it and asked him in surprise.
"I don't know. Xiao Shangbai said in a humming voice.
"This kid. ”
His mother laughed, and went on with herself, ignoring him.
Shang Bai watched his mother pack up his things, watched his father call a carriage from the city, watched his mother and little Shang Bai get into the carriage, and then his father raised his whip, the horse's hooves raised, and the wheels turned.
A family of three happily rode the rented carriage to the ghost gate.
"Fake! fake!"
Shang Bai's heart kept telling himself that this was just a refraction of the past, it was fake, and he couldn't sink into it.
However, seeing his parents die like this, how could he be indifferent in his heart?
"Too forgetful, too forgetful. ”
He secretly said in his heart: "Only those who forget their feelings can survive this catastrophe." ”