Renqing's face was flushed at this time, and she was silent for a while before she let out a long breath: "I don't know who he is, I just know that when I wake up, he is next to me, I am very scared, desperately shouting, let him go away, he has been so gentle smile, comforting me." www.biquge.info I was very hungry at that time, and the porridge he made for me was so fragrant, I ate a lot in one go---- but I was still afraid, I didn't dare to close my eyes and sleep, I was afraid that the dead people would come to me, and the bloody appearance kept dangling in front of my eyes----"

"Mrs. Shi, who is he, who is the person who saved you?" Yuan Xiang couldn't help but ask again.

He said---- his name is Yun Ying, his name is really good, I like his name, and I like his gentle appearance to me even more. During that time, he was very good to me, coaxed me to be happy, and I slowly stopped being afraid of him, so I called him Yunying, and he agreed, at that time he called me Shao'er, and it was he who removed the Chinese characters in my name. He said that I was so beautiful that I had to remove the Chinese character and hide my own light, so that no one would know about my past----"

"Later, are you together?" Yuan Xiang suddenly thought of something and hurriedly asked.

Renqing's face suddenly turned red, and she lowered her eyelids slightly: " He had been taking care of me at that time, chatting with me, soothing the pain in my heart, and when I was with him, it was when I was the happiest, and he was with me for more than a year, when we were in a valley, and in that valley, the most was the ancient pine, and when he was happy, he would get up early in the morning, take me to the top of the mountain, and wait to see the sea of fog slowly rising from the cliff, he was very talented, and often played me some ancient songs that I had never heard, and then I slowly forgot those terrible things, sometimes I looked at his people, and I didn't get tired of watching them all day, and sometimes he would blush when I looked at himI don't know what I'm doing wrong, so he doesn't dare to look at me, until one day, he suddenly holds my hand and says he likes me----"----

Master Renqing's eyes were shining with crystal light at this time, and the look on her face was cloudy, and after a while, she raised her head and looked at Yuan Xiang: "Girl, do you know what it's like to be liked?"

Yuan Xiang looked at Mrs. Renqing in front of her in a daze, how could she not know? The love of Huasheng for herself, she could feel it all the time when the two of them were alone, but she couldn't love, she could never love Huasheng like a man, this was a pain that she could never heal in her life. She didn't know how to speak to the poor woman in front of her about the kind of love she had with the metamorphosis----

"I was really young, I didn't know what it meant to like him, what it meant for him to like me, and we were together like that, doing what we loved to do, until one day---- one day, I knew I had his baby, and the smile on his face became less and less every day, and I don't know why he was so scared? It wasn't until after giving birth to the baby that he told me that he had to give the baby away, and that he couldn't let me live alone with the baby----"

"How could he do this? Why didn't he let you take the child with you? What a painful thing it would be to let you be separated from the child?" Yuan Xiang couldn't help but scream.

Renqing shook his head slightly: "He's right, I really can't live with that child." ”

"Why do you say that?"

"Because---- I was still a child at that time, I didn't know how to feed that child---- and at that time I was very angry, often shouting for revenge, every time like that, Yun Ying would patiently enlighten me, let me forget those hatreds, live well---- he and my eldest sister said the same before he died, but I couldn't listen. I relied on him for everything else, just revenge, I didn't want to give up, I didn't understand why those wicked people made me lose all my relatives in one day, why I couldn't go to them for revenge, I couldn't figure it out---- in the end he took the child away, and then later, he sent me here, and he wanted me to meditate here until I gave up revenge----"

"Why didn't he marry you?" Yuan Xiang asked angrily, "Since he likes you so much, why did he send you to this nunnery to be accompanied by the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha every day?"

"---- he is a family man, and besides, my identity at that time would never have been with him. Renqing used to be full of resentment towards him as soon as she mentioned this matter, but when she mentioned this matter today, she suddenly stopped hating him, what was the use of hating him? The other person had passed away, and all the wrongs and rights had disappeared with his death.

"Then he's not a good person, bullying you a girl. Yuan Xiang snorted and preached.

"He is ---- a good person, he didn't meet me for no reason that day, he got the news in advance, and heard that the emperor was going to get rid of my brother Baorong, so he hurried to save our family, but ---- he was still a step late and met me on the way to escape. If he hadn't saved me, I wouldn't have survived in this world for decades, let alone that unforgettable love----"

"Do you really hate him anymore? You have only been with him for more than a year, but you have been here for decades with loneliness, and when you were here, you really didn't hate him? You ---- you live your life like this, are you willing? Is it worth it?" Yuan Xiang didn't understand that she and that man had only lived together for a short year, and for decades afterward, she lived in a nunnery, living a lonely and lonely life, was it all worth it?

"All appearances are illusory, and all the ways of doing things are like dreams and bubbles, like dew and electricity, and they should be viewed as such. Renqing read the scriptures slowly, but Yuan Xiang didn't understand these scriptures at all, she just didn't understand why this Renqing Master wasted the good years of her life for the man who had only been with her for more than a year.

"People who love each other should be together, why can't you be together?" asked Yuan Xiang puzzled.

Renqing shook his head slightly: "There are too many things, it's not as simple as you think, you can be together if you want to be together---- you can't do whatever you want when you think about children." ”

"But we Xianbei women have the right to choose the man we like. Yuan Xiang thought of his clan rules at this time, compared to the Renqing master in front of him, for girls like them, it was quite tolerant.

"If you want to love---- is not what we Han women can think. Renqing smiled, "Huasheng, if you can meet a man you like in this life, you must not let him leave." ”

Yuan Xiang was speechless, her love in this life is the incarnation of the blood splashed like plum in order to keep her chastity, she doesn't know if she can meet a woman like her again in this life, and whether she can meet a man who loves her like a woman in this life.

"Avatar, do you know why I left you behind?" asked Renqing.

"You want to tell me a story. Yuan Xiang replied to her seriously.

Renqing laughed, she didn't admit it or deny it, she just stood up and looked at the portrait of the Buddha in the temple, the two everlasting lamps before the portrait were still shining there, and under the slightly dim light, Yuan Xiang suddenly felt that Renqing had a mysterious brilliance, and she smiled at the corner of her mouth at this time, and that satisfied smile was the weirdest smile Yuan Xiang had seen tonight.

"Mrs. Shi, let's leave quickly!" Yuan Xiang looked out the door a little anxiously.

"Huasheng, I can't leave today, the two groups of them are here for letters, and they won't leave if they don't achieve their goal. ”

"But you can't wait here to die. Yuan Xiang couldn't stand up and knock her unconscious, and then carried her out of the window.

"Since it is for letters, then I will give them letters, so that you can get out safely from being discovered by them. Renqing still said to himself.

"But, I promised the lady that I would take you out of here. ”

"I can't ---- go. ”

"I'll take you away, I will definitely be able to!" Yuan Xiang was in a hurry, how could it be so difficult to talk to her.

"From the moment I stepped into this nunnery, I knew that I would never be able to leave this life. ”

After Renqing said this, he suddenly took the ever-bright lamp off the Buddha platform. Yuan Xiang screamed in fright when he saw her doing this. Yuwen outside the door heard this crisp woman's scream, and hurriedly ran to the door and shouted, "What's going on inside?"

"I'm fine, I'm fine. Renqing replied in a loud voice.

Yuan Xiang looked at the old nun in front of him in puzzlement, only to see her twist out the wick with her hand, and slowly sprinkle the lamp oil inside around her body. Yuan Xiang saw that she was doing these things so calmly, and suddenly understood something, she hurriedly ran to the Buddha platform and took another ever-bright lamp to her hand.

Renqing walked up to her, stretched out his hand in front of her, and said in a childlike tone, "Huasheng, will you give me that lamp?"

"No, I can't watch you die!" Yuan Xiang hugged the lamp tightly, and the two lines of tears couldn't help but flow.

Renqing smiled and said, "Huasheng, if you meet that Fan Jun again, don't fight with him again----"

"No way, I'll kill him when I see him. Yuan Xiang said with a sob.