Chapter 46 Sauvignon Blanc Section 3 Lovers
Zhang Qifeng suddenly remembered Fan Yuncheng who was alone with herself, the way he looked at himself, his smile on himself, even if he touched himself, was full of love------ she suddenly understood what Fan Yuncheng meant, Yan Fei, who pretended to be Fan Yuncheng, was the only man she had met in her life and really liked herself------
"Who is he -----?" Zhang Qifeng asked softly after a long time. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"He is my brother-in-law, more than twenty years ago, our brothers met by chance----- if it weren't for those wishful thoughts in your heart, he might still be alive now. Fan Yuncheng replied sadly.
Zhang Qifeng knew that she was unladylike in her life, so He Zheng abandoned herself from the beginning, the sixth prince Xiao Hong was originally a group of wives and concubines, and it was okay to have her or not, and he never paid attention to her, let alone love her, Fan Yuncheng in front of her was the man she wanted to get all her life, but until today she knew that she had never gotten him, even if it was a warm word from him, she had never gotten it.
She never thought that there was a man in this world who would really like herself, and she never dared to ask for affection easily, she couldn't understand what Fan Yunchengti meant just now.
"Where is he now, how is he now?" Zhang Qifeng raised his confused eyes and looked at Fan Yuncheng stupidly.
Fan Yuncheng didn't know why she always couldn't understand what she was saying, maybe she was too stimulated these days, and her mind was a little confused----- but when she just stepped into the cell, she was extremely sober.
"On that day----- he had already been killed by He Zheng, and he died in front of you. Fan Yuncheng gritted his teeth and said, "Because of your ignorance and greed, he died there." ”
"-----" The glimmer of hope that had just risen in Zhang Qifeng's heart was strangled to death by Fan Yuncheng's cold words before it began to sprout.
"Over the years, he has become a part of me, you people who are extremely greedy in your heart, always have to do everything you can to harm people and kill people, your killing heart never stops at the moment----- Zhang Qifeng, Ling Xiao can save your people, but she can't save your heart. ”
"I don't want her to save me, I'd rather die than her save me. When Zhang Qifeng heard Ling Xiao's name, she suddenly screamed like crazy, "She is a despicable little girl, why should I want her to save me? The person I hate the most over the years is her, I hate her!"
Fan Yuncheng was very strange that he was not angry at this time, he only had deep sadness in his heart, he didn't understand why Zhang Qifeng couldn't understand it to this day, all the faults were caused by herself, and it had nothing to do with Ling Xiao.
"If it were me, I would never have saved you, you are not worth it for her to pay so much for you. Fan Yuncheng said in a low voice.
Zhang Qifeng suddenly rushed to the prison door, staring at Fan Yuncheng with wide eyes, she said almost crazy: "How can I not hate her, as long as she rejected my father and mother back then, she only needs to tell my father and mother that she is not willing to marry for me, then I can marry you, but she still promised my father, so I hate her, and now I hate her to death." ”
Fan Yuncheng looked at her face that was distorted and deformed because of madness, this face had become ugly because of the extreme emotions in her heart, he knew that he had to say everything that should be said today, even if he didn't want to say it anymore, in the face of Zhang Qifeng's crazy and stubborn appearance, he could only speak patiently.
"If Ling Xiao didn't agree back then, your father and mother would also let someone else marry for you, Zhang Qifeng, do you believe it or not?" Fan Yuncheng asked.
"No one at home dares to grab anything from me, Ling Xiao can't do it, Yue Gui can't do it, all of them can't. Zhang Qifeng said with an evil smile.
"Do you want to marry me, are you worthy?" Fan Yuncheng asked coldly.
Zhang Qifeng opened her mouth, she was choked by Fan Yuncheng's words, and she didn't know how to answer her for a while.
"Your filial piety, your virtue, your talent, your way of life, Zhang Qifeng, you can think about it, which one of you can compare to Ling Xiao?"
“-----”
"Take 10,000 steps back, Ling Xiao didn't marry for you, you still married into the Fan family in the end, will I want you to be my wife? A woman who grinds with other men's ears and temples before marriage, hugs and hugs, will I want her to be my woman? Zhang Qifeng, you think of yourself too well, even if I don't meet Ling Xiao in my life, I will definitely not live with you. ”
"Don't say it!" Zhang Qifeng suddenly burst into tears, "Why are you so cruel, why do you want to say such things to me?"
"You were cruel to my family first, you hated Ling Xiao, and tried everything to embarrass my family, so that our Fan family lived in the haze, and Ling Xiao was depressed all day long, didn't you be cruel enough?"
Fan Yuncheng faced Zhang Qifeng, who was crying incessantly, he didn't have the slightest sympathy in his heart, but continued: "Mr. Zhang and Mrs. Zhang, when Ling Xiao was destined to marry for you, it was for your own good, I have already told you these truths, you didn't understand back then, because you were still young, and you couldn't see some things thoroughly, but at this age, you are still like a little girl's mind, how do you survive in this world?" Back then, Mr. Zhang had a discerning eye and saw that Ling Xiao had extraordinary talent, he would marry Ling Xiao for you, the Fan family couldn't realize that she was not the real Zhang Qifeng, Mr. Zhang had worked hard for this matter, and he was humiliated in order to protect your reputation-----"
Zhang Qifeng gradually suppressed her crying, she didn't know her father's true intentions, she was not stupid, but there was always some unwillingness in her heart, she was unwilling to be replaced by a little girl, she was unwilling that this little girl could do everything better than herself. At this time, she finally understood that Fan Yuncheng in front of her was not her lover, he never had himself in his eyes, and the lover in his eyes was that Ling Xiao, who she could never replace.
She remembered that when she was young, whether it was piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, or female embroidery, everything was better than herself, no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't do it better than her, there were too many times of homework, Ling Xiao completed it for her, every time her father saw the poems written by Ling Xiao, his eyebrows always danced, and every time he heard the music played by Ling Xiao, he was always sincerely amazed.
She gradually calmed down, and compared herself with Ling Xiao in her heart for a long time, and finally she figured out that she was indeed inferior to Ling Xiao, no matter what aspect, she and Ling Xiao could not be compared.
"Where is she? I want to see her -----. Zhang Qifeng was silent for a long time before slowly asking.
"Lingxiao?"
"----- right"
"She's just out there----"
Zhang Qifeng's mood at this time has slowly stabilized, the anger she has accumulated in her heart for many years has almost been vented at this time, she has no strength to argue with Fan Yuncheng anymore, the only thing she wants to do at this time is to survive!
Fan Yuncheng slowly walked to the door of the cell, where Ling Xiao was waiting for him, Fan Yuncheng had lived with her for more than 20 years, and knew her temperament very well, although she knew that she was very anxious at this time, but she still looked as usual, very calm.
"How?" she asked softly.
Fan Yuncheng shook his head slightly: "Ling Xiao, it seems that I still can't talk to her to go together----- Ling Xiao, you have to think carefully, is she worth saving her?"
Ling Xiao knows the temper of this eldest lady too well, the reason why she hates herself so much over the years is because of the problem of identity, the last thing she wants to see is that she is a former subordinate, who has something she has never had, she has not tasted the life of ordinary people, even the most ordinary love between men and women is unobtainable for Zhang Qifeng. Her life can be described as pitiful and pathetic, the originally good future was all ruined in her evil thoughts at that moment----- she couldn't admit these things to Fan Yun, and she didn't even dare to mention them, the pain of having nowhere to vent could only make her hate Ling Xiao even more, hating this woman who was better than herself.
"I know what she's thinking at this moment, she's hated me for so long, how can she let go of her hatred of me because of a few words from you? Ling Xiao said softly.
"Ling Xiao, don't be too reluctant in everything. Fan Yuncheng really feels sorry for the wife in front of her, she has paid too much for her family and all the people she loves, Fan Yuncheng doesn't know if she can stop and think about herself.
Ling Xiao nodded, she naturally understood what Fan Yuncheng was thinking, but the matter was extremely urgent at this time, and she could only try all means to save Zhang Qifeng. She should have talked to Zhang Qifeng a long time ago, but when they met again, Zhang Qifeng had already made her unrecognizable, Zhang Qifeng, who had become Mrs. Hui, was so extreme and crazy, and regarded Ling Xiao as a thorn in her side, and they had missed too many heart-to-heart opportunities over the years. Ling Xiao slowly walked inside and came to Zhang Qifeng.
Zhang Qifeng raised her head slowly, Ling Xiao in front of her was no longer the little girl who was called by herself back then, she was also past the age of confusion, and her sideburns had stars and white hair, but her expression was still as calm as before.
"Ling Xiao------ I've always hated you all these years, do you know?" Zhang Qifeng's tears still couldn't help but flow down, the grievances in her heart could be understood by a few people, she really regretted the wrong things she had done, but her arrogant temperament made her resist death and would not mention it to others. Until today, when she saw Ling Xiao again, she could finally tell the grievances in her heart.
"Miss Qifeng, I know all of what you said. Ling Xiao said slowly.
"Do you hate me?" asked Zhang Qifeng.
Ling Xiao pursed his lips slightly: "I can't hate you!"
"Can't hate me?" Zhang Qifeng smiled bitterly, "Why can't you hate me?"
"The old lady took me in, I have a great favor, no matter how excessive you do to me, I won't hate you, Ling Xiao has known since he was a child, and he must be grateful to be a man!"
"I ----- know that I will never be as good as you, and I am not as good as you in this ability to reason----- but today I will not leave with you, I don't want you to pity me, and continue to pity me after saving me. Zhang Qifeng always has a sense of superiority in front of Ling Xiao, and she doesn't want her dignity to be deprived of it in front of Ling Xiao.
"I'm not here to save you for myself, I'm here for Yan Fei, when he left the Fan family, he once asked me to let you go, he said that you are just a poor woman, not a real villain. ”
"Why do I want him to pity me?" Zhang Qifeng asked strangely, "What is he who I am?" ”
Ling Xiao pondered for a while before he slowly said, "He is the one who really cares about you. ”
Zhang Qifeng sneered and said: "It's just a pity that I don't have the slightest feeling for him, I won't accept his affection." ”
"Miss Qifeng, I can see that you are very scared, what are you afraid of?" Ling Xiao asked her in a faint tone.
"I don't know him at all!"
"Do you need to know him?" Ling Xiao asked rhetorically.