Chapter 20 Entering the Top of Solitude
When he returned to the classroom, there was still no temperature he needed, and he was severely reprimanded by the head teacher, who was numb and silent, and wore a filial piety belt on his arm, which was a corner he had torn off the sheet, and a rusty buckle pinned to it!
His "mother" died, an ugly, old, dumb and lame old woman, but no one knew that it was a harbor of love, and he was completely lonely. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
His world was lonely for a while, he lived alone in this world, how helpless he was, he was mercilessly tricked by God, there were only two months, and he could graduate in two months! Then he could devote himself to supporting his "mother", but God did not fulfill people's wishes, and that dilapidated little hut became his nightmare, cold and damp, and he was afraid to return to the world without temperature, which was once his warm "home"!
He stayed in the classroom for a whole day, without eating or drinking, until it was time for his evening self-study.
"Have you heard, that poor bird's nest was forcibly demolished by the municipal people......" A voice looked a little surprised.
"I've heard it too, it's true, and I'll only be on the streets in the future......" laughed.
"I heard that the old and ugly old woman had hung up a few days ago, and was buried on the hill opposite the school, and there was not even a coffin, what a poor and sour-"
"Isn't that a lot easier, that kind of old woman also wears a coffin, like a dead dog on the street, dig a pit and bury it, I hope she hung up, it really affects the city, what is the difference between a dog, early death and early life, deserve it!"
The two men whispered for a while.
Wang Xinyao woke up from his sleep and heard the above talk in a hazy way, his world was completely destroyed, and all thoughts were lost!
Wang Xinyao stood up abruptly, his mood was very excited for a while, pain, grief and helplessness, his sobbing gradually resounded throughout the classroom, and then he completely lost control, a burst of crying, his nose was so sore that he lost consciousness, as the hot tears continued to slide, he was hopeless!
He sobbed for a long, long time, but the conversation was endless, and everyone in the classroom looked at him with all kinds of expressions. In the end, he stopped sobbing, the tears on his face were still rolling down, but he turned around and walked to the two whisperers just now! To everyone's surprise, he slapped one guy in the face, and then punched the other guy in the face, making a very loud sound, a heavy punch full of strength, clean and neat, too many times the words were too fragile and weak! The others were shocked to see it, Wang Xinyao hit the two most horizontal guys in the class, both of them were big guys, and no one dared to mess with them at ordinary times!
The two of them were suddenly furious, and their faces flushed: "You fucking want to fight!" Xiang Wang Xinyao threw a horizontal punch and hit him in the face.
Before the other party finished speaking, Wang Xinyao's fist was already heading straight towards the other party! Now that "Mom" is gone, she can no longer see him fighting, and she will not be sad anymore! Too often, only by fighting happily, or even putting the other party to death, will the other party suddenly wake up to how wrong everything the other party had done before!
It's a pity that Wang Xinyao doesn't have the ability of God, with one enemy and one hundred, he ruthlessly knocked the other party to the ground, changing the fate of being bullied all his life, in this world, no god will take care of him, because there is no God!
Many of the boys in the class wanted to beat him up, maybe just because he was a complete wretched worm, and he didn't like to be in the same classroom with them, and he couldn't get them a few tens of points more every time, but today this poor worm launched an unprecedented threat! Everyone was happy, but finally there was a good show.
Wang Xinyao couldn't control his out-of-control emotions for a long time, and punched the other two hard, hating to knock the other party to the ground and smash it. The two big guys were surprised for a while, Wang Xinyao's small fist actually hit the two of them with amazing strength, a strange pain, the expressions on the faces of the two of them changed from anger to horror for a while, and at the same time everyone heard Wang Xinyao's heart-rending roar, he vented his grief to his heart's content, and this life is destined to embark on a road of sadness without return!
It seemed that everyone still didn't understand what was going on, and something unexpected had happened! A shrill roar filled the entire classroom, making people dizzy, their chests tight, and breathless, and more than a dozen people fell on the ground, and they were shocked. Almost all the desks and chairs were overturned to the ground, books and stationery were scattered to the ground, and even all the glass windows in the classroom burst open in an instant, and a piercing explosion sound spread, and the glass shards flew up like raindrops, splashing all over the classroom and outside. The glass windows of the adjacent classrooms were also cracked, and they were covered with terrifying cracks! The whole classroom was in a mess, which made people shocked and stunned!
A cacophony of noise spread throughout the school, and everyone was stunned and rushed out of the classroom, looking around, not understanding what was going on!
"Why, why are you so indifferent and ruthless, what have I done wrong, who have I committed, you want to do this to me, don't you know that I will also have heartache-" Two lines of hot tears slid down his cheeks, like beads with broken threads, falling down in a slump, hot and hot.
Wang Xinyao stood there blankly, tears kept gushing, his chest rose and fell violently, he couldn't stop sobbing, his liver and intestines were broken! At the door of the classroom, he met the head teacher who came in a hurry, the middle-aged man looked at the mess of the whole classroom, all the windows were only empty frames, and glass shards were scattered everywhere, and he couldn't help but swallow a mouthful of saliva! Seeing Wang Xinyao holding a pile of books blankly, completely ignoring his existence, he hurriedly called Wang Xinyao, this is another good thing done by this poor boy!
"Wang Xinyao, what the hell is going on, what are you doing here-"
Wang Xinyao turned a deaf ear and paced indifferently, ignoring him.
"You stop me, you dare to treat me with such a look!" The middle-aged man glared, when did this little bastard become so dragged, and he didn't take Lao Tzu seriously, "Do you still take me as a homeroom teacher in your eyes!"
Wang Xinyao still ignored him and walked numbly, completely inappropriate for him!
"Okay, you Wang Xinyao, it seems that I won't give you some color to see, you don't know how powerful I am!"
"Lao Tzu's mother-in-law is gone, and the home is gone, Lao Tzu won't read it, don't think that you have anything great, you bastard can also be a teacher, I'm sorry! What qualifications do you have to teach me-" Wang Xinyao scolded, a fierce light on his childish face!
"You dare to scold me!" The middle-aged man's eyes straightened, and he suddenly jumped like thunder, rolled up his sleeves, and wanted to give him a look!
"What about scolding you, a complete bastard, you will do it if you have a kind!" Wang Xinyao glared fiercely at this so-called "teacher", his eyes were shining with a cold light, the classmates in the classroom were shocked when he heard it, and the students in other classes didn't understand what was going on, and watched Wang Xinyao and his homeroom teacher confront him in a daze!
"You have a kind, get out of me-" The middle-aged man was mad, glaring at Wang Xinyao fiercely, actually teaching such a bastard student!
"Don't let me see you in Mengcheng in the future!" Wang Xinyao's words did not match his young body at all, but a scarlet light shot out of his eyes, and he slammed his fist into the wall as he spoke, making a loud noise, which frightened the middle-aged man almost to break his eyes! Under the blow of his small fist, the wall actually shattered and was broken through, and a fist-sized hole appeared in the wall! The middle-aged man's body trembled inexplicably, and he was terrified, his face was wet with sweat, and the students who were watching were scared into a cold sweat, this is not true-
Wang Xinyao's emaciated figure disappeared in the long aisle, through the crowd of students, through the rows of locust forests that were growing buds, Wang Xinyao's petite figure finally disappeared at the gate of this county key middle school, he glanced back, farewell, middle school days!
The next evening, the small hut where he had lived for eleven years was on fire, and the smoke was thick with it, and with the disillusionment of the fire, he had already lost everything! He buckled his head three times in front of the grave of his "mother", and in his previous life, this life, and the next life, tears fell down again and again, he gritted his teeth, carried his only remaining luggage, and did not look back, away from this sad place, and walked into the unknown distance, to find the broken future, and the dream here has woken up!
A few days after Wang Xinyao left, the whole classroom was silent, and everyone was sad, like an eggplant beaten by frost. Wang Xinyao's astonishing behavior shocked the entire class, they shouldn't have done this to him, he was already very lonely, and his tearful face was heartbroken when he left...... Later, the students of that class erected a stone monument for the small tomb without a tombstone: Mother-in-law's tomb - Wang Xinyao, I'm sorry!
Maybe Wang Xinyao didn't know that the dilapidated thatched house burned for two days and three nights, turning all his sadness and all his memories into thick charcoal ash and embedding it in the city wall, so as to remember his painful childhood and the love of his "mother", so that he was more determined to move towards the unknown future, and I believe that it would be bright! He is the future of "mother", and he must live well......
Many years later, Wang Xinyao returned to this small county town, to the place where he had lived for eleven years, the former "home" had long since ceased to exist, and only a piece of black ashes was left there, forever embedded in the city wall! He knelt in front of the small grave: "Mother", Xinyao came back to see you! Tears fell unobediently, very sad, this is life and death, he tilted his head hard, let the tears slide across his face wantonly, so that his heart will be better.
When the grave was uncovered, the earth was scraped away little by little, until at last the white bones were revealed, and his tears fell violently and splashed on the bones. All the bones were packed in a large mud jar, sealed, and then the jar was buried in a black coffin, and when the soil re-covered the black coffin, Wang Xinyao's tears could not stop falling! Tears may remember everything, but they can never wash away the pain of memory.
His future is bright, all his relatives have turned into piles of bones, but he has walked into the top of loneliness, this is the mark left by God on a demon, so that Wang Xinyao is destined to be a demon for a lifetime, carrying indelible pain on the road to the future-
She quietly looked at Wang Xinyao who was lying on the bed, his breathing was a little weak, his right hand was actually the same as the right side of his face, a scorched yellow, and even exposed Sensen's white bones, which made Zhang Junjun's heart cold for a while! That face used to be so familiar, that once melancholy and shy young man, would always appear silently in the crowd, and disappear from everyone's sight without a word, without any words that belonged to him, or even superfluous expressions! Now that she is so strange, does she really hate this person so much, and is Wang Xinyao's hostility towards her due to her coldness and ruthlessness towards him? What is love...... The man she has been dating has been changing over the years, falling in love but separating, separating and finding other people to fall in love, several times, and every time the man who appears next to her is so good, there is no lack of humor and romance, every time she says something to her for a lifetime, but she breaks up again and again, this is the love she wants?
She doesn't really know that in Wang Xinyao's heart, she is always the only one, he is completely stagnant for her, forever staying in the eighteen-year-old sky, that summer when he was about to leave after the college entrance examination, at that moment the car drove away, he was disheartened, and his tears were broken! He is really powerless to struggle and resist such a fate, does he really want to torture himself like this for the rest of his life, and when he is white-headed and wants to wear through his eyes in the first life, he can't wait for her to come to him......
Wang Xinyao, who was in a coma, often talked nonsense about dreams, his expression was flustered, and his face was covered with beads of sweat, which made the few people who took care of him nervous, and they were really afraid that he would go like this. Dongcheng and Qiye were worried, but Zhang Enyang was not familiar with Wang Xinyao, but he was also worried for a while! Zhang Junjun had no reason, she was tired of Wang Xinyao, but for some reason she was also worried, maybe Wang Xinyao just needed a little respect for him, respect for someone like him who was hurt in love! And all these years she was blank about him, she never had the slightest thought to understand, to care about his bits and pieces, and he knew so much about all her big actions, to know that she was in the same city with him, to inquire about her phone calls, to write to her, until she came to Wuhan-
Maybe that's the simple way to love someone!
After Wang Xinyao was in a coma for seven days, he suddenly woke up in the evening! His recovery ability was simply amazingly strong, the large and small wounds on his body healed quickly as if they were enchanted, and the largest wound on his chest had been gushing blood for several days, but when he woke up, it had already healed completely, leaving only a shallow blood scab, which was amazing!
Wang Xinyao came to his senses, and found that his body was smashed, and the pain all over his body was unbearable, and his body was weak, and he stretched out his scorched right hand with difficulty to look at it in front of him, but that hand trembled vigorously, which made him very suspicious of whether he was really alive!
"Xinyao, it's really good that you're awake!" Dongcheng looked particularly excited, a burst of cheers, everyone's faces were gloomy for several days, and there seemed to be tears flashing in Dongcheng's eyes at this time, which was so exciting! For a while, the dead room was lively.
"It's a miracle! It's a great disaster to not die when you are injured like this, and your butt is a scar-" Zhang Enyang smiled at the corner of his mouth, looking a little excited, "I have no relatives with you, I will actually worry about you, I'm really afraid that you won't be able to bear your life!"
"Wake up......" Zhang Junjun squeezed out two words from his mouth, biting his lip and turning his back as he spoke, not daring to look at Wang Xinyao's eyes! Wang Xinyao looked at her in a daze, looking a little surprised, and his chaotic consciousness began to become clear.
Qiye had a long-lost smile on his face, looking a little relieved, but he didn't speak, Wang Xinyao was hurt like this, it was Qiye's negligence, Qiye must not allow such a situation to happen again, Wang Xinyao is safe and sound now, Qiye is finally relieved.
Wang Xinyao gritted his teeth and struggled to stand up, his whole body was covered with bandages, and his body was filled with a choking smell of potion.
"You're not completely fine, don't move!" Dongcheng hurriedly supported him, when Dongcheng touched his arm, his hand trembled inexplicably, Wang Xinyao was too thin!
"I'm fine, I can't die from this injury, it seems that my blood has dried up, it's really a nightmare, I'm used to it-" Wang Xinyao said and got up and got off the bed, supporting his weak body, and walked to Zhang Junjun with an expressionless face, and didn't look at her, everyone else looked at Wang Xinyao, knowing that he had something to say to Zhang Junjun, and knew that the person he cared about the most was her.
"Thank you for saving my life......" Wang Xinyao sighed weakly, and did not allow Zhang Junjun to argue, "I will definitely repay you this favor if I have the chance, I don't like to owe others something-" Wang Xinyao staggered out the door after speaking.
Zhang Junjun was stunned in place, his heart was strange, there was too much loneliness in his words, when did they become so indifferent! They have always been so indifferent, they don't belong to the same world!
"Xinyao, you have just woken up, and it is not appropriate to move around-" Qiye said with a heavy expression.
"It's okay, I don't know how many days I've been lying down, I'm panicking, I want to see today's sunset, so that I will feel a little more comfortable......"
Dongcheng and Qiye hurriedly supported Wang Xinyao and walked to the balcony, silent for a while.
Everyone finally breathed a sigh of relief, Wang Xinyao fell unconscious without saying a word, which is contrary to his usual style! Life and death can pass through love and hate, but love is one-sided, but hate is two-sided, if a person loses the courage to pursue true love, all that remains is endless memories, just like Wang Xinyao's tears suddenly fell on the night he was rejected by Zhang Junjun, afraid of heartbreak!