Chapter 197: The Love That Can't Be Giving
The ground continued to be turbulent for a long time, Dante's state of mind was very clear, let the two behemoths kill each other, close to the time of the two teas, everything around was quiet, Dante estimated that the fight should have ended, and the two behemoths had already decided the winner, but he still waited patiently, he didn't want to provoke such a big guy again. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
After another pillar of incense, Dante appeared at the entrance of the cave, all shocked by everything in front of him, everything within a radius of ten zhang around was in a mess, broken branches and leaves were scattered all over the ground, in the open grass, two behemoths were tightly entangled, almost fragmented, and even broke into several knots of each other, and the exposed internal organs were blurred with flesh and blood, and there was a choking breath that made people vomit.
The two behemoths were completely dead, and Dante's restless heart was finally at peace. When a few people appeared at the entrance of the cave, they couldn't help but be shocked by the scene in front of them, but fortunately, nothing happened to Dante, and everyone was at ease.
"These two guys died at the right time!" a smile spread across Nanaya's face.
"It's okay, otherwise I'll be in trouble, since the things are in hand, it's not appropriate to stay here for a long time, let's leave this ...... immediately" Dante's words were very firm, fortunately, the weather was still sunny on this day, and it was just dark when Dante and the others climbed the cliff......
The next stop, the Forest of Death!, but when Dante and the others returned to the Buddhist Temple, they happened to receive a wedding card from Xiuwu from the country of wolves, and everyone really didn't expect that Xiuwu was actually imprisoned in the cliff by his third son who had been separated for many years, and tied the knot with Liu Yemei a few days later. However, it is impossible to appear in the land of wolves, and after a few days of rest, everyone will set off to find the next soul fragment!
However, I heard Master Huaien say that Al only appeared in the Dharma Temple a few days ago, and his face was preoccupied, and Yun Partridge, Da Fei and Gray Bank accompanied her, and several people couldn't help but smile on their faces......
By the time Al appeared in a small mountain village under Spirit Snake Mountain in a restless mood, it was already the middle of March, and the weather was bitterly cold, and everyone didn't care about it, it was noon, so they went to this destination, and they wanted to see Ah Fa, who had become old.
Soon several people appeared in front of the three-story wooden house, in comparison, such a wooden house looks particularly chic, even a little luxurious, the previous low wooden house is gone, Ah Fa used the remuneration he got on the Spirit Snake Mountain to build a new wooden house, so that his mother can enjoy her old age in peace, and it can be regarded as an explanation to her mother.
However, only the mother who appeared in the wooden house was like snow, and Ah Fa drove a flock of sheep out.
Even though he had aged decades early, he had chosen to live the rest of his life by herding, wondering if that would cut his longing for Al.
"Al, let's go with you......"
"Don't worry about me, I'll take care of myself, I want to meet him alone..."
"Then you go, let's get some delicious food for you to ......"
"Well, it's a good job!" said Al, who walked into the distance, and over the course of a few months, she had grown in love with the man who had aged for her, and she would be by his side for the rest of his life, no matter what the outcome would be......
After walking for a long time, when it was almost dark, she saw the white-haired man halfway up the mountainside, his body was staggered, but he showed the vicissitudes of life, she had not yet spoken, he had already found her, but at this time he turned his back and did not let her see his dissatisfied wrinkled face.
"Ah Fa ......" she wanted to speak and stopped, at this moment her heart was dripping blood, the pain was so bad, she was almost out of breath, her chest was rising and falling badly, and her heart was like numbness.
"You're still here...... "It's been four months, he knows that sooner or later she will appear in front of him, these four months are both short and long for him, and it is an endless torment to miss someone who knows that it will never be possible for each other.
"I came to see you because ......"
"You don't need to say more, I understand that these words are no longer important to me now, my mission has been completed, I don't want to play any role in your life, I can't give you the answer you want, you better go......" Ah Fa was ruthless, because at that moment he had already figured it out, loving someone doesn't need reason and return, since he pays without regrets, he will not regret his original decision, but he can no longer pursue the true love he wants!
"Do you really bear to see me sad, do you know that my heart is also dripping blood, why do you torture me with feelings, you know that you like me, but you say something against your will, how can you tell me to bear to watch you die alone, how can you bear to let me spend the rest of my life alone in apologies, you love me, I know, so I came, to give myself an answer, no matter what you do to me, I will not leave you- At that moment I realized that I had fallen hopelessly in love with someone like you, please stop hurting yourself and hurt me!" Al said that there was a painful expression on his face, and at this moment Fa Ruxue also sensed this sadness, for this reason his face sank, and he was afraid to turn to look at her face, and ask him what is the right of a dying person to have the love of a woman!
"I've made up my mind, you better go back, let me die alone in my own sadness, maybe this is my destination, I don't regret that I have embarked on such a road of no return, I can use everything I have to exchange for the peace of my beloved, it is already my greatest honor, who called me a gray angel like snow, people like me have no other choice, only love makes me move forward, I have no way back in the face of reality!" There was a cramp in his heart like snow, he had already expected this day, a person would grow old decades ahead of schedule, and he would die alone.
"You can deceive yourself, but you can't stop me from loving your heart, you don't have the right to deprive me of loving someone, you can reject me thousands of miles away, but I tell you, I have also made up my mind to love you for the rest of my life, let me accompany you through the rest of the journey, please, Ah Fa!" Al said as he walked towards Ah Fa with a firm step, now all words were pale, she wanted to exchange a hug for his broken heart, just one hug was enough.
He could feel her pace and heartbeat, tears flashing in his eyes, but he was still making the final decision, he would rather be sad than do this, because he was already a dying person, and he couldn't give her the love she wanted for a lifetime, and he couldn't give her the possibility of a future!
"Don't come here-" Sorrow has been showing on his wrinkled face, even if his heart is broken, he has to go down alone without regrets, "Don't wait until everything is impossible to be dazed and heartbroken, I would rather be alone in pain than two people in torment, you still have a bright future, and there is a person who loves you more than me waiting for you, it's not worth you to do this for someone like me, I can't give you a future in the future, you won't understand this kind of pain, only let go can you exchange for a lifetime of peace......" Fa Ruxue's voice choked up as she spoke, and the tears in her eyes swirled in her eyes.
"Let go? Do you say let go and let go? You have already engraved your name on my heart, how do you tell me to let go, you yourself can ask for peace in a lifetime, what about me, do you want me to die alone in endless regret, do you want me to watch you spend the rest of your life miserably alone, I can't do this, because I have fallen hopelessly in love with you, I have promised you this life and the next life alone, don't torture me and torture yourself anymore, your heart can't deceive yourself, please don't let me leave you, even if I go with you for a while, it is also possible in the next life......" Al said, her eyes moistened, and tears fell like beads of broken threads, so that her steps were a little more determined, if only she could hold the lonely trembling figure tightly...... Don't let go!
"Don't come here......" Fa Ruxue suddenly roared, "You will only make me more miserable by doing this, I can't bear to see you see me now, because now I am no different from a dead person, there is no future between us, and now I can't give you the love you want, because I was already dead that day......" A hot tear slid down Fa Ruxue's cheeks, and his world fell apart in an instant, leaving only a soul full of holes, and he couldn't go back to the past......
"Then let me love you without regrets for the rest of my life, I don't want to leave any regrets in my life-" Love should be firm and brave, even if it is with you for a while, that is, in this life!
When Al's body was about to touch the rickety body, Fa Ruxue still turned her back ruthlessly, and walked into the distance step by step: "It's too late, I can't give you the future you want—"
At that moment, her heart suddenly shattered......
"Why wait until it's impossible for your heart to break—"