Looking for a mountain to apprentice, experience and practice, so far away, so strange a sentence. www.biquge.info I even suspect that I'm not even talking about me, I just graduated from college, became a free junior high school Chinese teacher, lived in my hometown for so long, and the children who graduated from junior high school in a year, waiting for Xiaonuo to be with me, two elderly grandfathers, things are too sudden, so I can't accept it at all...

"Where can I go to the mountains to apprentice and practice cultivation?" asked the two old men in disbelief.

"It's better to read 10,000 books than to travel 10,000 miles, every grass and tree outside can be learned, we two old guys have passed on all the family heirloom exercises to you, as for how far you can cultivate, it only depends on your understanding and creation. ”

Lao Yu still didn't want to give up, and asked Grandpa Hu again: "That... Who's that Master?"

Grandpa Hu shook his head bitterly: "I don't know where you are going, and I don't know who the master is, it's all up to you when you travel, life and death are up to you! ”

The two ears that were buzzing with a straight voice buzzed, and I suddenly remembered what Huang San's grandmother had said to me before, "This is just a trivial beginning!" Could it be that she knew that I was going to travel and practice? That's why she said that being erased by the Five Poisons Ancestor was not harming me, but helping me?

There is also Fang Yuan Dao Chief, who said to wait for me in Qianshan, it turns out that everyone has long known that there will be such a day...

Lao Yu and I were stunned there, our minds were blank, only one sentence kept swirling in our minds: "I don't want to go, I don't want to go!"

As a Taoist post, I clearly know that going out to practice is an indispensable lesson for Xuanmen monks, but I have never paid attention to it, after all, the times are different, the era of gods and demons dancing wildly, and monsters are rampant has passed, and all kinds of anecdotes of the ancestors of the past generations have long been sealed by history, and they will always sleep in the scriptures. I thought that everything had nothing to do with us, but I never thought that ** often turned, and now it is still our turn...

Although Lao Yu is usually crazy and does not do the right thing, he never thought that such a big change would suddenly happen in his peaceful life. We all have our own scope of life and our own vision for the future, and now, we are being shattered by the words of two old people.

We don't accept it, we don't want to go out to practice, and we don't want to worship any bullshit master. Zhang Tianshi's sin, why do we want our two families to spend all the time of generations and grandchildren to wipe his ass, this is not what we want!

I was extremely rejected in my heart, and I wanted to fight against fate and live in the life I longed for. But just like grandpa said, they can't hide from birth, old age, sickness and death, once they are gone, who will guard the burial dragon pit, our two families are innocent, but there are still all living beings around us, if we give up, will their fate be as quiet and peaceful as today?

On the way to school with Shino, I didn't dare to look at her, and I didn't have the courage to look at her.

On the way to school, I knew she heard our conversation, she knew I was sad, and maybe she was the same.

"Can you tell me... Is it why?" Xiao Nuo's words broke the silence of the way, I don't know how to explain it to her, let alone whether she will believe it, but I still said it, because I don't want to hide anything from her, then I will be heartbroken, for her innocence and ignorance.

So he told everything to Xiaonuo.

After listening to me, Xiao Nuo didn't have too much surprise, but made me a little unbelievably calm, I was not surprised, and I couldn't believe it. She grabbed my hand and raised her pure and smooth little face: "Are you really leaving?"

One of the reasons why I didn't want to leave was her, but I had to go, and for the first time I said to myself, "Nangong, this is your life!" Can't escape, born in such a family, you have to take on the task of the family, whether it is a commitment to the ancestors, or compassion for the people. ”

Once this goes, I don't know how many years it will take to come back, and I don't know if it's life or death, because there is no room for the weak on the road of cultivation, and the people who guard the burial dragon pit can't be waste, natural selection, it's so cruel, I have no other choice.

I broke Xiao Nuo's hand: "You have already heard it, Lao Zhi and I are the descendants of the Three Qing Dao Techniques, and the other is the Shaman Descendant, so we must go out to practice and practice, this is a fact that cannot be changed, we... We can't get together. I'm leaving in a few days, and there's a chance I'll never see you again, so... Teacher Xiao Li, let's break up, I wish you can find your own happiness!" After speaking, he left Xiaonuo and strode away, and every step I took made me feel extremely heartache.

I know very well what I'm doing, this experience is definitely not something that can come back overnight, in history, Xuanmen monks have gone out to practice, at least five or eight years, and at most decades, it is because I have her in my heart that I have to do this, so I have to endure the pain of parting love. Since you are leaving, why be nostalgic, it is better to cut through the mess quickly, and take the initiative to let go so that you will not be hurt too deeply, so that you will not be too abusive to me and her...

"Nangong!" Xiao Nuo ran a few steps and hugged me from behind, trembling all over, crying silently: "Nangong, I don't care where you go, don't leave me, I don't want to lose you." I know you have me in your heart, didn't grandpa say that you just went out to practice to find the master, and you will definitely come back, if you are afraid that I will change my mind, I will go with you, I will follow you wherever you go, woo woo woo..."

I never thought that I would leave the Great Northeast where I was born and raised, and I never thought about the future of me and Xiaonuo, but I was stripped of my skin and flesh every minute and second today, and faced reality. Am I being smart, is it really right to do this, if I really separate, will I let go? I hesitated, really hesitated, because I really couldn't let go, if the two of them were in love for a long time, how could they care about the morning and twilight? For a moment, my mind was filled with all kinds of contradictions.

What is this, I released all my dissatisfaction on Shino's body, and Nashino was angry with my feelings, not so much that the most wronged person at this moment was me, but Shino...

I turned around and hugged her, and Shino hugged me tightly as if I would disappear if I relaxed a little.

"I don't want to live without you, I've never liked someone so much, I can't even eat if I don't see you for a few days, I can only secretly look at you in my dreams, watch you be with others, ignore me, I'm so scared, I don't want to be like that anymore, as long as we can be together, I will listen to you for everything, don't want me!

Shino's words made me not know how to answer, I couldn't hold back any longer, a tear wet her long night-like hair, and hugged her tightly and refused to part anymore. Xiao Nuo suddenly raised his head, his eyes that were red from crying were like water, his two lips were as red as peach blossoms trembled slightly, and his face was full of tears and he smiled, and he smiled so sincerely: "Nangong, no matter what happens in the future, my heart will always belong to you, forever!"

If there is love in the sky, Xiao Nuo and I walked into the school for the first time hand in hand, blatantly walking into the school, causing a lot of surprised eyes, especially the old potato, who was also surprised for a while, and then yelled at me with a red face: "Nangong, this is the school, let go of me, let go!"

Do I still need to deal with him, I'm leaving anyway, I just want everyone in the school to know that Xiaonuo is already with me, what can you do. Ignore him directly, walk past him, make the old potato's eyes almost pop out, unbutton a button on his shirt, pinch his waist with both hands and scold the idle street.

Since I was sure to leave, I had to resign from the principal, even though I was reluctant to do my job as a teacher.

When he came to the principal's office to explain his intentions, the principal still looked like a high-profile uncle, brushed a few flowing hairs on the top of his head and said, "Since... You've decided, and I don't ask why, believing you're going to do something more meaningful, so... I'll keep it for you... Teacher file, count your vacation, I hope you will return as soon as possible!" was about to leave, and I felt that the people around me were very kind, of course, I had to remove the old potatoes, but now I heard the principal say this, and I feel that his hairstyle is so handsome and his teeth are so neat.

Then the leave procedures were completed, and a small meeting was held for the Chinese teachers, which was regarded as a handover. Xiao Nuo helped me pack all my things, asked for leave to send me home, and just about to walk out of the office building, all the teachers also sent them out, and made an appointment to go out to dinner together after work in the evening to see me off, which moved me again. It's all like this, I don't know if I don't want to leave when I want to leave, just like when I graduated from college, I felt that every brick, every desk, every notebook, even those stalking dinosaur girls and explosive girls, made me feel inexplicably kind, and this is still the case today.

The school has faded away from me a few times, and I don't know when I will be able to return to class, but even if I do return to school one day, it will be a long time ago.

A lot of teachers came in the evening, Leng Yi also came, still so cold, drank a glass of wine with me, and left without saying anything, I don't know why.

Everyone was very happy that night, they all drank a lot, and talked a lot, but the joy of life ended up, where will they meet again in the future?

In the angry eyes of the old potato, I picked up Xiao Nuo, who was already drunk, and a pair of slender and weak little hands grabbed my clothes. Seeing her blushing face, there was more endless temptation than usual, and my heart was like a deer, banging around, so I couldn't help but kiss her on the forehead, but I could only do this, I didn't dare to have too much luxury, because I had her in my heart.

I took a taxi to send her back to the city, looking at what she was muttering in her mouth, snuggling up to me like a boneless, I couldn't bear it in my heart, I couldn't bear to put her down, I couldn't bear it...

Just a gentle kiss...

I hope we will see each other soon, tie the knot together, and end up together...