Hongyan's thoughts were chaotic, and distracting thoughts almost drowned him. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info these miscellaneous thoughts are transformed into real images, making themselves as if they are in the scene, and they can't distinguish between reality and illusion for a while.

She was born as a child in her mother's womb and was sold by her biological parents for several stones of rice. Later, as the child daughter-in-law of others, she was beaten, scolded and bullied, and was injured all the time, and she did rough work all day long without a break.

After a few years, she found an opportunity to finally escape from her in-laws' house and come to a bustling town. As she wandered along the road, she met a philanthropic person, gave her delicious food, put on beautiful clothes, and came to a gorgeous and exquisite place, and she thought that she would be free from the sea of suffering.

I don't know that this person is an old bustard, and at this time she was taken to a brothel to sell herself. Although she would rather die, she was too young and was finally forcibly broken. In the years that followed, he was subjected to numerous abuses, humiliations, bullying, and humiliation.

As a prostitute, she was false and wronged to others, went through the wind and dust, until she grew old, was abandoned like a shoe, lived on the streets, and begged for a living.

Soon after, she was hit by a drought that had not been seen in a century, and she was so hungry and weak that she had to fall to the ground to die.

Suddenly, she heard the cry of a baby in front of her, and she crawled to find a pink baby lying in a bamboo basket, without parental care.

She had a sudden evil thought, and with all her strength, she grabbed the baby and ran, ran to a broken temple and boiled a pot of hot water, and threw the baby into the boiling water to boil.

She was about to throw the baby down, when a sudden thought of kindness sparked her, and she glanced at the baby's face, and suddenly realized that the baby was exactly the same as when she was born.

She suddenly realized that life is reincarnated, the world is impermanent, and everything that happens to her is fate. So put the baby back into the bamboo basket, returned to the broken temple, lost his hair as a nun, and the green lantern ancient Buddha accompanied this remnant life.

Then the illusion changed, she was a young woman, pregnant with Liujia, and her husband went out to do business, simple and hardworking. Her in-laws take care of her daily life on weekdays, and she is very kind and has a very happy life.

How do you know that her heart is insufficient, she sinks, destitutes, desires, and seas, and actually hooks up with the son of the rich family next door, stealing joy every night, even if the fetus is struggling and moving in the womb, she doesn't know how to stop. Finally, one day there was pain in the abdomen, and the lower body was bleeding nonstop, and I went to my in-laws for help in a panic, and my in-laws urgently found my mother-in-law.

After careful inspection, Wen Po asserted that the mother was already in labor, but the fetus was too large, and if she was forced to give birth, the mother would die. It is better to kill the fetus and cut out the corpse, and the mother may have hope of life, but I am afraid that there will be no hope of pregnancy again.

When the in-laws heard this, they were at a loss, and at this time the husband returned, and the three of them decided to forcibly give birth, protect the fetus and abandon the mother.

When the woman heard this, she panicked and wanted to escape, but suddenly she had abnormal abdominal pain and could not move, so she was tied to the bed by her husband and in-laws, and forced her to give birth with a sharp blade.

She couldn't stop crying, she was in pain, and her heart was resentful. Constantly cursing the fetus, husbands, in-laws, stable mothers, and wealthy businessmen. even thinks that the reason why she has a difficult birth is that the child is in revenge for herself, ignoring his pain, and stealing her feelings, so she grows so big and harms her life.

In a trance, I seemed to hear the voice of the fetus in my womb asking for help, and suddenly the mother's nature woke up in my heart, and there was no distraction in my heart, and I tried my best to save the child's life. After a few hours, the child was finally born safely, but she was exhausted and knew that she was bleeding too much to live.

On her deathbed, she addressed her husband and asked to see her children. The husband carried the child to her as he said, and she looked at the child's innocent little face, and her heart was peaceful and joyful, and there was no hatred. Smiled and left.

Then the illusion changed again, as a princess of a country, she was deeply favored by the saints, young and beautiful, with endless wealth, unlimited scenery, and unparalleled authority.

After two years of indulgence, when he was sixteen years old, the emperor gave him a marriage to the son of a powerful minister. On the day of the wedding, the whole country celebrates, and all the nations come to court. She was full of ambition, but she felt that her husband was handsome, honest and serious, the emperor was very fond of her, and her father-in-law was even more obedient to her.

After a few years, the emperor's grandson was born, and she taught her husband and children, and she was no longer the excited and jumping appearance when she was a teenager. But the joy of the heart is by no means comparable to that of the hour.

At this time, the father-in-law was framed and convicted of rebellion. Long Yan was furious and ordered the punishment of his nine clans. At the same time, as a princess, she also got the crime of ignorance, that is, her children were treated equally, and she had to be executed at the same time as her mother, and the emperor had to personally supervise and behead her to vent her anger.

When she was escorted to the execution ground, she suddenly heard the child's crying, and immediately called the emperor by name.

She said, "My child is hungry, please let me give him one last milk." ”

The emperor was surprised: "You and he will both die soon, so why bother?"

She replied in a deep voice: "As an emperor, it is your duty to cut off people's heads. As a mother, it is my duty to nurse my children when they are hungry, and what is the difference between when and where?"

After hearing this, the emperor felt something, and after the long examination, he ordered someone to let go of his shackles and let him breastfeed the child.

She walked in front of the child, did not shy away from everyone's eyes, revealed the white breast, took the child into her arms, put the title in his mouth, and sucked it. His face was as usual, and he had no fear of checkmate at all.

The emperor sighed, feeling this deeply, remembering the joy of parenting in the past, and not treating the princess so lovingly. Forgive the sins of his mother and son now, make a name for the world, and let everyone follow him.

After that, Hongyan was reincarnated for hundreds of generations, sometimes for geisha, and composed heart-wrenching love songs with the chivalrous warriors of the rivers and lakes. Sometimes she is a chivalrous woman, wandering the rivers and lakes, and falling in love with the person she likes, but in the end she is separated by yin and yang. Sometimes she is a talented woman, and she has been pursued by countless rich children, but in the end she married the wife of a poor talent.

In the end, the picture turned, Hong Yan returned to a boundless darkness, the giant, the child were nowhere to be seen, Hong Yan was silent for a while, shook his head, and said: "Is the scene just now true?"

A cold voice replied: "Real and illusory, all by your heart, there are countless possibilities in every step of life, there are countless time and space between Hongmeng, in different time and space, these things are all encountered by you." ”

Hong Yan raised his head and said, "Zhuang Zhou dreams of butterflies, or butterfly dreams of Zhuang Zhou?"

The voice said, "Exactly. ”

Hong Yan got up and said, "What is your intention in doing this?"

The voice said: "For thousands of years, I have lived in seclusion in this building, contemplating the truth of the world, and I feel that I have understood everything, I am omniscient and omnipotent, and I am suffering from no one to communicate, and I see that you are extremely talented, but there is no one to guide me, so I will give you some help." ”

Hongyan thought for a moment and said with a smile: "Then I really want to thank you for this." But I have one more thing to ask you. ”

The voice said, "But it doesn't hurt to say it." ”

Hong Yan said in a deep voice: "Are you also deceiving Qi Qianxin?"

The voice was silent, I don't know how long it took, maybe it was a moment, maybe it was a year, and suddenly a laugh came out of thin air, echoing throughout the space, for a long time. This laughter is wicked, treacherous, and I don't feel half of it, and if there is a demon in the world, then the devil's laughter must be like this.

The laughter stopped abruptly, and said, "Little girl, how do you know I'm lying to you?"

Hongyan was not afraid and replied, "Because of Wang Yangming." ”

"Wang Yangming, who is he?" the voice asked.

Hong Yan replied: "Wang Yangming has an immortal soul, can open the spiritual gate, and communicate with the heavens, but he doesn't dare to say that he knows everything, could it be that you are the incarnation of the Dao?"

"How do you know I'm not the embodiment of the Tao?" the voice said.

"Because if you were the embodiment of the Dao, you would not be so pitifully trapped in this building, only daring to bully some ignorant students and ignorant women, and you are afraid to avoid Wang Yangming, who really has an immortal soul. Hongyan said.

"Have you said enough? Are you impatient to live and dare to look down on Lao Tzu so much. The voice was angry, ripping off the last shred of disguise.