"----- Xiaoni, you can't kill him at all, he has the emperor to support him at this time, and we are afraid that we will never have a chance to kill him again. Zhang Qifeng's heart was full of resentment, He Zheng harmed her all her life, let her live in shame all her life, she must avenge this revenge, but at this time she wants to take revenge, it is really more difficult than ascending to the sky.

"I'm going to kill him!" said Nirvana, gritting her teeth.

"Child, you have to take care of your body first, and after your body is well, we will find an opportunity to kill him. Zhang Qifeng comforted her and said, "Mother go to the kitchen and make you some nourishing soup." ”

Zhang Qifeng only wanted to use all her strength at this time to make up for the love she owed her daughter in the past, she knew that no matter what she did, it would be in vain, but she still had to force herself to do these things, she had to use the last few days to do what a mother should do the most.

Xiao Ni has no strength to stop her at this time, her mother has never cooked, she knows this better than anyone, at this time her heart is flooded with a bitter and sweet feeling, she has lived for more than 20 years, she has never experienced such a strong maternal love as today, she closed her eyes slightly, let the strength in her body save a little more, she wants to make herself get better quickly, so that she can kill her enemies as before.

Fan Jun stepped forward and stretched out his hand to cover the quilt for her, Xiao Ni opened his eyes and looked at Fan Jun in front of him silently, Fan Jun was much thinner than before, his eyes were bloodshot, and he knew at a glance that he was beside him, and he had not closed his eyes for several days to rest. Xiao Ni originally wanted to say a few words of thanks to him, but when the words came to her lips, she swallowed them back, thank him for what? He took care of himself, not because he really liked himself, but because he couldn't fulfill his promises, and after she thought about the guilt in her life----- she couldn't say those words after she figured out these things.

Fan Jun gently put a lock of hair that fell from her and gently put it behind her head, he saw the hatred in Xiao Ni's eyes, he didn't want her to repeat his mother's mistake, so he whispered: "Xiao Ni, you can't kill He Zheng." ”

Xiao Nie's heart was still cold at this time, and when Fan Jun straightened her hair, the only warmth that existed, with what Fan Jun said, made Xiao Nie's heart cold again.

She slowly turned her head and looked at Fan Jun, who had been taking care of her these days, Fan Jun didn't know how much she hated He Zheng in her heart, since He Zheng and her first met, the hatred between them could not be expressed in words, when He Zheng mistook her for his enemy, Xiao Ne was disgusted with him, but he didn't have too much hatred, but as He Zheng was full of killing intent towards her again and again, coupled with his cold face towards his mother, Xiao Nie lost all patience with him. She wants to kill him, and only by killing him will she be able to lift the shackles that have been imprisoning her, and she can truly live freely.

"Why can't you kill him?" As soon as Xiao Nie thought of He Zheng, his whole body began to tremble, "He killed my master, killed Qingying, killed your Uncle Yan----- he killed so many people, why can't I kill him?"

"Little Nirvana, listen to me-----"

"He abused my mother and made her live in pain all her life, and what is even more hateful is that he never admitted that he had done wrong, he mistook me for the girl with the red mole, and wanted to put me to death several times----- Fan Jun, this person is extremely evil, he deserves to die, he -----"

Fan Jun gently held Xiao Ni's trembling hand, he could imagine that Xiao Ni had a hard time all these years, and their mother and daughter had always lived in the shadow of this person, but Xiao Ni couldn't kill him.

"Little Nirvana. Fan Jun's warm palm made Xiao Ni's heart start to beat faster, her face was a little flushed, at this time she was afraid of Fan Jun's gentleness towards herself, afraid that she would be immersed in this gentleness and couldn't extricate herself. At this time, Fan Jun only wanted to comfort her and make her give up the idea of killing He Zheng, "If you kill him, you will be charged with killing your father like your mother, and your heart will never be at peace---- I want you to give up killing him, so that you can live in peace in the future." ”

"----- such a wicked person, can you let him continue to live in this world? I am unwilling, my mother and I have suffered so much, how can we be willing to let a wicked person like him continue to live?" Xiao Ni's tears couldn't help but flow, "If he is still alive, I don't know how many people will die in his hands----- I must kill him." ”

"Xiao Ni, I just want you to live well, you don't have to worry about killing him at all, naturally someone will kill him. Fan Jun reached out to wipe away the tears she shed, "He will get the punishment he deserves." ”

"Who else can kill him? With the protection of the emperor, how can a person like him easily kill him?" Xiao Nie knew that Fan Jun was comforting himself, he was afraid that there were only a few people in this world, and he was now the commander of Yulin Wei, how could ordinary people kill him?

"Then how did you kill him?" Fan Jun asked rhetorically.

"I ---- I will find a way to lure him out, put my life on the line----- and try to kill him. Xiao Ni was also hesitant at this time, but she had never changed her heart to kill He Zheng.

"Xiao Ni, listen to me, there are two things I won't let you do: the first is to kill He Zheng, and the second is to lose your life. Fan Jun said with a serious expression.

Xiao Ni looked at him with sad eyes: "If I want to kill him, I can only lure him out and die with him." ”

Fan Jun shook his head, he smiled slightly and said, "I won't let you die, I just told you that someone will kill him." ”

"Who?" asked Nirvana, incredulous.

"Me. Fan Jun replied, "I won't let you bear the charge of killing your father, this person must be eliminated, not that you will die with him, I, Fan Jun, will get rid of him for you." ”

After hearing his answer, Xiao Nie was stunned, she didn't expect Fan Jun to answer her question so happily, she lived alone in this world for more than 20 years, after hearing Fan Jun's answer, she suddenly realized that she was not alone, she still had Fan Jun by her side, and when she was most hurt, she gave her the warmth she had never had.

At this time, Fan Jun is no longer the Fan Jun when he left home to join the army a few years ago, his expression is firm, his eyes are sharp and abnormal, he has now grown into a handsome and resolute young man, and his words are loud, if he does not have this strength, he will definitely not make such a commitment to Xiao Nirvana.

"Why do you want to do this for me?" asked in a low voice, "I'm just a lowly subordinate, what qualifications do I have to ask you to do this for me?"

"I promised to marry you, and I'll do what I say. Fan Jun remembered that day, when he said goodbye to him, Xiao Ni, with tears in his eyes and a smile on the corner of his mouth, will still appear in front of him from time to time.

After hearing this, Xiao Nie suddenly laughed, she broke free of Fan Jun's hand, gently stroked Fan Jun's cheek, and tears flowed down one by one.

"Thank you, Fan Jun----- thank you for remembering the original promise----- but I know very well that I am not worthy of being your wife----- I know that you have Yuan Xiang, I know that you have ----- you just said, I don't want me to have the same fate as my mother, in fact, in fact, I have long known that my fate has long been doomed----- I am no different from my mother, we are all the same hardship, I dare not have any requirements for the future, I just want to kill the person who should be killed, in order to seek inner liberation. "Xiao Ni no longer has any extravagance for the future at this time, if he can really die, it is the best relief.

"Xiao Ni, when I made a promise to you, I was just for the safety of my family, I was afraid that you would hurt them, and I had to say these words, I admit it, but ---- after I returned home, when I was with you, I really understood you, as my mother said, you are a good girl, you are like a grandfather's temperament, kind-hearted, loyal-----, if I say that I really like you since I returned home, do you believe it?" Fan Jun's eyes slowly shed tears," If you weren't a kind-hearted person, you wouldn't have chosen to let go after knowing about Yuan Xiang. ”

Xiao Ni saw Fan Jun's tears, her heart was almost broken, this sudden happiness almost broke her, she looked at Fan Jun a little overwhelmed, she didn't have any psychological preparation to accept Fan Jun's love.

"Who is she?" asked Xiao Ni softly after a long time.

Fan Jun raised his head slowly, he understood who Xiao Nirvana was referring to. Regarding Yuan Xiang's matter, he originally wanted to tell her after returning home, but after he came back, he couldn't open his mouth, and today Xiao Nie finally asked this question, and Fan Jun knew that he had to talk about it.

"She is the sister of Wang Yuanying of Zhongshan in the Northern Wei Dynasty. Fan Jun remembered Yuan Ying, who returned home after defeat, this victorious general, was finally defeated in the hands of Wei Rui, and this shame was only something that Yuan Ying could not get rid of in his life.

"----- if it is an opportunity for the two countries to be friendly, you and her will definitely be a good couple. Xiao Ni's voice carried a hint of bitterness, "If there really is such a day, will you go to her?"

Fan Jun shook his head, he knew very well that Yuan Xiang had already decided to say goodbye on the day she left him, she would never return to him, that short and happy time could only remain in the depths of their memories forever, carefully hidden there, afraid that he would not easily touch it in the future.

"What if I ----- want you to go to her?" Xiao Ni then asked, in fact, in her heart, she was afraid to ask this question, but for some reason she still had to say it.

"-----Even if I found her, she wouldn't ----- go with me. Fan Jun said gloomily.

"Why?"

"Xiao Nirvana----- she is different from you, she is a Xianbei tribe, she is never attached to any man, the women in her clan have always chosen men by themselves, choose the men they like, Xiao Nirvana, do you know what it means?"

Xiao Ni shook her head in confusion, she didn't understand that there was such a woman in this world, she could like whichever one she wanted, this was something she couldn't think of.

"She doesn't belong to me, Xiao Nirvana, she belongs to herself, her destiny is controlled by herself, she is like a horse on the grassland, unrestrained, free to come and go----- you and me, no one can compare to her. ”

Fan Jun thought of the fierce temperament Yuan Xiang, remembered the confrontation he had with her on the battlefield, her stubborn eyes and her indomitable personality made him never forget.

"How nice it would be to see her----- Xiao Ni can't imagine that there are women like Yuan Xiang in this world, living the life she wants, galloping freely on the vast grassland, even if she has one day, she can live such a day, presumably she has no regrets in this life.

Her eyelids slowly drooped, she had just talked too much, she was too tired, she leaned her head on Fan Jun's arm, and fell asleep deeply.

Zhang Qifeng, who has been standing outside the door for a long time, the lotus seed porridge in her hand has been cold, her feet have never entered the room----- her daughter has gained love, this is the feeling that she has not gotten in her life, her daughter's temperament is indeed very similar to her father Zhang Yuanzhi, when her daughter was very young, she had already seen this, but she didn't like such a daughter, she preferred her daughter's character to be like herself, so that she could be like herself, to hate those who hurt herself, her daughter must also hate them, and hated He Zheng who hurt their mother and daughter, but ---- daughter finally chose to let go, her letting go in exchange for eternal happiness. She suddenly understood what Ling Xiao had said to herself many years ago, if she hadn't been presumptuous at the beginning, at this time, she and Fan Yuncheng might have lived the life she wanted----- but these were all maybes, and her current fate could not be changed, she was already doomed, and she wanted to escape from happiness again.