Chapter 342: This Is the Life I Want
What is life? I don't know how many times the world has repeated this question, like the stars under the night sky, which cannot be calculated.
The process from a person's birth to the moment of death is called life. Everyone has their own time of birth, and everyone has their own survival process, all of which are unique natural laws, so everyone's definition of life is different. Some people say that life is to be clothed and fed, some people say that life is firewood, rice, oil and salt, some people say that life is to be vassalage and elegant, and some people say that life is to live secretly, and life in the eyes of others is not real, it is just a superficial appearance, because he doesn't know what life has arranged for him, even if it is a turn and a smile.
Life is so incredible, after waking up from the big dream, I found that all the helplessness and regret in the dream is just a nightmare, the two people I love the most, grandpa and Xiaonuo are by my side, not separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, suffering from separation, the burial dragon pit and the Xuanyuan Divine Cult have completely ceased to exist, from now on I don't have to work hard to die, I can do what I want to do as I want.
I admit that God is not kind to me, and I felt this the moment Songqi appeared. What's even more incredible is that Xiao Nuo actually wants me to be responsible for Song Qi, how can I be responsible? Do I want to marry Song Qi into the family? What should Xiao Nuo do? What about the child in her womb?
Or am I so blessed that I can take two women with the appearance of a captivating city into my arms at the same time? But I live in modern times, not in ancient times when men could have three wives and four concubines. But I promised Songqi to go to her, although I don't remember when I said it, but I did have the impression in my mind that I broke my promise first. Now that she is between me and Xiaonuo, what should I do? Do I politely refuse, or do I acquiesce? At this moment, my heart is extremely entangled and contradictory...
Seeing Xiao Nuo and Song Qi talking and laughing along the way, they didn't feel half embarrassed at all, and even had some meaning of seeing each other late. As the two of them talked, they turned the conversation back to me. Songqi was talking vigorously with Xiaonuo's arm on her shoulder, when she suddenly found that I was secretly looking at them, and gave me an angry look, so frightened that I hurriedly turned my head away, pretending that nothing had happened.
Seeing my embarrassment, Songqi couldn't help but ask Xiaonuo with great interest: "Xiaonuo, when did you and him meet?"
"You said Nangong. As soon as Xiao Nuo mentioned my name, a happy smile instantly appeared on her face, sweet and cute, unlike Songqi, who was noisy every time she talked to me, just like how much yuan I owed her. Xiao Nuo looked sideways at me and said, "I met him in school, I came to the town middle school to teach physics after graduating from college, and soon after I came, Nangong also came to apply for a job and became a Chinese teacher in the town middle school, and we have known each other since then." Oh, by the way, when did you meet?"
"You say we, hehe..."Song Qi said in a slightly mocking tone: "Nangong Dongluo is a fool!"
"Don't talk about Nangong like that, he's smart. ”
Seeing that Xiao Nuo was arguing for me with a little grievance, Songqi said helplessly and disdainfully: "I said that he was stupid and you still felt sorry for him!
"Oh, don't you be angry, I'm just... It's just..."Xiao Nuo didn't know how to explain for a while, his little face was a little red, and Song Qi said with a slight sneer: "No wonder Nangong Dongluo likes you so much, you are really simple and cute, where am I angry, Nangong Dongluo!"
"Huh
Suddenly I heard Songqi calling me, I didn't react for a while, I hurriedly answered and then stopped, and stood there waiting for Songqi to speak.
Song Qi was amused by my embarrassment, and said while laughing: "You still say that he is not stupid, look at his stupid appearance!" This time even Xiao Nuo laughed, and he didn't distinguish for me anymore, so I could only laugh awkwardly.
After returning home, grandpa was not there, grandpa generally rarely went out, in addition to often going to check the burial dragon pit, he generally would not go too far, but he saw a note left on the table, which said, "Baiyunguan will be a friend of Zhong Ion, don't lead!"
After reading this message, I let out a long breath, fortunately my grandfather was not there, otherwise I didn't know what would happen when I saw me bring back a Songqi, and I couldn't help grinning when I thought of my grandfather's stern and serious eyes.
Xiao Nuo first took Songqi around the small courtyard of the farmhouse, and then visited the house, and after sitting down for a while, he began to make noise and was hungry, and asked me to cook, so I had no choice but to cook myself. Songqi is a carnivore, no meat is not happy, but although he eats it, he is a devil figure, and this alone can anger all the women in the world, but this character... With Shino, it is a heaven and an underground.
I took out the ribs in the refrigerator, a fish, and the black chicken sent by Grandpa Hu, I don't know why Grandpa Hu likes black chicken so much, in addition to black chickens in their yard, they are still black chickens, white hairy, but it's fun.
As long as I go, Grandpa Hu will definitely say, "Don't go, boy, Grandpa Hu will make you black chicken soup to drink!" Therefore, my family has never broken black chicken in the refrigerator, and my grandfather also expressed helplessness about this.
Dinner was sumptuous, stewed yam with black chicken, stewed beans with pork ribs, braised carp, and shredded potatoes. Of course, there is also a dipping pickle, which has become a symbol of Northeast food culture, and almost every household will have a dipping pickle on the table.
When I was in college, the fourth child in the dormitory came to my house to play, saying that I wanted to feel the feelings of the Great Northern Wilderness, and when I was eating, I saw me and Lao give a big mouthful of lettuce dipping sauce, and they were petrified in an instant, and they looked at me like eating flies and asked: "Nangong? Can this thing be eaten raw? There are parasites!" to which I could only smile bitterly as a reply.
Seeing that the dishes were all ready, Songqi was not polite to me, and only said: "Well! the stupid man's craftsmanship is good!" and then he stopped talking nonsense, a pair of chopsticks used to make a tiger and a tiger, Xiao Nuo just watched Songqi eat, and from time to time put meat in Songqi's bowl, extremely enthusiastic, I expressed my deep helplessness...
After the meal, Songqi sat on the sofa, and Xiaonuo chatted with him. And what about me? can only be sad to wash the dishes and dishes, and then have to cut watermelon and wash apples, I don't know why, but the heart is beautiful, no wonder the ancients left a testament, peony flowers are also a ghost to be a ghost, it seems that this is a good word, a peony can make the ancient literati willing to die for it, not to mention that there are two peonies in front of me!
The three of them sat on the couch together, watching TV and eating fruit. My mind has never been on TV, and I have always been a little apprehensive and embarrassed in my heart, and I dare not look at Songqi, let alone Xiaonuo. For fear of seeing something strange in Xiao Nuo's eyes, he sat there silently, eavesdropping on the conversation between the two of them...
It was very late at night, and I was lying alone on the sofa in the living room, and the evening breeze blew, bringing the peculiar greenness of fruits and vegetables in the small garden, and swelling into my nose. The insects whispered leisurely and casually, but forgot that the whispering did not need to be so loud, so that the idle clouds under the night sky were disturbed, and the moonlight hit every corner.
Xiaonuo and I have come together and have our own children, so how should I face Songqi? I've been meditating, why can't I refuse Songqi, after all, I already have Xiaonuo, I have been thinking about it for a long time, but there is no result, just a blind compromise, or acquiescence, every time I think that Songqi will leave, my heart will be inexplicably very lost, I have never been lost, I don't know when it started, there are two people living in my heart, one is indispensable, just like the moon in the sky, softly shining into my heart.
At this time, a slender figure sat beside me, the moonlight hit her face, her skin was as white as jade, and a pair of smart eyes like water under the moth eyebrows were like a deep valley and blue spring, deep and clear, and the two thin lips were crystal clear, like peach blossoms in February, vaguely wrapped in the nectar of the morning. The long night-like hair on the slightly undulating breasts outlines a kind of temptation unique to the girl, like a budding bud, which may be released in the dew anytime and anywhere.
"Songqi?"
"Why! it can't be me!" Song Qi glared at me fiercely with resentment in his tone.
"No, no, I mean, it's so late, why haven't you slept yet. ”
Songqi sighed, with loneliness in his tone: "I can't sleep, come out and take a look." ”
Songqi wore my jersey, which looked loose on her body, but it couldn't hide the uneven curves, and the evening breeze blew through her sideburns, and a wisp of fragrance poured into my nose, making me a little intoxicated. I forgot to wear only boxer panties, so stupidly staring at Songqi, Songqi turned his head to see me in a daze, his eyes suddenly turned red, grabbed the blanket on the side and threw it on my body, I found that it was gone, and covered my lower body after coughing embarrassedly.
"Hooligans!" Song Qi scolded with some coquettishness. I could only smile awkwardly, and the air froze again.