(xxxvii) After the family
There are ancient words: seek and seek, cold and lonely, miserable and miserable. When it's warm and cold, it's the hardest to rest...... As the agricultural proverb goes: frozen bones in spring and frozen meat in autumn......
Chen Xiuyuan stood on the ground in a daze, his eyes were white, and he heard countless chaotic sounds in his ears......
After a long time, he suddenly felt a soft hand pull up his left hand, and said softly: "Brother Yuan, I was wrong, I made you sad......" This voice and title seemed to be Lu Man.
Chen Xiuyuan turned around and saw a person standing in front of him, who was it not Lu Man?
Chen Xiuyuan suddenly exclaimed "ah", and then hugged Lu Man tightly into his arms, Lu Man only gave a low "duh", and then also threw himself into his arms, put his cheek against his fiery chest, and only heard his "plop, plop" violent and powerful heartbeat in his ears, at this time he couldn't bear it anymore, tears burst out of his eyes, wetting a large piece of the placket on Chen Xiuyuan's chest, and sobbing softly: "Brother Yuan, for you, I don't care about anything anymore......"
The two hugged each other tightly, Chen Xiuyuan was overjoyed, and felt like a dream, yes and yes, tears flowed from his eyes, and he choked up: "You...... You're not going to leave me anymore, are you?"
At this time, Lu Man suddenly broke free of his embrace gently, but his hands trembled and pulled up his palms, raised his head, looked at him with tears in his eyes, shook his head slightly, and said, "I don't know......
Chen Xiuyuan held her hands tightly with his backhand, and only said "um" in his mouth, at this time, both of them felt that they were suffering from gains and losses, although their sweethearts were in front of them now, they still felt that they were about to leave, and they faintly felt that there were many difficulties in the future.
But at this time, both of them were filled with joy and sweetness in their hearts, and they both felt that the future would only be left to think about when they met in the future, and they had no time to think about those bad things in their hearts for a while.
Chen Xiuyuan took Lu Man's hand and walked to a rocky side in front of a bush, and the two sat down side by side. At this time, it was almost midnight, the wind and dew were getting heavier, Lu Man's clothes were fluttering in the wind, but she was doing nothing, only staring at Chen Xiuyuan with affection, and she felt warm in her heart.
After a while, Lu Man said softly: "Brother Yuan, are you annoyed with me in your heart? It's all my fault, you haven't done anything wrong, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you, and made you sad...... and said softly: "You're right, without you, I can't live anymore." ”
Chen Xiuyuan still held Lu Man's hands tightly in the palms of his hands, as if he was afraid that she would suddenly leave him again, and said: "Sister Man, you treat me so well, how can I be annoyed with you? As long as you don't leave me anymore, no matter what you ask me to do, I will depend on you, where did you go just now?"
Lu Man said: "I was very unhappy just now, I cried, I cried so sadly. I was crying and thinking about you in my heart, blaming you, blaming you for being bad, not coming to persuade me, not to comfort me...... I cried for a while, and then I thought that I didn't let you come, you didn't do anything wrong, it's all my own fault, and I was worried that you would be sad, so I hurried back again, Brother Yuan, you are a manly husband, you said that you would listen to me, didn't you, I hope you keep your word, always remember what you said today, for you, I don't care about anything. ”
Chen Xiuyuan was moved in his heart, and said: "In this life, I must follow you in everything, spoil you, and be obedient to you, even if you are petty and lose your temper towards me, I will never be willing to say a heavy word to you!"
Lu Man smiled and said, "That's good!" His heart was full of joy, sweetness, tenderness and sweetness, his body softened, turned his head sideways, and leaned on Chen Xiuyuan's shoulder.
After a while, Lu Man said again: "Your father is very good to your mother, and he respects her and discusses everything with her." ”
Chen Xiuyuan said: "That's natural, my mother is the 'queen of family' of our family, if there is no her, it will not be a home." ”
Lu Manqi said: "'Behind home'? What does that mean? I was the first to hear it. ”
Chen Xiuyuan said with a smile: "Haha, the emperor's wife is called the queen, and in southern Fujian, the wives of ordinary people are called 'queen of the family', Sister Man, are you willing to be my Chen Men's 'queen of the family' in the future?"
Lu Man's face was full of shyness, and he said softly: "Brother Yuan, as long as you never change your heart to me, I am naturally willing." Speaking of which, it was almost inaudible, paused, sighed softly, and said: "Both of us are people in the rivers and lakes, it is really dangerous, I still have the heavy trust of the master and the Emei faction on my shoulders, the responsibility is heavy, you still have many major things to do, life is always scattered, but if there is one day, even if I die immediately, I am full of wishes, no regrets......"
Chen Xiuyuan also sighed, and said softly: "Sister Man, these days since I met you, it is really the happiest and happiest day in my life, when we slowly put those mundane things one by one, one by one, I will go up to Mount Emei to propose to you, and marry you into the family openly, at that time, we will stop washing our hands, withdraw from the rivers and lakes, and go to live that free and easy life, holding the hand of the son, and growing old with the son." ”
Lu Man's eyes suddenly flashed with joy and infinite happiness, and he said decisively: "That's really no better, I'm the same, with you, even if I don't let me be the head of the Emei faction anymore, it's nothing, Brother Yuan, I will look forward to that day day and night, but before that day, I will first help you to be a 'filial son', help you fulfill your long-cherished wish, and be a man and a husband." ”
The two chatted softly, talking about the depths of their love, Chen Xiuyuan couldn't help but feel hot, and couldn't help but want to take her over and kiss her, but he thought of his father's words of "no filial piety has three, no queen is the big ......", and thought of Lu Man's deep affection for him, how could he be casually light on her, he felt that it was inappropriate, and finally reluctantly restrained it, and let her snuggle up on her body and shoulders, but her hands never dared to move a little.
Lu Man was already very emotional at this time, his body gradually warmed up, he took out a wrapped handkerchief from his sleeve, slowly opened his hands, but it was the beaded flower, and said softly: "Brother Yuan, this is what your mother gave me, you can wear it for me." ”
Chen Xiuyuan said: "Okay!" took the beaded flower, carefully inserted it in her sideburns, pulled her hair again, and praised in his mouth: "It's so beautiful! Manmei, you are so beautiful!"