He just liked to revel in the feeling that her breath really existed in his real world, a feeling that had been so long from him that it was too long for him to bear, to come to the environment in which she lived day and night, to feel her breath again, to breathe every molecule in the air that related to her, and for a moment his heart was filled with an irrepressible and lasting excitement, as if the dream that had been waiting for centuries had finally come true, but he still couldn't believe that it was all true, he thought that he would never see her again in this life!

Since I met her in high school, it has been almost nine years now, and if three years is considered a reincarnation, there are three reincarnations, he has changed from a fifteen-year-old ignorant boy to a twenty-four-year-old melancholy man, and he is still sleeping in the memories of the past and can't extricate himself. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 At the end of the first year of high school, she and the other three boys, a total of four original classmates, entered the same science key class, and he was one of the three boys! In the sophomore year of high school, he was completely decadent, his academic performance was a failure, and he thought he could regain his strength to do a big job in the new semester, but in the third year of high school, she was far away from his sight and went to a more ace middle school in Linxian County, when he got the news of her transfer, he was humbled for a while, it turned out that she was so noble, and he was still struggling desperately in his own decadence. Before he knew it, he returned to the classroom that had once carried all her laughter and laughter, and it seemed that she had not left, and she had not gone far......

He stood in the corridor on the seventh floor and stared at the crowded campus, and among the thousands of people in the bustle, she was gone, and he lived in a dream paradise where there was none......

He wanted to be in that classroom forever, but the angel he was guarding had already left, eagerly running towards her dream, and separated from him a whole year in advance, he lived without her, but he didn't dare to follow in her footsteps, she ran to the possibility of the future, and there was no place for him there, standing in front of her again, he would not be able to hide his complete sadness, he would not bring his sorrow into her world, her future would be infinitely bright, he was completely defeated!

After the college entrance examination, she returned to the small county town, but it was when he was about to leave! She didn't know that for a whole year, his existence was just waiting to see her, and then he turned away in frustration!

That day, the station was crowded with people inside and out, and there was a fierce quarrel in the crowd, several waitresses and a few middle-aged women at the station were facing each other and insulting, a large group of people were stupidly watching, he ignored it, this day was the most unforgettable moment in his life, I heard many people say that the moment the car started, he will be in tears in a sting pain that overturned the river and the sea, heralding the end of the unforgettable middle school years, only tears can remember such a moment.

He forcibly suppressed the uneasiness in his heart, mingled in the strange crowd, silently bought the ticket, put all his belongings: a quilt, a travel bag of clothes, and a bag of books, sat in the car and quietly waited for the parting moment to come, he would shed tears belonging to the youth! If nothing else, after ten minutes, he would leave this sad place as he wished.

He thought that everything had settled, and there was no illusion in his heart, and he had watched the sunset for a whole week in the torment of waiting for her appearance after the college entrance examination, and he said to the distant sky: "You can take a curtain call quickly! I can't bear this torment for long——"

He could never have imagined that the girl he loved would unexpectedly appear outside the car window, eagerly searching for something in the crowd with misty eyes, and his long-dormant world suddenly shattered, and his heart ached terribly for a while. So he summoned the greatest courage in his life to face such a parting, and to say his final goodbye to the girl he loved, even though he knew that her appearance was not for him, love was never possible!

He gritted his teeth and got out of the car, and walked firmly towards her in the crowd, as if time had stood still, and he was about to wake up from his dream.

"How did you end up here......" He was brave, staring at her face as if the person in front of him was too strange to have never appeared in his world.

"Oh, I'm here to send a friend on a trip...... It's too noisy here, the ground is dirty, and the air is so dirty......" She looked a little complaining, and looked at him quietly.

"There's no way to do it, get used to it!" He snatched the stubble, he already knew the answer, her appearance couldn't be for him, he forcibly concealed the loss in his heart, everything lost its meaning, he was ruthless, "If it's okay, I'll get in the car first!"

"Have a nice trip!" she was still so calm.

"Cherish!" he said with a far-fetched and heartbroken laugh, as he turned and walked towards the car...... There was so much pathos on her face, but she couldn't see it!

He seemed to have said to her those three words that would leave him alone for the rest of his life: I love you!

He had already given her a chance, he couldn't say those words anymore! He had planned to clarify everything to her before leaving, but he lost to reality in the endless struggle, for him, those words had long lost their meaning, he loved her too much, he missed her too much, and he couldn't go on anymore, otherwise he wouldn't have left silently without saying a word, the sweet dream was going to wake up after all, there were only two kinds of ends for him, and he couldn't be happy and only had heartache! He had no choice.

There was no affectionate dialogue, a simple cherishment, cutting off the love of a lifetime, ten minutes later, the car drove away, the sky was still dark, and the heart was numb and unconscious. After waiting for a few hours, the car finally stopped in another small county, and suddenly I still felt that the heartache at the moment when the car started was still around my chest, as if he had not left, and it seemed that her voice was still lingering in my ears, and it seemed that it was ...... met his most beloved girl unexpectedly at the parting station, but he couldn't open his mouth and said to her: Can you remember me forever, I want to love you for a lifetime, but you don't know......

Soon after that simple preciousness, he got out of the car a few more times with trepidation, and eagerly searched for the familiar figure in the noisy crowd with infinite anticipation, and he often recognized her at a glance, but the miracle did not happen for a long time...... So many years!

He was afraid of such a reality, meeting his beloved girl at such a moment, but her appearance was not for him, so he waited for nearly a year for just a few sentences of inconsequential dialogue, his time completely stopped at the moment when the car started, his heartbreak was also buried in the parting station, and his love could not leave that summer......

Those days with her by her side, even if the distance between hearts and hearts is so far away, but the real physical distance is only limited to the same roof, and now it is blank, he has already ruined his image in her mind, parting means impossible, he can't bear such torture, because he really wants to call out in the center of the world, I really love you!

He was never used to those days away from her, all the time after leaving was blank, he could no longer see her figure, he could not hear her voice, he could not feel her presence, he was crazy, struggling powerlessly in pain, so he asked the heavens for a possibility, to appear in the environment where she lived in his lifetime, to feel her breath again, to resist the fate of a lifetime!

He got his wish, appeared in her world as he wished, but how cruel the reality was, he could only sneak a peek at her figure in a dark corner, her happiness, for fear that once she noticed it, that would be the time for him to turn away, because everything about her had nothing to do with him, in her heart, he had already been treated as a non-existent person, a "between us can never be" He didn't choose and struggle, he had low self-esteem in the past few years in the dark space without her, he fell asleep and woke up, woke up and slept, over and over again, and she was already a person from another world, she could no longer feel his painful existence, he had been deprived of her right to love her again!

He thought he could forget her, forget the past, start over alone, he could have done it, but in the end he failed, and the scarlet blood sprayed on the door of that classroom was the most spicy and piercing irony. If he wakes up surrounded by sores, then why should he wake up! He embarked on the path of pathos at the beginning, he only appeared alone in her life, he just wanted to reach out and hold a simple love, he just fell in love with a person who wanted to love but couldn't, he just hoped that she could understand him a little more, that she could look at his face eroded by time and pain, so that he could shed a tear of comfort when he died......

He understands all the truths, but he can't compete with her infinite affection, he just hangs his head under countless starry skies and sighs: "Why can't God let me love you to the old ......?"

Zhang Enyang's condition continued to deteriorate, her whole body was so swollen that she was completely changed, she kept talking nonsense in her sleep in a coma, I am afraid that she would not last long! Zhang Junjun, Dongcheng and others saw it in their eyes, they were all terrified, and their hearts were burning, and the doctor shook his head and sighed for a while, there was nothing he could do, let's prepare for the future!

Just when Zhang Enyang was in a coma for seven days, when everyone was hopeless, God seemed to have played a big joke with everyone, Zhang Enyang's whole body was swollen, his face gradually returned to normal, and his heartbeat was much more stable, which made everyone breathe a sigh of relief and have a false alarm!

On the tenth day of Zhang Enyang's coma, early in the morning, Zhang Enyang got up lazily from the bed, and found that her headache was terrible, her body was soft and weak as if it had been mashed, and the slightest movement would touch the suffocated muscles of her body, and she gritted her teeth in pain.

She found herself lying on a strange white bed, her whole body was full of tubes and needles of various forms, and the smell of alcohol and potions was choking all over her body, and the guy with a beard and a gray face in front of the bed was pinching one of her slender hands! Dongcheng woke up from his sleep, and in his sleepy eyes, he found that a capped face was staring at him viciously and screaming, as if he had a tail on his body, and this tail was latching in the mouth of a fat cat!

Dongcheng was too surprised, and for a while he was so excited that he ignored the struggle of the cape-like face, and hugged Zhang Enyang Hu into his arms.

Zhang Enyang didn't know what was going on, he was desperately hugged to death by a strange man for no reason, and he was suddenly angry, and he couldn't get angry, and shouted: "Hooligans-" This really took effect, the other party was stunned, and as soon as the tightly clasped hands were loosened, Zhang Enyang immediately pulled the other party away, raised her passionate right hand for the first time, and was about to give a heavy palm to the other party's face, only then did she see the haggard face clearly.

"Dongcheng...... Why are you......? Hooligan!" Zhang Enyang's eyes glared wildly.

Zhang Enyang just broke away from Dongcheng, and dared to love Dongcheng, this kid was still excited, regardless of Zhang Enyang's struggle, and held her in his arms! For no reason, he was hugged by a guy who was not in the lover stage, which made Zhang Enyang very angry, this guy in Dongcheng was so brazen that he dared to rub her oil while taking advantage of people's danger, he must have drunk too much lard and become a brain idiot!

"Eun Yang, it's so good that you're awake, it's so exciting, I'm afraid something happened to you-"

Originally, it was nothing, but I was hugged by you Dongcheng, I was afraid that I would be strangled and almost cut off a few ribs, not to mention, I was taken advantage of the opportunity to rub oil, and I was also half angry to death!

"What's the matter with you-let go of me! If you dare to come nonsense again, I'm welcome!" Zhang Enyang gritted his teeth, his hand raised in the air, very close to the little face in Dongcheng, if he was not honest, he would have to greet him with this.

Zhang Enyang's words suddenly made Dongcheng Daigo empowered, sobered up, hurriedly let go of his hand, and the person also jumped a few meters away, looking at the angry and distorted pretty face in a daze, for fear that it would be too late to recruit her to be beaten, this Nizi was angry when it was a time of crisis, and he had to learn to protect himself! Dare to hold a high-voltage electric pole just now, overexerting too much force, a little unlucky, and the lightning was shining, he had to turn into charcoal ashes.

Dongcheng knew that he had committed a heinous crime by his reckless actions just now, and he hadn't taken Zhang Enyang's hand yet, but now he had already embraced it, how much this was a light for a pretty face, and Zhang Enyang would lose face when it was passed out!

"Although I'm not a decent gentleman, I'm not so despicable as to take advantage of others, I was too excited just now, you don't know, you've been in a coma for almost ten days, look at the ...... that tosses everyone" Dongcheng said, his eyes wandered over Zhang Enyang, and his throat squirmed unobediently.

"Ten days ......" Zhang Enyang couldn't believe it, is she so powerful, what is the difference between this and a dead pig? And now his head is still dizzy, looking around, this is indeed a hospital, and there is a choking smell of alcohol everywhere, and he is surprised and will not pursue Dongcheng's guilt for the time being. After Dongcheng explained what happened to Enyang these days, Zhang Enyang patted his head and stared at his eyes in disbelief: It's too hanging!

Zhang Enyang sighed, only to realize that Dongcheng's throat squirmed violently again, as if he was swallowing saliva! And this kid's eyes were staring at her directly, not his face, but his chest!

This time, Zhang Enyang Ke completely broke out, turned her face sideways, raised her right palm and shouted at Dongcheng: "Don't stare at people's chests, you must know that part does not belong to you! Do you want me to hit you on the left side of the face, or the right, or both sides ......together?"

Dongcheng only shouted grievances: "I just unintentionally glanced at that part, who knew it was too tempting, and I had a natural reaction......"

"Okay, you Dongcheng, when did you learn to be bold and daring, it's really sad to be filthy to this kind of field!" Zhang Enyang became even more angry, and put down her ostentatious right palm, "I think the slap has no effect on you, it seems that it takes heavy weapons to suppress your lustful mind-"

"Learned to be lustful?" Dongcheng wondered, can this thing be learned? This woman's logic is too terrifying, and he can't help but exclaim, "This is the nature of men!"

I think it's your own surname, you men all have the surname Se, the name is gall, the nickname is Baotian, and the nickname is Se...... It's amazing, I really didn't expect to see it now, Dongcheng, it's really kind!"

Zhang Enyang said and picked up the vase on the table with one hand, her meaning couldn't be clearer, so frightened that Dongcheng hurriedly knelt down and begged for mercy in a low voice.

"I know it's wrong, so don't use corporal punishment, it's going to kill you......"

The door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, and Zhang Junjun and several other classmates and friends stopped talking and looked at the scene in front of them in a daze: a man was kneeling on the ground begging for mercy with a blank expression, and Zhang Enyang was holding a murder weapon and was about to carry out "military legal treatment" on him!

"No poison, no woman, the power under the vase, I will destroy your ...... Courage!" Zhang Enyang picked up the vase the size of Dongcheng's head, and was about to go straight to the kid's head! Maybe he was too involved, only to find that all the friends were staring at her in disbelief with violent eyes: her hair was scattered, she was wearing a wide hospital gown, barefoot, crossed her legs, and a few pipes were inserted in her body, and under her "crotch" was Dongcheng, one of the top ten influential figures of the school, with a somewhat miserable expression!

Everyone's expressions were blank, and they were all dumbfounded for a few seconds. A few seconds later, Zhang Junjun suddenly came back to his senses from this unexpected incident, and ran towards Zhang Enyang excitedly, Zhang Enyang seemed to understand something, scattered the vase, his face was bright, and he hugged him! Everyone was inexplicable for a while, but they immediately seemed to be in a good mood, and the silent ward was instantly filled with excited laughter!

"Enyang, it's so good that you're okay, it's so exciting!" Zhang Junjun looked very excited, "I'm so happy—"

"How can I have something, if there is something else, it's someone else, I'm almost suffocated when I lie down!" Zhang Enyang was so happy that his eyebrows fluttered, and he didn't forget to poke the kid in Dongcheng with his toes, and whispered, "Don't be embarrassed here, get up and ......"

Dongcheng came back to his senses, stood up with an embarrassed smile on his face, and talked with the other brothers very naturally, and couldn't help but exclaim, this time his face is too big!

Everyone cheered, in front of many friends, Zhang Enyang had little leisure to investigate Dongcheng's heinous crimes, and was about to be discharged from the hospital, she was so suffocated that she was about to go crazy, and she had been lying in this potion-smelling ward for ten days, and her head was about to explode. Many relatives and friends were both happy and not very relieved, and wanted her to be hospitalized for a few more days of observation, but she was very stubborn, and Zhang Junjun couldn't stop her.

In Dongcheng's eyes, Zhang Enyang was like a happy pheasant, I was afraid that after lying on the hospital bed for a few days, his body bones were a little unresolved, and his face was swollen due to dripping, and finally with the support of everyone, Zhang Enyang was happily discharged from the hospital, and he didn't want to stay for a while.

Zhang Enyang Nan Nizi slept in a daze for nearly ten days, but Dongcheng suffered, during this time, I don't know how many times he burned his heart, and he almost didn't move in front of her for ten days, gray head and gray face, scumbag beard, and Zhang Enyang didn't seem to have any exaggerated expression of being moved by it! No way, Dongcheng returned to his residence tiredly, his head spun around, and he collapsed on the bed without any struggle, and the exhausted world finally quieted down!