Chapter Forty-Eight: Her Lies
"Mom and Dad, Xinyao is leaving, I don't know if I can come back to see you in the future, I will go here, maybe it will be the next life......" Wang Xinyao knelt in front of his parents' grave, kowtowed twenty-four times in a row, he had no tears, that kind of thing is already a luxury for him now, and then turned around and walked on the slender path without hesitation...... If you can come back alive, you can come to worship your father and mother again!
Zhang Junjun knew that she would die for a lifetime, and she was afraid that she had no idea of returning to this prosperous world on this trip, but how could she let go of her family, so she hurried home, lying that she missed her parents, and did not reveal the trip to her family, and did not show a trace of worry in front of her family. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info every time she returns to the Sword Emperor, without exception to go to the Sword Emperor High School, this time the mood is different from previous years, how much more heavy, remember ten years ago she and Wang Xinyao met in this middle school, ten years, for everyone has a different meaning, ten years ago she was still a fourteen or fifteen-year-old shy girl, now she has become a fashionable woman, and in the seven years after graduating from high school, how the teenager in her life came over, is just a mystery to her!
In the evening, Zhang Junjun wandered on the bluestone path of Sword Emperor High School with fragmented steps, and cheerful students kept coming and going, but her heart was gloomy. This high school has changed too fast, she is almost unfamiliar with it, but it is so familiar, here is a record of her and Wang Xinyao's bits and pieces, but now it is a matter of things and people, so many years she has never remembered Wang Xinyao in her heart, but in just two months, Wang Xinyao has already engraved his name deeply in her heart, but when she knows all the secrets, it is too late, he has existed painfully for so many years, how difficult and difficult it is for him!
Zhang Junjun fell into a deep thought, inadvertently looked up at the entire campus, and suddenly his heart beat wildly, and there was an emaciated figure standing on the side of the football field not far away, with a high-necked coat, white hair, and the You Long tied on his back! The slender man stood on the steps, staring into the distance, as if he was intoxicated in a reverie.
Zhang Junjun approached the figure step by step in a daze, only to feel that his palms were full of sweat. Just when Zhang Junjun was only a few meters away from that figure, the other party suddenly came back to his senses and glanced at her sideways, with a bit of loneliness in his eyes, which couldn't help but surprise her. Wang Xinyao looked at her indifferently, didn't speak, just felt empty in his heart, he didn't expect that after many years, he could still meet her in the place where they first met, but he didn't understand what his feelings for her over the years were all about, is this the so-called love, or something else, but all this seems worthless to her, in her life he is just a hurried passerby, and it is impossible to even let her remember her name!
The two looked at each other in a daze, his usual expression was indifferent and sad, for a long time.
Wang Xinyao ...... "She wanted to speak and stopped, and there was no happiness in the topic between her and him."
Wang Xinyao looked emotional, he was about to die, and finally waited for a word of comfort, his life carried too much bitterness, without relatives, he was lonely for many years, and there was almost no end in sight. Love, from beginning to end, is a luxury for a person like him, not to mention that the woman in front of him has already broken his heart in this life-
"Don't say anything......" his voice was a little hoarse, "I'm not who you are, and I've never been in your world, I'm just a gust of wind, coming and going, you don't need sympathy, care, pity, all my sorrows are only exchanged for my own tears, let me understand that there are things that don't belong to people like me, such an outcast who will only stupidly beg for charity-"
"No, it's not your fault, I'm not sympathetic and charitable, but I want to really care about you, I don't want to see you sad because of me anymore, I don't want you to be tortured anymore, let the past pass, you should have your own beautiful future, your own real life......" She looked a little excited, she had changed, she could no longer ignore the sadness of the man in front of her, he had drawn an indelible knife in her heart, and it hurt into the bone marrow!
"We, yes, no, it is possible - my destiny has been branded from the beginning with extravagant hopes, extravagant hopes for things that do not belong to me, extravagant hopes that there is no future for myself!" he said firmly, turning his back, spreading his arms, tilting his head, and roaring with all his might, looking very excited.
"It's been seven years--I've been back in this place again, but it's not mine, I'm not running away all these years, I'm not ......," he said, closing his eyes and his voice became hoarse, "I've done my best, I've guessed the wrong future, I've guessed myself wrong, why is this happening, I don't want to leave, I really don't want to leave-"
"Things are not what you think, don't be sad, it's really not what you think, in fact, after the college entrance examination that year, at that parting station, the person I went to see was you, not someone else, I lied to you, I never dared to admit it, and I lied to you for so many years, thinking that each other could have a better future, I'm sorry-" Zhang Junjun's expression became painful.
His limp body suddenly stiffened, his right hand trembled inexplicably, maybe she just failed to see him for the last time with a worried heart, everything else had nothing to do with him, maybe she didn't say that he wouldn't know until he died, in fact, he guessed himself correctly, but guessed her wrong. I only heard a pop, a mouthful of heavy blood spurted out of Wang Xinyao's mouth, a burst of red mist filled the air, his face instantly turned iron-blue, and he fell to the ground with his knees clutching his chest.
How could this be, why, looking for a possibility of his own among millions of impossibilities, he once marked his name in her heart, does there still exist sincere feelings in this world, why did he not look forward to a piece of his own, forgive her for seeing himself, not others, her lies have already killed him!
"I'm sorry, Xinyao—" Zhang Junjun's expression became complicated.
"Hahaha-" Wang Xinyao came back to his senses from his grief and laughed maniacally, "I thought my heart would no longer mourn, how do I know that fate is difficult to understand, hahaha-" He laughed madly again and became bitter, Zhang Junjun was nervous for a while, and his heart was like a knife.
"Don't torture you anymore, torture myself, everything is my fault, it's all my fault - I didn't know that there were so many secrets I didn't know before, if I had known earlier, I wouldn't have done this to you, Xinyao, I'm sorry, I really care about you, please don't go on like this......"
"Ah-why--God is playing tricks on me like this, even the person I love the most is playing tricks on me like this, what is the meaning of my life, the end of the world, you come early, my broken heart no longer belongs to me-" Wang Xinyao roared loudly, a mouthful of blood spurted out of his mouth again, I don't know when, Zhang Junjun's face was wet with hot tears, she felt an irrepressible colic, and hugged the thin man.
"I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to hurt you, please forgive me for being an ignorant woman-"
His emaciated body shook, and he broke free of her clenched arms: "I can bear countless indifference, but I can't accept your deception, I shouldn't appear in your world again,-" Wang Xinyao roared sadly, and ran into the distance in pain, his world is not like this, no!
When he was about to die, he realized that she had loved her at the beginning, but he had spent all these years in endless pain.
"God, why are you playing tricks on me like this-" A long roar came, Zhang Junjun suddenly collapsed to the ground, her heart rose and fell violently, and a heart-piercing pain made her breathless......