The rain really fell in the evening, and after Pang He and Su Ying had eaten, the two sat by the window and watched the dripping rain. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Pang He said: "I'm sorry last night, I was drunk and made you trouble!"

"Yesterday, I really should have said sorry to me, the good world of two people was messed up by your senior brother. ”

"This, well, actually I ・・・・・・・"

"Okay, teasing you, I know it's not easy for us to survive in this strange world. ”

"Take a step, look at a step, now I don't know what to do. ”

"And before?"

"Before?"

"It's before you were in Tianjie. ”

"You're talking about the past, I was arranged by my dad early on to be sent to exercise, probably when I was five or six years old, living with a group of people about the same age, equivalent to life in the barracks. It was the kind of life that I studied while training in the military, and it was not until I was 18 years old that I left this kind of life and began to enter Tianjie to learn investment and financial management. ”

"That must be hard, right?"

"Luckily, I'm used to it, and my dad told me from a young age that if you want more, you have to pay more. ”

"I always thought you were like us, but I heard that you lived in the barracks, and I thought you had been there for this time, but I didn't expect it to be so long. ”

"I didn't know why I was going, why I was going, I didn't understand and didn't understand at the time. My dad gave me a privileged status, the son of a rich family. However, I am very curious, and I can now understand that my dad did not let me live a rich and comfortable life, and always told me that I would fight for whatever I liked. But I don't understand why you can't choose a school and your favorite major like you, and you have to live a militarized life from an early age. Maybe it'll be a little bit useful for me now, but I really want to choose for myself, you know?"

"I understand, in fact, everyone is the same, envy others who are better than themselves, and I am the same, studying desperately in order to live a better life. It's a pity that I'm just a kid who grew up in the township, and when I saw Tianjie and entered the Tianjie building, you know how uncomfortable I was. ”

Pang He looked at Su Ying: "I know, of course I know, since you were chosen by me, your every move will be monitored and reported to me." ”

After Su Ying heard this, she was naturally very angry: "How can you ・・・・・・・ be like this?"

Pang He turned his head and looked at the rain outside the window again, in the candlelight, although he couldn't see clearly, but at this time, it was like his own heart, feeling the sadness and helplessness of autumn, and waited for a while before he spoke: "You didn't enter Tianjie, you must think that I, a person with such a family identity, would have an easy life, but you may not know, in fact, I prefer to live before the age of eighteen, at that time, there was no intrigue." In Tianjie, the more you stand tall, the more panic you feel, the high place is unbearable, even if I take every step of the way, layer by layer, but you and I are still sent here, I can't help but think about it and feel funny, is it me who is too stupid, or am I innocent, in short, it is I who is useless, so I will be trapped here. ”

Su Ying listened, looked at Pang He, felt his helplessness and helplessness at this time, and he had no reason to be angry at all, even if he was monitored, it was a forced choice, although he had just entered Tianjie and had not started working, he was already trapped here with Pang He who had such an identity, if he complained, he could only blame himself for choosing Tianjie.

After a pause, Pang He continued: "Don't you think it's ridiculous? Laugh if you want, a person who thinks he controls everything is still being played with by others, hehe, I don't know if I deserve it too much." ”

"Who is that person?" asked Su Ying.

"Are you sure you know? Once you leave this space, it's going to be very bad for you. ”

"If I can't get out of here, I will die and I will die, otherwise, I will die without turning a blind eye, and if I can get out of here, I will definitely become the target of targeting, whether I live or die, it depends on my fate. Su Ying said categorically.

"You are really brave, this person is Director Zhang who met you!"

"How could it be him?"

"How could it not be him, a man who has the ambition to climb to this position, if he is not satisfied, then the rest can only be obtained by unscrupulous means. ”

"If you know, why don't you ・・・・・"

"The legal society, pay attention to evidence, I have no evidence, if he leaves for no reason, Tianjie's foundation will also be shaken, after all, he is the director, with his connections in Tianjie, can also cause a lot of sensation. ”

"Yes!"

"So, sometimes there is no way to choose, obviously I am reluctant and don't like it, but I still have to pretend to accept it willingly. ”

"Well, maybe that's life. ”

At this time, Pang He turned his head and put his hand on Su Ying's hair: "Fortunately, with you, although we haven't known each other for a long time, I feel very long in the past few days, and I really feel like three autumns a day." ”

Su Ying looked at Pang He: "Yes, it feels like it's been a long time." ”

Seeing that Su Ying didn't react, Pang He hugged Su Ying: "I don't know how long it will take?"

Su Ying didn't resist, in this slightly cool autumn, by Pang He's side, he seemed to feel much better, getting closer and closer little by little, and gradually forgot about this autumn. Asked softly, "What, for a long time?"

Pang He hugged again: "This rain." ”

"Then let him go. ”

Pang He nodded: "Yes, just let him go, and when it's time to stop, it will naturally stop." ”

Su Ying may have felt a little tight, struggled slightly, and asked, "What if we leave?"

Pang He was stunned: "Leave?"

Su Ying explained: "It's about getting out of here and coming back to reality. ”

Pang He understood: "You mean that we live together now, if you come back to reality, don't worry, although I don't know what will happen after I go back, but at least I can do it without leaving you." ”

"I wish I could go back soon!"

"Actually, it's pretty good here, but it's a little unaccustomed, and being able to work with the master and them, at least there's no intrigue, isn't it?"

Su Ying nodded: "But ・・・・・・"

"I know what you're worried about, and I'm the same, although I rarely get together with my parents, but when I'm lost, I always think of them, including my grandfather, and I would really like them to reach out and pull me, but my dad always asks me to get up by myself, I know, for me, how much he pours in, but he always pretends to be indifferent, in fact, I know that when I need it most, he is silent, thinking that he won't be discovered by me, reaching out to help me. ”

Su Ying felt that this man's emotions had begun to fluctuate with his heartbeat, and the corners of his eyes were a little moist. I am also thinking about the happy times with my family, my eyes have long been ruddy, and now only this man can rely on each other, a little sad, a little worried, it is a mixed taste・・・・・ thinking about it, tired, tired eyes, unconsciously closed, in Pang He's arms, with the autumn rain outside the window, Su Ying fell asleep. Pang He didn't move, just leaned against the window, slowly, also tired, also asleep, and the rain was also tired, in the sleep of the two, stopped.