Chapter 42 Sadness and Parting Section 16 True Love
Yan Fei slowly walked in front of Ling Xiao, he saw Ling Xiao's calm face, the irritability in his heart was slightly reduced, he had just let go of all the burdens in his heart, and he could finally face the woman in front of him calmly. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
"Sister-in-law------" Yan Fei couldn't continue, he originally thought that his concentration was excellent, but in front of Ling Xiao, he still couldn't keep calm.
Ling Xiao didn't know where to start, she could only hand over the package in her hand: "It's getting colder day by day, this is the winter coat I just made for you, bring it." ā
Yan Fei didn't reach out to pick it up, he knew that he would never step into the Fan family again in the future, and all the traces of himself in the Fan family had to be eliminated little by little, only in this way could the Fan family get rid of the previous shadow.
"Why did you want to save me back then?" Yan Fei asked suddenly.
Ling Xiao smiled indifferently, she looked at Yan Fei in front of her, and said with some regret: "It's not that I want to save you, it's a Cheng Gongzi who wants to save you." ā
"Also, you ------ at that time, but now that I think about it, I was really too young to know how to choose the path I wanted to take, before I met Master Fan, my life was for Master, and after I met Lord Fan, my life was ------ but from then on, the rest of my life was my own. Yan Fei said with tears in his eyes.
"Yan Fei------I'm sorry, I can't think of a better way. Ling Xiao was also extremely sad in her heart, if there was a way, she would never let Yan Fei leave the Fan family.
Yan Fei smiled bitterly and shook his head: "I have lived in the world for more than twenty years, and I am content in this life." ā
"I've always wanted ------ to make you a family, but to this day, I haven't been able to do it. Ling Xiao said apologetically.
Yan Fei suddenly remembered the time when he returned home in a bad mood and talked to Ling Xiao that day, he was glad that he still had the opportunity to say what he wanted to say, he could let the woman in front of him know that he had always had her in his heart, and he was content in this life.
"When my sister-in-law first mentioned to me about starting a family, did she already know about me?" Yan Fei was silent for a while, before he asked.
"------ sort of. Ling Xiao didn't want to mention those sad things anymore, Yan Fei at this time was afraid that he wouldn't be able to bear too many things.
"Big brother is right, you are much smarter than him, and you have already thought of the things he can think of. Yan Fei knew that the woman in front of her was fortunately a woman with no ambitions, otherwise her terrible would be unimaginable.
"When did you find out that I was pretending to be my eldest brother------ where did I show my flaws?" Yan Fei was puzzled by this matter.
"Mrs. Hui frequently sends letters to your eldest brother, although I have heard of these things, but I did not take them to my heart, until Mrs. Hui came to the door, I realized that things are not so simple. ā
"Then why didn't you suspect that Big Brother ------ would be disloyal to you?" Yan Fei asked puzzled.
Ling Xiao smiled faintly: "You don't know the past between your eldest brother and Mrs. Hui, before he married Zhang Qifeng, he and Lord He Chenhe secretly came to Yongzhou and met Miss Qifeng. Ling Xiao saw the strange look on Yan Fei's face, nodded and continued: "Your eldest brother saw Miss Qifeng's ambiguous and indescribable debauchery with others in Fuxian Temple, and since then he has hated her to the core, so that after I married him, he refused to see me for a long time------ with his character, could it be that after twenty years, after seeing Miss Qifeng again, will he forget the ugly things she did before?" Your eldest brother's temperament, you naturally know better than me over the years, he is absolutely wrong to forgive her, even if our Fan family is about to suffer, he will not bow his head to plead with Miss Qifeng, but what makes me strange is that Miss Qifeng's attitude towards Yuncheng is extremely gentle, that is the feeling that a woman with a spring can show, I was suspicious of you at that time, but this kind of thing, I have no evidence, naturally I can't talk nonsense. ā
"So------ you want to find me a daughter-in-law and start a family, right?" Yan Fei's voice carried a hint of bitterness.
"Alas------ I thought at that time, find you an honest daughter, marry you as a daughter-in-law, and let you go south after you get married, buy you a few acres of land, build a few rooms, and you husband and wife live a few ordinary people's lives, that is also a very good thing------ but you, insist on not leaving us, how can I persuade you to not listen, I am really helpless. Ling Xiao remembered that she was really anxious at that time, and things were getting out of control more and more, but she couldn't explain it to Yan Fei, she could only watch Yan Fei sink deeper and deeper, and finally couldn't extricate herself.
"It's just that it's too late to mention these things, and I can't turn back. Yan Fei said with a gloomy expression.
"It's true that it's too late to ------, after the tragedy in Zhangfu, when Yun Cheng and I rushed to Zhangfu to investigate the scene, we were very suspicious of the sword in Xiao Nirvana, she was indeed injured by a top master, and the injury was extremely serious, I was very strange, Xiao Nirvana is a weak woman, how did she hold on for so long, until we came to the scene, she was still breathing? It was only afterwards that I realized that it was not how deep her skills were, but that she was injured later, and secondly, that the person who wounded her was very measured, and the part where the sword was cut into was extremely accurate, so she was able to hold on to us. When Ling Xiao thought of the tragic scene that day, his heart was still sad.
Yan Fei smiled bitterly, he always knew that Ling Xiao in front of him was extremely smart, the fake silver case that Fan Yuncheng solved back then was thanks to her, when Fan Yuncheng served as the history of Qiaozhou, she helped Fan Yuncheng take care of all the big and small things in Qiaozhou in an orderly manner, and loved the people like a son, and often diagnosed and treated diseases for those people who had no money to treat diseases. In front of her, the inferiority complex in Yan Fei's heart has never been eliminated, she is the woman she looks up to all the time, but in the end, her image in her mind still collapsed and changed beyond recognition.
"I have always been very envious of my eldest brother, envy him for having such a smart and excellent woman as a wife, I have even been a little jealous of him over the years, no matter how much he does things, your feelings for him are still the same as before, there is no change in the slightest------ whenever you look at each other, there is no one else in your eyes, only each other. Yan Fei suddenly asked, "Have you never doubted his feelings for you?"
"------ since the day we were really together, I have vowed that I will never leave in this life, even if the Fan family really reaches the point where it is out of control, Yun Cheng and I will 'return in life, and Sauvignon Blanc in death. Ling Xiao replied slowly.
"Life should come back and death should be Sauvignon Blanc------" Yan Fei muttered and repeated, his heart was slowly getting colder, he was destined to be lonely in this life, no one to accompany him, and he naturally knew the taste better than others.
He suddenly raised his head and said solemnly to Ling Xiao: "Zhang Qifeng------ she is just a poor woman, if she encounters an accident in the future, can my sister-in-law help her?"
Ling Xiao looked at him with a sad face: "Yan Fei, you still can't let go of her------ you don't have to worry about this, I have promised Mrs. Zhang before I married into the Fan family, as long as I can find her, I will take good care of her, and I will not let her suffer any grievances------ Yan Fei, you and her, you are not all the way after all, and you can't go together." ā
"I know, I know my sister-in-law, I just can't ------ at ease. Yan Fei dodged her gaze and whispered.
"After you leave, you have to let go of everything, and the people and things in the capital have nothing to do with you. Would it be nice for you to find a place to settle down, do something you like, and let go of all the baggage in your heart?"
"------I don't know if I can do it. Yan Fei looked dazed, "I've been used to doing these things over the years, and once I don't do it, I don't know what else I can do." ā
"Then learn to forget, forget everything, and start over!"
Yan Fei didn't answer, he just watched Ling Xiao step forward and stuff the package into his arms: "Let's go, there are still some silver taels in it, which is enough for your expenses on the road." ā
Yan Fei had to take the package in his hand, and he said in a low voice, "I'm leaving, sister-in-law!"
"Wait a minute, Brother Yan!" Fan Yuncheng suddenly walked out of the room at this time, he held a sword in his hand, and hurriedly came to Yan Fei: "You can take this sword, it is a sword that sharpens iron like clay." ā
Yan Fei took the sword and gently pulled out the sword body, this sword was really in good condition, it was a good sword. He didn't shirk, he hung the sword directly on his waist, this sword was a parting gift from the eldest brother, if he refused to accept it, he was afraid that Fan Yuncheng would be sad for a long time, and he really needed a good sword all the way.
"Okay, I'm leaving, brother and sister-in-law stay. Yan Fei cheered up and bowed.
"Walk slowly at night------ Fan Yuncheng said with tears in his eyes.
"Big brother, there is one more thing I want to tell you as a brother!" Yan Fei suddenly remembered something.
"If Brother Yan has anything to say, please tell me. Fan Yuncheng is indeed inseparable in his heart.
"In this life, I wish I could die earlier than my eldest brother. Yan Fei said loudly.
"Why?" Fan Yuncheng didn't expect him to suddenly say such a thing.
"The sooner I died than my eldest brother, the sooner I could be reincarnated, the sooner I could meet my sister-in-law------ at that time, I would definitely be optimistic about her, and no one would snatch her away!" Yan Fei said loudly after finishing speaking: "Farewell!"
Fan Yuncheng kept looking at his back until his blurred teary eyes could no longer be seen, and then he burst into tears. Ling Xiao hurriedly stepped forward and comforted him softly: "Why is my husband crying? Yan Fei is gone, it is a relief for us, and he can also live the life of idle clouds and wild cranes, why is it sad?"
"Ling Xiao------ what makes me sad is what he just said, he thinks that he died earlier than me, so he can be reincarnated by the reincarnation well early? He is wrong, he has already committed the precept of killing, and after death, he will go to that purgatory, suffer from those thousands of kinds of torture------ the next life, and in the next life, I am afraid that we will only see each other, and we will not know each other. Fan Yuncheng cried bitterly.
Ling Xiao didn't refute him, she just silently stayed by his side, letting him cry to his heart's content, venting the pain in his heart.
And Yan Fei, who left Fan's mansion, couldn't hear Fan Yuncheng's crying anymore, he walked aimlessly on the road of the capital, not knowing where he should go, until he saw a black figure, blocking his way.
He slowly stopped, the black shadow in front of him slowly turned around, Yan Fei stared at him for a long time before he said, "It's you!"