"I admit that when I heard Fan Ling's words, I was stunned,,,,,,,, I don't know when she liked me,,,,,,,, it was the hug just now???????? or she liked me very early,,,,,,,, but I never had the courage to say it,,,,,,,, because of the hug just now, I mustered up the courage to say it to me?????????"

"I didn't have time to say anything,,,,, I was stunned for a few seconds,,,,,,,, I saw Fan Ling hurriedly waving his hand and said, 'No, no, no,,,,,,,, don't get me wrong,,,,,, I just want to tell you,,,,,,, but in fact,,,,,,, I will control it myself you can pretend that nothing happened,,,,,,, let's still be good friends as before。。。。。。。。。 ’”

I listened to Fan Ling's words and smiled slightly,,,,,, it seems that this little girl misunderstood what I meant,,,,,,, I didn't speak, not because I didn't know how to refuse her,,,,,,, but I really didn't expect this matter,,,,,, I didn't expect her to confess to me so suddenly。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"But when I saw Fan Ling like this, I thought it was a little cute,,,,,, so I wanted to tease her,,,,,,, so I looked at Fan Ling and said, 'It's okay,,,,,,, you can say whatever you want,,,,,,,, anyway,,,,,,,, we still have time I'll listen。。。。。。。 ’”

"Maybe it was my words that made Fan Ling pluck up his courage again,,,,,,,,, Fan Ling thought about it, then nodded,,,,,,,,, looked at me and continued: ' I don't know when I fell in love with you,,,,,, remember the first time we met,,,,,,,, it was in that comic con,,,,,,, you and I both wanted that little dinosaur pajamas,,,,,,,,, only that one,,,,,, obviously you came first, but you still gave it to me,,,,,,,,, at that time I thought wow, this boy is quite a gentleman,,,,,,, and you look very sunny and handsome,,,,,, so I wanted to try to ask for your contact information,,,,,,,,, and you really gave it to me,,,,,, That night, I found out that the two of us are from the same school。。。。。。。 ’”

"'Maybe this is fate,,,,,,,,, I didn't really believe in fate,,,,,,,, but after I met you,,,,,,, I believed it in fact, nothing too unforgettable happened between us,,,,,,,, but you were on the playground every day with me to suffer from the cold,,,,,,,, when you were resting, you put your coat on me for the first time,,,,,, you went out with me on vacation,,,,,,, your friends asked you to play ball,,,,,,, probably this kind of daily companionship made me slowly tempted。。。。。。。。 ’”

"'But I'm really just telling you,,,,,,,,, don't take it too seriously,,,,,,,, I can really control my own ,,,,,, and go back to the mentality of mentally retarded children,,,,,,, I still want to laugh with you on the playground,,,,,, I want to go to the movies with you on vacation,,,,,,,, go to sing together,,,,,,,, I want to experience good things with you,,,,,, although I don't want more and better,,,,,, but I'm very satisfied with the way I look now,,,,,,, I think it's good." 。。。。。。。 ’”

"I stamped my feet in the garden so cold that I lit a cigarette to keep warm,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and I just wanted to say something after listening to Fan Ling,,,,,,,,,,, I heard Fan Ling continue: "But I've said so much,,,,,,,, I don't know if I want to fight for it,,,,,,,, eh,,,,,,,, it's really a bit embarrassing to say this kind of thing for the first time。。。。。。。 ’”

"'What's the shame of that。。。。。。。。 I smiled and said, "There's nothing to be ashamed of in this kind of thing,,,,,, there's no one else here anyway,,,,,,, I want to hear it,,,,,, so you can just keep talking。。。。。。。。 ’”

Fan Ling listened to my words and nodded,,,,,, then held out her hand to me,,,,,,, I asked her what she was going to do,,,,,,,,, she said she wanted to smoke a cigarette too。。。。。。。。 ”

I looked at Fan Ling in amazement and asked her ,,,,,,,,, she could smoke??????? she shook her head and said that this kind of thing was really embarrassing,,,,,,,, she wanted to hold a cigarette,,,,, even if she didn't smoke。。。。。。。。 ”

"Although I don't know what her reason is,,,,,, but I still took one out of the cigarette case and lit it for her,,,,,,, Fan Ling took the cigarette and followed my example, sandwiched the cigarette between my index finger and middle finger,,,,,,,, hesitated for a long time without smoking it,,,,,,, then looked at me again and said, 'I'd better fight for it。。。。。。。。。。 ’”

I nodded and said yes,,,,,, let her continue to say I listen。。。。。。。。。。 Fan Ling sat on the bench with a cigarette and continued: "Actually, I don't know what to say,,,,,,, I have also thought about the future of the two of us,,,,,,, I have thought that the two of us may be good friends for life,,,,,,, until we are seventy or eighty years old, we will make an appointment to go square dancing or tai chi together,,,,,,,,, I have also thought about what it will be like if the two of us are really together。。。。。。。。。 ’”

"'You go back to play basketball every day at noon,,,,,,,, in fact, I have wanted to go with you many times,,,,,,,, but I am afraid that you will be distracted,,,,,,, and I am afraid that your friends will think about something,,,,,,, I don't know why I think a little bit that others misunderstand the relationship between the two of us, but I feel very embarrassed,,,,, I am afraid that you will reject 。。。。。。 ’”