Chapter 357: Affection
In the lingering, Chen Juan hummed, four red lips touched, tongues intertwined, she couldn't control herself anymore, her hands tightly wrapped around Li Yihang's neck and waist, and she enjoyed this moment of pleasure to the fullest. Li Yihang was fully engaged, and his hands were not restless, Chen Juan only trembled and panted slightly, but did not stop him.
On the endless prairie, under the quiet night sky, the breeze is light, in this sweetest moment, the two hug and kiss each other tightly, and when the love is strong, suddenly Xiaobao's cry came from the yurt, shouting: "Mom, Mom, Xiaobao is afraid, Xiaobao is afraid." Chen Juan's whole body was shocked, and she struggled to push Li Yihang away and said, "We can't be like this, we can't be like this." Buttoned the button around his neck, straightened his clothes, went back into the room and picked up Xiaobao, slowly patted his back and shook him gently: "Xiaobao is not afraid, mom is here, mom is here." ”
Li Yihang sat on the grass for a while, recovered from the frenzy of Shicai, walked into the yurt, and silently watched Chen Juan hug Xiaobao and coax him to sleep. After a while, Xiaobao finally fell asleep, Chen Juan gently put him on the bed, pulled the quilt on a very soft cover, for fear of waking him up, and whispered in his mouth: "Xiaobao is good, the baby sleeps, and the mother covers the quilt for you." ”
A lamp on the table is like a bean, scattering a hazy light, Li Yihang listened to her gentle voice, his heart melted in an instant, remembering that when he was a child, his mother also coaxed himself like this, he was sick and uncomfortable, and his mother was like losing her soul for herself.
After Chen Juan finished coaxing Xiaobao, she turned around and saw Li Yihang looking at herself in a daze, her eyes were tender like water, and her heart jumped suddenly: "No, no, I must not lose my mind." Never. Trying to suppress his feelings, he said calmly: "Yihang, what are you looking at?" Li Yihang replied unexpectedly, and couldn't help but say: "Juan'er, I'...... I love you!" Li Yihang didn't say this to the second person, but somehow, in front of Chen Juan, he said it from the bottom of his heart without hesitation. Chen Juan's whole body was shocked again, and there were many thoughts in her mind, and she said after a while: "Brother Yihang, my sister is so much older than you, and I am already Xiaobao's mother, what else is worthy of your love?"
Li Yihang said: "Juan'er, didn't you think you were a year or two older than me before, why do you recognize yourself as a sister now?" Chen Juan said: "That was before, you look at me now, old and ugly, dark and thin, with wrinkles crawling on my face, standing with you, others will say that I am twenty years older than you." Li Yihang said: "No, no, Juan'er, you are in my heart, no matter what you look like in the future, in my heart, you will always be the same as when we first met six years ago." Chen Juan smiled: "Will it always be the vicious appearance of me biting you?" She has been sad, but at this moment she is smiling slightly, and she is charming and charming.
Li Yihang was relieved to see her laughing, walked over and took her hand and said, "Juan'er, if you follow me in the future, I will definitely not let you suffer half a grievance or a little more suffering." When he said this, he thought of Zhang Mei and the others, and he already felt quite a headache for them, if there was a Chen Juan, it would not be as simple as hugging left and right, but he was afraid that it would make trouble, but he didn't care about everything, and he would talk about it later.
Chen Juan shook off his hand again and said, "Silly brother, how can you love me, I am the mother of a three-year-old child, how can we be together if we both live in different worlds?" Li Yihang said: "It doesn't matter, I will love Xiaobao more than you, and cherish it more than myself, and I won't mind your mother's identity at all." Chen Juan said: "Yihang, you don't mind, I mind, I don't deserve you at all, you are such a good and promising young man, there must be many girls who will like you, why do you want me to be an old and ugly single mother?"
Li Yihang said: "Juan'er, you are old and ugly, how can you say that you are worthy of it, you used to say that I was the youngest, but my thinking was the most old-fashioned, why do you now have this old concept of being the right person, if you want to say that you are not worthy, it is me, a down-and-out young man, who is not worthy of you, the eldest lady." ”
Sun Juan sighed and said: "Yihang, I'm not saying that the door is right, I mean that my current situation, I am with you, and it will make you suffer too much, so you must not do it." Li Yihang said: "How can I suffer a loss, I took a big advantage, married a wife and gave a son, isn't that a big bargain?" Chen Juan couldn't laugh, and said: "Let's not talk about this, what I have said in a year is not as much as tonight, I am really happy to have me to talk and chat with me." ”
Li Yihang moved again, and said: "Juanjuan, if you want, I will accompany you for the rest of your life, okay?" Chen Juan couldn't help but listen to it stupidly again, turned sideways, and didn't dare to meet his eager eyes. Li Yihang took two steps, hugged her from behind, and whispered in her ear: "Juan, promise me?"
Chen Juan was hugged by him, her whole body trembled lightly as if she had been shocked, and her heart was fighting fiercely, for a moment, she almost nodded in agreement, but her heart finally hardened, and after a while, she said coldly: "Yihang, you are holding me like this, it is a great disrespect to me, please let go." Li Yihang was stunned when he heard this, and involuntarily let go of his hand, and said in a daze: "Juan'er, I'm sorry, I'm embarrassed." Chen Juan endured the pain in her heart and said in the calmest tone: "Yihang, I don't blame you, let's keep a better distance, so that outsiders can see it, and they think I'm a frivolous woman." ”
Li Yihang stood on the ground in a daze, and Chen Juan said again: "You sit down quickly, I'll pour you a cup of butter tea for you to drink." Li Yihang was rejected, his heart seemed to be empty, he sat silently on the chair, holding the fragrant and sweet butter tea in his hand, but he didn't feel a trace of sweetness in his mouth, only that it was more white than boiled water. Chen Juan looked at his dejected appearance, her heart was sour, she forced a happy face, and said with a smile: "Yihang, is the butter tea I made delicious, compared with the authentic herdsmen's, it may be a little less charming." Li Yihang came back to his senses and said, "It's delicious, it's delicious, I almost swallowed my tongue." Chen Juan said: "You lie, if it is delicious, how can your face be so bitter?"
Li Yihang understood that she was asking knowingly, so he said: "This sour oil tea is so fragrant, my whole mind is reminiscing about it, so that my face is like a wooden pimple without expression." Li Juan smiled slightly: "Let's talk nonsense, have you eaten, are you hungry?" Li Yihang also smiled and said: "Hungry, extremely hungry, hungry so hungry that my stomach is flattened." Chen Juan said: "Then why didn't you say it earlier? Look, I only remember to chat with you, but I forgot to greet you." Li Yihang said: "Wasn't it exciting to patronize just now?" Chen Juan's face turned red again, and she brought him butter cakes and mutton jerky.
Li Yihang asked without eating: "Juan'er, why are you here?" Chen Juan said: "I separated from you in Hangzhou more than three years ago, and after a short time, I went all the way north to the west. Li Yihang asked: "Juan'er, I went to your house to look for you two years ago, and my uncle and aunt remember you very much, and told me that if I see you, I want you to go home no matter what, or let's go home together, okay?"
Chen Juan was silent, and Li Yihang said: "Uncle and aunt are old, their health is not good, and their daughters are sick, I think you think of the green silk roots turning white, can you bear to watch the second elder grow old in longing and sadness?" Chen Juan shed two tears on her face, fell to the ground, and nodded. Li Yihang was very happy and said: "Juan'er, don't cry, let's make an appointment with Brother Mao and others to drink together, they want to go crazy with you, and they will be very happy to see you." Chen Juan's heart was bitter, and she barely managed to squeeze out a smile.
Li Yihang knew that she was lamenting what happened to her, and thought: "Juan'er, like Aunt Leng, is raising children alone, and it is hard and sour, how can outsiders understand it?" Chen Juan bit her lower lip tightly and nodded vigorously.