Chapter 138: Confusion in the Heart

Chao Gai pointed to the moon and said, "You say, this moon is round and missing, missing and round, why is this?"

Pang He replied: "Perhaps, this is like people, gathering and scattering, scattering and gathering, dividing and merging." Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info”

Chao Gai turned his head and asked Hu Sanniang: "Sanniang, what do you think?"

Hu Sanniang replied: "Sanniang feels that the moon's roundness is like darkness and dawn, just a kind of reincarnation. ”

Chao Gai then asked Su Ying, "Miss Su, what do you think?"

Su Ying looked at the moon and said, "We always look forward to the moon being round, which entrusts us with the fulfillment of personnel." And the things of the world, like this moon, lack more time and less time to be round. When we have worked hard for a long time, we are often only happy in this moment. Then, we will look forward to the consummation of this next round, from lack to roundness, over and over again. ”

Chao Gai praised: "No wonder you are a talented woman, and you are also very unique in your views on this moon." But what you said is not wrong, some people, the full moon is a kind of expectation, a wish, and some people are a desire. In the world, things that are too beautiful are often fleeting, like fireworks. I worked hard to make money to buy fireworks, but it was brilliant for a while, and the joy of this time was so contentment and joy. ”

Su Ying said: "Well, yes, we are also pursuing the pleasure of this moment. ”

Chao Gai smiled bitterly: "Hehe, as I talked, I became melancholy." ”

Pang He said: "Why should Brother Chao laugh at himself?"

Chao Gai said: "I don't know why, I always think that you are a very strange person, as if you know something, but you hide it and don't tell anyone. ”

Pang He smiled: "That's right, I am indeed a strange person. I don't think it's strange that Brother Chao can think so. I just like to reason about things, but I don't want to say things that don't have absolutes!"

In my heart, I have always wanted to know what kind of person you are, no matter how you do things and how you think, you are different from ordinary people. ”

Pang He continued to smile and said, "Brother Chao, you never asked, why did you suddenly talk about this today." ”

Chao Gai said: "Because I know what kind of heart you have for me and for Liangshan's brothers. You have been helping me, trying to find a way to help Liangshan, and contribute to Liangshan. But you don't care about power. ”

Pang He said: "Thank you Brother Chao for commenting on me like this, as a member of Liangshan, it is a matter of course to contribute to Liangshan." In fact, there are some things that I do hide in my heart, and if I say it, maybe Brother Chao, you don't believe it. ”

Chao Gai said: "What is that, you might as well tell it!"

Pang He said: "I really don't belong here, so I don't care what power or status I have here. What I want is the people I say I care about, who can be safe and happy. All I can do is try to protect as much as I can, and maintain it as much as I can. To be honest, I didn't expect to come here, but accidentally, I came here with Su Ying. I think you've heard of Brother Chao a little bit, and I've told you about it. When I came here, the first person I met was my senior brother Lin Chong, followed by my master, and my third senior brother Shi Wengong. At that time, I was very glad that they were very kind to me and helped me adapt to life here. Later, because of Gao Yu's persecution, my master and I, as well as my third brother Shi Wengong, left the capital. After that, I was fortunate to meet you Brother Chao in Suzhou, and since then, I have been like a friend of Brother Chao. Now, on Liangshan, being able to be with Brother Chao is a very happy day for me here. ”

Chao Gai asked, "So, where do you belong?"

Pang He replied, "I don't belong here, the place I belong to is outside this world, and I don't know how to answer you." In the past, when I first came here, I always wanted to leave here, but now, I feel that I actually have a lot of reluctance here, and I can't bear to leave here. ”

Chao Gai continued to ask, "No wonder you are so different from us. It's good to be here, at least, I'm relieved to have you here. ”

Pang He said: "I also feel very honored to have Brother Chao here. In fact, I have already figured it out, and instead of thinking about some impossible things, it is better to live well, live happily, and it is the same everywhere. ”

Chao Gai said: "Yes, as long as people are happy, as long as they are happy, they are the same everywhere. ”

Su Ying said: "Well, at first, I had the same idea as my husband, and later, I felt that it was also good here." ”

Hu Sanniang said: "You originally belonged to another world. ”

Pang He smiled: "Yes, so, in your eyes, we are sometimes very strange, and sometimes the clothes that we make for me, you think it is very strange." But our world is exactly the same as it is now. ”

Chao Gai asked, "What is that?"

Pang He replied, "It is a cloudy moon, and he is also extraordinarily round on the fifteenth day of August." ”

"Oh, it's the moon!" he said, "I don't know why, but when I look at the moon tonight, I always feel that we will be separated soon." ”

Pang He knew that what Chao Gai was talking about might have been shot with a poisoned arrow during the attack on Zengtou City. Now that Chao Gai said this, Pang He couldn't help but worry, if Chao Gai was really killed, then what should he do? If you really follow the trend of "Water Margin", it is not only Chao Gai who died, but also his third senior brother Shi Wengong who was disemboweled.

Pang He was stunned: "No, I will always accompany Brother Chao on Liangshan, with Brother Chao here, I, Pang He, will never leave Liangshan." ”

"That's good, that's good!" Chao Gai said happily: "I also know that Pang He, you are a person who values love and righteousness, and you will never leave me and leave Liangshan." ”

Pang He nodded and said, "Well, Brother Chao, it's not early, let's go back early and rest early." ”

Chao Gai said: "Sit with me for a while, I can't sleep." ”

Pang He knew that the current situation in Liangshan was becoming more and more unfavorable to Chao Gai, and he didn't want to become a puppet, so he wanted to get out of this situation.

Pang He sat down on the ground, and the four of them looked at the moon and did not speak. And they look at the same moon and think different things. Pang He was thinking about how to prevent Chao Gai from going to Zengtou City, Chao Gai was thinking about how to use the time when he left Song Jiang, Su Ying was thinking about what Pang He would do next, and as for Hu Sanniang, her thoughts...