Chapter 266: The Beginning of the Mad God

PS: This chapter is purely written for myself, and is used to read and strengthen the prefrontal lobe of the brain repeatedly in the same book as other truths, so there are some serious three views that are not clear, if the reader is willing to read it, try to confuse right and wrong (some truths will make you stronger after believing, so you don't need to care if this truth is logical, right or wrong) The psychology of it, don't look at it logically, otherwise you may not understand it (these two chapters are also a test of whether you are a person who confuses right and wrong). Due to the fact that my career is getting busier and busier, there are still more than 20 chapters in this book that are about to end, but I still have three reasons I want to write that I haven't written, and I don't have time to slowly pave the way, so I can only do the foreshadowing of the spell and write it together. 1. Don't set limits in life, don't set specific ideals, take self-improvement or exercise perseverance, which is a relatively empty thing with no end and no lowest point, as an ideal, 2. To confuse right and wrong to treat pain as a good thing, so that this will no longer affect the time of struggle due to any pain, blows, and setbacks, and will always save the waste of life time such as frustration and depression, and from then on the will will be as strong as steel, not afraid of any wind and rain. 3. It is necessary to reduce unnecessary thinking and focus on extremes.

An hour later, Ye Feng was standing in the middle of the Dao Sun, quietly absorbing the essence of the Yuan Qi in the meridians, when he suddenly felt a sharp pain in his consciousness, and hurriedly looked at the Yuan Baby.

I saw that the spell on Ye Jianyuanying's head suddenly burst into golden light, and then Ye Feng's entire consciousness began to suffer sharply, and then his consciousness spread to the nerves, and Ye Feng's entire head and nerves all over his body produced severe pain, and the painful Ye Feng's cold sweat instantly covered his whole body.

At this moment, the spell slowly flew out of a golden dot, piercing into Ye Feng's Yuan Ying consciousness in severe pain, and then this golden dot drifted to a special place in Ye Feng's consciousness and quickly became larger, and after a while, it expanded into an egg-sized point of light, and then the painful vulgarity in Ye Feng's consciousness began to attack, and this painful vulgarity was forcibly amplified by a million times by the spell, Ye Feng's consciousness was suddenly dizzy, and he sat directly in the Dao Ri, and then all kinds of miscellaneous thoughts were affected by this million-fold painful vulgarity, and followed.

Ye Feng's consciousness was affected by the vulgar meaning of pain, and unconsciously, he flashed one after another pictures and feelings that he had long forgotten in his memory.

The first is about the picture of change, everyone is a kind of maturity and metamorphosis when they change themselves, but metamorphosis is very painful like the molting of a poisonous snake.

It is very painful for a kind person to change himself into a ruthless person, it is also painful for a cowardly person to change the person who has made a decision, it is very painful for a person with a conscience to change and abandon his conscience, and it is even more painful for a person with a clear distinction between right and wrong to change the confusion of right and wrong.

Ye Feng also had a faint pain when he changed himself before, but he was a person who was extremely resolute by nature, so a lot of pain was fleeting, and he wouldn't even remember it later.

But now this painful vulgarity has suddenly increased by a million times, and Ye Feng will be uncontrollable by the influence of painful vulgarity, and will recall all the painful experiences he has experienced, and the feeling of increasing these painful experiences a million times makes Ye Feng instantly seem to have become the most vulnerable person in this world.

Then there is an embarrassing picture, Ye Feng used to pick up female classmates on campus to play with friends when he was young, and he would only succeed in one out of ten times on average.

But at that time, Ye Feng thought that it was already a high probability, because he would only be rejected nine times out of ten, which was quite like being able to get a girlfriend within an hour, play a new B, and the embarrassing moments of the other nine failures could be completely ignored, or even recalled, but now Ye Feng has increased the pain and vulgarity a million times, which instantly makes Ye Feng feel painful and ashamed for all the embarrassing failures he did and the embarrassing moments he encountered.

And there are some embarrassing pictures that are not Ye Feng's own at all, but the memories of Nick Hochul that Ye Feng once read in the Perseverance Illusion, such as the ridicule that Nick Hochul once received when he practiced his speech on the street and the sarcasm of his mutilated limbs by others, also made Ye Feng unconsciously regard it as his own under the influence of painful vulgarity, which became even more painful.

Then there is a picture about fatigue, in the past, due to his perseverance, Ye Feng did not feel the slightest pain of exertion when practicing, he only felt very boring, but now Ye Feng felt that the practice of staying in one place every day and saying few words, and the law of the Great Dao of Enlightenment with a splitting headache was really painful to the limit, and he didn't even have a little entertainment life every day, and even slept and calculated the cultivation shrewdly, this kind of pressure that has been like a hundred years makes Ye Feng extremely painful when he thinks about it.

However, at this moment, a point of light flew out of the spell one after another, and without giving Ye Feng a chance to breathe, it once again penetrated into Ye Feng's primordial infant consciousness, and then flew to a place and quickly grew into an egg-like golden point.

Then the laziness that reached a million times began to invade Ye Feng again, outlining one after another the pictures and feelings that had been forgotten in the corner in Ye Feng's memory.

Ye Feng still remembers a classmate, he started going to school at the age of three, graduated at the age of twenty, and was diligent all his life, and after graduation, he just wanted to enter the society to realize his ideals, but he was suddenly diagnosed with cancer, and he could only turn around and walk into the hospital and die of grief, so what is the meaning of diligence? Everything is predestined, and it is not as happy as an ordinary person who did nothing and was lazy when he went to school.

There is also a person, when he was young, he made a grand ideal, to be the richest person in the world, at the age of 25, his company was successfully listed, with a valuation of 10 billion, sitting in a boring office every day without moving, working more than 16 hours a day, several large companies with a valuation of 100 billion yuan can not compete with him, but because of an earthquake, he was suddenly stoned to death in the office, and the grand plan ended unexpectedly, so hard work can complete the ideal?

There is also a person, who has been practicing for three thousand years, and finally became the ancestor of Jindan to get out of the customs, dreaming of a blockbuster and becoming famous, but life is impermanent, just out of the customs he met Ye Feng, died in the hands of Ye Feng, his diligence is meaningful in this impermanent and dirty world? There is no meaning at all, it is not as good as the happiness and happiness of a mortal who eats and sleeps enough to eat, marry, and have children.

Manpower is invincible to impermanence, ideals are invincible to fate, it is better to be a lazy worm, only eating and sleeping well is the most real in the world.

Scenes flashed in Ye Feng's consciousness from time to time, constantly "brainwashing" Ye Feng, and Ye Feng suddenly spit out a mouthful of blood.

"Ahem... This million-fold pain and laziness is really powerful, worthy of Lingbao, this infinite cycle of brainwashing turned out to be with the help of my inner demons and let "me" myself influence myself. ”

Ye Feng shook his head helplessly, and sighed: "It seems that this time I can only fight poison with poison, completely eliminate the demons in my heart, and completely brainwash myself before brainwashing me with a magic curse..."

"But after this change, I will be so lonely that no one understands what I think, no one understands me, and no one can speak of a confidant, but as long as it can make me stronger, a confidant is a fart!"

After Ye Feng finished speaking, he endured the severe pain of his nerves and consciousness and folded his hands, thought about it, closed his eyes tightly, and groaned: "

Before immortality, any ideal can be interrupted by the impermanence of life at any time, for example, I may encounter a Mahayana sage at any time to destroy this galaxy with a Dao method, and I will die unconsciously, impermanence is the demon that I have not solved before, I know. ”

And when you die in the face of impermanence, that kind of unwillingness will make people feel that the pursuit of everything is nothing, and even make people feel that life has been destined for a long time, I also admit this. ”

Unless one's ideal is the kind of "every moment" that can be completed repeatedly, only such an ideal will not be afraid of the impermanence of life, can make people pursue passionately at all times, can be optimistic and move forward, and will not be confused, confused, and decadent because of the fear of encountering a sense of nothingness that will encounter misfortune. ”

However, this kind of ideal that can be accomplished at all times must also have no "specific goals", and must be an ideology that can only keep people always positive and uplifting, and can enable people to indirectly accomplish all their previous ideals. ”

This ideal seems to be only "self-improvement", after this seat, I will confuse right and wrong will be self-improvement this life mission, but also as an ideal, so that I can be able to complete my ideal again and again at all times, and at the same time self-improvement as an "ideal" is not the pursuit of the end, but there is no "passing line" that cannot be completed The starting point is the end, the end is the starting point, as long as I am in the pursuit of self-improvement in this second, then I have completed an ideal in this second, in this way, even if the laziness increases by 10 million times, this seat will no longer produce the confusion, anxiety and demons of the ideal will be interrupted in case of impermanence. ”

"And as long as I take self-improvement as an ideal, as long as I keep never stopping to become stronger from all aspects, I will sooner or later complete any of my ideals, immortality, will be completed on the road of continuous pursuit of "self-improvement", even if I can't achieve immortality, or die of misfortune before immortality, I will no longer have demons, because immortality and immortality are no longer my ideals from now on, self-improvement is the new ideal, so that laziness can no longer brainwash me from impermanence, my inner demon. ”

"As for the words of pain, I don't deny it, I used to think that pain is pain, happiness is good, and pain is bad, but you can't imagine that I have already confused right and wrong. ”

"I wasn't going to confuse right and wrong to the point of perverting pain as a good thing, but from now on I can "believe" that pain is not bad, no, I can believe that pain is not bad from now on, hehehehe..."

Ye Feng suddenly raised his head and said loudly: "Pain is actually a good thing! Yes, whether it is pain caused by change, embarrassment, fatigue, etc., in fact, it is all good things, I believe that only pain is the boat of the avenue, because there is a sage once said that the Fashan has a diligent path, and the road and the sea are endlessly hard to work, as for who said it? It doesn't matter anymore, this seat has completely forgotten, as long as I believe that this sentence is right, it is enough (some truths will make you stronger after believing, so you don't need to care if there is logic in this truth, You don't have to distinguish between right and wrong, as long as you can make yourself stronger and beneficial to yourself, as long as you believe that you are a heartthrob can increase your self-confidence and increase your courage to talk to you, then even an ugly man can believe that he is a handsome guy, as long as he believes that it is beneficial for a woman not to love money and not be vain, and he can make himself more courageous to soak in the other party, then he can also believe, and he can even make up a scientific theory for himself to believe, as long as he believes that a deer is a horse can be beneficial to himself, then he can completely refer to the deer as a horse! Logic is only secondary, because everything is only judged by the life mission of self-improvement as the criterion for what is truly correct). ”

"From now on, I believe that pain is actually the same as happiness, and from the weakness of human nature, it can make people strive just like happiness, I believe... Pain and happiness are one of the two core driving forces of human pursuit of progress, and the fantasy of happiness and enjoyment after achieving the goal can make people look forward to quenching their thirst and accelerate their progress, such as fantasizing from time to time that after success, they can be surrounded by lovers, hugging left and right, and eternal happiness is boundless, which will definitely increase their motivation to forge ahead. ”

"But pain can also make people go crazy, which few people will find, hehe... Because a person who has been whipped will definitely work faster than a person who is completely unruly, a person who burns his ass will definitely run faster than a person who has nothing to do, and an army that has broken the kettle and fought on its back is definitely stronger than an army that still has a way back, this is the undeniable weakness of human nature. ”

"I will like pain from now on, because pain is a good thing, it is the driving force behind my pursuit of self-improvement, the medicine is bitter, I can even pervert to believe that it is even a nobler thing than happiness, hehehehe..."

"As for the recurring memories that affect the meditation practice of this seat, it can also be controlled. ”

From now on, I will confuse right and wrong and believe that people should actually be "more pure", I believe that purity can increase my luck, I am even willing to believe that purity can prolong my life, I even believe that purity can make me more stable to comprehend the law of the Great Dao, I will think less in the future, think less about things, I believe that one heart and one use is the fastest, focus is what I love the most, I will let my thinking slow down, and never use more than one mind in the future, not only when I practice, but also when I think, I will also think about things! Hey, hey, hey, hey......"

When Ye Feng finished the last sentence, Ye Feng's mind was constantly awakened by the loopholes of laziness and pain and vulgarity to drill Ye Feng's heart demon, and the various embarrassing, painful, shameful, and impermanent pictures that appeared in the cycle finally disappeared.

However, the spell of the spell continued to radiate Ye Feng's Yuan Infant consciousness, and Ye Feng would still be in pain forever when he did not take off the spell before he took it off. Ye Feng's laziness of a million-fold increase, especially the vulgarity of pain, is still there, and when Ye Feng encounters setbacks and failures in the future, he will still have a million-fold laziness, but Ye Feng's heart is no longer demonic, there are no loopholes, and there will be pain due to past setbacks and failures when he does not encounter new pain.

However, even if Ye Feng encounters new painful things in the future, Ye Feng has already "believed" that suffering is a good thing from now on, and in the future, he will no longer be shaken by pain, and all kinds of painful pictures will be repeatedly flashed to affect his cultivation, let alone decadent drinking and depression will affect his cultivation when he encounters impermanence.