Chapter 49: Confusion in the Heart
Pang He didn't continue to play in the back mountain, and went back with Jin Zhumei to pack up his things. After the pen & fun & pavilion www.biquge.info returned to the room, Pang He and Su Ying began to pack their things again, and there was a knock on the door.
Pang He went to open the door, and Gongsun Sheng stood outside, and said with a smile: "I shouldn't have bothered you, right?"
Pang He also smiled and said, "Dao Chief, you might as well calculate whether it bothers us." ”
Su Ying looked around: "It turned out to be Gongsun Daochang!"
Gongsun Sheng walked into the room and closed the door: "I came this time because of Brother Chao's explanation." Brother Chao told me about you after he went back to the back mountain, and I was more in favor of it. I also believe that it is very necessary to develop the economy of Yangsan, and if the economy is blocked, the combat strength of the army will also be affected. Whether you can develop on Liangshan or not depends on you. ”
Pang He said: "Dao Chief, you have won the award, I am just doing what I should do, and in the future, I will need your support from Dao Chief!"
Gongsun Sheng smiled: "This is natural, although I haven't known you for a long time and haven't said much, but I know very well what you are." Like Brother Chao, I believe in you very much, and I also believe that Liangshan will need you in the future. You know, a few of us intercepted the Birthday Gang, Brother Chao and I still have some silver tickets in exchange, Brother Chao handed me what he had in his hand, let me come over and hand it over to you now, I, like Brother Chao, hand over my share to you, and hope that Liangshan will develop rapidly under your management. ”
Pang He said: "This, I..."
Gongsun Sheng said: "You just accept it, this is my heart and that of Brother Chao." But don't talk about it to anyone else. Brother Chao is in the back mountain because Liu Tang and Xiao Qi are there, so it is inconvenient to say it, this, you should understand the reason. ”
Pang He said: "Everyone is a brother, it's just that the two brothers can't hide their words!"
"Hmm!" Gongsun Sheng said: "If you take it, you don't need me to say anything, you just know it in your heart." ”
Pang He said: "Well, I have always had something in my heart, I want to ask you, I wonder if the Taoist can help me solve my confusion." ”
Gongsun Sheng said: "You say." ”
Pang He said: "I don't know, have you helped me do the math, or, you may already know who I am and where I come from. I didn't belong here because of an accident. Everything here makes me feel strange and lost, and I really want to go back and go back with Ying, but after all these years, I still don't know when I will be able to return to my own place. ”
"If you come, you will be safe!" Gongsun Sheng said: "Everything in the world is endless, and they all have their own life characteristics. What you mean, I don't understand some, but some, I understand. I can hear that you're still confused. Since you're here, you're here. Aren't you thinking about developing Liangshan now, proving that your current heart has been placed on Liangshan and also belongs to Liangshan. As for what you said about wanting to go back to where you came from, there's nothing I can do about it. Although I studied Taoism, I also specialized in the art of gossip divination. But there is a taboo in all of these, that is, you must not divinate and calculate yourself, otherwise, you will suffer the curse of God. I should have said all of this, I don't know if you remember. As for you, I wanted to calculate, but unfortunately I didn't do enough. I once heard my master Luo Zhenren talk about you, but unfortunately, I just said that I would meet you, and something big would happen. When I asked, the master said that the secret of heaven should not be revealed. ”
Pang He said: "It seems that Luo Zhenren expected me to come here from the beginning, perhaps, this is what fate is." ”
"Let it be!" Gongsun Sheng said, "Perhaps, as long as there is a certain time, you can go back to where you want." If not, it's a good idea to stay here and make it your home. ”
Pang He said: "Actually, I have always respected Brother Chao very much, and I also regard Liangshan as my home. However, I always felt that I didn't belong here. ”
"This is your heart knot, if you open it, there will be nothing!" Gongsun Sheng said: "Life, sometimes like this, is accompanied by a lot of unsatisfactory." What we want, and what we realize, is largely the opposite. Even if we can't get it and can't achieve it, we shouldn't give up, because we still have a lot of good things. It's like walking on a road, we're moving towards our dreams, and it's easy to overlook the scenery on the side of the road, right?"
Pang He nodded: "Yes, I have a very happy time in Liangshan, maybe one day I leave, I will be even more reluctant to be here." ”
Su Ying said: "I also feel that I already have feelings here, and I am really reluctant to leave." Just like the goodbye to the master before, none of us wanted to leave. ”
"Okay, don't think too much!" Gongsun Sheng said: "Everything goes with the flow, and then work hard." No one knows what the future holds, and if I could predict the future, it would not be human, and I would not be standing here. In fact, the future, because it is unknown, will make people feel interesting, have the desire to conquer, and improve themselves. I've been here long enough, it's time for me to go, I wish you all the best!"
"Thank you!" Pang He got up and sent Gongsun Sheng out, Gongsun Sheng said: "Okay, no need to send it, they are all their own brothers, and in their own home, they don't have to see each other like this." ”
After Gongsun Sheng left, Pang He sat down and said to Su Ying, "Maybe, we really have to stay here." ”
Su Ying said: "Stay here, stay here, as long as we have a good time, it's the same wherever we stay." Even if you go back, you're back to your Tianjie, it's still the same intrigue, it's better to come here and be free, right?"
Pang He said: "Actually, there is intrigue here, but we haven't been deeply involved in it. Brother Chao asked Gongsun Sheng to come because he regarded Gongsun Sheng as his brother. When he said these words, I vaguely felt that Wu Yong's heart might no longer be with Brother Chao. ”
Su Ying said: "Do you mean, Wu Yong has identified Song Jiang now?"
Pang He said: "It is possible that it has already been determined in Suzhou City! Therefore, when I went to find Song Jiang, Wu Yong did not stop Liu Tang from going with me, this is a very big taboo, can Wu Yong really not be able to see it? I think that maybe Wu Yong wants Song Jiang to go to Liangshan as soon as possible." ”
Su Ying said: "Isn't Liangshan Brother Chao's, it's useless for Song Jiang to come!"
Pang He said: "When Brother Chao attacked Zengtou City, didn't he die, and wasn't Liangshan led by Song Jiang after that?"
"Yes!" Su Ying said, "That's true. ”