Chapter 43 The Return Section 15 Mother and Son
"The child didn't ------," Fan Jun explained anxiously, "The child didn't lose it, just ------."
"What's it? Do you know how much effort I've put into it?" Ling Xiao asked angrily. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
"That belt ------ was taken away by General He ------ him before he set out for the battle?" Fan Jun hesitated for a long time, but finally told the truth.
"What?" Ling Xiao didn't believe what he had just heard, "Who took it?"
General He Zhenghe ------ him that he liked the embroidery on it, so he took it from the boy ------. ”
Ling Xiao was silent for a long time before asking, "Over the years------ you have never worn it when you fought on the battlefield?"
Fan Jun shook his head, and Ling Xiao's tears couldn't help but flow down again: "How did you ------ survive these years?"
Fan Jun comforted her and said: "Mother, the child is lucky to meet General Wei, General Wei treats me like his own son, I follow the general's left and right, and I have not suffered too many grievances." ”
Fan Jun stepped forward and wiped away the tears on his mother's face: "Mother, you see, the child is good, this body is stronger than before, and there is more exercise after joining the army, I feel that this is really good, the hardships of these years have not been in vain, and I have learned a lot of things for marching and fighting by General Wei's side, thinking about what I have gained by eating those hardships, and what I have gained, the child still gets a lot of things." ”
Her son's warm palm made Ling Xiao's heart quiet a little, and she sighed and said: "Think about what you said, I just feel sad in my heart, those things have already passed, what's the use of worrying about those things that have happened? ”
Ling Xiao suddenly remembered something, she hurriedly picked up the score on the table and handed it to Fan Jun: "You copied this?"
Fan Jun was stunned when he saw the score, he couldn't imagine that the score he copied for Wei Rui actually appeared here at his mother's place at this time, he nodded puzzled and said: "Yes, this is indeed the "Eighteen Beats of Hu Ji" copied by General Wei for the child, how did he come to his mother's family?"
"Early this morning, an Lord Zhao Cao sent it, but he insisted on refusing to say who asked him to send it. There is also this guqin, Jun'er, do you know its origin?" Ling Xiao pointed to the guqin on the table.
Fan Jun's face suddenly turned pale, this qin is the guqin that Yuan Xiang gave to Wei Rui, he once stroked the piano with Yuan Xiang and the two of them, he remembered the time when he lived with Yuan Xiang, and now it is so clearly in front of his eyes.
Ling Xiao was so smart, she saw that her son's face was sunny and dark, and she guessed seven or eight points, and she asked quietly: "Jun'er, can you tell me about the origin of this piano?"
"This is ------ this is Yuan Xiang's guqin. There was a hint of bitterness in Fan Jun's voice, "I didn't expect this piano to go through several twists and turns, and it actually arrived in the hands of my mother." ”
"Who is Yuan Xiang?" Ling Xiao asked lightly.
After Fan Jun heard his mother's questioning, he suddenly got stuck and couldn't say anything. Yes, who is Yuan Xiang? How can he explain to his mother about Yuan Xiang? What if he explains it, they will never see each other again in this life.
"Mother, I don't know when Daddy will come back, I want to go and see Daddy. Fan Jun wanted to divert the topic, "The child wants to go to Dali Temple." ”
"You haven't answered what my mother said just now. Ling Xiao knew that he didn't want to answer, but at this time she had to know the answer, her son had been away from her for several years, what had he done outside, she couldn't ask when she couldn't see it, and she couldn't help but ask when she saw it.
"Mother------" Fan Jun raised her head in embarrassment, "She is from the Xianbei tribe." ”
"Since she is from the Xianbei tribe, how did you get acquainted? You have been fighting in the north for so many years, and you naturally understand that my Great Liang is incompatible with the Northern Wei Dynasty, how do you get acquainted with her?" Ling Xiao pressed forward step by step, allowing Fan Jun to dodge from a distance, and he had to walk in front of his mother and invite her to sit in the chair.
"Mother, it's hard to say anything about this matter, and you listen to the child slowly tell you. Fan Jun sorted out his thoughts for a while, and then said with difficulty, "This matter should start from Shaoyang------
That Xing'er made a lot of Fan Jun's favorite meals, looked up and saw that it was almost noon, and the two of them were still in the bedroom and did not come out, she was a little anxious, so she urged Xiao Ni to invite their mother and son to come out to eat first.
Xiao Nie has returned to her former calm at this time, she is sensitive to Fan Jun's body has a different feeling in the past, but she can't tell this feeling, that Fan Jun looks at her eyes are always a little evasive, different from the eyes in her memory, before Fan Jun left, when she wiped away her tears, she looked at herself with a firm and decisive look, but after returning to Fan Jun today, there is always an inexplicable sadness in her eyes, that kind of sadness is so familiar, Xiao Nie thinks of Fan Jun who is far away in the bitter cold land of the north, and her heart is this inexplicable sadness, she thinks of this, the depths of her heart suddenly became heavy, and her sensitive daughter's heart seemed to sense something, but she couldn't confirm her guess.
With a heavy heart, she walked to the lady's bedroom with a deep foot and a shallow foot, and when she was about to arrive, she suddenly stopped, because Fan Jun's low voice repeatedly mentioned a girl's name, her lips trembled slightly, it seems that the guess in her heart is true, that Fan Jun ------ when he was in the north, he already had his beloved.
At this time, Xiao Ni, there were no tears in her eyes, she had repeated this ending hundreds of times in her heart, she knew from the beginning that she was not worthy of Fan Jun, a girl who couldn't even find out her own life experience clearly, how could she be worthy of an outstanding talent like Fan Jun?
The reason why she stayed in Fan's Mansion all these years and didn't leave, in fact, in her heart, there was still a trace of luck, she hoped that after Fan Jun came back, she could keep her previous promise, give herself a place to live, and she could live a happy and stable life like an ordinary girl------ it was just a fluke, she relied on this glimmer of hope to keep herself to this day------
After listening to her son's story, Ling Xiao fell silent, she couldn't imagine that this pair of young people would experience so many thrilling things, and she couldn't imagine that Yuan Xiang was a woman, but she had a big mind like a man, in order not to affect her brother and Fan Jun, she chose to leave, thinking of this, she sighed, and said to her son: "Thinking of that Yuan Xiang, when I decided to leave you, I suffered much more than you. She is a girl, and it is really admirable that she can do this, if it were me, I am afraid that I would not be able to act as decisively as her. Jun'er------ it's not easy for you to endure the pain of parting. ”
"------I'm sorry for her, I originally wanted to take her away and go to seclusion in the mountains, away from the suffering of this world, but she can do it, but she doesn't want to affect others. Fan Jun said sadly.
"Alas------ she knows that she can't come here with you, thinking that Xianbei people, her appearance is very different from ours, and she will definitely show flaws after a long time, and it will affect the lives of the Fan family, she is indeed a good child------ but Jun'er you, what you did was too wrong. Ling Xiao said complainingly.
"The child knows that she is sorry for her, all the child is thinking about her these days------ I don't know how she is doing alone?" Fan Jun couldn't talk anymore when he thought of the pain he had endured after Yuan Xiang left.
"When I say you're doing something wrong, I mean you're irresponsible. Ling Xiao asked coldly, "What did you say to Xiao Nirvana before you left?"
Fan Jun was stunned, he couldn't imagine that his mother already knew about it, when he said that, he didn't think much about it, but since his mother asked, he could only explain clearly: "Mother, when the child left that day, Xiao Ni gave me a pack of pills ------, and the child opened it to know that those pills were made of some extremely precious medicinal materials------
Xiao Ni, who was standing outside the door, heard Fan Jun say this, tears flowed silently, her master tried his best to place her in the Fan family as an undercover agent, she naively thought that no one in the Fan family knew her true identity, she thought that only the smart Mrs. Fan guessed her true identity, but she never thought that the package of pills she gave to Fan Jun a few years ago had exposed her identity.
I thought she was very smart, but now it seems that she is really stupid, she is infatuated with Fan Jun and no one knows, but she can't imagine that she has already been torn off her disguise and exposed in broad daylight.
"After Xiao Ni came to our Fan family, she has not done anything evil, and she is also very good to the people in the family, not to mention that over the years, your father and I have loved her very much------ now tell me the truth, what did you say to her?"
"The child said it------ the child said that when he came back, he would ------" Fan Jun blushed and couldn't go on.
"What do you want?"
"I want to marry her!" Fan Jun knew that as soon as these words came out, his mother would definitely scold him, he closed his eyes and waited for his mother's reprimand, he waited for a long time, and Ling Xiao did not speak.
He opened his eyes and looked at Ling Xiao, who looked out the window in a daze, as if thinking about something.
Fan Jun felt that his body was hot, and the sweat was bursting out, and he suddenly regretted that he was irresponsible and said this.
"Why did you make such a promise to her? Don't you know that this marriage is only possible with the consent of your parents? You ------ tell such things to the child without the permission of the parents, and if you are a child with a small heart, if you do not fulfill your promise when you come back, I am afraid that you will not be able to live. ”
"------ the child was just suspicious of her intentions to stay at home, and was afraid that she would hurt you, so she asked her to take good care of you, and when she came back------ I thought she wouldn't go to heart. ”
"Won't go to the heart? That little Nirvana has been lonely all her life, she has experienced much more tribulations than we see, this fate treats her unfairly, I have never heard her talk about it, complained------ but she is a good child with a good heart, and her good nature has not been wiped out in that mud, such a good child, how can we not talk without words?" Ling Xiao said complainingly, "Since you promised her, you should marry her." ”
Fan Jun was anxious after hearing this, he waited for the Fan family crisis to pass, he thought about going to Yuan Xiang to find Yuanxiang, if his mother forced him to become a relative, then how could he go to find it, thinking of this, he hurriedly said: "Mother, the child still wants to find that Yuan Xiang------"
"Nonsense! From now on, don't mention the word Yuan Xiang to me again, there is no such person in this family!" Ling Xiao interrupted him and didn't let him continue, "Listen well, this big man has his head on the sky and his feet on the ground, he must keep his promise when he says it, and bear the consequences of what he has done, you can't deny it after you talk about it in the front." ”
"But what about Yuan Xiang?" Fan Jun asked anxiously, "The child and her already have a husband and wife------
Xiao Ni outside the door, after hearing Fan Jun's words, a heart has become cold and abnormal, she forced herself to calm down, turned around and walked away slowly, she felt that every time she walked, her heart would be shattered, and she could hear the sound of her fragile heart breaking piece by piece.