Xiao Ni's face turned red, she took her eyes off Ling Xiao's face, she couldn't say that anyway, she replied in a low voice: "Madam, there is really nothing, he ------ me to make osmanthus cakes, do it now, and when the master and they come back, they can still eat hot." Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Ling Xiao knew that she wouldn't tell herself anymore, so she smiled: "Okay, you go for it, I haven't eaten it for a long time, and I really want to eat it now." ”

"Madame, sleep for a while, and I'll do it. Xiao Ni tucked the corners of the quilt for her, took the door and walked out gently.

After Ling Xiao waited for her to go out, the smile on the corner of her mouth slowly disappeared, this child must have shed tears outside before doing things. Xiao Nie's temper and character, she knows too well over the years, whether she cries or suffers, she never reveals it in front of her, she just buries these things in her heart and doesn't let her touch them.

She was indeed too tired, and the embroidery that Mrs. Na Hui forced on her, and she finally finished it. It's just that this big burden has been pressed on the bottom of her heart, she doesn't know how to solve it, it can't be done, it is always a big disaster, what she is thinking about at this time is how to get rid of it, she hopes that she still has the ability to block the disaster for the Fan family------ she is too tired these days, and she thinks too much about these things, she finally can't support it, so she falls asleep deeply, but her nightmares are still continuous in her sleep, she worries about this and that all day long, and she doesn't know when such a day will end。

She lay down on the bed, slowly opened her eyes, and looked sideways at the bag on the table, which was so strange, who gave it to her. This problem has not been solved, she is always unsteady in her heart, thinking of this, she slowly got up, got dressed and sat next to the table, she silently looked at the bag, at this time the sun has risen high, Ling Xiao looked at the warmer and warmer weather outside, but she was extremely sad in her heart, Jun'er's news has not been transmitted, although she is anxious, but she can't say it to anyone, the word Fan Jun, in the mouth of the Fan family, rarely say it, they seem to have agreed not to say it, they are afraid that after saying it, it will make the people who hear it even more sad and sad。

Ling Xiao rarely shed tears, the burden of many years was on her shoulders, she forced herself not to shed tears, she was afraid that tears would make her more vulnerable, she could only swallow those tears into her stomach, put a strong mark on herself, and let that longing grow like weeds in the depths of her heart.

Since Fan Jun left, she seems to have lost half of her life, when Fan Jun was at home, she always helped her do this and that, although she didn't feel how much Fan Jun helped herself, but since he left, she realized that Fan Jun was at home on weekdays, and it was indeed her right-hand man who could rely on her------ she remembered that when she went to plead with Wei Rui and look for Fan Jun, what Wei Rui said to herself, she could find the living Fan Jun, and the dead ------ Lingxiao suddenly couldn't bear to think about it, there were too many dead soldiers, so how could Wei Rui find itShe thought about it at this time, that Wei Rui was also very good-tempered at that time, and she could endure her stubborn and stubborn mother's desperate search for her son.

At this time, she suddenly had a strong curiosity, and wanted to open it to see what the guqin in this bag looked like. She slowly opened the rope buckle on the seal, and a guqin with an ancient temperament was revealed.

Ling Xiao looked at it with some surprise, this piano looks a little old, this piano is very well maintained, the surface of the piano is smooth, the strings are full of elasticity, it seems that this piano is someone else's favorite thing. Ling Xiao slowly took the bag away, put the piano on the table, her outstretched fingers trembled slightly, she lightly relaxed her fingers, slowly played a few times, the melodious and pleasant sound of the piano suddenly sounded, trembling in the bedroom, it turned out that this piano ------ was actually a peerless product.

Ling Xiao held her breath and played the song "Youlan" slowly, and when she played, a teardrop couldn't help but slip down.

At this time, Xiao Ni was holding the osmanthus cake she had just made, standing at the door of the room, she was listening outside, and suddenly wanted to cry, the music was originally tear-jerking, at this time the two of them were thinking about Fan Jun, and it sounded even more painful------

"Madam, the osmanthus cake is ready, do you want to eat some of it?" Xiao Ni wiped the tears from his face and asked with a smile.

Ling Xiao didn't answer, at this time, her eyes were staring at a piano sheet that fell on the ground, which slipped out of the bag, and it read "Hu Ji Eighteen Beats", she suddenly understood that this wonderful guqin, I am afraid that it is ------ Cai Wenji's own.

Thinking of this, she hurriedly picked up the sheet music from the ground, she gently brushed off the dust on it, the handwriting on the cover of the sheet music was a little unfamiliar, but the writing was strong and powerful, faintly revealing a general's wind, Ling Xiao looked at the five words on the cover, and suddenly remembered a person, although the person had a sick face, but his gestures were all with a kind of majesty and atmosphere that could not be underestimated, this person was Wei Rui, who had several encounters with him.

Ling Xiao knew that his guess would not be wrong, there would never be anyone else in this world who would send him something, but why did he send a piano score to himself, why did he give himself the piano? When she was puzzled, she gently stroked the strings, and when the sound of the piano slowly disappeared, Ling Xiao muttered: "A thousand gold is easy to get, but it is difficult to ask for a bosom friend------ ------."

She opened the piano sheet with a trembling hand, and Cai Wenji's "Hu Ji Eighteen Beats" was recorded in very small ancient characters, but very few people could write this kind of text, Ling Xiao's eyes began to blur, and she suddenly burst into tears------

Xiao Ni outside the door was a little panicked, since she entered the Fan Mansion, she rarely saw Madame crying, not to mention crying so loudly today, she asked a little scared: "Madam, Madam, are you okay?" ”

At this time, Ling Xiao, holding the piano score, was still crying loudly, Xiao Ni outside didn't know why she was crying so sadly, but Ling Xiao knew that her tears were flowing for joy, because the piano score in her hand was not copied by others, but copied by her eldest son Fan Jun, who she had been missing, because the ancient characters that copied the piano score were taught by her own hands, and Fan Jun's calligraphy that was unparalleled in the world was also known to her------

She thanked God at this time, thanked General Wei who kept his promise, and thanked Lord Zhao Cao who gave this qin score and guqin to herself, they must be with Fan Jun, then Fan Jun must be alive and well, thinking of this, she has experienced grievances and pain for many years, and she is no longer willing to suppress it at this time, she must cry loudly, and she must vent the emotions she has suppressed over the years.

Xiao Ni can no longer bear this inner torment, she ran to the courtyard in one breath, put the plate of made osmanthus cake on the stone bench, she ran to the osmanthus tree, at this time the osmanthus tree, the leaf buds on the tree have not been released, Xiao Ni looked at the bare tree sadly, and asked sadly: "You said you will definitely come back, but where are you now? Do you know that because of you, the old lady is very sad, do you know that Xiao Yu was sent to Tongtai Temple to become a monk?" If you are still alive------ if you are still alive, as long as you come back, I only want you to come back, I ------ I will not force you, I know that I am not worthy------ as long as you can come back, let me know that you are still alive------ my little Nirvana has nothing else to ask for. ”

She looked at the leaf buds on the tree, and tears flowed down her eyes: "God, if you hear Xiao Ni's prayer, let this tree start to sprout, as long as it starts to sprout, I, Xiao Ni, will know that you have received my request------ please open your eyes." ”

She knew that she had become a member of the family over the years in the Fan family, although she had no kinship with these people, but she just couldn't let go of this feeling, the old man had mentioned it many times, he wanted to recognize himself as his daughter, and he wanted her to become a real family, but she refused, because she still remembered what Fan Jun said to herself before leaving, and marry herself when he came back!

She knew that Fan Jun would marry her, but Fan Jun's words to comfort her couldn't be taken seriously, but she didn't know why, she always refused to let go of this sentence, she always thought that she would not have feelings at all, and would not let feelings control her thoughts, but when she heard Fan Jun say this, she realized that she was not a ruthless killer at all, she was just an ordinary girl, a girl who longed for love and family affection, and the life she needed most was not to fight and kill, not to wear a hypocritical mask and disguise herself in front of people------

A bitter tear flowed into the corner of her mouth, her tears could not be held back from then on, she remembered her sad life, the evil that her biological mother did, so that she could not be someone else's daughter at all, someone else's wife, she knew that her final outcome would only be the same as her mother, there would be no good result, and in the end it might affect the Fan family, she suddenly made a decision that she didn't want to think about: if Fan Jun really came back, then she could only choose to leave! If Fan Jun died in the north, then he would stay in Fan's Mansion for the rest of his life, and it would be better than dying in this home that was not his home than returning to his mother and tasting the loss and pain with her------

She sobbed and looked at the leaves of the tree, refusing to leave, she hoped that she could move the heavens with a pious heart and let Fan Jun come back alive. She kept staring at the osmanthus tree, but the leaves didn't grow, they just swayed silently in the wind, ignoring her sorrow.

Xiao Ni slowly took a step closer, stretched out her hand to touch the leaf bud that did not give her any response, just when her hand just touched the leaf bud, she suddenly saw that the tree seemed to be alive, the leaf bud was slowly stretching, stretching, trying to open in front of her eyes------ a complete small leaf, finally appeared in front of Xiao Nirvana's eyes.

Xiao Nie laughed, she couldn't imagine that what she said really came true, and God finally gave herself an answer------

"God, you really have eyes------ you finally answered me, you finally understand Xiao Ni's mind?"

"Little Nirvana------" she heard a familiar voice calling out to her from behind.

Xiao Ni was stunned, she couldn't imagine that because of the few words she said, she could actually move the heavens and let herself hear Fan Jun's voice, she smiled bitterly, it was good to be able to hear his voice, and she had some comfort in her heart.

The voice behind "Little Nirvana------" sounded more clearly, and Xiao Nirvana suddenly shivered, this voice was definitely not what he imagined, this is ------

She turned around suddenly, at this time the morning sun had risen high, and the person standing behind her was facing away from the sun, Xiao Ni squinted her eyes slightly, only to see the person in front of her, that person was tall, handsome eyebrows, and the corners of his mouth were slightly pursed, with a trace of the familiar smile that lingered in Xiao Nirvana's heart day and night.

"Little Nirvana------