Chapter 21 Operations Section 7 Chance
The old man put Xiao Ni not far from Fan's mansion, turned around and was about to leave, but Xiao Ni stopped him behind him. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"Who are you?"
"Who are you?" the old man did not look back, but asked her as well.
Xiao Ni was dumbfounded, she naturally understood who she was, but the old man said casually, letting her know that she couldn't ask anymore.
"Why did you save me?" Xiao Ni still didn't give up, she still had to ask.
"You alone can't fight so many of them. The old man didn't answer the question.
Xiao Ni was terrified in her heart, she was in front of this old man at this time, her mind had been guessed by him, she didn't understand that she only said a few words in front of him, how could he know what he was thinking?
"Old man...... How do you know what's on my mind at the moment. She endured it for a long time, and finally asked.
“...... You are a kind and good boy, but your ability alone is limited, you want to save people, but in the end, you are afraid that you will lose your life. The old man's voice had always been very cold, without any emotion.
Xiao Ni was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "Some people ...... It's something I have to protect, even if I really lose my life. ”
"You, what's the matter?" said the old man after a while.
"If I can really die, maybe it's a good thing, I've experienced too much suffering in this world, and it's impossible for me to be an ordinary girl again at this moment. Xiao Nie remembered that when she was a child, she had been growing up in a cold environment, and she had never tasted the feeling of warmth, and only after coming to Fan's house did she feel that there was another emotion in this world, and that emotion could really make her pay for her life. It's just that the small cluster of fire that Fan Jun planted in his heart gradually extinguished with his death.
The old man was silent, and when he bowed his head, he suddenly turned around, and after a few ups and downs, he moved away from her, and disappeared into the dark night. Xiao Ni looked at his distant back, her heart was full of doubts, this person suddenly appeared in front of her, listening to the meaning of his words, she knew her own situation quite well, she thought about the people she was familiar with over and over again in her heart, but she never thought of who would save herself from He Zheng's hands at the critical moment.
At this time, she was a little nostalgic for her childhood, at that time, although she had to practice non-stop every day and endure the unwarranted scolding of the master, but after all, there were not so many troubles in her heart, and she still had time to play with the little sisters. Frolic, short-term joy will make her feel a little bit of beauty, but now as she gets older and older, she feels that the burden in her heart is getting heavier and heavier, too often, she will be overwhelmed by them, just like now, when she climbed over the wall and entered Fan's mansion, her heart was full of sadness and confusion.
When she crept into her room, she stopped suddenly, and she was surprised to see that there was a candle shining in her room, and she remembered that she had put out the candle when she was about to go out.
Her heart suddenly jumped wildly, who would be in her room at this time? In the Fan Mansion, people up and down had always been polite to her, and no one would enter her room without her permission.
She gritted her teeth, reached out and pushed the door open, and walked inside. Ling Xiao, who had been sitting at the table doing needlework, raised his head.
Xiao Ni's hanging heart was just let go, and she hurriedly came to Ling Xiao: "Madam, why did you come here?"
"I want to make you a dress, come and measure it for you, so I can cut the cloth...... Where have you been?" Ling Xiao's whispered words carried a hint of reproach.
Xiao Nie looked at the half-made clothes in Madame's hand, and she suddenly remembered Mrs. Hui, who had never sewn clothes for herself, and after arriving at Defan's Mansion, Ling Xiao dressed herself up like a real girl. It's just that...... Ling Xiao in front of her didn't know that when Xiao Ni put on her new clothes, she would always run to a place where no one was crying, her heart was always full of fear, she was afraid that the happiness in front of her would be a dream in the end, and when she woke up, she would become nothing.
"Where have you been?" From Ling Xiao's tone, Xiao Nie could hear Madame's displeasure, but she couldn't answer.
"What kind of body does a girl's family have when she goes out late at night?" Ling Xiao lowered her face, although her voice was not loud, Xiao Ni had already felt a huge grievance welling up in her heart, she tried her best to suppress the urge to tell the truth, bit her lip, and chose to be silent.
Ling Xiao didn't ask any more, she just put the clothes she had made in her hand on Xiao Ni's body, looked at the size and length, and then took it back into her hand.
Xiao Ne stood silently beside her, looking at the clothes she had made for herself in her hands, her heart suddenly seemed to be blocked by something, very uncomfortable, she wanted to tell her several times not to do these things for herself, she was just ...... It's just a killer who is sent to their side, and will take orders to kill them at any time.
Xiao Ni thought of this, her breathing suddenly became heavy, her whole body was trembling slightly, she was afraid to see that scene, it has been almost two years, her days in Fan Mansion are so fast, so fast that she doesn't want to believe that these happy times belong to her.
Ling Xiao felt the strangeness of her expression, she raised her head, her clear eyes looked at Xiao Ni's slightly red cheeks, and asked strangely, "What's wrong with you today?"
Xiao Ni bit her lip lightly, shook her head and said, "It's okay, madam, it's just ...... It's just that it's late at night and it feels a little cold......"
Ling Xiao stood up, walked to Xiao Ni's couch, touched the quilt on the couch, nodded and said, "Your quilt has been covered for two years, it's a little thin." In a few days, I'll help you make a thicker quilt and replace it. ”
After hearing Mrs. Nie's words, she was stunned on the spot, she couldn't think of her perfunctory words, but Mrs. took it seriously. Although Madame's tone was only faint, she spoke so plainly and blandly in her daily life, and rarely brought out her innermost emotions, but it was such a bland tone just now that made Xiao Ni's tears flow down in an instant.
She didn't want the lady in front of her to be nice to her at all, and the better she was to herself, the deeper the guilt in her heart would be. It's been two years in the Fan family, and she doesn't know if the sword in her hand will be able to cut them when she breaks up......
When Ling Xiao turned her head, she saw that Xiao Ni had already cried into a tearful person, she paused, slowly stepped forward, and stretched out her hand to wipe the tears from her face: "What's wrong? ”
"Wow......" Xiao Ni couldn't take it anymore, and she burst into tears.
Ling Xiao sighed, patted her on the back and said, "Have you been wronged during the day?"
"Husband...... Madame, you will ...... in the future Don't be so nice to me in the future, my little Nirvana doesn't deserve ......," Nirvana said with a sob.
“...... Is it wrong to be nice to you?" Ling Xiao said gently, "Since you came to our Fan family, there has been more laughter and anger in this family, not to mention that the master likes you very much, and you are so well-behaved and sensible, our whole family is very happy, it is a blessing for our Fan family to have a child like you stay at home." ”
"Madame...... Little Nirvana, little Nirvana, I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" Xiao Ni originally wanted to say the words in her heart, but she suddenly remembered Yuwendu's cold eyes, and swallowed the words that had reached her mouth.
"This world ...... Disputes continue, since the Song Dynasty, years of war, without a moment of stopping, originally thought ...... Emperor Wu ruled Wu'an, and advocated Buddhism, this world will be calmer, but ......" Ling Xiao talked about this, and he couldn't go on, today's emperor Xiao Yan, in his early years, was diligent in government affairs, attached importance to the selection and appointment of officials, and was a person who was honest and honest, he often summoned them in person and instructed them to abide by the way of serving the country and the people, and being honest and honest. During his tenure in Qiaozhou, Fan Yuncheng was summoned by the emperor several times, and he always reused talents recommended by virtuous people, and after his decree was implemented, Liang's reign was significantly improved. It's just that the older the emperor gets, the more suspicious he becomes, and he becomes extremely stingy with the heroes...... But for his royal relatives, he took care of him in another way, and he took care of him a little favoritism, but the ministers who understood the emperor's personality often dared to be angry and did not dare to speak, so that the human rights of Xiao Hong leaned towards the government and the opposition, and did all the bad things.
It's just that she can only understand these things in her heart, but she can't say them to the child in front of her, she can only comfort softly, can she understand these words? The smartest child in the world, she naturally understands who it is, that is her eldest son Fan Jun, when she thinks of Fan Jun, her heart suddenly feels a pinprick pain, and she doesn't know ...... this life Can I still see him?
"Xiao Ni, your osmanthus cake is getting better and better, I like it very much. Ling Xiao sighed slightly, "If you suffer any grievances in the future, you will tell it, don't always hold it in your heart, you will get sick." ”
"Madame......" Xiao Ni secretly thought in his heart, Madame, why do you want to be so good to Xiao Nir? If it comes to the moment when the sword fights, how can I still kill you?