In 2017, Liu Feng was five years old, just in the first grade, after school, she sat quietly in the yard and did her homework, occasionally watching her mother on the stove in the yard, baking thin dough cakes in the pan. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

The incense made him unable to concentrate when he was doing his homework, and he always swallowed saliva secretly, so that he miscalculated several additions and subtractions.

He has never seen his father, and he doesn't know what his father looks like, maybe he is still young, and his mother said that when he grows up, he is sensible, and his academic performance is the first, and his father will come back to see him, and he will be able to see the very majestic father in his mother's mouth.

Maybe it's because his father is too serious in his mother's mouth, Liu Feng doesn't really want to see his father, only when those children say that his father ran away with another woman, he will have a moment and want the idea of a father.

As for usually, Dad has a fart, maybe, if there is an extra dad, he will rob him of the delicious pancakes made by his mother?

Unconsciously, time passed, no matter whether it was written correctly or not, the homework was finally written, and my mother also burned porridge, baked cakes, and fried vegetables, no matter whether it was right or wrong, Liu Feng packed up the homework and put it in the schoolbag, and hurried to the table to eat.

At the dinner table, there were three people seated, I heard that grandma died early, anyway, Liu Feng has never seen what grandma looks like, as for grandpa, Liu Feng doesn't like it, because grandpa doesn't like him, pure psychology, grandpa doesn't like him, naturally he doesn't like grandpa.

In other words, grandpa didn't like him and his mother, as for the reason, he secretly heard the head teacher say that it seemed to be delivered to the door, cheap! As for what it meant, he didn't understand.

When eating, grandpa kept drooping his face, frightened Liu Feng chewed quietly, lest he make a sound, grandpa scolded him again, finally finished eating, grandpa went out to play chess on the street lamp, Liu Feng happily and his mother together, connected to the Internet to watch cartoons.

Although the rural families are poor, they are not poor, after all, they are not the poorest place, there are network cables, schools and so on.

There is only one old color TV at home, which is different from other people's thin ones, and their TV at home has a big ass.

Usually watching cartoons, Liu Feng is with his mother, and his mother loves him very much, saying that he is the crystallization of the love between his mother and father, symbolizing their unswerving love.

As usual, sitting in the arms of his mother, there is no entertainment in the countryside, mainly because his mother is not from the countryside and can't talk to the neighbors, so every day after eating, his mother will hold him, sit on the bed and watch cartoons, teach him to read, speak English, and do math.

The mobile phone screen is very large, and he watched his mother click on a little penguin, which is the same as a mobile phone, and has a benefit, it doesn't cost money, and it can also let others say something for a long time to see, and it won't disappear or forget.

On top of that, there's a lot of real-time news on it, so you can know what's going on in the world without leaving home.

Mom is very beautiful, especially when he laughs, the children are very envious of him for having such a beautiful mother, but what is different today is that when my mother watched the news on the penguin, she did not smile as usual, but her face turned a lot whiter.

Mom hugged him very hard, harder and harder, he was already a little out of breath, his chest was very painful, he cried, he shouted, Mom finally let go of him.

He was very scared, listening to his mother crying loudly there, he didn't know if it was pain or fright, anyway, he also cried, crying loudly.

Mom is a very face-saving person, and she doesn't rub sand in her eyes, usually if Liu Feng hears a child say that his father ran away with another woman, he goes home to learn to speak, and his mother will definitely pull him to the child's house to quarrel, how to ask clearly, where did the child hear it, and then call to the village brigade to judge.

Mom is a woman who can't stand being wronged, very strong, Liu Feng has never seen her mother cry, this is the first time, my mother cries so loudly, she cries for a long time.

Just when he thought in his mind how likely his mother was to find a short-term meeting, it was very strange that his mother looked at him and asked him, "Are you willing to leave here with your mother and never come back?"

He was a little hesitant, he didn't want to leave here, because there were children here and they could play together, so he replied. "Mom, can I leave with my children?"

His mother took him away, he was a little strange, he felt as if it shouldn't be like this, but he didn't know why, so he could only follow his mother out of the house, and then his mother took him to work everywhere in the city to make money.

Mom is very smart, graduated from a very prestigious university, it took a year, Liu Feng had another home in the city, went to school again, and had another group of children to play.

The previous home, he quickly forgot, slowly, he grew up, his mother is very good at making money, opened a big company, he does not worry about food and drink, nor does he worry about money spent, there is no need to be with the countryside at that time, the family is frugal.

He went to elementary school, went to junior high school, graduated from junior high school and went to high school, and then took the college entrance examination, went to university, master's student, doctoral student, among which, with the financial support of his mother, he completed a lot of scientific research and became very famous.

He became famous, married a very beautiful wife, and was very filial to his mother, and then one day, his mother drank very happily, got drunk, and then cried and laughed, and went to sleep for a long time.

He looked at his mother's mobile phone on the table, and the page opened on it was a provincial and ministerial-level senior official, because his wife was greedy for money, and when he was organizing an inspection and planning to be promoted, he was reported for corruption and was dismissed by Shuanggui.

That man, also surnamed Liu!

He had grown up and knew that it was probably his father, but when he watched the man go to prison, he didn't feel it at all, but felt a little happy in his heart.

My mother is old, the fatigue of her youth, and the excitement of her mood, there are some problems with her body, although the technology is developed, and her life is saved, but her body collapses.

Within a few years, he sent away his dearest people, his wife took over the huge property left by his mother, he devoted himself to research, all his life, all the honors he could get were obtained, the husband and wife were harmonious, and the children and grandchildren were all successful, but he always felt very lonely.

When he was a hundred years old, he sent away his wife, who had lived in harmony all his life, and who had never even quarreled once, and who loved his wife very much, and strangely enough, he felt like a stranger, and he cried so much, but he didn't want to cry at all.

Until he lived to be one hundred and twenty years old, at the end of his life, countless people came to see him off, but he still felt a little strange as he lay on the bed and looked at his son, who was about the same age as himself.

He couldn't breathe anymore, but he knew very well in his heart that he didn't want to die, I don't know why, he just didn't want to die, and he shouldn't die at the age of one hundred and twenty!

Ever since he was old, his hair was gray, his wrinkles were many, and his legs and feet were inconvenient, he had always had a strange feeling that it shouldn't be like this, that he shouldn't be like this.

He wondered more than once, why did he feel this way, could it be the fetters of his previous life in myths and legends, and what weird memories he had?

Lying quietly on the bed, his chest no longer heaving, and his heartbeat had stopped, but he felt as if the empty soul he had been studying was about to boil, constantly roaring, constantly roaring, echoing in his mind, only four words "I don't want to die!".

The fast running in his brain, the overload, the already vague memory, regressing from the age of one hundred and twenty, he has to find the origin of this strange feeling, he has to find the year when it first felt wrong!

He tried very hard to think about it, he didn't know where the power came from, he felt that his brain was getting clearer and clearer, and the distant vague memories began to recover.

The tide in his soul grew bigger and stronger, until his body lying on the bed was about to turn into a cold corpse, and he found it!

When I was five years old, my mother saw a photo of a man and a woman wearing wedding clothes on my phone, and at that time, my mother hugged him so tightly, he was in pain, and I cried with my mother for a long time.

And then, his mother took him away from that sad village, and he felt that something was wrong, that weird feeling of a bystander, and that was from that day!

What is going on with this strange feeling? Why didn't he want to cry when his mother died, but the tears couldn't stop falling? Why was this the case when his wife died?

Like a puppet who is being held by someone, this feeling is becoming clearer and clearer, as if he is arranged by someone, he is like an actor, acting in a written script, acting in someone else's life!

"Hehe~~~ Is it too deep into the play, or have I always longed for such a life in my heart?"

Lying on the bed, the old face full of old age spots, the face that had stiffened, suddenly showed a strange smile, and the old man, who had turned into a corpse, opened his mouth and said a word.

The children and grandchildren gathered around the bed, six generations in the same house, hundreds of people, like porcelain, cracked open the cracks of the road, luxuriously decorated houses, beautiful skies, huge cities, to the whole world, and a lifetime of memories, all shattered.

"Ah~~" yawned comfortably, stretched his waist, the darkness in front of Liu Feng's eyes began to slowly fade, and a white light appeared in front of him, followed by white clouds, blue sky, and the dense traces engraved in the void around him.

A golden light burst out from his eyes as the scenery in front of him recovered, startling Liu Feng, and what was even more strange was that he just opened his mouth and yawned, what was the matter with the wind dragon that swept hundreds of miles?

It was as if something suddenly exploded in his mind, and countless memories flooded his mind, but there was no headache at all, as if it was a memory that belonged to him in the first place.

"I see! I didn't expect that there was no Heavenly Demon on the earth, but there were countless red dust breaths forming a catastrophe, and the real place was more real than that day of the Magic Realm!"