Zhang Yunyan sighed silently and shed tears of pain. It would be great if Brother Jiaxiang was still alive, and he would not be alone in the world, and he would have been intoxicated with beautiful love with his husband for a long time.

She is delusional again, but despite this, she still has to be delusional, and she can also soothe the painful heart.

Zhang Yunyan knew the origin of that inexplicable feeling, and her heart couldn't be calm anymore, whenever she heard the voice of Shikong talking, she would think of her fiancé. She longed to hear this kind of voice, which brought back both fond memories of the past and endless pain.

She was silently thinking and silently lamenting......

Zhang Yunyan unconsciously had a thought, and then asked: "Shikong, you are young, do you really want to stay in Buddhism for the rest of your life, have you ever thought about being vulgar?"

The reason why she has this idea is also due to love, Shikong is not only her life-saving benefactor, but also a beautiful man. Although she has not seen the benefactor's face clearly, she is sure that otherwise, the fox spirit will not be so infatuated with him, and she is bent on getting him.

Besides, Shikong's voice is similar to that of Jiaxiang's brother, which can make people think that if he can get together with Shikong often, it will also be a comfort to the pain of losing his beloved.

However, she wanted to think about it, how could she be a person of Buddhism, and it was impossible for her to do so. She hopes that her benefactor can return to the vulgar, and become more close to each other, become brothers and sisters who love each other, and even walk hand in hand into the cave house for life.

Shikong listened to Zhang Yunyan's question, was a little surprised, and couldn't help but look at his benefactor. He smiled bitterly and said, "The little monk doesn't have this kind of thought, and he will be a disciple of Buddhism in this life." ”

His words were like a basin of cold water, which extinguished Zhang Yunyan's newborn good wishes. She felt a chill in her heart, and it was impossible to associate with someone who had a similar voice to her fiancé, and it was even more wishful thinking to love her benefactor for life.

Yunyan felt bitter in her heart, deeply regretted, and also had a sense of loss.

She sighed and couldn't help but say: "Shikong, you converted to Buddhism at a young age, you have no secular life, no love......" She suddenly felt that there was something wrong with this statement, and hurriedly changed her words, "You are young, so you no longer pursue worldly life and preferences, it's not easy, and it's a pity......"

Shikong smiled silently and sighed: "This is my choice, and it is also the only way in life, so I don't feel pity." What the donor said is also true, the little monk is indeed very upset sometimes, and he is too young. Master also saw it, and said that my six roots were not purified, and I couldn't meditate in peace yet, and wanted me to leave. I have made up my mind that I will be by my teacher's side for the rest of my life, and I have been meditating for this life. ”

Yunyan felt that this was very practical and practical, how could the benefactor be so young, how could he be willing to be lonely, he would not want to live in the world, and he would not be nostalgic for love at all, and he didn't know if this determination could change.

She persuaded: "Little master, it is not easy for people to come to the world, they should experience all aspects, try different feelings, and not easily give up the worldly life that they should have." If you are tired of the worldly life in the future, it is not too late to return to Buddhism, so why bother to suffer yourself. ”

Shikong sighed: "A few years have passed, I have become a little adapted, and I don't feel too bitter." Alas, I just didn't have my wish, and it was difficult for me to meditate and practice, and when I fulfilled my wish, I would be able to settle down. ”

Zhang Yunyan saw that she couldn't persuade her to return to the world, and her sense of loss became stronger, and she couldn't eliminate it for a while. Although she really wants to get together with someone who has a similar voice to her fiancé, it can only be wishful thinking and a beautiful dream.

She hesitated for a moment and asked, "Shikong, although we have known each other for a short time, our feelings are very deep, and we are friends of life and death." I don't have any relatives in this world anymore, and I really want to ...... I want to call you brother, it's also a comfort, I don't know if I can agree. ”

Shikong was a little surprised, his heartbeat accelerated, and he shouldn't refuse his benefactor's request, but he couldn't agree, and it was a little difficult to answer.

He sighed secretly, and his words stammered a little: "This ...... I...... I am far from the edge of the earth, and I cannot ...... It can't be called that anymore. The donor, the little monk is very sorry, but the donor's kindness will be remembered and will pray for you every day. ”

Zhang Yunyan knew that this would be the result, and she still felt a chill in her heart. She really wants to be as close as possible to her benefactor, not to mention that she is still a person who has a similar voice to her fiancé. However, not to mention walking into the cave house hand in hand, even the love between brother and sister is impossible, and it is a beautiful dream.

Yunyan felt bitter in her heart, and she was thinking about Brother Jiaxiang again, and tears flowed down silently......

Shikong stopped talking, and was also caught up in the memories of the past......

It's quiet in the cave, and you can hear a pin dropping. In the quiet, there is no peace, only an eerie atmosphere, which is unsettling.

Time was passing quietly, and Zhang Yunyan's body moved slightly, feeling stronger and stronger, until she woke up from her contemplation.

She felt full of qi and blood, her body was warm, and everything was flowing slowly, and she felt more full than ever before, and seemed to have more strength.

Yunyan stretched out her arms, not feeling sore, lazy and tired, so she got up and moved to stretch her overly tense body and mind.

Zhang Yunyan casually played a set of punches and kicks, and had a different feeling from the past, is it calm, is it powerful, is it agile, is it ...... In short, the feeling is significantly different from the past and the present.

When she used her fists and kicks, she was very casual, she didn't deliberately pay attention to one move and one style, she just wanted to move her muscles and bones.

However, as she threw her punches and kicks, she dodged and moved, and Yun Yan realized that the flow of qi and blood in her body accelerated, and she quickly slammed into her limbs in the retraction and opening, and the strength of her attack increased greatly. She had no doubt that she had never felt that way before.

Zhang Yunyan was a little puzzled, thinking about it and wondering, why did she have such abnormal feelings?

She guessed that the meridians in her body might have been opened, otherwise the qi and blood would not be so full, let alone flow unimpeded throughout the body.

Yunyan has always wanted this feeling, hoping for some achievements in internal functions, and has been cultivating silently and diligently, but with little success.

During her cultivation, she had a warm sense of flow, but she just felt it, but in fact, she did not open up the eight veins of the Qi Sutra in her body, and it did not play a role in the improvement of martial arts.

Now, the sense of qi and blood flow is obvious, and it can be mobilized at will under the control of consciousness, which has never been such a feeling. She was puzzled, but she was secretly happy.

What does this feeling mean, does it have a certain foundation for internal strength, and if so, is it possible to further cultivate the profound exercises?

This is a long-awaited goal that has not yet been achieved, and if it does, it would be a great and exciting thing. As for why there is such a change, she doesn't know, and she can't guess, which has become another mystery.

Shikong couldn't see Zhang Yunyan's happy face clearly, but he could feel her joy and vitality, and he was also very happy.

He was in a better mood, and he also sighed with some emotion, and said: "Donor, you seem to have changed as a person, and you are no longer troubled by those troubles. In this way, a person's life is destined, and since he is alive, he should put aside his troubles and be optimistic. ”

Yunyan agreed, but also a little sad: "You're right, but it's hard to do." ”

Shikong sighed, both answering and talking to himself: "Yes, it's easier said than done, why don't I ......"

He sighed silently, thinking of his dead relatives and unavenged family feuds, and a wave of pain welled up in his heart, and tears flowed down his face.

Zhang Yunyan responded: "In this way, the little master also has a lot of sad things. Alas, people all have feelings, whether they are Buddhists or lay beings, there will be such and such unhappiness and suffering, and no one can avoid it. As you said, you should put aside your worries and live optimistically. You and I should be the same, even in the face of death, we must not give up on ourselves and be depressed, and cherish the rest of our lives. ”

She sighed to herself, what she said was not wrong, it was indeed easier said than done, isn't that what she is. If she hasn't fulfilled any of her vows for many years, she is going to die, everything will come to naught, how can she be optimistic?

Zhang Yunyan shook her head, not wanting to let the painful emotions torture her anymore, so that her fragile nerves could have temporary peace.

She remembered the happy feeling again, so she asked Shikong for advice: "Little master, you have a very deep cultivation, you have a wide range of knowledge, and you have all kinds of cultivation experiences. ”

"Donors don't have to be polite, when they are in trouble, they should help each other, just say something, and I will do my best. ”

Then, Zhang Yunyan talked about the different feelings in her body in the past and the present, I don't know why there is such a change, and I don't know if it is a sign of the birth of internal force.

Shikong listened to the abnormal changes in Zhang Yunyan's body, and was also puzzled, with his own experience and experience, what the benefactor said was not wrong, and he did have internal strength. Although the internal strength is not strong, it has also been raised to a certain level, and with a gratifying foundation, it will not be so difficult to cultivate in the future.

Zhang Yunyan felt even more excited when she heard this, she finally had internal strength, although it was preliminary and basic, but it was a qualitative change. This is an important step in cultivating internal strength, which means that I have stepped into that difficult threshold, which is gratifying.

Shi Kong was deeply surprised, not entirely because Yun Feiyan had an internal force foundation, but also because this foundation came too suddenly, and he didn't know why.

After Yun Feiyan fell into the Devil's Cave Mansion, she experienced one danger after another, and had been struggling, how could there be such a strange change? What was the reason for the amazing changes in her body?

This change is somewhat magical and weird, and Shikong doesn't know its origin.

Zhang Yunyan was also full of doubts, although this change happened to her, she didn't know why.

In the cave, the darkness is still there, the terrifying atmosphere is still there, and the situation of the two of them is still the same, and they are troubled and worried about the incomprehensible things.