"On the day I talked to Fan Ling on the phone in the hospital,,,,,,,,,, there were still three days before Chinese New Year's Eve night,,,,,,,,,,, and there was nothing wrong with seeing my grandfather's condition,,,,,,,,,, but first, my grandfather's body had not completely healed,,,,,,,,,,, second, it was about to spend the Chinese New Year's Eve night,,,,,,,,,,,,, I couldn't find any excuse to go back,,,,,,,,, I could only spend the New Year with my family in my hometown this year,,,,,,,,, that is to say, I could only leave Fan Ling there alone for the New Year。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"Actually, there is another way,,,,,,,,, which is to let Fan Ling fly over,,,,,,,,, but I told Fan Ling about it before I went back to my hometown,,,,,,,,,, Fan Ling didn't come in the end,,,,,,,, I mentioned it again when I was talking to Fan Ling on the phone in the hospital that day,,,,,,,,,,, but Fan Ling was silent for a long time and still refused my suggestion,,,,,,,,,,, she still felt that it was a little bad to see her parents now,,,,,,,,,, after all,,,,,,,, things were all together nothing could happen,,,,,, ,,,, she is still ready to celebrate the New Year by herself。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"After listening to Fan Ling's final decision after careful consideration,,,,,,,,,, I had no choice but to nod and agree,,,,,,,,,,, at the same time, I was also very distressed,,,,,,,,,,, after all,,,,,,,,,, it was really lonely to celebrate the New Year alone。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"On the night of ,,,,,,,,,,Chinese New Year's Eve that year,,,,,,,,,, I accompanied a bunch of children from my relative's house to set off firecrackers downstairs,,,,,,,,, escaped into the corridor from the bright night sky and the deafening rumbling sound,,,,,,,,,, took out my mobile phone and dialed Fan Ling's phone,,,,,,,,,,,, covered my ears and listened to the beep sound coming from the phone,,,,,,,,,, and after a while, the phone was picked up,,,,,,,,, I heard an excited voice from the other end of the phone'Hey',,,,,,,,,,, tears were going to gush out of my eyes at that moment。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"'I'm with you。。。。。。。。。。 I said on the phone with a smile on my face,,,,,,,,,, but who knew that I suddenly heard a sobbing voice on the other end of the phone,,,,,,,,,,, so frightened that I quickly changed my face ,,,,,,,,,,, kept asking Fan Ling what happened。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"Fan Ling, who only listened to the other end of the phone, sobbed twice,,,,,,,,,, and then it should have been on hands-free,,,,,,,,,,, because I heard the sound of firecrackers on the other end of the phone,,,,,,,,,,, I was stunned,,,,,,,,,,, and then Fan Ling's voice came: ' I'm huddled in the corner of the couch now,,,,,,,,,,, I've never felt so lonely,,,,,,,,,, I thought for a moment if it was better to go to you,,,,,,,,,,,, but it would cause more trouble for your family and you。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ’”

After listening to Fan Ling,,,,,,,,,, I can imagine her little figure of 1.6 meters,,,,,,,, I don't know if she is wearing a little dinosaur, a little rabbit or a little cow's pajamas,,,,,,,,,,, huddled tightly in the corner of the sofa,,,,,,,,, while listening to the festive sound of firecrackers outside,,,,,,,,,, while thinking about the families I have seen recently gathered for the New Year,,,,,,,,,, while leaning her mobile phone to her ear and talking to me on the phone,,,,,,,,,,, just thinking about it makes me feel very distressed,,,,,,,,, How I wanted to rush over and hug her。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"But I can't ,,,,,,,,,,, the only thing I can do is to coax Fan Ling ,,,,,,,,,,, some warm words on the phone ,,,,,,,,,,, through a cold screen,,,,,,,,,,, telling her that I will go back in two days,,,,,,,,,,,, and at the same time, I didn't say anything about Ye Yao,,,,,,,,, after all, I couldn't see her at all in the past two days except for seeing her in my grandfather's hospital room,,,,,,,,,,,, and we didn't talk about anything more,,,,,,,, , so I didn't think I would have anything to do with Ye Yao。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"However, on the first day of the Lunar New Year after the Chinese New Year's Eve night,,,,,,,,,, Ye Yao's mother actually came to our house with Ye Yao and a lot of tonic snacks!!!!!!!!!!!! and my parents seemed to be quite enthusiastic in receiving them!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Those people from my father's generation sat in the living room and talked about everything,,,,,,,,,, I found that Ye Yao's mother and Ye Yao looked the same,,,,,,,,,, they couldn't hold it at all as soon as they opened the conversation,,,,,,,,,, so I didn't plan to say anything to Ye Yao,,,,,,,,,,, just sat in the room and played games。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"But Ye Yao still found an opportunity,,,,,,,,,, moved a chair and sat next to me,,,,,,,,,,, looked at my computer screen and asked me what kind of game this is,,,,,,,,,,, I didn't want to deal with her,,,,,,,,,,, and I was playing a more critical time,,,,,,,,,,, so I said a little impatiently: 'Look at the upper left corner,,,,,,,,,,, where it is written。。。。。。。。。。。 ’”

"Maybe my attitude is a little bad,,,,,,,,, after Ye Yao sighed softly,,,,,,,,,, she lowered her head and didn't speak again,,,,,,,,,,, she didn't know what she was doing。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”