Chapter Twenty-Three: Laugh at this life
Half a month later, Shi Wengong sat in the backyard and sent someone to call Pang He, Pang He looked at Shi Wengong sitting upright, and his heart knot still did not open: "Senior brother, what are you looking for me?"
Shi Wengong picked up the teapot, poured tea for himself, and said, "Senior brother, you do it, senior brother called you here today, just to drink tea and chat." ”
Pang He sat down slowly, and Shi Wengong said, "Senior brother, you pour it yourself!"
"Hmm!" Pang He poured himself tea: "Senior brother, why do you drink tea!"
Shi Wengong smiled bitterly: "Before, I didn't drink tea, I liked to drink. Now, I can't drink, I have to find something instead. In the past few days, I suddenly discovered that drinking tea is also a different kind of life. ”
"Oh?" Pang He asked, "Senior brother, do you have any new views on drinking tea?"
Shi Wengong said: "In the past, I liked to drink wine, drink spirits, and think that wine is life, and the spirits come down from the throat, giving people an indescribable pleasure. Now, when I drink tea, I find that tea gives people a very peaceful and serene feeling, it is not like wine, so warm and surging!"
Pang He said: "Senior brother, you have changed!"
Shi Wengong smiled: "People, there is always a time to change. Haven't you changed too?"
Pang He wondered, "Have I changed?"
Shi Wengong took a sip of tea and swallowed it slowly: "Yes, junior brother, you have changed, haven't you noticed?"
Pang He was even more curious: "I, I don't think I've changed anything!"
Shi Wengong smiled and said, "Senior brother, I know that you are obsessed with my arrow, and you have never let go. Actually, it's nothing, anyway, I also picked up a life and came back. Although I can't walk now, I can talk to you, which is also good. You know, among our brothers, you are the one I can talk about the most. When you decided to leave Zengtou City, I was unhappy and angry with you. But you are still my junior brother, and I also know that you have your own goals and ideals. If Mr. Zeng hadn't treated me like this, I would have left with you. But I'm a person, once others treat me well, I won't leave, even if you don't like it, don't appreciate it, or even look down on it. Therefore, I chose to stay, intending to help him defend Zengtou City together. This time, Song Jiang led a large group of soldiers and horses to attack, and I didn't have much confidence to defend it. I can only fight to protect it with my own life. And then, as you know, we failed, and I'm glad I was able to meet you. Although, I'm injured, you think it's your reason, but it's not for the junior brother I like. What's more, junior brother, you are also for me, so you will risk yourself. If you are injured, what do you think of making me, a senior brother?"
Pang He said: "Senior brother, I'm sorry!"
Shi Wengong said: "Between our brothers and sisters, don't say anything sorry." You didn't feel sorry for me, it's your senior brother and I'm useless, and I still need you to worry about it. I know you're going to feel like you're not well organized and have loopholes in your plan implementation. But life is inherently full of uncertainties, and as long as you do your best, the result, no matter what, is the best. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be able to sit here alive. Isn't it a good result that I'm able to sit here now? I can't stand up now, and I need help, I need someone to hold me, but what does it matter? I can still see my brother and drink tea with him. Maybe one day, I'll suddenly get better. Think about it, what we've been through, don't you think, it's a good result now?"
Pang He said: "Senior brother, the lesson is a lesson!"
Shi Wengong said: "I don't want to teach you a lesson, I just want to tell you that some things, since they are a foregone conclusion, don't worry about anything." I've already accepted it, so why should you bother? Could it be that when I meet you, I will always be happy with you in the future. ”
Pang He said: "Senior brother, I know!"
Shi Wengong said: "I know that the feelings between us and our brothers are in your heart. If not, you wouldn't be. After all, we still have a lot of things to do, even if I can't stand up in the future, I think I can do a little bit to help you and fulfill the common wish between our brothers and sisters, right?"
Pang He nodded: "What Senior Brother said is true!"
Shi Wengong smiled: "Perhaps, I have really become a person I don't even know, thinking about this and talking to you about this." ”
Pang He also smiled: "Yes, senior brother is like this, I don't know it at all." The former senior brother is a man who has an inappropriate momentum on the field. Now, he is like a literati, which is really puzzling. ”
Shi Wengong smiled: "I didn't know, I would become like this." Maybe it's because I've been thinking a little more lately. ”
Pang He said: "Actually, it's good for senior brother to do this, and I will often come to my senior brother to drink tea, chat, and talk about life in the future." ”
Shi Wengong said: "Yes? That's good. Senior brother, I haven't gone out for a walk yet, can you go out with me?"
Pang He nodded: "Okay, I'll take a walk with Senior Brother!"
Pang He didn't expect that his third senior brother would become like this, and after helping him walk a lot, Shi Wengong felt a little tired, so he sat down on a stone: "Hey, even being helped to walk is so tired, junior brother, it seems that senior brother will be inseparable from you in the future." ”
Pang He smiled and said, "Senior brother, how could the senior brother leave you? In the future, wherever the senior brother wants to go, just say it, and the senior brother will take you there!"
Shi Wengong smiled and said, "Okay, okay, I think it should be much better if I recover for a while." ”
Pang He said: "Hmm!"
Shi Wengong rested for a while and said, "Senior brother, you help me up! It's not early, we should go back, next time, we will go to the street to see what the street looks like here." ”
Pang He responded: "Okay! Next time, we will hand over our senior brother, and we will be with him, and we will be with our senior brothers!"
Shi Wengong said: "Hmm!"
After speaking, Pang He slowly helped Shi Wengong back step by step. Shi Wengong, who returned to the room, looked very tired, and Pang He helped him to the side of the bed and slowly put him down on the bed. Shi Wengong slowly closed his eyes, and after Pang He covered the quilt, he left.