Chapter 277: Unbearable
Mei Yulong pushed the door in, and was a little surprised to see Calm sitting at the table and wearing red makeup in the mirror, and smiled: "Sister Jing, you haven't slept here so late, do you want to dress up and wait for me to come back?"
Mei Yulong took off his coat, walked to the plate of hot water, and said, "Sister Jing really has my heart today, and even the hot water is ready for me, I don't know what day it is?"
Calmly turned his back and said: "Twenty years ago today, the same north wind was howling between heaven and earth, and the wind and snow were filled, what were you doing that day?" Calmly said: "Of course you won't have any impression, how can you take it to heart, at this time twenty years ago, where were you?" Mei Yulong soaked his feet in hot water, thought for a while, and said: "At that time, we were on the Black Cloud Pier, Sister Jing, don't mention this matter again, I have sincerely repented to you." Calmly and lightly said: "If repentance is useful, then there will be no pain in this world, you don't remember what happened today twenty years ago, I remember it very clearly, I will say it for you to relive." “
Mei Yulong said: "Sister Jing, don't be like this. Calmly said: "You have always said that I don't want to talk to you, and now I want to talk about the past, can't it?" ”
Li Yihang said in his heart: "How could Aunt Leng tell him about the past, and at this time she has to find a way to let him leave, is she actually going to tell me?"
Calmly said: "That day, the house was as warm as spring, and it was cold and snowy outside, but although I was in the house, my heart was colder and more frozen than ice and snow, do you know why?" Mei Yulong lowered his head and said in a low voice: "Because I said to you: 'Sister Jing, there is something I want to tell you for a long time, but I never have the courage to say it, but I can't bear to deceive you again, I, I already have another woman, and I have been on good terms with her more than half a year ago." You stood still, motionless, silent. I said again: 'Sister Jing, the fate between us is over, it's me Mei Yulong who is sorry for you, you should have never known me. ’”
Calmly said: "When I heard you say these words, my heart seemed to fall into an ice cave, at that moment, I knew what it was like to die, I was frozen to death by your words, twenty years ago today, I began to know that heartache can be so painful, a thousand times more painful than a knife cutting a sword." Mei Yulong's eyes were full of remorse and whispered: "I'm really sorry for you, I was young and ignorant at that time, I was in a coma, and I made this unforgivable mistake, I am now sincerely repentant, please forgive." ”
Calmly sighed, and said to himself: "I was coaxed by your sweet words to be dizzy, thinking that with you, there will be happiness, there will be a future, and there will be everything, so I did not hesitate to turn my face with my parents, run away from home with you, and make my father very sick, and finally because of me, I inserted a thorn in my heart, this thorn, so deep, so deep!" I can't face my mother's eyes, nor can I face the wordless sighs of my two elder brothers, so in the next ten years, I would rather wander on the rivers and lakes than dare to set foot on both sides of the Beijiang River. Mei Yulong didn't dare to talk, and lowered his head silently.
Calm and sighed: "The night before leaving home, in Jiang Xin, on the boat, what did you say to me?" Mei Yulong said: "I said: 'Sister Jing, since there is no room for the two of us here, let's go to the north together, raise dozens of cattle and sheep, ride the most steaded horses, sing beautiful Jiangnan tunes, listen to the most majestic pastoral songs on the grassland, count the brightest stars in the sky, and live the most carefree and free life. ’”
Calmly said: "So you still remember it so clearly. Mei Yulong said: "How can it not be clear, this thing seems to have happened yesterday, as soon as I closed my eyes, what I saw was that your feet were kicking the clear and cool river." Calm did not speak, and the room fell silent.
Li Yihang pondered: "Aunt Leng is telling me about the past of the two of them, Mei Zuo made a promise to her, but in the end she abandoned her, causing her to take Zhifei to wander on the rivers and lakes for many years and endure all the hardships. ”
After a long time, he said calmly and quietly: "At the foot of this Helan Mountain, I thought that a happy life had finally set sail, but it was the beginning of a nightmare, you got acquainted with the daughter of the former head of the Guangfu Sect, for the glory and wealth, for the dream of dominating the world, you lied to her that she was single, and dated her behind my back, while I was still cooking your favorite meal at home, standing at the door looking at the snow, stupidly waiting for you to come back!" Sister Jing, don't say it, it's me Mei Yulong who is sorry for you, it's me who has made you suffer for many years, every time I think of this, my heart is like a knife cutting inside, this time I take you back, just to make up for you and make up for my mistakes!"
Calmly smiled: "You didn't feel sorry for me, you made me see your true colors, I want to thank you, thank you for not deceiving me for too long." You are not at fault at all, why do you need to compensate?" Mei Yulong walked up to her and said, "Sister Jing, I can make you wish for whatever life you want to live now, let's not mention these unhappy pasts." He said calmly: "No need, I had a good life and was very happy before I came here, but your appearance disrupted everything, and my simple and peaceful life was ruined by you." Suddenly raised his voice and said: "Mei Yulong, what do I owe you for calmness, and you still refuse to let me go at this time? Since you said that our fate is over, why do you want to appear again, you abandoned me before and married Lizhna, and now you abandon her, what is your intention? Are we women what you love to throw away, and love you want?"
Mei Yulong had never heard her speak and scold herself so loudly, and couldn't help but be stunned, he reached out and grabbed his calm hand, and said: "Sister Jing, there is no ...... between me and Lizhna" and calmly said: "Don't touch me!" Sister Jing, for so many years, I have been regretting it, although I am sitting in the position of the left envoy of the Guangfu Sect today, and the position of the sect leader is also just around the corner, but for this I sacrificed you, sacrificed my own happiness, and often thought about myself at night, if I can do it again, I will never take this wrong step again. ”
said calmly: "Mei Yulong, my heart for you is dead, the moment I heard that you betrayed me, I was already dead, the fate between us is over, everything you do and say is false, and you can never go back to the past." You trap me here, and it only adds to my hatred for you. Mei Yulong sighed and said: "If you miss it, it will be a lifetime! If you ...... at that time" calmly said: "There is no ifs in life, I want to sleep, you go." Mei Yulong walked to the table, picked up the teacup and drank tea, and said: "Sister Jing, are you really so ruthless to me?" and said calmly: "It's not ruthless, there is no love between me and you at all." My love, all to you twenty years ago, for this 'love' word, I abandoned my relatives and friends, in the end what do I get, or not for...... In order to...... I've long since turned to loess, you go, I don't want to say it again. ”
Mei Yulong said: "Okay!" As soon as his hand was released, the teacup fell. Li Yihang's heart tightened.
The moment before the teacup hit the ground, Mei Yulong kicked out with his right foot, and the teacup changed direction and flew straight to the bottom of the bed. Li Yihang prepared in advance, propped his hands on the ground, leaned against the bed board, dodged the swift thunderous blow of the teacup, and the teacup shattered with a ping-pong sound. Mei Yulong scolded: "You steal men!" Calm and trembling with anger, said: "Mei Yulong, what do you say, what do I have to do with you, even stealing men has nothing to do with you." ”
After dodging the teacup, Li Yihang immediately slipped out from under the bed, wanting to escape out of the window, Mei Yulong was full of anger and did not dare to calm down, and then found a pouring object, where he could escape, his figure flashed, he had grabbed Li Yihang's side, and reached out to grab him under the ribs. Li Yihang didn't expect his body method to be so fast, it was too late to drill the window, and he eagerly turned around to fight, broke the claws with his fingers, and dismantled each other a few times, and felt strange in his heart, because the two of them made Jiuyang dismantle the bones.
Mei Yulong had already seen that it was Li Yihang, and stopped his hand and said coldly: "It's you, why are you here, Elder Long?" Li Yihang said: "Elder Long is sleeping, I came here to take Aunt Leng down the mountain." Mei Yulong said: "Aunt Leng, Aunt Leng, you are so intimate, it seems that your relationship is not ordinary." Calm and angry: "Mei Yulong, are you crazy enough?" Mei Yulong said loudly: "I'm not crazy, it's you who is crazy, I'll ask you, why is that short sword on him, I have wanted to ask you about this for a long time." He said calmly: "I wanted to ask for a long time, why didn't you ask earlier, the Ichthyosaurus Short Sword was given to him by me, and I gave it to him six years ago, how about it?"
Mei Yulong laughed and said: "How is it harmonious, I laugh at your old cow for eating tender grass." Calm and angry, he couldn't speak, his face was flushed, he walked a few steps, and scraped his palm on his face, Mei Yulong reached out and grabbed her wrist, and said: "Did I say you wrong, such a precious sword, you actually gave it to him, you say, what is your relationship?"
Calm didn't reply to him, turned back to Li Yihang and said, "Yihang, you go quickly, don't worry about me." Mei Yulong said: "I want to go, but have you asked me to agree?" calmly grabbed Mei Yulong and shouted: "Hurry up, he doesn't dare to kill me." Li Yihang knew that she was right, turned around and slammed the door and fled, Mei Yulong could allow him to escape, but he calmly held himself with all his might, and he couldn't hit her hard, after breaking free, Li Yihang had already broken out of the door, his heart was furious, and he shouted: "Where to escape?" shook his body and chased into the wind and snow, and calmly chased out.