Chapter 63: Walking
On the streets, there are almost no people, except for the occasional fluttering of umbrellas. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info Pang He and Su Ying walked slowly in the rain, Su Ying looked at Pang He, who wanted to stop talking, and asked: "I just listened to my senior brother's words, do you think that maybe forcing Liangshan will be staged like "Water Margin"?"
Pang He nodded and sighed: "Yes, personality may be in control of one's own destiny, just like the Senior Brother Lin Chonglin and Senior Brother Shi Wengong Shi we met, after so much time together, especially when we know the possible ending, the more I feel apprehensive, and I begin to be afraid, worried about whether it will happen." Thinking about change, to avoid this tragedy. If we try again and again, but the result is indifferent, I don't know whether to lament our own lack of ability or to make a fool of others. Am I being too sentimental?"
Su Ying shook his head: "It's the same for everyone, we have been here for a long time, and we have slowly become familiar with this place, and we are beginning to be reluctant to be here." Although I always knew that I didn't belong here, but as I went on day by day, I gradually became emotional. So, we are all the same, and none of us wants anything unpleasant to happen around us. Like now, every day, I see you come back, I will be very happy, like I have been getting, if one day, you are late, like a habit that suddenly disappears, worry, loss. ā
"Yes!" Pang He looked at Su Ying and said: "Losing and gaining, what we care about most is losing, especially when we hold it tightly, but we don't know when it will be slow, and it is a very cruel thing to watch it lose in our hands." Sometimes it's ridiculous, and sometimes, knowing that the outcome is not satisfactory, but I want to change, and in the end I still have to face the cruel truth, I hope I don't end up like this, although, even I don't know what my own ending is, how long will I stay here, and when will I be able to leave?"
Su Ying looked at this man with a sad face, he didn't have the coldness he had when he first met, he wanted to take everything into his own hands, that kind of confidence, that kind of arrogance. Coming here, it has changed a lot, life is really like a play, you may need to play different roles, only by fully entering the role, can you play the play well, get the audience's appreciation, gain more and more fans, win more praise and awards, this is the way to success for actors, but sometimes they get too deep into the play and forget that this is just a play.
looked at the man, and then said: "I can't completely solve the recent events that have happened one after another, or really take charge of myself, which makes me feel very useless and powerless, I have never disliked myself so much before." I think I can try to control it, whenever something happens, I will have a lot of data reports and conclusions, and at this time, I just move my mouth, but I feel how good I am, and in this team, it is very important. Now, in my eyes, in the past, I was a child who had not grown up, Tianjie, with a special and sturdy cage, enveloping me and protecting me. Even in the barracks, I always thought that I was a capable person who could be a capable person who could block the water and cover the earth with superior ability, but now that I think about it, I just have the aura of Tianjie, just like opening privileges in the game, and having privileges that others don't have. It was only when I completely left Tianjie that I woke up and found that I was inadequate, and it turned out that it was not as I imagined. Don't you think I'm useless right now?"
Su Ying shook her head again and said, "How come, even if you get here, you have been persevering." If you are an ordinary person, in the face of this unfamiliar environment, you will not be as strong as you. Tianjie does bring you identity and aura, and you do have the ability, just like the first time we met, you have a deep understanding of me, let me understand your sense of responsibility and dedication to the cause, and the pursuit. The two of us just came here, and it's you who have been taking care of me. Actually, I know that I am a burden, a burden that will drag you down, but you don't mean to leave me, even if you encounter danger, you have always protected and cared for me with the mentality of a strong man. This touched me very much, not to mention that this person is not an ordinary civilian, but a noble son of the high-ranking Tianjie Group? We live in Wangfeng Street, we have just begun, and you have been taking care of me. To say it's useless, I think I'm useless, just a poor guy who can go back with you. We haven't adapted to life here, and you haven't adapted to this masterful capital and forbidden military camp, this is normal, you just need time to slowly improve yourself, I also learn to change, learn to cook, we really don't need to bury ourselves. Maybe tragedy is fate, as long as we work hard and try our best to change, and in the end we can't change, then we don't need to complain too much about ourselves. ā
Pang He held the umbrella and nodded: "Yes, I also comfort myself in this way, afraid that this day will come." There are some things that we really can't do to change, but there is always some sadness. Do you know? Lin Chong, the head of the leopard, has become my senior brother, how excited and happy I am, he has always taken care of me and Senior Brother Shi everywhere, as if a big brother took care of his little brother, when yesterday, watching him deal with it alone, resulting in more injuries on his body, my heart is really not a good feeling. At this time, I thought, how great it would be if I could become stronger? This should be everyone's wish, very eager, very urgent. ā
Su Ying said: "It's like wanting to eat steamed buns when you're hungry, and wanting to drink water when you're thirsty, isn't it?"
When Pang He heard Su Ying say this, his heart suddenly let go a lot: "It seems that it is, I am too sad, this has been sad since ancient times, I think I am pregnant." ā
Su Ying said: "I think it's very good, is there any boundless falling wood and Xiao Xiao Xiao scene here, it is that you yourself have endless sadness from the Yangtze River." ā
Pang He looked down at Su Ying and said with a smile: "This falling wood is there, but it is not boundless, this sadness of the Yangtze River, I'm afraid I can't do it, how is the rolling sadness?"
Su Ying smiled and said, "You can go to the Yangtze River to have a look, don't you know?"
Pang He made an expression of not wanting to go: "I'd better go and see the Yellow River, you don't see the water of the Yellow River coming up from the sky, rushing to the sea and not returning!"
Su Ying blinked and said, "I see, you can go to Chibi to be nostalgic!"
"Nostalgia, aren't we just nostalgic now?" Pang He said: "Actually, after so many days, I found that it is quite good to be away from modern life, simple. ā
Su Ying replied: "Yes, when I really adapted to here, I actually found that it was really different." Sometimes go to the ancient city and the ancient street to find the feeling of the ancients, but they are some commercial activities, only really live here, only to find that this place is different, no wonder the ancients like to write poems and lyrics, depicting a desirable scene, I used to think it was a lie, but when I was really in it, I found that this is not actually a fairy tale. ā
Pang He nodded and said, "Yes, aside from the fight, I really have the idea of staying here, this street, this rain, all began to have some poetry!"
Su Ying suddenly laughed: "You, you're starting to be sentimental again!"