Chapter 24: The Power of the Past
Lou was established there, and what began as a repetition gradually turned into a torture of itself. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
What to fight for is not to talk casually, nor is it impulsive, let alone unable to recognize one's true thoughts, and passively chooses under the pressure of external forces.
According to what my master just said, it is:
"Are you willing to shed your blood for this? Are you willing to die for this generosity? Are you willing to endure hardships for decades?"
"Of course, it's not that you can do it now, we are not Buddhism Zen Buddhism, pay attention to epiphany, and can complete it at once after understanding, just like the iron army, when they first recognized what they were fighting for, they were just 'recognized', and it was impossible to be willing to sacrifice themselves on the spot. ”
"This is also the reason why many Dan Realm martial artists have stagnated, they feel that if they find the will of the martial arts and find the source of strength, they will be able to do it once and for all, but they are gradually affected by all kinds of temptations, forgetting the original spirit, and failing to persevere, let alone sublimating to the level that they said before becoming a teacher. ”
The original Long March was indeed an escape and a retreat, but as the saying goes, it is difficult to find a general who wins a battle, and it is equally difficult to find a general who can make the troops defeated without chaos.
"Defeat is easy to collapse" is a truth proven by thousands of years of practice, when victory, morale can be maintained by hope, wealth, honor, military discipline and religious beliefs, but when defeat comes, all this will often seem useless, running for life is instinct, hiding is instinct, staying away from danger is also instinct.
There are very few commanders who can keep the troops in chaos for dozens or hundreds of miles when they are defeated and pursued, and when the four sides are surrounded and intercepted, and the natural environment is extremely harsh, that army actually held on to the road for more than 20,000 miles without dispersing or crushing!
Not only that, but they also condensed an iron will, which is impossible to hope for a good life when they get to such and such a place, and the only explanation is that everyone knows what they are fighting for and what they are willing to pay for it.
There must be a spirit shining in this, penetrating heaven and earth!
Then what am I fighting for? Why should I face the difficulties and dangers of the martial arts road? Lou Cheng fell into deep thought.
Hunger for victory?
No, I will be happy because of victory, painful because of defeat, but it is impossible to bear too much price for this, not to mention generous death, even disability is unwilling, the ring has been played again and again, failure can be repeated, and life and death battle, no one wants to die, it is a passive choice.
A pure love for martial arts, a yearning for climbing to the pinnacle of martial arts?
No, I like martial arts very much, but before I picked up the Jin Dan, I didn't think it would happen if I couldn't practice martial arts, and after I picked up the Jin Dan, I just had a little more hope for the future, and I had hopes for becoming a strong man in the future and getting the title, just a vision and hope.
Able to earn a lot of wealth, as well as improve social status?
No, these are very good, but you also have to have a life and a healthy body to enjoy them, and in the same way, not to mention being generous to death, you are not even willing to bear the disability!
"Then what did I learn martial arts for in the first place?" Lou Cheng recalled the past and asked himself blankly.
The answer was simple, and it made him want to laugh a little.
is simply to get close to Yan Zheke, in order to catch up with this girl who has been in love for a long time......
I'm such a vulgar person...... Lou Cheng shook his head and smiled, and he remembered the expectation, nervousness and lack of confidence at that time, and then thought of more pictures:
When leaving the villa area, I want to walk into the Yan family openly, one serves the pot fried rice, the other weighs the mixed vegetables, and finally enjoys the sweetness side by side;
The heavy rain poured down, driving himself to ignore everything else and go to Zhengque County's inner strength;
Dreaming of the future together, planning the certainty of life;
They all thought about the tacit understanding of giving each other rings, and promised each other a lifetime of solemnity and joy;
In the hotel room, when she woke up in the morning, Keke hooked her neck and begged for breakfast like an old husband and wife;
The torture of all kinds of patience, the fatigue of the vibrating massage, the surprise of the lip prints on the mouth after falling asleep;
On the shore of the lake, under the street lamp, the excitement of the first kiss, the feeling of the heart beating violently;
Surprised by Keke's memory of taking the initiative to reach out and holding each other for the first time but losing their way;
Listening to Keke's weak but frank words of pity and emotion when she was afraid and worried, the nervousness after the confession, the gains and losses, and the ecstasy and splendor of witnessing the reply of "let me be happy for five ......minutes first";
On his birthday, he received a blessing call from Keke, and he couldn't wait to roar twice with excitement;
On Chinese New Year's Eve, listen to each other's breathing to the warmth of the New Year;
In the Little Martial Arts Ring Competition, the first cheer comes from the satisfaction of the beloved girl, and the power that bursts out because of it!
Because it is the period of love, there are expectations every day, there are endless topics, and there are endless joys, although Lou Cheng loves to collect and likes to write down the traces of the past, but he has no time or idea to reminisce, until this time, the memories flashed, and he found that he and Yan Zheke had experienced so much, and the feelings in his heart had also changed a lot.
This is just like the tempering and sublimation of the martial arts will that the master said, at the beginning, I was more lustful and admired Shaoai, and my crush was on Keke's appearance, her legendary good character, and the perfect girl she fantasized about, so when she confessed, she didn't dare to say love, and she didn't seem to have the confidence to say it, only to say that she liked it, and she liked it very much.
And now, little by little, he has integrated into the past, into memory, into flesh and blood, and into life, Lou Chengcai Huo Ran feels that he is really in love with Yan Zheke, in love with the girl who is willing to communicate, in love with the girl who is sometimes more sensible, and in love with the "Coach Yan" who is soft on the outside and just on the inside, likes to be shy but never weak.
At this moment, emotions burst out in his chest because of the scenes, and his heart was filled with all kinds of feelings, brewing the strength to be willing to challenge everything for this beauty!
From this and there, the little touches hidden in his memory are all clear:
It was my father's white hair that gave up Qinggao and was tired from running around;
It was his wordless and silent love;
It was my mother's babbling but caring words;
That's the bitterness of her struggling to maintain her stall;
That's their "don't love meat" lie;
That's what they have paid again and again, and they love again and again!
Lou Cheng's eyes were suddenly moist, his heart was overflowing, his strength was self-generated, and he vaguely understood what he wanted and what he wanted to do.
Guard!
This is the life I want to give everything to protect!
Guardianship is not protection, it is to make yourself better and better, so that the people you love are also better and better, so that they will not suffer and not be in danger!
Lou Cheng took out his mobile phone, logged in to QQ, entered the collection, and clicked on the first voice.
The soft, clear and familiar voice echoed in his ears:
"Lou Cheng! Lou Cheng! Lou Cheng come on!"
Lou Cheng come on...... He listened to it over and over again, the corners of his mouth opened a little bit, and finally glanced at the ring in his left hand, rubbed it, closed his eyes quietly, and felt the surging and turbulent "power" in his body.
For their sake, I am willing to rise to the occasion and not be afraid of danger!
For their sake, I dare to challenge danger and ignore myself!
He put away his phone and pulled away again.
Bang bang bang, submarine earthquake, mountain breaking earthquake, one move and one style unfolding, in this process, he only felt that his soul was filled with the emotion just now, the emotion just now, the power just now, and there seemed to be no other distractions, clear and thorough, both inside and outside.
As soon as his heart is clear, his intention is right, his spirit seems to penetrate the whole body, reaching every subtlety, vaguely controlling them, with the influence of the internal practice method and the medicinal power of the medicinal decoction, the strength is transparent, making the muscles, bones and joints crackle.
This is very similar to the state of Jingjing Dacheng, but Lou Cheng only lasted for a few minutes and did not have that feeling of "heart power".
Although his martial arts will is guarding, from the bits and pieces of daily life, from the various touches and emotions accumulated in the past, there is no need for him to ask, no need to go through any painstaking process to understand, to discover, but still to polish, to temper, to put this will into practice, and then through the experience of practice to strengthen it, improve it, just like I feel that there must be many people who love their parents and love their families, but there are quite few people who can really do it persistently.
However, no matter what, Lou Cheng tortured his heart for the first time, initially found the source of his strength, and understood his martial will.
Whoever dares to hurt the people I love, who dares to destroy my beauty, I am willing to fight at all costs!
He exhaled, overjoyed, took out his phone, and called his mother.
"Hey, Chengzi, why did you call suddenly? You don't come back to eat again?Don't you come back to sleep at night?" Qi Fang's voice suddenly rose.
Lou Cheng's eyes were hot when he heard this, and he couldn't cry or laugh and said, "Mom, what are you thinking! I'm just, just ......."
He was going to say that he suddenly missed you, and wanted to give you a slap on the back and pinch your shoulder, but when the words came to his lips, he knew that his mother would definitely be frightened and suspect that he had encountered something, so in the end, he only said lightly: "I just suddenly want to eat fried eel." ”
"You kid, you said it earlier, this point, hey, I'll go to the market to have a look!" Qi Fang replied angrily, but still agreed.
Hanging up the phone, Lou Cheng called his father again.
"Hey, Chengzi, what's wrong?" Lou Zhisheng asked suspiciously.
Lou Cheng lowered his head and smiled: "Dad, I remember that you finished drinking Ningshui Daqu Yuandu wine, right?"
"Yes, you have a way, don't bother other your classmates too much, forget it if you can't get it. Lou Zhisheng smiled.
He remembered the incident of making original wine during the Chinese New Year.
Lou Cheng felt the hesitation that his father wanted but didn't want to waste his favors, and said with a smile:
"Don't worry, this is easy to do!"
With his current interpersonal circle, the little Ningshui Daqu Yuandu wine couldn't be simpler!
"That's fine. Lou Zhisheng hung up the phone and couldn't help humming a little song.
The son is becoming more and more filial!
After Lou Cheng finished beating his parents, his expression became more and more gentle, and the corners of his mouth smiled at Yan Zheke.
Yan Zheke was being tortured by Song Li and other three girlfriends in the room, and suddenly heard the ringtone of the mobile phone, picked it up and looked at it, and was surprised and surprised: "Orange?"
"Keke, I have probably found my martial will......" Lou Cheng did not hide his joy.
"Really?" Yan Zheke seemed to be happier than him, rarely excited, "What is it?"
Her abnormality immediately attracted the attention of Gu Shuang and others, except for Xing Jingjing, who was more cold, the remaining two all squeezed their eyebrows, believing that it was Lou Cheng's call.
"Guard. Lou Cheng was concise and to the point.
Yan Zheke looked up with his eyes and asked thoughtfully:
"Guard?"
Lou Cheng didn't explain the specific meaning of guarding, looking at the sunshine outside, the old man shouted with a slightly red face:
"Keke ......"
"Huh?" Yan Zheke didn't know why.
Lou Cheng cleared his throat and chuckled:
"I love you. ”