Chapter 46: Disturbed Hearts
Pang He came out of the council chamber and sighed. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info feels like an arrow target on the school field, and can only hope not to be shot wildly by random arrows.
Walking, walking, I met Yuming again. Yu Ming saw Pang He and greeted, "Pang Gongzi!"
Pang He raised his head and looked at Yu Ming: "It's Yu Ming!"
"What's the matter, Pang Gongzi has something on his mind?" Yu Ming said comfortingly.
Pang He replied, "No, it's just..."
Yu Ming said with certainty: "I haven't known Pang Gongzi for a long time, but I have been with Lord Taiwei for more than ten years, and I know what the Lord does, so Pang Gongzi don't hide it." Just now Pang Gongzi said that since he wanted to make friends, why did he hide it now? Yu Ming would not do anything to be sorry for Pang Gongzi when Pang Gongzi was a friend. ”
Pang He sighed: "It seems that I can't hide it from Miss Yuming, then Miss Yuming knows what Lord Taiwei is doing, what should I do now?"
Yu Ming smiled: "Pang Gongzi, now play dumb riddles with me." Although I have followed adults for more than ten years and know what adults do, I am not a roundworm in the hearts of adults. ”
Pang He also smiled: "I really can't say Miss Yuming, in fact, I really can't help this matter." You know that I just entered the forbidden army, and I was appointed by the adults as the 'Forbidden Army Patrol Envoy', and became the target of a large number of people, I was not familiar with the place, and I was restricted everywhere, although there were masters and senior brothers, but I couldn't rely on their help, so that other people in the forbidden army looked down on. Now there are assassins in the barracks again, and just now the Captain asked me to investigate, and I couldn't do anything about it, so I refused, but I was worried that the adults would be unhappy, and this time I was depressed. ”
Yuming listened very carefully, waited for Pang He to finish speaking, and said: "This really makes Pang Gongzi embarrassed, and I know the consistent style of acting like an adult." Adults like to be in control, and I've heard that Childe advocates choosing an assistant without permission and then reporting to the adult, which is already a taboo. In the future, the son must remember not to be so reckless, you and I are the same, living under the nose of adults, is a chess piece in the hands of adults, once disobedient or useless, it will lose the meaning of the chess piece and become an outcast. Therefore, what Pang Gongzi has to do now is not to go against the wishes of adults, and to be a useful pawn for adults in order to protect himself. ”
Pang He listened and said, "It's very tiring to live like this!"
Yuming said very calmly: "Tired, tired, but who told us to be greedy?"
Hearing this, Pang He felt a little sad, Yu Ming's life experience was much more pitiful than his own, he was under the fence since he was a child, unlike himself, although he was arranged, but he was experienced, and Yu Ming was just a tool.
Seeing that Pang He didn't speak, Yu Ming asked, "Pang Gongzi, what's wrong?"
Pang He showed a gloomy expression: "Perhaps, Miss Yuming is right, how strange it is that we are too greedy!"
Yuming said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry for making Pang Gongzi sad!"
Pang He shook his head and said, "Where, it's me who worries too much. Sometimes when I think about my childhood, I actually feel quite happy and don't have too many worries. ”
Yuming asked Pang He, "How was Pang Gongzi before?"
Pang He thought for a while and said: "When I was a child, it was very simple, I went to private school, I wandered around, and I lived in the barracks, I think it is indeed quite rich, I was content to eat at that time, and I slowly grew up, and I wanted more and more!"
"Yes!" Yuming sighed.
"What about you, Miss Yuming?" asked Pang He.
Yu Ming took a deep breath and said, "When I was very young, I followed the adult, and the adult was not a captain at that time. When I was a child, I was timid to obey what adults told me to do, and I never thought about anything. Like Pang Gongzi, as long as he can eat, he is very happy. Later, adults asked me to learn to play the piano, and I studied very hard, because I knew that if I didn't work hard, I might not be able to live. When I grow up, sometimes, I want to do something I want to do by myself, and I just started sneaking around, but I was still discovered by an adult, and then severely reprimanded. In this way, I knew that even if I secretly disobeyed, I was still clearly known by adults, so I didn't dare to do what I wanted to do anymore. I really envy the people outside, but when I see someone living on the street, I, at least much better than them, want to open it, but it's nothing!"
"Yes!" Pang He said: "If you can't get it, you will always want to pursue it, but sometimes you think about it, in fact, you have something in yourself that others envy." ”
Yu Ming nodded: "I know, Pang Gongzi is smart and unwilling to be at the mercy of adults, but now I have to be at least a useful chess piece for adults, not an abandoned child." I believe that in the future, Pang Gongzi will be able to do what he wants to do. ”
"Thank you, Miss Yuming!" Pang He said, "I know I'm really abrupt. ”
"Pang Gongzi is my friend, and Yu Ming naturally treats Pang Gongzi as a friend, since I am a friend, Pang Gongzi, don't say thank you!" Yu Ming said.
"Then you don't need to say a word Pang Gongzi, another sentence is Pang Gongzi, didn't I say it, just call me Pang He, call Pang Gongzi, it seems too rusty, it's okay to call Brother Pang!" Pang He said.
Yuming said, "Okay, Pang Gongzi...... Big brother!"
Pang He smiled and said, "I'm really happy to be able to hand over Miss Yuming." Yuming is welcome to come over at any time in the future. ”
"This ......" Yu Ming shook her head and said, "I can only obey the arrangement of adults, and I can't move without permission, please forgive me!"
"Yes!" Pang He nodded and said, "I will try my best to let you leave the Taiwei Mansion in the future!"
Yu Ming thanked: "Then Yu Ming thanked Brother Dang first!"
"It's not too late to thank me when I do it, I'm afraid I won't be able to do it, and then..."
Yu Ming interrupted: "No, no, Brother Dang has this intention, Yu Ming is very grateful, as for whether it will be successful or not, it all depends on the will of God." At least I'm in Taiwei Mansion now, except for some freedom, I'm doing well, I don't have to worry about flying out and not finding food!"
"Look at you, I really want to open it, but I'm sentimental!" Pang He smiled bitterly.
Yuming hurriedly said, "No, no..."
Pang He smiled: "Okay, I'm joking, in fact, it's already very good to be in the forbidden army, at least settle down, isn't it? Being able to chat with you found that time flies quickly and I have a lot of fun!"
Yu Ming nodded and said, "Yu Ming too, unconsciously, it's almost dusk, Lord Yu Ming will take a look over there!"
"Then you go first, we'll talk next time!" said Pang He.
"Hmm!" Yu Ming said, "Then I'll go first!"
Pang He looked at Yu Ming and said, "There will be a period later!"
Looking at Yuming and leaving, Pang He's heart was a mess again. For his own situation, he is not as open as a little girl, how can he face this situation, he is restrained by others everywhere, and he can't resist, does he really have to go to Liangshan to be liberated. The coolness and sadness brought by the autumn breeze made Pang He infinitely emotional, facing the autumn wind, Pang He felt and felt the desolation. Autumn is already in it, winter is coming, what kind of scene will it be when the time comes, and whether you are standing like this, letting the cold wind blow.
Why, I can't see it like Yu Ming, although I say it so calmly, but I am still apprehensive in my heart, I really worry too much and think too much. Or Qiu Si, disturbing his mind, but he is still at a loss for going back, settle down, live well here, he really can't do it, at least for now, he really can't do it.