Chapter 24: I Must Go (Volume 2)
For a long time, they just looked at each other like this, as if the whole world had disappeared, that it didn't exist.
"Uh-huh, uh-"
Xiaoyu cleared her throat and took another sip of coffee.
"Blue clouds, yellow leaves," she suddenly read Fan Zhongyan's poem: "The autumn colors are continuous, the waves are cold and smoky, the mountains reflect the slanting sun and the sky catches the water, the grass is ruthless, and it is outside the slanting sun." ”
After reading the first half of the que, she suddenly stopped.
"The soul of the dark country, chasing the travel," Leng Yue continued: "Unless you sleep at night, good dreams leave people to sleep, the bright moon building is high and rests alone, and the wine enters the bowels and turns into lovesick tears." ”
When she read the two sentences 'wine enters the bowels and turns into lovesick tears', Leng Yue's heart was sour and painful, and there was a tear that could no longer hold back.
She raised her teary eyes and glanced at Xiaoyu, she knew what she was going to say.
"Remember? This poem was recited together by the two of us when we performed at school. We also won the 'basin' award because of this poem!"
Xiaoyu's eyes were wet, and she looked at Leng Yue, moved and relieved.
"Yes, decades have passed...... Leng Yue said with tears in her eyes, "Now that I think about it, it's like yesterday." ”
"Actually, I'm trying to persuade you. Xiao Yu sighed and shook her head, but she still got into the topic first. "But I don't know how to express it. ”
She pondered for a moment, looking at Leng Yue with gentle eyes. Looking at the most important friend in her life.
"Speaking of the distant mountains, although I don't know much about your back and forth, from your drunken party five years ago, from your book "Promise to Afterlife", I know more or less, and feel your thoughts and feelings...... I think that your accelerated maturity in the past five years should be caused by the distant mountains!"
Xiao Yu said calmly, but her eyes were full of bitterness and contradictions.
"I know you've always been a perfectionist, and you like that kind of vigorous, dead, poignant and romantic feelings. I also know your sentimental little nerves and colorful emotional world, and I know it very well. I know better that you have been helpless and inferior all these years. ”
"Low self-esteem?"
Leng Yue muttered these two words.
"You already know that I've always had low self-esteem?"
"Yes, I know!"
Xiao Yu looked at her and sighed softly.
"I know what I know, but I don't understand, what kind of identity do you want to go to the side of that distant mountain?"
"Babysitter!"
"Babysitter!?"
Xiao Yu seemed startled.
She stared at Leng Yue and shook her head again.
"How can this work? How can you do such a job?" she said repeatedly, "No, no!"
"Why not?"
Leng Yue grabbed Xiaoyu's hand and asked her puzzled.
"Think about it, what will you do? You are a half-bottle of vinegar for housework, and the legs of the distant mountains may need a massage or something, will you?"
"Oh, that's right. ”
Clever and clever, Leng Yue seemed to be woken up by Xiao Yu.
Thinking of the confusion of these days, she suddenly smiled again.
She shook Xiaoyu's hand with some more force, her eyes lit up, and her words were full of enthusiasm.
"Xiaoyu, my friend, I want to thank you, thank you!" Leng Yue said excitedly: "Your words mean a lot to me! You have pointed me out, you are my god of hope!"
Xiao Yu was flustered.
"Don't you understand the deeper meaning of my words?" she muttered to herself, her face a little uneasy. "Why did I point you out the maze?" she asked, looking at Leng Yue puzzled, with helplessness in her eyes.
"No, you can learn!" Leng Yue said enthusiastically: "I know a friend of Chinese medicine, he is very powerful, I can ask him!"
"But ......"
Xiao Yu's eyes widened, staring at him tightly, and her expression was a little weird.
"Will Li Min of your family agree, will he agree to you being a domestic servant, don't you have to discuss with him?"
Xiao Yu asked bluntly, with a bit of inexplicable dissatisfaction in her tone.
"No!" Leng Yue thought for a while, and continued seriously, frankly, and sincerely: "If he knew the truth, he would not agree, and he would definitely vote against it." I just said to experience life, and he won't pursue it too much!"
"Even so, there is a fairy tale where Cinderella becomes a queen, but I feel that you have changed from a queen to a Cinderella!"
Xiao Yu let out a long sigh and leaned back in her seat, her eyes deep and earnest.
"Listen to me, okay?"
"Okay, I'll listen to you!"
Leng Yue said passively, like a lost and obedient child.
"If you must go, you must take care of yourself, and you can really experience life. Otherwise, I can also see that you will not die if you don't reach the Yellow River! To tell the truth, although Li Min is not your original love, he is a very reliable man! I hope you go and come back quickly, don't put yourself in it, after a period of time, this relationship should also draw an end, not an exclamation point, let alone an ellipsis point. ”
Xiao Yu looked at Leng Yue sincerely, and her words were heavy and long-hearted.
"Okay, I'll listen to you, I won't stay there for too long, two months at most, a month at the least, and in the future, I will live a good life with Li Min." So, you should bless me!"
"Okay...... I wish you success!" Xiao Yu smiled and stared at the cold moon: "However, in life, how many perfect dreams are there, when the moon is missing, there are many more than when it is round." She pondered for a moment, and then said, "When you come back, don't let this matter bother you anymore!
"Okay!"
Leng Yue stretched out a pair of hands, and Xiao Yu also stretched out a pair of hands, and they patted each other, which was regarded as cheering.
They drank all the coffee in their cups in one go, and although it was a little cold and bitter, it was still delicious!
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After Leng Yue made such a determination, the potential power in her heart to go to the distant mountains became even stronger. This power enabled her to overcome many inner obstacles and make her resolute.
After she broke up with Xiaoyu and returned home, she immediately called her friend for many years, the Chinese medicine doctor.
Since that day, she has been learning massage and physiotherapy, and she has learned a lot of dishes with Sister-in-law Zhang.
Half a month later, she started to act.
It was early in the morning.
The sun had climbed the horizon, and in a few moments it had turned the eastern sky crimson and light purple.
Leng Yue, who hadn't been to the scenic spot for a few years, the first thing she did when she decided to go to Yuanshan's house was to climb the mountain, to feel the beautiful scenery on the mountain, to breathe the fresh air on the mountain, to tell the mountains and trees there, and tell them that she was going to him.
She had risen very early and was already walking on the mountain path.