"That time was really my darkest period of time,,,,,,,,,,,,, all kinds of things emerged one after another,,,,,,,,,,,, my psychological defense line has completely collapsed,,,,,,,,,,,,, from the beginning Fan Ling accompanied me to drink,,,,,,,,,,,,, to Fan Ling crying and not letting me drink,,,,,,,,,,,,, to Liang Anpeng to persuade me not to drink,,,,,,,,,,,,, and then to Fan Ling not buying me wine, I secretly went to buy wine myself,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, to Liang Anpeng kicked me down and scolded me for being a waste, but Fan Ling cried and pushed it away,,,,,,,,,,,, and then I drank and vomited for a whole day, Fan Ling took care of me for a whole day,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, until Liang Anpeng rolled his sleeves and said that it was a big deal, and he began to drink with me when he died together,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and finally the two of us all went to the hospital。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"It's alcohol poisoning,,,,,,,,,,,,,, the two of us have been lying in the hospital for three months,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and when we are discharged,,,,,,,,,,,,,, we are about to take the college entrance examination Fan Ling lay in my arms and cried that she couldn't hold on anymore during this time,,,,,,,,,,,,, I gently rubbed her hair and said it was my fault,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I have been escaping reality,,,,,,,,,,,,, so much wine,,,,,,,,,,,,, but I didn't take into account Fan Ling's feelings,,,, ,,,,,,,,, I put the pressure of my whole life,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I put the burden of my whole life on Fan Ling。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"After being discharged from the hospital,,,,,,,,,,,,,, Liang Anpeng and I returned to school,,,,,,,,,,,,,, teacher looked at the two of us and just shook his head helplessly and didn't say anything,,,,,,,,,,,,,, in her eyes, the two of us should have no hope,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, but in fact, the two of us were not ready to go to college,,,,,,,,,,,,,, after all, we were in such a high school,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and our brains were not very good,,,,,,,,,,,,,, , coupled with the fact that we don't like to study in the first place,,,,,,,,,,,,,, resulting in the current results of the two of us are completely miserable,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, but fortunately, both of us have a way out。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"Because Liang Anpeng and I have known each other since childhood,,,,,,,,,,,,,, we can be regarded as catching up with the small tail,,,,,,,,,,,, after so long, the parents of our two families have known each other,,,,,,,,,,,,, so when it comes to the future life of the two of us,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, the parents of the two families have also discussed for a long time,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and in the end, these two relatively enlightened parents all agree that with Liang Anpeng's pig brains, we will not be admitted to college at all,,,,,,,,,,,,,, , and it is useless to not be admitted to a good university,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, so the parents of the two families have been preparing us for the future since two years ago。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"Although the two of us can support ourselves even if we go out to work,,,,,,,,,,,,,, we can support ourselves,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, and when our parents divide half of the property in the future, we can also live a nourishing life,,,,,,,,,,,,,, but first, Liang Anpeng and I are unwilling and unwilling to be an old man,,,,,,,,,,,,, second, the parents of our two families will not agree to this practice at all,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, third, both we and our parents hope that the two of us can go out to exercise,,,,,,,,,,,, , not only exercise the body but also exercise the mind,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, so one of the ways that Liang Anpeng and I will go down after graduation is to become a soldier。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"I'm going to be a soldier, Fan Ling doesn't know,,,,,,,,,,,,, and I have discussed it with her for a long time,,,,,,,,,,,, I myself want to be admitted to the military academy,,,,,,,,,,,,, although I know that this is a bit suspenseful,,,,,,,,,,,,, I told Fan Ling that first of all, the two years of compulsory soldiers cannot ask for leave to go home,,,,,,,,,,,,, and if I am admitted to the military school,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I will not be able to go home for six years in the military academy,,,,,,,,,,,,,, , Fan Ling said at first that she was reluctant and didn't want me to go,,,,,,,,,,,,, but then she talked to me very seriously and said that she would not keep me,,,,,,,,,,,,, she would not delay my own future,,,,,,,,,,,,,, but she would wait for me and was willing to wait for me. 、。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

At the same time, we also said that we would meet each other's parents before I left,,,,,,,,,,,,, so that her parents always arranged annoying blind dates for her,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, although Fan Ling was still very nervous when it came to meeting her parents,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, but she always told me that she was nervous and a little excited at the same time,,,,,,,,,,,,, which also made me look forward to this matter。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 ”

"So now Fan Ling and I are really living one day at a time,,,,,,,,,,,,,, after all, for several years, no one knows what will happen in the future,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, no one knows whether Fan Ling and I will come together in the end,,,,,,,,,,,,,, but I have always believed in this sentence,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, this sentence was told to me by Fan Ling: 'Live a day and have a day of tenderness. ’”