Chapter Fifty-Eight: The Demon of the Heart
The time to heal Lin Xue lasted for a day and a night before it ended, during which Fang Yuan recovered his true yuan several times. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Looking at Lin Xue, whose face was already slightly ruddy on the bed, Fang Yuan breathed a long sigh of relief, the sudden relaxation of his spirit almost made Fang Yuan faint, he took a few steps back, and quickly stabilized his body.
The consumption was too great, and Fang Yuan urgently needed to replenish his body now.
Fang Yuan took off Lin Xue's shirt that was stained with blood on the bed, then changed into his own clean shirt and fastened the buttons, thinking that he was doing it with pure thoughts of saving people during the change of clothes, and he didn't peek, there was nowhere to go, and he didn't see the color of the bra and the other two groups.
Fang Yuan felt that he was even weaker, leaned against the wall, covered his nose and walked out, went into the kitchen and began to cook snake soup, the master said that the snake meat he raised was very replenishing, yes, very replenishing.
After stewing a pot of snake soup, Fang Yuan couldn't wait to taste it, after entering it, it was really replenished, as if the land that had been dry for a long time suddenly rained down, and in an instant, the shriveled meridians in his body became a little full, and he also felt that he had recovered some of his physical strength.
Fang Yuan's eyes lit up, and he ate the snake soup in two bites, and most of his body's strength and True Yuan instantly recovered.
In an instant, it was another bowl, and after a while, the snake soup had already gone down to half a pot.
In the end, Fang Yuan took out a bowl, brought it to the room where Lin Xue was lying, sat next to Lin Xue, and began to feed it with a spoon, Lin Xue had a gunshot wound just now, her body was bleeding profusely, and she urgently needed to replenish it, and after feeding the first bite with difficulty, Lin Xue's body seemed to like the snake soup very much, and then the feeding went very smoothly, and the bowl of snake soup was fed after a while.
After that, he didn't feed it again, his body was weak and it was not suitable to eat more, the moment Fang Yuan put the bowl on the table, Lin Xue woke up slowly, obviously the effect of this snake soup was very good.
After waking up, Lin Xue looked at her coat, covered her chest with her hands, and didn't say anything, just quietly thinking about something.
"I thought I was dead. Lin Xue looked at Fang Yuan and said the first sentence, her voice was very calm.
"Fool, you shouldn't have blocked that bullet for me. Fang Yuan still wanted to say that the bullet couldn't hurt him, but he remembered something and didn't continue.
Lin Xue smiled, it was her subconscious action, without thinking too much, and then she seemed to remember something, touched her back, and was a little shocked: "My wounds are all healed, did you do it?"
"Yes, I learned some medicine in the mountains, and this medicine is amazing, as long as a gunshot wound like yours is not fatal, it will soon be healed. Fang Yuan explained.
"Wouldn't it be stupid for me to block the gun for you. Lin Xue glanced at Fang Yuan.
"The meaning is different. Fang Yuan smiled.
Lin Xue continued to think about it on the bed, and suddenly her face changed: "I seem to have seen you kill someone." ”
Lin Xue remembered the moment before she fell unconscious, she saw Fang Yuan's action of hitting the iron nail with her foot, judging from Fang Yuan's ability to deal with those few people, she was afraid that if she was hit by this iron nail, she was afraid that it would be more than lucky.
"If he doesn't die, we have to die, don't we?" Fang Yuan asked rhetorically, his calm voice did not have the panic that he should have after killing, but he was very calm, very calm, and accepted it quickly, and felt that it would be changed like this, "And he moved his hand first, and injured you, what if I didn't have such a good hand and no such good medical skills?"
"However, I still can't accept it. Lin Xue didn't know how to answer for a while, and was stopped by Fang Yuan's several rhetorical questions, rubbing her head and burying her head in her chest.
The first thing she felt was fear, she actually died in front of her, and she was killed by Fang Yuan, and then she felt shock, Fang Yuan had changed a little bit now, and it became strange to him, he felt that the Fang Yuan in front of him was not the Fang Yuan he knew before.
Although that person was to blame, Lin Xue felt that it was a fresh life.
In fact, the other seven people also died, Fang Yuan didn't say it, Lin Xue didn't ask, everyone tacitly knew it, just knew.
"I want to go home. In the end, Lin Xue raised her head and said to Fang Yuan, then got up from the bed, after eating the snake soup, her health was getting better quickly, and after the gunshot wound, she was now able to move freely, "I want to calm down, you don't have to send me, I'll just go back by myself." ”
Lin Xue was wearing Fang Yuan's shirt, and walked out of the villa under Fang Yuan's eyes, after going out, she obviously saw something, looked at the villa and then at Fang Yuan, turned around and got into a taxi and left.
Fang Yuan felt that he had done nothing wrong, when he decided to kill Wu Lao Er because Lin Xue blocked the gun, everything was already doomed, and the others had to die as well.
Back in the backyard, Fang Yuan continued to finish the small greenhouse that had not been built, because it was morning, and she saw her neighbor Sun Jingwen again.
At this time, Sun Jingwen was looking at Fang Yuan with a wicked smile and said, "Was it your girlfriend who went out just now?" Looking very weak, young people can definitely be restrained. ”
Sun Jingwen teased Fang Yuan, completely in the tone of an elder, and didn't care that she was not much older than Fang Yuan.
"Don't talk nonsense, that's not my girlfriend. Fang Yuan hurriedly explained that Lin Xue was indeed not his girlfriend.
"Not a girlfriend?" Sun Jingwen's little face showed a frightened expression, "It's not a girlfriend, you still made people like that, beast, you are definitely a beast." ”
"Yes, yes, yes! I'm a beast, you can stay away from me. The more he explained, the more chaotic it became, Fang Yuan simply followed Sun Jingwen and said.
"It's okay, I'm not afraid of beasts, I won't talk to you, I'm going to work. After Sun Jingwen finished fiddling with the flowers and plants, she said a word to Fang Yuan and left.
After shaking his head and watching Sun Jingwen leave, Fang Yuan looked at the white soil he had carefully cultivated and cultivated it with True Yuan, but the blue ginseng still did not sprout, which made Fang Yuan very depressed.
I didn't know if I needed to water it, which made Fang Yuan a little uncertain.
But then Fang Yuan felt a little panicked in his heart, feeling that it should be related to his first killing, but obviously he felt that the person should be killed, was it because he was not firm enough?
Fang Yuan decided to go to the master, he felt that not solving this heart disease would not be good for his cultivation, this was Fang Yuan's intuition.
The mixed yuan concept is still like that, the sandalwood tree, the big bell, it still hasn't changed, at this moment in the main hall, an old and a young Taoist priest are meditating, but the old Taoist priest is wearing a Taoist robe, and the little Taoist priest is an ordinary secular clothes.
"Master, I killed someone. Fang Yuan's voice was no different from when he said to Lin Xue, it was very calm.
Xuanxu raised his eyebrows, he didn't expect his apprentice to create a killing karma so quickly.
I'm afraid that I have demons in my heart, it's okay to get through the past, the path of cultivation is a journey of death and death, there are many people, few resources, if you don't die, I will die, if I don't die, you die, it's too normal.
If you can't get over this heart knot, the demon in your heart will be planted, the path will deviate, and finally the demon seed will sprout and blossom, bear the magic fruit, and finally end up dying and falling into reincarnation.
"Does that person deserve to die?" asked Xuanxu Laodao.
"What do you mean by damning?" Fang Yuan asked rhetorically.
"If you think damn it, then call it damned. ”
"Isn't there a way to measure it?"
"Stick to your heart, this is your way, why question yourself? If you think it's right, then it's right. ”
"Thank you, Master!" Fang Yuan fell into an epiphany.
Xuanxu Lao Dao looked at his apprentice, smiled, and then turned his head and closed his eyes to continue meditating.