Chapter 397: Double Rest Ceremony (9) Let go of Bai Fengyu
After Bai Fengyu heard Zhao Shi's words to take care, he suddenly felt his heart twitch, as if he had fallen into an ice cave all of a sudden. She pretended that nothing had happened, her tone became extremely cold, and said, "Senior brother, please." ”
Zhao Shi sighed heavily in his heart, he never expected that this meeting would be such a result, he stopped talking again, and Zhao Shi left Bai Fengyu's room with his hand. "Has everything changed, can't we go back to the past?" Zhao Shi said to himself, looking up at the brightest stars in the night sky.
After Zhao Shi left, two lines of tears instantly flowed on Bai Fengyu's stubborn and cold face, and Pear Blossom cried with rain, hating Zhao Shi for not understanding his heart so much.
In the end, tired of crying, Bai Fengyu wiped away the tears on his face, his eyes were full of endless coldness and indifference, and he no longer had any feelings and hopes.
"Brother Demon Demon, why did you become like this?" Zhao Shi asked helplessly and sadly.
This situation was already destined to happen, because her family had bound her strongly, and she couldn't jump out of the shackles of fate at all, and she couldn't even think of changing her fate. She is different from you, you gave up rebuilding the family, breaking free from the shackles of the family, changing your fate, chasing Lan Yi, wanting to coincide with her fate trajectory. The demon said with emotion.
"But what does this have to do with her blunt and cold attitude towards me?" Zhao Shi asked incomprehensibly.
"What I just said is the essential reason, on the surface, it is not that you are not able to fully understand each other, and only think that you are the injured party. Seeing that the other party didn't come to comfort himself, he was naturally even more angry and sad. The demon said.
"After thinking about it calmly. At that time, she did that completely to protect me, and didn't want me to be bruised all over my body by Jin Jianba. I was grateful for that, but she was so cold when we met her this time. As long as she said let's go, I would take her out of here, but she didn't. Zhao Shi said in disappointment, feeling that Bai Fengyu had broken his heart.
"Isn't that what I just said. The demon said lightly, and then added, "You are not from the same world, so let's chase your Lan Yi." ”
"Is that 、、、 I fell in love with Bai Fengyu considered to be disloyal to Lan Yi? I couldn't stop blaming myself in my heart.
"Only you know this in your own heart. As for infidelity, considering that you and Bai Fengyu didn't do anything excessive that night, you shouldn't be disloyal to Lan Yi. "The demon was secretly funny in his heart, sometimes what Zhao Shi thought in his heart was really unexpected.
Zhao Shi listened carefully to the voice in his heart after listening to the words of the demon, and at this time, the figures of Bai Fengyu and Lan Yi flashed out of his mind. After a long time, only Lan Yi's figure remained in his mind, and Bai Fengyu's figure began to slowly settle into the depths of his memory.
Now Zhao Shi completely understands that what he really cares about in his heart is Lan Yi, although the time he spent with Lan Yi was too short and too short. But it's so beautiful, and I can feel extremely warm and down-to-earth every time. Compared with Bai Fengyu, there is also a feeling of warmth, but this warmth is so thin. So much so that Zhao Shi felt that as long as he touched it so lightly, it would disappear immediately, accompanied by endless worry and fear.
"Hey~ Maybe it's just as Big Brother Demon said. If that's the case, then there's no need to say anything more to her. There's no need to dwell on it any longer. Zhao Shi sighed softly, and now he understood it thoroughly.
"Don't you regret it, don't say anything?" So he asked softly.
"Regret? This time I came to prepare to make my words clear and completely break off this relationship. Although it is only a few words, everything that should be expressed has been expressed. As soon as Zhao Shi finished speaking, he felt that his whole person was inexplicably a lot more relaxed, and the big stone in his heart was finally put down.
"You figured it out?" asked the demon.
"There's nothing you don't understand, as long as the obsession in your heart is gone, then let go completely. Zhao Shi said lightly and happily.
"Now you remind me of a Buddhist saying. The demon laughed, Zhao Shi could figure it out, he felt extremely happy in his heart, and he also felt relieved.
"Oh, what kind of Buddhist language?" Zhao Shi suddenly became interested and asked.
"The Buddha said: Attachment is like an abyss, it is a line of gradual death, attachment is like dust, it is a vain return, and attachment is like tears, it is a broken drop into the heart, broken and scattered. The demon said something full of Zen words, which caused Zhao Shi to think deeply.
"If the obsession is too heavy, it is like falling into a bottomless abyss, hovering on the verge of death; if the obsession is too shallow, it can only be in vain and achieve nothing; then this obsession is like tears, why is it broken and scattered in the end, and it is also empty?" Zhao Shi was puzzled and asked about the Zen machine of the demon.
"The Buddha said: a flower a world, a leaf as comes, spring flowers from green, autumn to the leaves drifting, infinite like the heart is at ease, silent movement to nature. The demon didn't explain anything directly, but it was a witty Buddhist language.
"Infinite waves are at ease, and silence is natural. Zhao Shi recited it silently in his heart, and said with relief: "I remember that this sentence came from the 'Great Freedom Heart Sutra' that Brother Wei Demon passed on to me a long time ago. I used to read it and I had a great feeling, but I felt very empty, and I couldn't touch the substance, but after this emotional experience, now the feeling is even more profound. ”
"I didn't expect you to remember the 'Great Freedom Heart Sutra', this Heart Sutra is only a few hundred words, but it can encompass all things in heaven and earth, and every word contains the avenue of heaven and earth, I believe this experience will make your state of mind to a higher level. The demon said with a relieved smile.
"If everything goes its course, you can get the secret words of the true Buddha, you can get good results, and you can get great freedom in your heart. From this we can see how difficult it is to be free from the heart. Zhao Shi read out the last sentence of the Great Freedom Heart Sutra and said with a sigh.
This is true, but whether it is the secret words of the true Buddha, the good fruits, or the final great self-reliance in the mind, we must start with the flow of nature. Now that you have realized that you have gone with the flow, you have taken a big step towards greater self-reliance. The demon said to Zhao Shi encouragingly. (To be continued......)