21. This love is not shared
Chu Xiaoling was shocked when he heard this: "He really has the intention of the Dharma Teacher, this person is ambitious, and it is not trivial." ”
Everyone was beaming with joy and full of interest, and arranged for Pan Xuan and Dao'er. According to the customs of the country of sand fish and dragons, Dao'er needs to wear blue clothes, pave the surface with yellow sand, and then wash it off by his own hands and sleep together in a tent by the riverside. Pan Xuan prepares clothes with phantom true energy, and naturally everything is not worried.
Dao'er is like in a dream, put away all the arrogant temper of his goddess, this day is actually twelve points well-behaved and shy, always soft-spoken, cautious, what 50 million punches, what nonsense, dare not mention at all.
After nightfall, everyone dispersed and walked into the camp tent by the river.
Dao'er's heart was pounding, afraid of saying a wrong word and doing one thing wrong, even if he took a step, he was ten thousand times more cautious than before.
The makeup on her face is all made of blood cold, the technique is exquisite, and she is really delicate and abnormal at the moment, and at this moment, she wants to refuse and welcome, half happy and half sad, which makes her doubly beautiful.
Pan Xuan smiled: "I remember this situation, there have been two times, and in the end they all gave up halfway. ”
Dao'er was startled and said hurriedly: "How can you... You bullied me and hid it from me back then, otherwise how could I have trouble with you?"
Pan Xuan said: "It's only three things, but in this third time, the good things for you and me have finally come true." ”
Dao'er thought to herself: "I... Did she really become his wife? became the head lady of the Demon Dragon Sect? Haha, haha. "I kept smirking in my heart, only to feel that I had experienced hardships in my life, and at this moment it was all in vain, and the fruit produced was extremely delicious, unparalleled in the world, and there will be no more in the future.
Pan Xuan sighed: "I was originally a knowledgeable and strict person of etiquette, but now I am forced by the barbarians to marry a girl as a wife, and I really feel a little unhappy in my heart. ”
Dao'er opened his mouth and wanted to say: "This is not a forced marriage...", but Pan Xuan had already said: "But since you want to learn from this barbarian, you need to learn a lot, and if you behave arrogantly later, the girl can't stand it, just shout." ”
Dao'er's mind went blank and said, "I... It's the first time, you're a little lighter, don't hurt me. As soon as the words came out, he immediately regretted: "I just follow his wishes, why bother with ideas?"
Pan Xuan laughed, kissed Dao'er on the lips, and in an instant, the phantom true qi filled her soul, Dao'er snorted, her expression was shy and afraid, happy, and patient, amorous, moving, and had fallen into the illusion of bliss.
Pan Xuan removed her clothes, cut her wrists, left blood stains on the bed, counted as evidence, and injected heavy internal force into her, hiding the signs of her virginity, pure yin true qi, dignified and meticulous, when he exercised like this, his body naturally suffered frequently, but he struggled to endure it.
He knew in his heart that his son had a deep affection for him, and he knew that this act was extremely absurd, but he reciprocated her love and kept his faith.
Suddenly, a sigh came from behind him, and he was stunned for a moment, and he also sighed: "It is really rude for the Taoist to enter the couple's house privately. ”
Xuehan said: "A woman in the world, if she truly loves a man, it is a dream to sleep with that man, such as ascending to the fairyland." How much does she love you, do you fool her and use her like this?"
He said: "For her, marriage is true, sleeping together is true, and losing her body is also true, since everything is true, why bother so much? I will never fail her in the future." ”
Xuehan frowned and said: "But you and I both know that it is false, you hide it from the world, but you can't hide it from your conscience." If you dislike her, why do you marry her? If you marry her, why don't you waste a night of joy?
Pan Xuan turned to face the blood cold, and said with a smile: "Whether I succeed or not, the Taoist has witnessed it with his own eyes, how can I not know?"
Xuehan's face turned red, and he said, "Yes, you don't even refuse that sinful old woman, why are you afraid of Dao'er?"
In an instant, Pan Xuan hesitated, but he had nothing to say to the former door master, and he turned his heart sideways and told all the things about the Snake Emperor Gonggong and Lu Liuxin being killed by the fighting god. This matter was hidden in the bottom of his heart, he never confided in anyone, and he didn't even want to think about it, at this time, in the face of the bloody cold, he was tortured by severe pain, confused about the future, and could no longer bear it alone.
So he opened his heart, just as Xuehan told him about his childhood, and confided this secret to her.
Xuehan never imagined that Pan Xuan would have such a grudge against his former teacher, thinking of the fate of those two women, he shuddered and felt great sympathy. She thought for a while and said, "So, you're afraid that if you fall in love with your woman, you'll be reamed.... Master chasing?"
Pan Xuan said: "This fact has nothing to do with the fighting god, it's just an attachment in my heart." If I want to defeat the demon of Soul Gathering Mountain, defeat the Red Plague of the Fighting God, defeat the Black Snake, and defeat my madness, I can't leave a trace of infatuation in my heart. I have a relationship with Mi Kui, Hongxiang, Dao'er, and Xiao Moxue, and I must not enjoy any pleasure from it, so as not to gradually indulge. ”
Xuehan thought: "This person is strange in his heart, it is really beyond common sense, this is why he has all kinds of unreasonable, self-deceptive thoughts, words and deeds, he does not want to gain a little pleasure from love, although he has the heart to give back, but he is afraid of tightness." ”
She groaned again and asked, "If you and I join forces and go all out, will we be able to defeat Master?"
Pan Xuan shook his head and said: "Even if you are intact, I have no hidden dangers, and there is no chance of winning if you join forces to attack." ”
Blood Han couldn't help but be shocked, silent, she couldn't ask about the private affairs of the husband and wife here, and in the blink of an eye, there was no shadow of her where she was.
.....
In the morning, Dao'er woke up from a sweet dream, and saw that Pan Xuan was dressed neatly, sitting next to her, she snorted coquettishly, leaning on Pan Xuan, soft as boneless, charming as a flower, but not shy. After that night of intimacy, there was no longer a gap between her and Pan Xuan, even if she was naked and exposed in front of her husband, it was no longer inappropriate.
"Put on your clothes, so you don't catch a cold." ”
Dao'er smiled and said, "How can I catch a cold with such internal strength? Even so, after all, there are still girls who are reserved, looking for dresses, packing up, seeing that their bodies are red, they can't help but have a fever on their faces, and their hearts are frightened, proud, full of love, and flowing endlessly.
She still didn't want to get up like this, looking forward to saying some love words with Pan Xuan, and she didn't dare to say anything last night, but now that the two of them are the same, she no longer needs to hide it.
She said, "Brother Shu, you immortals, are you really unable to give birth?"
Pan Xuan said: "Is this still false? For thousands of years, there have been no exceptions. ”
Dao'er was disappointed and said gloomily: "Alas, maybe I... The goddess in this lake has a special physique, and can conceive your child, otherwise... I always felt like something was missing. ”
Pan Xuan laughed and said, "You don't have to think about it, it's not your fault, it's the trouble of all immortals." ”
Dao'er frowned, and asked again: "I'm your wife now, and I'm closer to you than anyone else, right?"
"It's nature. ”
Dao'er said: "I see that you have discussed many things with the little fairy, and I am worried about you, but I don't know what you are talking about." From now on, if there is any difficulty, you need to be the first to let me know. If you get along with the little fairy, you'd better call me. ”
Pan Xuan hesitated slightly, and before he could answer, Dao'er stood up with his hips crossed, and said angrily: "What? In your heart, I am still not as good as that little fairy? Then why don't you marry her, but ask me to come first?"
Pan Xuan took her hand and said softly: "Listen to you, who made you my wife?"
Dao'er's anger suddenly disappeared, and he said happily: "I knew that you were the best for me." Hugged Pan Xuan, raised his little head, kissed the bridge of his nose and lips, stroked his chest, said soft love words, and recalled the past.
Suddenly, she pinched the plate and said fiercely: "Dead enemy." ”
Pan Shuqi said: "Why are you scolding me?"
Dao'er chuckled, buried his head in his chest, then looked into his eyes, and said, "What did you think at the beginning? Urging me to fall into the devil, making me fall in love with the goshawk, making me hate you so much, and... Trick me into dressing like a prostitute and throwing my arms at you in the snow. If there is a slight mistake in it, how can we have a happy marriage today?"
The situation she said, at the time, was extremely dangerous and tense. But now, it has become an unforgettable, unforgettable common memory, no matter how difficult and miserable it was at that time, in her opinion, it is all beautiful and worth remembering.
Pan Xuan frowned and said bitterly: "Madam, I was wrong, I will make amends to you, okay? If you are angry, you can stab me in the defenseless place behind me, which can be regarded as making up for the mistake of the year." ”
Dao'er pushed him and shouted, "You bully me again." ”
"Why did I bully you again?"
Dao'er said: "If you want me to stab that knife, you have to lie on top of me and hug me, I.... How can I stab you when I am so treated like this, that I am about to die of joy? ”
Pan Xuan smiled: "Don't you want to?"
Dao'er's face was flushed, his eyes were like water, and he said: "I want to be good with you, but I never want to stab you, otherwise I will become a widow and can only die with you." ”
Coiled and gently combed her hair, Dao'er was slightly disappointed to see that he did not go further, but he was already deeply happy so far.
She added: "I have died and lived for you, and no one in this world is better than me to you." So, I, the lady of the main room, deserve it as a matter of course. You are my husband, and from now on you will be better to me than the rest of the women. ”
"What you say is half right and half wrong. ”
Dao'er hurriedly said, "What's the matter?
He said: "Don't worry, don't worry, I really want to be the best for you, this half sentence is really good." But I don't have any other women, so how can I be nice to them?"
Dao'er smiled and said: "You slippery head, don't you know to me? In the past, you were in Wanxian, but you really had many good friends, plus Wizard Mikui, Master Hongxiang, Xiao Moxue, Little Fairy..."
Pan Xuan shook his head and said: "They are too far away from here, in this life, I am afraid that they will never see each other again." As for the Blood Cold Dao Chief, in my heart, she is not a woman at all. ”
Dao'er was very happy and said: "The little fairy is so beautiful, you don't give me duplicity." After a pause, he said: "Even if you see it, you have to look at my face and act, if I know that you are hiding from me, doing something unpleasant, hum, I will never spare you." After that, her eyes were shining, her spirits were uplifted, and she exuded majesty, and she seemed to have become the empress who controlled her fate.