120. How do you know?

A chill instantly hit Zhuo Nan's backbone!

He looked at Ma Lingshu with a shocked face, and his hands unconsciously propped himself up on the cool floor behind him.

"You...... How do you know?"

Zhuo Nan's eyes became sharp, and at the same time, his heart panicked.

He has always carefully protected his identity, never revealing it to the outside world, except for Jiang Huo and Chaofan, and he didn't know anything about the dust in the bedroom.

And there are very few people in this world who know this name, let alone know the identity just by looking at the equipment.

Even if he studied it all night with a small Rubik's Cube, it was estimated that it could only be seen as an ordinary weapon.

In that case, there is only one possibility......

Zhuo Nan's face sank, his eyes became gloomy, his fists clenched, he suddenly raised his face, and exclaimed:

"It turns out that you are also a descendant!"

“...... Not really!"

Ma Lingshu complained helplessly, and suddenly felt that the kid in front of him was stupid.

"I wasn't so lucky...... But I know the existence of this profession, and I can feel that the equipment of the descending master will have a special aura. ”

"What gas, what smells of copper?"

"Ah, nothing ......"

Ma Lingshu sighed, suddenly feeling very tired, it seemed that he was too worried.

"I was fortunate enough to be demoted when I was very young...... I can say that what happened to me afterwards was related to it, so I was very impressed...... The tools for lowering people are actually very evil, but in fact, they may not be used by people at all. ”

"What do you mean?"

Zhuo Nan remembered that Ding Yi's red-faced monster had also mentioned it, and there seemed to be no praise in the words of the two.

Ma Lingshu pointed to the table:

"That's your utensils, bring it. ”

"Huh, that's it, that's it?"

Zhuo Nan was a little incredulous, but he still did so, took it back to his seat, and handed it to Ma Lingshu.

I didn't expect him to already know, so there was no point in hiding anything.

"Have you already used it to bring people down?"

Ma Lingshu looked at the black and gold rectangular utensils in his hand, all around which were hard edges, including the curved horns underneath, like a sword, but he didn't find a grip, or rather, he could hold it anywhere.

"Yes, one has descended, the frog of the Red Dust Pavilion. ”

Zhuo Nan looked into his eyes and replied truthfully.

"Frogs?F.004's poison dart frog, E.044's Sky Swallowing Clam, or D.19's Golden Toad?"

Zhuo Nan listened, and the expression on his face changed.

"I don't know what the number you are talking about, but he must be a poison dart frog!"

Zhuo Nan said with a firm look in his eyes, that poison, it is estimated that he will not be able to forget it in his life.

But at the same time, he was also very curious, why did Ma Lingshu know, and what did these numbers mean?

"Have you forgotten? I've been in the Red Dust Pavilion, and if my impression is correct, these are the only frogs above the cannon general...... But most of the generals are second-order people, and your physical value is less than two digits, which is really unimaginable......"

"What, general? You mean I killed a general that day?"

No wonder he thought it was so powerful, Zhuo Nan couldn't help but feel a sense of pride and fear, that frog was obviously not an ordinary character! If it hadn't been for that voice, that is, Vestella's guidance, he might have died.

Now, he also believes that he was saved by the guardian spirit in the pendant on his chest.

"The rank of the Red Dust Pavilion is numbered by letters, and chess is used as a code, the higher the level, the stronger the strength, and the F level, that is, the cannon level, is just the lowest-level general who leads thousands of people. ”

Ma Lingshu threw the utensils to Zhuo Nan, Zhuo Nan was stunned, and he almost didn't catch it in a hurry.

"The teacher...... May I ask, where is your strength in the Red Dust Pavilion, and then why did you come to the Martial Arts Spiritual School to be a teacher?"

"The number they used to give me was...... Forget it, don't mention the courage of the year...... As for why I'm here, you're tired of being there. ”

Ma Lingshu curled his thick lips and smiled, as if he didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, so he turned back:

"I probably know about the Descending Master as well...... Like I said earlier, it's actually quite a dangerous profession, you ...... What do you think?"

Zhuo Nan did not hesitate and replied categorically:

"I became a descendant for my own purposes, I want to become stronger, and then ......"

After a moment's hesitation, he spoke:

"Destroy the Red Dust Pavilion. ”

The stove crackled, steam was already rising from his pants, and the glow of the fire reflected the pupils of the two men, and the atmosphere fell silent for a moment.

"But actually...... I wasn't mentally prepared at all......"

He also realized the horror of the subjugation device, since he could easily control an enemy who was several times more powerful than him, he could defeat the strong with weakness, and even subdue a powerful enemy that was unimaginably powerful.

Let them be completely subordinate to you, absorb their physical energy, vitality, and even lifespan at will, and then add all of them to themselves, so as to dominate the world and never grow old or die......

It's all about hanging.

"The fundamental purpose of surrendering people is to control people, and if you say it is good, it is called making friends, and if it is bad, it is called taking slaves......"

"The existence of the descendant is for world peace, use your eyes to see good and evil, and make a choice......

Looking at the utensils in his hand, Zhuo Nan fell into deep thought.

"If you have any troubles, you can talk to me. ”

Ma Lingshu's voice was very calm, and it was refreshing to listen to.

"What's the trouble, no......"

The night is very quiet, the moon is bright, and it is also a time when people are prone to hunger.

Zhuo Nan frowned and thought about something, but his stomach seemed to make a sound before his mouth.

"Gollum ......"

The voice was clear and loud, and he knew what it meant as soon as he heard it, he was stunned for a moment, only to hear Ma Lingshu's cheerful laughter, and he couldn't help laughing.

"Something to eat?"

"Okay. ”

......

After a while, the two sat down at the table, and two bowls of steaming noodle soup were already on the table.

The turquoise shallots, the golden noodle soup, the white and red soft-boiled eggs and the completely irresistible aroma poured out of Zhuo Nan's hala.

"Looks delicious......"

"Of course, I'm a cook, so let's try it. ”

Late-night food is the warmest.

Zhuo Nan ate in a big gulp, the speed can be described as gobbling up, and after a while, he picked up the bowl, poured it into his mouth, and then breathed a long sigh of relief and put the bowl on the table.

"I've never eaten such delicious noodles......"

"Ahaha...... Of course. ”

Ma Lingshu kept looking at him, with a proud smile on his face, and took the opportunity to push over the portion he hadn't eaten yet.

"Then the bowl is yours. ”

"No need, I'm full, you eat. ”

Seeing that Ma Lingshu wanted to give his share to himself, Zhuo Nan excused himself.

Ma Lingshu did not refuse, brought the bowl back, picked up the chopsticks, and took a sip.

Seeing that he began to eat, Zhuo Nan breathed a sigh of relief, put his elbow on the back of the chair behind him, and lay on his back looking at the ceiling.

There was still the fresh fragrance of noodles in his mouth, listening to Ma Lingshu's sucking sound, Zhuo Nan pursed his lips and said:

"I say, old horse......"

Ma Lingshu glanced at him and didn't stop moving.

"I actually...... Very scared ......."

Zhuo Nan sniffed, pursed his lips, and said:

"I was feeling impulsive...... I don't know if I made the right choice, although I don't regret it, but ...... I never believed I could be successful...... Suddenly put so much pressure on me, I ...... I'm actually a brute......"

Zhuo Nan's tone was obviously aggravated and hurried, but Ma Lingshu didn't seem to react, and still picked up a few noodles and sent them to his mouth.

"I can only rely on pills to maintain my body's freedom now, and I will soon run out...... Once I lose the elixir, I am no different from a wasted person, although I don't want to admit it very much...... But it's irreversible, and no matter how much I exercise, he won't get better......"

Listening to Ma Lingshu's rapid sucking voice, Zhuo Nan's eyes flashed with a streamer, as if he recalled something from the past.

"I've tried to tried, but to no avail, and I have to work many times more than anyone else on even the simplest things...... So sometimes I think, why is this happening, if I was born healthy, would my life be completely different? Or maybe all of a sudden, I'm getting better, and everything before was just God testing me......"

He took a long breath from his mouth, paused for a moment, then squirted out of his nostrils, and suddenly laughed:

"Then I met her...... I feel redeemed, I feel what love is like, the dreams that I may only dream of in this life because of her...... Therefore, I want to realize her wish, and at the same time prove my worth, and now that I have the ability to realize my dream, Uncle Ben does not want to live reluctant......ly!

"Eighteen years of habits and thinking made me unable to accept such an illusory fact for a while...... I'm glad that my body is free, but ...... As soon as I came, I became a savior, and I was obviously just a ...... Barbarians......

"I couldn't accept it, so I left my family who was still immersed in joy, and started to wander alone, and I was killed several times, in fact, I wanted to share the good news with them as soon as I knew it, because I could finally make their faces smile because of me, but ...... That's when I chose to leave...... What is so dangerous in my hands now that I am the chosen one, but I don't know if I can handle it well...... I'm just an ordinary person, not even an ordinary person, what should I do? How? Am I doing it right? What if it's not right...... Wandering like this, I don't know how to get stronger, I ......"

"Smack!"

A crisp sound of the bottom of the bowl falling to the ground interrupted Zhuo Nan's words, his neck tightened, he raised his head to look over, Ma Lingshu had a dark face, silently put the chopsticks on the edge of the bowl, and pushed the root of the chopsticks with his thumb.

Then suddenly, he yelled at Zhuo Nan:

"What are you talking about, idiot!!"

"Alas!!!????"

Zhuo Nan was so frightened that he raised his orchid fingers, and his eyes rolled white.

"You...... I actually found all kinds of excuses to seal myself up, and I don't feel tired when I think about this!"

At that moment, Zhuo Nan's elbow fell, staring at Ma Lingshu's angry eyes, and his silver-gray pupils seemed to expand a little.

Are you afraid of being ridiculed by others, are you afraid that you will not be able to do things that others can easily do, are you afraid of being tired and tired, afraid of making a fool of yourself in public, and afraid of not being able to protect the people you value? Or are you afraid that you can only do this in your life, and no matter how hard you try, you will not be able to change it!"

The atmosphere seemed to freeze, Zhuo Nan was stunned, he really didn't expect Ma Lingshu to say such a thing.

He ...... Are you comforting me?"

What he said was what Zhuo Nan was most afraid of, because he could only dream about those things that others could easily do.

Standing, walking, running, exercising, going out of the house alone to work, living alone, starting a business, shopping, going to a restaurant, going to a friend's house to play an electric game, walking on the way from school with friends with laughter, confessing to the person you like, playing surprises, playing romance, suddenly walking behind your mother to give her a hug, and helping her father do housework when he is tired......

You don't have to worry about your parents, you don't have to trouble your family, you don't have to ask others, you don't have to be afraid of fighting, you don't have to worry about your future......

As long as you are healthy, you can do all this!

Because everything in this world is designed for normal people!

What he said, others have also said to Zhuo Nan, all kinds of words of encouragement, telling him not to give up, Zhuo Nan himself is also very optimistic, never show what he thinks on his face, he doesn't want encouragement, but ......

"They are not me, and do they know that I am afraid?"

Because they're strong, at least physically, they can do things that I can't, so they can speak right.

But they are not me, why would they comfort me with the so-called justice when they don't know how painful I am?

"Do you really know what muscle wasting means......

......

Sure enough, I'm still too anxious......

Zhuo Nan lowered his head and laughed at himself in his heart.

Perhaps, spending your life in peace and stability is your destiny......

But no matter what, you have to respond to Lao Ma first, after all, people still know how to comfort themselves, although it can't help much, but it's good......

"That's right, you're afraid!"

“...... I don't have ......."

Zhuo Nan was suddenly shocked, raised his head, I don't know what he felt in his heart at this time, looking at his eyes, the tip of his heart suddenly twitched, but his mouth was still hard.

He seemed to hear a different answer.

"You are also afraid, I am afraid, no one is not afraid! We are all human beings, and if we are human beings, there will definitely be things to be afraid of! At least if I were you, I would be afraid...... Humans are inherently fragile creatures...... I don't know how many people in this world have died in a blur, and they regret it until the last moment......"

"But...... Do you know why humanity can continue to progress even if it is afraid?"

Ma Lingshu's expression slowly converged, closed his mouth wide open, wrinkled his brows, and said seriously:

"Because of people...... It's a dream!"