Chapter 15: Tangled
What Jin Shan cares about now is not that his merit value has been offset, although merit is as important to him as life, but he can't understand why Zhang Erwa, who is only six years old, hates himself. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Although being hated by a six-year-old doll is not a big deal, Jin Shan still wants to figure out what happened.
In the face of Jin Shan's questioning, Merit finally gave the answer: "First, you don't let his grandfather get used to him, so when he goes home, only he obviously feels that his grandfather's attitude towards him has become cold, although he doesn't understand what you said at the beginning, he should have remembered it in his heart, so he has a hostile attitude towards you."
Second, because you went to his house, you ate all the delicious food, and he saw it in his eyes, and he used to eat all his delicious food alone, so it is normal for him to hate you. ”
I wiped it, it turned out that this was the case, and after such an explanation of merit, Jin Shan understood the reason.
But Jin Shan persuaded Uncle Zhang at that time to do it for Zhang Erwa's good, but because of this incident, it actually caused Zhang Erwa's grudge, which Jin Shan never expected.
"This is normal, it is impossible for people to satisfy everyone, and everyone has selfish intentions. The child's concept of right and wrong in his heart is originally vague, and he will only judge others by his likes and dislikes. ”
Jin Shan nodded slightly and said, "But I didn't do anything wrong, why does the Buddha's heart still deduct one of my merits?"
Merit said: "The Buddha's heart follows karma, it is not wrong, Zhang Erwa's hatred of you is caused by your actions, and this debt will naturally be counted on you." ”
I'll rub it, this truth seems to be very powerful, Jin Shan doesn't know what to say.
Merit said: "This evil is planted by you, and if you can eliminate this evil debt, the natural merit will come back to you." If you can eliminate the anger in Zhang Erwa's heart, then you will gain more merit. Those who save people have immeasurable merits. ”
Jin Shan said irritably: "I don't have time to do ideological work with that little brat! No matter how much you tell a child, in the end it is to play the piano to the cow, and I won't do this kind of thankless work." ”
Regarding Jin Shan's refusal, the merit didn't matter: "Okay, anyway, a merit value can be earned back quickly." ”
Jin Shan said: "That's it, that's it." ”
But Merit then added: "But soon you just want to temper him, and it is estimated that you will not have a chance." ”
Jin Shan was surprised: "What do you mean? Is there anything that can't be said at once? ”
Merit sighed slightly: "That kid will not die soon." ”
Jin Shan said incredulously: "What did you say? That kid is going to die? Is it because his father injured him?"
Merit said: "You think too much, it's not that he has injuries, but that he is destined to have such a fate." ”
In the past, if someone said anything to Jin Shan about fate, Jin Shan would definitely scoff at him, but now he has even seen such a magical thing as the Buddha's heart, and there is still a small novice-like merit living on his body, so he has to pay attention to the words of merit, and hurriedly asked: "What is the calamity?"
Merit said: "Forget it, don't ask questions, you can't save him." ”
It is a matter of a human life, how can Jin Shan let it go rashly, he said with a serious face: "Merit, you said, my duty is to help the world, now that Zhang Erwa has this catastrophe in his life, then I should save him even more, I believe you must have a way." ”
Merit seemed to hesitate in the face of Jin Shan's questioning, and was silent for a while before he spoke: "You really want to save that child?"
Jin Shan said without hesitation: "Yes, I can't see death without help." ”
Merit said: "Well, let me tell you the truth, that child is already destined to have this mortal calamity in his life, if you really save him by blocking the calamity, it is acting against the sky, and the way of heaven will inevitably bring bad luck, when the time comes, your 21 merit points are not enough to eliminate evil, you will run into bad luck everywhere, and you will become a veritable unlucky bastard, no one dares to approach you, let alone earn merit points when the time comes, you will not die under the bad luck." ”
"I'll wipe it!" Jin Shan didn't expect the result to be so terrible, and he was too scared to speak for a while.
Merit said: "How is it, are you afraid?"
Jin Shan was indeed frightened, originally he thought that saving someone's life was a great merit, but he didn't expect that this matter was the opposite, he was puzzled in his heart, and asked the merit directly.
Merit said: "There are many kinds of saving people, for example, in the same natural and man-made disasters, you sacrifice yourself to save others, then this is a great merit, because this is the person's life should not be extinguished, and his life is destined not to die, and your helping hand is in line with the will of heaven." But Zhang Erwa's matter is different, his life should be like this, if you go against the sky, you will be punished by God. ”
Jin Shan somewhat understands that merit is a kind of heavenly blessing, everything should be decided by heaven, if you go against heaven's will, you will be punished by heaven.
However, Jin Shan was still a little unconvinced, and said: "Why does Heaven let Zhang Erwa die, and he has to die?"
Merit said: "Because it is the way of heaven." ”
Well, the reason is strong enough.
Jin Shan was silent for a while, and Merit didn't seem to be willing to say more, not wanting to stimulate Jin Shan anymore.
After a long time, Jin Shan lay in silence on the bed, but his heart turned a thousand times, and he couldn't sleep.
He wanted to save Zhang Erwa, after all, this is still a child, a living life, why did God let him die early, he had to die, he had great resentment in his heart.
But the consequences of saving people are not something he can bear, so Jin Shan's heart is very conflicted.
Whether he should make a move or not, Jin Shan hesitated in his heart, and was very entangled.
After tossing and turning all night, he fell asleep when it was almost dawn, and when he woke up, his parents had already gone out, and his parents should have seen him sleeping soundly, so they didn't call him.
After waking up, Jin Shan didn't have the heart to work in the field, so he casually took a few mouthfuls of breakfast and sat at the door in a daze, thinking about Zhang Erwa's affairs.
Jin Shan thought about it for a long time, and even asked merit in his heart, why the Buddha's heart couldn't save Zhang Erwa.
The answer given by merit is that the Buddha's mind cannot directly intervene in the Heavenly Dao, otherwise it will cause great trouble, which involves the struggle between the Heavenly Dao's will and the Buddha's mind, and once the two sides collide directly, it may cause a great disaster.
Because of this, the Buddha's mind will always be asleep, until it is truly awakened in Jinshan.
Jin Shan understands that he is the agent of the Buddha's heart, his tentacles, and the Buddha's heart wants to use his actions to quietly change the world, it is to exploit the loopholes of the Heavenly Dao and get rid of the surveillance of the Heavenly Dao.