179 Ask the Heart

Looking at Tang Yuzhu, who had been fidgeting after making the call, Long Muyan opened her mouth lightly: "Yuzhu, come and sit for a while, it's useless for you to be so anxious." I have a new tea here that is a specialty of Lingxiao Mountain, let's try it together. As he spoke, he pulled out a delicate ceramic teapot and replaced the old tea in the teapot.

Tang Yuzhu was able to calm down, but he didn't want to brush off Long Muyan's kindness, so he had to sit opposite her. The fragrance of tea is like silk, spreading in the air, weaving into a fine net, caged on the tip of people's hearts, blooming a wisp of peace.

It's a pity that Tang Yuzhu at this moment is not at all interested in the fragrance of tea, and takes a cup of tea handed by Long Muyan, and pours it down. A burning pain spread from her mouth to her stomach, burning her tears from the ground.

Long Muyan sighed lightly and shook her head: "Yuzhu, let me ask you, do you really think that your feelings for Ji Danhuang are the so-called 'love'?"

Tang Yuzhu was slightly stunned: "What?"

For a long time, although she appeared as Ji Danhuang's girlfriend, many times, she felt that her relationship with Ji Danhuang was not as close as Cheng dΓΉ, and she felt more like a friend of life and death. But sometimes, she feels that she really loves Ji Danhuang hopelessly, and really puts him in her heart.

This contradictory feeling, when you think about it, is a little painful. It's as if she is actually a person with a dual consciousness, one consciousness loves Ji Danhuang deeply, while the other consciousness only thinks that Ji Danhuang is just a friend.

She didn't know which of the two feelings really belonged to her.

Long Muyan said: "There are some things that you will understand in the future, but it is not appropriate to say too much now." It's just you and me, so I just want to hear how you really feel. ”

As a bystander, she could clearly see the minds of everyone in the skyscraper. and the confusion that they themselves are not aware of. Therefore, she can naturally see the contradictory feeling in Tang Yuzhu's heart.

A soft and coquettish yawn sounded, but the little fox who had slept enough hazy with a pair of fox eyes got up to go to the toilet to forage for food. It ran briskly and nimbly to its own rice bowl, and rattled on one of the rabbit's legs inside.

Nowadays, it is the only one who lives the most comfortably.

Tang Yuzhu raised his eyes and looked directly at Long Muyan's deep and cold eyes, and smiled after a while: "My feelings, I think you are very clear, why bother to ask? But you've already seen everything in your eyes, haven't you?"

The grievances and hatreds in the world can't escape Long Muyan's eyes. Others may think that Long Muyan is really boring to sit by the window and watch the scenery every day. But few people can know that what Long Muyan saw was not a simple scenery, but the hustle and bustle of the red dust, where everything gathered and dispersed.

These. It's the real scenery that she finds interesting, worth seeing.

The two looked at each other silently, and after a long time, the corners of Long Muyan's lips curved slightly upward, forming a light and beautiful arc. Then, she gently picked up the teacup. Take a shallow sip, close your eyes and quietly experience the comfort and tranquility brought by this sip of tea.

Indeed, she knew everything, and such a question was really redundant. Merely. Her question was not that she wanted Tang Yuzhu to give her an answer, but that she hoped that Tang Yuzhu would keep this question in her heart and occasionally think about it. Ask yourself and find the right answer for yourself.

In the world, all kinds of love and hatred are confusing. However, if you indulge in such complex emotions for a long time, it may not be a good thing for Tang Yuzhu.

Because, she doesn't belong to this rolling red dust. One day, she will jump out of the hustle and bustle of this mortal world and get rid of cause and effect. If you don't understand your true feelings as soon as possible, I am afraid that when the day of detachment comes, you will be left with nostalgia and reluctance in your heart.

Many things are not as simple as imagined. Tang Yuzhu, she still doesn't know the meaning of her existence, and she still lives the life she thinks she should live.

And Long Muyan is indeed different, she has some conjectures about her own existence, so she can distinguish clearly what needs to be done and what doesn't have to be done. It doesn't matter what things are done, but after what things are done, all kinds of causes and effects will be generated, pulling out messy silk threads, and connecting themselves with the hustle and bustle of the red dust.

Cause and effect are easy to generate, but if you want to cut them, it is more entangled than messy. Moreover, while cutting off, I am bound to feel unforgettable pain, which is really worth the loss.

For a while, neither of them spoke again, Long Muyan admired her scenery by herself, and Tang Yuzhu continued to be anxious about Ji Danhuang's affairs. It's just that in a few words, the anxiety in Tang Yuzhu's heart has been erased a lot, and it has become a little calmer.

Perhaps, some things, some people, subjectively regard them too seriously, so that they feel that if they are lost, they will never be able to live again. But in fact, they may not be so important, if they are really lost one day, they will be lost. It may be sad, lost, and sad, but these negative feelings will eventually dissipate, and when you look back, you will feel that you were really ridiculous.

Of course, there are indeed very important people in this world, and once they are lost, they will indeed feel the pain of piercing their hearts and bones, and eternal life and eternal imprint in the soul cannot be shaken off. And in this way, the bond of life and life will be formed, and it will not stop until death.

Tang Yuzhu felt that Ji Danhuang was the kind of person who would not make her sad for too long even if she lost her heartache. No matter how much love can be, after all, it is not the soul that can obsess the world.

It's just that Tang Yuzhu has always been reluctant to think about this problem, and only hopes that the days can continue calmly and happily. On weekdays, everyone cultivates together and is busy with things that can make you feel happy, and this is life.

Unfortunately, Tang Yuzhu gradually discovered that her life had turned into an important fork in the road, and she would never be as leisurely as before.

And some things she didn't want to think about had to be mentioned. Rather than being caught off guard by fate, it is better to prepare early so that you will not be hit too badly, which is the best ending. (To be continued......)