Chapter 181: Who Am I?
The slightly fiery morning light of summer shines obliquely on the interior brocade through the carved window. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 As if sensing that the temperature on his face was rising, the sleeping Xiao Yun suddenly snorted softly, and then slowly opened his purple-gold eyes that had been closed for a year.
It's just that these eyes that were bright in the past are full of confusion and doubt at this time. Xiao Yun, who seems to have always been resolute and resolute, has lost his soul and feels very unfamiliar with the environment he is in. Although the awakened purple eyes did not show panic, there was clearly no excitement in it.
Xiao Yun, who had already spent his sixteenth birthday in a deep sleep, felt a little hot on his face and wanted to reach out to cover the dazzling sun. But he found that his hand was suppressed, and when he turned his head, he saw a delicate girl with tears on her face, snuggled tightly in her arms.
Xiao Yun's heart was suddenly shocked when he saw this, he was sure that he didn't know this yellow-clothed girl who slept in a kimono, and suddenly secretly exclaimed: Why is she sleeping soundly in my arms? What are the tears on her face? Could it be that I have done something bad? Wait! Who am I, here and there?
Feeling the energetic and delicate body of the delicate girl in her arms, although Xiao Yun was tempted by the irresistible soft moment, she didn't dare to move in surprise and suspicion. He was afraid that he would wake up this unknown girl, which would bring about an extremely embarrassing situation.
With the suspicion and agitation in his heart, Xiao Yun's purple and gold eyes involuntarily began to shine, and the power of the heart in the Heart Sea True Wisdom Wheel naturally began to work. It's a pity that he can see that the girl's thoughts are all sad, the crying of missing her relatives in her dreams, and the anxiety about the situation on Kiriji Island.
Realizing that he hadn't done anything bad before he woke up, Xiao Yun finally breathed a sigh of relief. But the mystery in his heart remained, why did he fall asleep here, why did he not remember everything, and why did this unknown girl feel so familiar?
Xiao Yun, who was distressed, didn't dare to make any sound, nor did he dare to move his body, which was already a little paralyzed from sleep, and let the saliva of the girl on his body flow on his chest. He was desperately trying to dispel the mystery in his mind, hoping to know who he was as soon as possible.
It's a pity that Xiao Yun's efforts have no effect, and his mind is like a blank. Nearly a quarter of an hour has passed, except for the girl around me who feels more and more familiar, and he has never thought of anything again. And Xiao Wan, who had exhausted his soul energy as early as the tribulation, also fell into silence at this time and could not prompt his master.
Fortunately, Xiao Yun still has the sixteen evil demons who have enough spirituality, and they have continued to consume their own strength for a year, and they have always tried their best to awaken Xiao Yun as the core. Although the Sixteen Evil Demons all seem to be very weak now, at least they have not lost their ability to communicate, and they are always passing on information about the past to Xiao Yun.
Xiao Yun, who was lying on his back on the brocade collapse, tried to communicate and perceive the evil spirit, and a lot of chaotic information about the past came one after another. Although this made him a little unable to sort out his mind for a while, he still focused on these things when he wanted to recover his memory, and he didn't even notice that the girl in his arms had woken up.
Li Xin'er opened her eyes in a daze, and saw the familiar purple and gold eyes staring at her, she didn't react for a while, and habitually said coquettishly: "Senior brother, don't look at people like this, Xiao Xin'er hasn't woken up yet, it's too difficult to ...... now."
Before the little junior sister finished speaking, she was shocked, staring at her big watery eyes, and her ruddy little mouth was slightly open and she didn't remember to close it, looking at Xiao Yun in a daze. Obviously, Li Xin'er, who had just woken up, thought that she was dreaming when she saw her awakened brother.
Looking at Li Xin'er in a daze, Xiao Yun inevitably felt a little uncomfortable, like a thief who was caught. However, as Zijin's eyes continued to see the girl's thoughts, it made him more confused and more expectant, because he saw his own existence in the girl's heart.
Xiao Yun saw joy, longing, and sincere love through the window of the girl's soul in front of him. And it's all about him, this girl who doesn't know but feels extremely familiar, undoubtedly loves herself very sincerely, but who is she?
"Division... Senior brother, are you really awake?Is Xiao Xin'er dreaming?" Li Xin'er grabbed Xiao Yun's arms more and more hard, as if she was very afraid that the person in front of her who had been thinking about it day and night would escape, her bright and good-looking big eyes were no longer watery, and she had already shed tears that were both joyful and sour, and contained many other emotions.
Who knew that the little junior sister's first sentence scared Xiao Yun enough, because all he felt was Li Xin'er's love, but what he heard was senior brother, and now they are sleeping together so intimately. This made him misunderstand, could it be that he and his sister had something to do, this... This... It's something that people can do!
It seems that such a misunderstanding is inevitable, just because although Xiao Yun's purple and gold eyes can penetrate his heart, they can only see the other party's immediate thoughts, and they can't get memories like soul searching. And now what he saw, heard, and the fact that he shared the bed with his sister must have shocked him who had not recovered his memory.
Li Xin'er, who cried with joy, would know Xiao Yun's current situation, and the girl who had been overwhelmed by thoughts, worries and trivial island affairs for more than a few years finally saw her biggest reliance wake up, and couldn't suppress the excitement in her heart, and lowered her head and kissed her husband who was complicated and at a loss.
Such a fragrant thing made Xiao Yun more and more shocked, he never expected such a situation, and immediately wanted to push away the unrestrained girl. I didn't know that because I had been asleep for too long, I was weak, but I put the big hand that had lost my head on the girl's towering chest.
So the wonderful feeling that Xiao Yun couldn't resist surged from his hands, lips, and heart, and after a while, he was extremely nervous and indulged in gentleness. It's just that it feels so wonderful, too familiar, as if these are the pasts he once had, and these should have belonged to him.
Xiao Yun only felt that the smart lilac tongue was extremely sweet, and the elastic girl in his hand was so delicate and soft, that he just wanted to completely own the girl in front of him. And I faintly feel that I have tasted this taste a long time ago, and such intimate contact is completely deserved.
The panicked Xiao Yun was driven by nature like this, and he was firmly pulled by the red thread that had already existed in the dark. Naturally, there is a selfless kiss, an exchange of seduction and being seduced, loving and being loved. It wasn't until the couple, who were different and confused, kissed breathlessly, that the shy shyness and the embarrassing embarrassment separated from each other.
Li Xin'er grabbed her brother's hand with shame and joy, but she was reluctant to remove this long-lost caress from her chest. So his face was as red as fire, and he snuggled up in Xiao Yun's arms, and said shyly: "Senior brother, you... We've just woken up, it's early in the morning, there's a lot to do, we're ......."
It's a pity that the senior brother doesn't remember anything except that she was told that she was the junior sister. At this time, the husband hugged her and his mind was full of paste, not only surprised, happy but also confused, but he was even more embarrassed when he heard her words, and he didn't even know how to answer.
But the feeling of the body has always been very real, and Xiao Yun still found some familiarity that he can't forget just now. The junior sister should have had a skin-to-skin relationship with herself a long time ago, and it was not once or twice, and the memory of the body is the past that will never be forgotten.
"Division... Senior sister, I... When I woke up, I didn't seem to remember anything, can you tell me where this is? What is my name, what is your name? And are we married? Just now I felt that my sister should be my wife, right?"
Hearing Xiao Yun's words, Li Xin'er was immediately so shocked that she quickly left her senior brother's arms, staring at the person in front of her in a hurry, as if she wanted to see through these familiar purple and gold eyes.
It is no wonder that it is not uncommon for old monsters in the cultivation realm to be reborn, and Li Xin'er, as a Jindan monk, will naturally have such vigilance. And her reaction was clearly that her senior brother had been taken away, so she completely lost her memory and became another stranger.
"Who are you, what did you do to my senior brother?" Li Xin'er was nervously guarded, staring at Xiao Yun extremely carefully. Although she couldn't see anything strange about the person in front of her, and she was more familiar with Xiao Yun's habitual movements, she was still afraid that something bad had happened to her senior brother.
"I really don't know, I forgot my name, but I feel like you're my wife, because I know you so well, as if I've remembered your breath since I was a child. Xiao Yun was very distressed, he felt very familiar with the girl in front of him, but he couldn't recall it.
Li Xin'er looked at Xiao Yun in a daze, feeling the extremely familiar aura of her senior brother, and found that the other party's speaking habits were completely the same as that of her senior brother. Even the action of slamming his scalp out of frustration just now was exactly the same as before for senior brother.
But these are not the most important things, Xiao Yun's unique mental fluctuations are continuing to be released, completely different from the other monks' path of cultivating evil spirits, and he is also revealing his uniqueness at all times. Li Xin'er, who calmed down a little, immediately thought that any accident could happen to the husband who had evil, and the only accident that could not happen was to be taken away.
Thinking of this, Li Xin'er's heart suddenly moved, so she took out the only token between their brothers and sisters from the Qiankun bag, and immediately spread it in her palm and asked Xiao Yun, "You... Do you remember this? Tell me where it came from and who gave it to me. ”
Xiao Yun, who was distressed, glanced up, and blurted out in a depressed manner: "Senior sister, don't make trouble first, okay, I'm thinking so hard now, I can't remember what happened before." This is the emerald butterfly that you and I caught in the back garden of Zixiao Palace when you first arrived at Lanxia Peak, and you almost cried when you couldn't grab it, and then ......"
Immediately, Xiao Yun was frightened by what he subconsciously said: "This... This... How do I know these things, I remember, I remember! Senior sister, your name is Xiao Xin'er, my little Xin'er! Wait, junior sister, have we married? Yes, yes, I secretly thought about it when I first saw you when I was a child, if only I could marry Xiao Xin'er, but then I deliberately forgot these ...... because I was afraid of being scolded by my teacher."
Xiao Yun, who realized that he had recovered some of his memory, became happier the more he spoke, and the expression on his face finally stopped being distressed and irritable. I only heard the little junior sister burst into tears, these things that the senior brother had never said made her so dissatisfied, it turned out that the senior brother had loved herself deeply since she was a child.
Li Xin'er, who was surrounded by happiness, no longer had any doubts about her senior brother, and threw herself into the warm embrace that made her extremely nostalgic, hugging her husband's waist tightly with both hands, and listening to Xiao Yun tell the past stupidly. It is estimated that whoever dares to interrupt at this time, the well-behaved and agile little sister will definitely turn into a violent female tiger immediately.
However, Xiao Yun got stuck again as he spoke, and he once again scratched his scalp in distress and thought. Obviously, some of the memory fragments he had just recovered were far less than the ones that had been lost, and he didn't even remember which mountain range Lanxia Peak belonged to, let alone why he became like this.
Seeing that the distressed senior brother was extremely irritable about the loss of his memory, Li Xin'er naturally understood why this was the case. Senior Brother must have been caused by the injury of the True Soul Dao, and after he just recovered and woke up, he must have had memory loss, and to recover, he could only use external force guidance or strong stimulation.
"Senior brother, don't worry, you suffered a soul injury that caused the memory to be confused, and now that you have just been healed, it is inevitable that your hands will be affected, and you should recall it soon. Senior brother, I'll help you, I'll think about all the previous things carefully, and if you concentrate on probing my mind, you will be guided, and you will soon be able to recover your memory. ”
"Senior sister, is this okay?, why can I see your thoughts?" Xiao Yun had undoubtedly forgotten about his purple and gold eyes and the ability of his heart, he had only shown it subconsciously before, and he might still be wondering about this.
The smart Li Xin'er understood why this was after a little thought, and hurriedly told Xiao Yun about the former Guangzhou Puhui Zen Temple. After the senior brother had a little memory, he wanted to start helping his husband regain his memory, but unexpectedly, four more people came every morning.
Ye Yun entered the door and saw the familiar purple and gold eyes and was stunned, but her sister Ye Yao immediately threw herself into Xiao Yun's arms with a crying voice. And the eleven-year-old little boy and girl, in surprise, shouted that the master ran to the front of the collapse, Xiaodong and Xiaoyuer jumped and laughed around Xiao Yun, shedding happy tears, and the quiet room immediately boiled.
For a moment, Xiao Yun felt that he was surrounded by strong family affection, and he was also tortured by an unprecedented heart torture. At this moment, he was both frustrated and happy in his heart, and he was extremely helpless, and even hated himself extremely much.
Xiao Yun saw these happy and tearful relatives obviously felt extremely familiar, and he also sensed the sincere love of his relatives. But he didn't know any of them, and he couldn't even name them, and this feeling was clearly a torture of the heart, and perhaps this was another kind of fate.
Fortunately, Li Xin'er, the current wife in charge of Foggy Leaf Island, was here, and the little junior sister, who had already understood her husband's condition, hurriedly explained to the two sisters and the two children that Xiao Yun's memory had been lost, and the current husband could not recognize them at all, and it would take some time to recover.
The inevitable crying erupted immediately, but it didn't last long before it fell silent again. Just because Li Xin'er hurriedly said how to help her senior brother get back her memory, there is no doubt that this most efficient method has been unanimously agreed by everyone.
At this point, Xiao Yun began to concentrate on the thoughts of the five relatives, and through this easiest way to retrieve his memory, he continued to rejoice, sigh, sometimes excited, sometimes sad, as if he was re-experiencing his life.
Xiao Yun not only saw his past, saw the sincere feelings of his relatives for him, but also saw Luo Li sleeping like himself, and also saw the departure of Wu Huan, a person who had never remembered. But it wasn't these that made him feel the most sad, because he saw the three wives suffering for Kirihajima, and forcibly changed their precious and simple temperaments.
Xiao Yun blamed himself and felt guilty, thinking that the current poor situation of Foggy Leaf Island was caused by himself. Others can break through their realms, grow their cultivation, or even be reborn, but they themselves have brought sorrow and hardship to their relatives, and they are even more heartbroken about it.
So the natural and inevitable psychological changes occurred, Xiao Yun, who lost his memory, hated the thief who treated him harshly, just like when he didn't lose his memory. Maybe no matter what Xiao Yun is, he will definitely have such hatred, such anger, and such madness, maybe this is what Heavenly Dao wants to achieve.
With the passage of time, the summer sun gradually became fierce, and the sea breeze that always blows brings uninhibited and enthusiasm, Xiao Yun, who has been chasing his memory for two hours, spent nearly two hours sorting it out, and then showed the confident smile he should have again.
Xiao Yun, who had been trying to find himself all morning, finally regained a lot of memories, and more or less understood what he was going to struggle for. It's just that he still has too many lost memories, and the memories of this life to the present day can't be clearly summarized by these five relatives, and many unforgettable and vowed to remember the past are still unable to remember.
Of course, Xiao Yun, who cultivates his mind, will not stop pursuing, he understands that no matter how painful or happy, all memories are the most valuable treasures, even if they are thieves, they must be recovered, and the way of heaven cannot change that I am Xiao Yun.
Undoubtedly, this is Xiao Yun's stubbornness, the temperament he will inevitably have, but he already understands that the situation of Foggy Leaf Island is not too good now, and what he needs most is him, the sect master. Xiao Yun, who had recovered some of his memory, did not delay any longer, and began to inspect the sect with his three ladies and two children.
When many disciples of the Blood Spirit Sect saw the appearance of the sect master who had been absent for a year, everyone raised their arms and cheered, and the entire Bailin Peak became a sea of joy. Xiao Yun looked at these songs and laughter and excitement for himself, and secretly said in his heart with the same excitement, this is the treasure that he must not lose.
These scenes that moved and exhilarated Xiao Yun undoubtedly stimulated his heart all the time, so he regained a lot of memories again. Especially Xiao Ping, He Kui, as well as the old scholar and Hei Kui, made Xiao Yun's mind constantly appear in the past. The more than 100 disciples of the Origin God Xiao Dao Sect who had newly joined the Blood Spirit Sect had allowed Xiao Yun to gain a lot of his past.
On the same hot summer day, the island of foggy leaves is still gone, but after a year, it has turned away from its worries and become a sea of joy again, and the leader of the people's faith has finally returned. It wasn't until nightfall that Xiao Yun said goodbye to everyone and came to Luo Li's sleeping quiet room alone.
In fact, no matter whether Xiao Yun had just woken up in the early morning, or if he had already recovered half of his memories at this moment, he always remembered one person in his heart, it was Luo Li, who was holding hands with him in the ninth life. It is likely that it was because they joined hands in reincarnation that they suffered a similar fate, and the two were only less than two months apart before falling into a deep sleep due to the catastrophe.
Helplessly, Xiao Yun was also helpless against the sleeping Luo Li, and the artifact could not be taken out of the spiritual treasure in his beloved wife's body. This dilemma reminded him of Silver Pupil, and pinned his hopes for rescuing his beloved wife on the clone. It's just because he just recalled the eighteen divine valleys that he could still use, but he didn't know that he in the other world had already consumed the gods.
Xiao Yun looked at his haggard beloved wife asleep, only to feel that countless sharp blades were ripping his heart, he had never forgotten Luo Li, the first time he saw his beloved wife was exactly the same as countless eyes later, he always believed that Luo Li only belonged to himself, and he would always belong to his beloved wife.
Suddenly, more memories appeared in Xiao Yun's mind, and it seemed that some of them did not belong to him, but to Xiao Lie in his previous life, or even earlier Xiao Tianming. As for other memories that are more ancient, because they are no longer fragments, they can only be vaguely perceived to exist, and they can no longer be clearly understood in detail.
It's just that Xiao Yun is most anxious at the moment to save his beloved wife, how can he have any extra thoughts to be distracted by these long-term memories that suddenly appeared. I don't want the trick of fate to reappear immediately, he encountered a new chagrin, he got a lot of memories of his past life that he shouldn't remember, and now the most necessary Ziyang Tianyan Panpan Treasure Trick has forgotten everything.
Xiao Yun was so annoyed that he wanted to die, and he hated himself even more, he couldn't move the Ziyang Tianyan Plate, how could he shuttle to the Citrus Realm? If he couldn't get back the eighteen Divine Valleys of the clone, he wouldn't be able to save his beloved wife as soon as possible! And a year has passed, what is the doppelganger doing in the dangerous Citrus Realm, is Dudu still safe?
Xiao Yun, who had recovered some of his memories, regained his agitation and hated that he had forgotten something that was too important to be lost. It seems that he never admits defeat, and he must taste the taste of being frustrated to death, and whether this kind of state of mind evolution is also conducive to cultivating the mind?
However, although chagrin and frustration have always followed Xiao Yun, they always come and go in a hurry, and he can only make progress after heavy setbacks. At this time, a disciple outside the gate came to report, saying that Sui Yun, who stayed in the Puhui Monastery in Guangzhou, had returned to the island, and was accompanied by the Xuankong monk of the Puhui Monastery, and was now urgently asking to see the sect master outside the palace gate......