013, I am also obsessed with me in this life, not only sad is Xiaoqing
That night, the villagers saw off Meixi, and each family brought wine and food, and set up a few tables in Mrs. Mei's courtyard. By the time everyone dispersed, it was already night when the tables, chairs, cups and plates were cleaned up, and Mrs. Mei went to bed first. Meixi drank a lot of wine and it was very mixed, even if he was a large amount, he was a little dizzy at this time, and he felt that his feet were light and hot.
took a cold shower by the well, washed off the sweat and wine, and just lay down in the side house where he lived, he heard someone knock on the window and whisper to him: "Meixi, Meixi, have you slept?"
It was Fu Xiaoqing's voice, Meixi sat up and asked, "Little aunt, why are you?" I haven't slept yet, is there anything wrong with me so late?"
Fu Xiaoqing: "Can you come out?...... Be quiet, don't wake up the old lady. ”
Meixi changed into clean clothes and walked out of the room. On this sunny night, a round of crooked last quarter moon illuminated the courtyard very clearly, Fu Xiaoqing stood there, wearing a light-colored short-sleeved silk shirt on her upper body, and a dark knee-length skirt on her lower body, the texture of the fabric was very soft, revealing her delicate figure. The weather was still very hot at that time, Fu Xiaoqing should have taken a shower not long ago, her black hair was still slightly wet on her shoulders, and the most special thing was that she also carried a small bag on her shoulders.
"Why don't you even close the courtyard door when you sleep at night? I don't have a dog at home, aren't you afraid of thieves?" Seeing Meixi go out, the first person to speak was Fu Xiaoqing.
Mei Xi smiled: "There's nothing to steal, it's really unsightly to have a thief here." ...... You have something to do with me? I haven't seen you for a long time, when did you come back?"
Fu Xiaoqing: "I came back the day before yesterday, I heard that you are going to Beijing to go to school, I want to come to see you, and I have something to give you." ...... Let's not stand in the courtyard and talk, let's go out, okay?" she spoke in a somewhat slurred tone, with a hint of imperceptible panic, and although she couldn't completely see her face in the night, Meixi always felt that her cheeks seemed to be red and a little hot.
The two walked out of the yard side by side, walked down the hill through Wumerin, Fu Xiaoqing didn't speak, Meixi didn't know what to say, and the atmosphere was a little ambiguous and embarrassing. He wanted to break the silence, but he held back for a long time before he said, "It's a little hot tonight." ”
Fu Xiaoqing snorted and laughed: "It's a little hot, can you go to the river with me?" They went to the river, the slight night breeze was very cool, the sound of the Chuxi River under the moonlight was murmuring, and they walked along the river for a long time, and they had moved away from the village to a secluded river bay, with the phantom of the undulating hills in the distance, and a grassy slope near the river beach.
Mei Xi finally couldn't help but break the silence again and said, "Little aunt, don't you have something to give me? What is it that makes it so mysterious in the middle of the night?"
"Come with me, come over here—shall we sit down for a while?" Fu Xiaoqing took his hand and pulled him to the grassy slope, took out a thin blanket and a bottle of wine from his bag, spread the blanket flat, motioned to Meixi to sit down together, handed him the wine and said: "Today, the villagers of Meijiayuan will send you wine to see you off, and I am a woman from another village who is not good to join in the fun, so I will not invite you to drink until now, if you give face, just drink!"
There was no cup, Meixi opened the cap, lifted this very exquisite glass bottle and drank it directly to his mouth, feeling a wonderful taste that he had never tasted before, he asked curiously: "What kind of wine is this? I haven't drunk it before." ”
Fu Xiaoqing: "This is foreign wine, very expensive, I specially brought it to you from the city, how about it, do you like my wine?"
Meixi nodded: "I like it, of course I like it! The little aunt specially prepared good wine, how could I not like it?" Actually, to be honest, this wine feels good, but it doesn't quite match Meixi's appetite.
Fu Xiaoqing: "If you like it, I'll rest assured! I'll drink with you, okay?"
Meixi: "Of course, what's not to do?"
He handed the bottle to her, Fu Xiaoqing took a sip, and returned the bottle to Meixi, looking at him quietly with sparkling eyes. Meixi was a little flustered by her, and lowered her head to drink, but found that Fu Xiaoqing had applied lipstick tonight, although it couldn't be seen in the moonlight, but there was a light color left on the bottle mouth. His face was a little hot, but he pretended to be nothing and took another sip.
Seduction, definitely seduction—— if this is the plot in a novel, there will definitely be readers who say it out loud. In "Water Margin", Pan Jinlian seduced Wu Song, using half a cup of residual wine with red lips on the rim of the cup, while Fu Xiaoqing was even more amazing, and he didn't even take the cup and used the bottle directly. If there was any difference, it was that Wu Song got up angrily and reprimanded the other party with righteous words, while Meixi pretended not to see it and continued to drink.
The wine bottle alternated between the two, and the wine gradually went down halfway, and the two of them had a good amount of alcohol, especially Meixi, but he had already drunk a lot tonight, and when he went down these wines, the drunkenness that had been suppressed came up again. The night breeze sent Fu Xiaoqing's hair to the tip of his nose with an intoxicating breath, and he felt a little itchy in his heart, and a budding emotion began to permeate the air, making people have an inexplicable impulse.
Mei Xi was a little vigilant in his heart, and shook his head to shake off the cranky thoughts in his heart, which made him a little ashamed, and it was not right to follow the little aunt to this place in the middle of the night, and this wine could not be drunk anymore. He just wanted to speak, but Fu Xiaoqing turned his face to look at the river and said quietly: "You are leaving tomorrow, I will also leave tomorrow, we are going to different rivers and lakes." ...... You know? Actually, I came the night before, but I didn't go into the yard to call you. ”
"Aren't you just looking for me to drink, when can't you do it, why don't you go in when you come?" Meixi spoke a little gasp, as if she was subconsciously avoiding something.
Fu Xiaoqing's answer seemed to be talking to himself: "Since I was a child, I thought that my life should not belong only to this mountain village, and I went out to the world very early, I can't tell what I have gained, but I know very well what I will lose." ...... You don't belong here, and in my eyes, you're different from everyone else, and I can't tell where you should belong?...... Meixi, I have only one hope - you can remember tonight, and let me remember tonight. ”
"Little aunt, you, do you have anything on your mind?"
"Don't talk yet, I said I have something for you, not this bottle of wine. ...... You close your eyes...... Okay, now answer a question, and the answer must not make me sad. Do you like me?"
Meixi closed his eyes and heard her ask such a sentence, can he say no? He only nodded and said, "Of course I like it, there is no reason not to like it?"
Mei Xi opened his eyes, and in the moonlight, he saw that Fu Xiaoqing had already knelt in front of him and removed his shirt, and his corset had also fallen to the ground, and a piece of snow-white skin made him dizzy, especially the pair of blush beating on the upright chest. Meixi's body wanted to go back, but she almost suffocated before she could speak, because Fu Xiaoqing reached out and grabbed him, burying his head in his soft chest.
Meixi buzzed in her mind, and all the alcohol energy dissipated in the pores of her body, but the drunkenness all came to her mind. If she wanted to refuse, Meixi shouldn't have come out with her in the middle of the night in the first place, and suddenly encountered this situation...... To be honest, Meixi didn't think of how to refuse at that time. - Backwards, definitely backwards!
Meixi is a completely inexperienced chick, but Fu Xiaoqing is obviously very experienced, she is completely guiding Meixi's strong body to get more pleasure, and it can even be said that she is doing everything she can to make him ask for the greatest pleasure and satisfaction. ...... The experience and experience of this night are indescribable, Meixi has a lot, and he has only been drunk once since he was a child, but this time alone made him "shi".
After pestering Mian that night, the "little aunt" left the next day, and did not even come to see him off. Meixi seemed to have a long aftertaste, until she got on the train, and she seemed to be able to smell the fragrance of the woman's body on the tip of her nose, and her fingertips still had the feeling of smooth skin. Meixi later called the "little aunt" many times, but her mobile phone number was changed, and she was never contacted or seen again.
Listening to the fellow villagers who run the rivers and lakes in the south, I occasionally saw Fu Xiaoqing in the Guangshen area, and it is said that she is not in the skin and meat business, but it is also related to seduction. Fu Xiaoqing has cooperated with a number of marriage agencies and tea houses in Guangzhou, and her main job is to put her photos and personal information on the courtship lists of marriage agencies, and meet different male suitors in different places. The other party who met paid the matchmaking fee, and the meeting also needs to be consumed in the café, and every time she pays Xiaoqing, she has a commission, and her business has been very good. As for whether Fu Xiaoqing's "work" scope is only these, Meixi does not know whether he does not provide popular services such as accompanying chats and accompanying tours when he encounters generous and pleasing customers, and then the news is cut off.
After listening to the rumors brought back by her fellow villagers, Meixi somewhat understood what the "little aunt" said at the end of her parting: "Maybe one day, I will suddenly get married, and maybe when I see you again, I will already be depraved, and you will treat me as if you don't know me." ...... My name is Xiaoqing, not Aunt Xiao! I just hope you can remember me now, and those beautiful feelings left to you in the memories of this night. She also said that if you walk by the river, you may get your feet wet or go into the water, and who is sure that you will be able to hold on to it all the time?
Meixi often recalled the dawn of the morning light, looking at the silhouette of Fu Xiaoqing when he got up from his arms, like a wonderful painting, he rushed out and said: "Don't go, you wait, I'll feed you!" and the "little aunt" smiled back with a slight sigh. Meixi remembered that she said "I will support you" instead of "I will marry you", I wonder if Fu Xiaoqing's complicated smile has anything to do with it?
The memories of that night after the fact feel complicated and wonderful, and most of the experiences of the teenager are so unexpected. Fu Xiaoqing was three years older than him, but he seemed much more mature at that time, and the innocent boy loved the royal sister, this situation was probably not accidental, maybe he was more attracted by that kind of mature charm when the love first opened. Interestingly, when she went to college, Meixi met Qu Yimin, the "sister", again, and it is obvious that Qu Yimin's eyes unconsciously have a different kind of affection when she looks at Meixi.
Recalling that Fu Xiaoqing suddenly thought of Qu Yimin again, Meixi could only smile bitterly, today he would not easily let such an accident happen again. If it really happens, it is impossible to let Fu Xiaoqing go away so gently as he did at the beginning, even if he is a person in the rivers and lakes, he must have something that he can control. After thinking about this, Meixi's mind was finally able to settle down.
Before meditating and practicing meditation, if the mind is chaotic and cannot be reluctantly suppressed, you may wish to settle down and draw out the true source of your thoughts in the distracting thoughts to think about it calmly, and then make sure that your mind does not go at will, and then you can collect your mind and nourish your qi, which is different from the situation of "fasting" when you are a beginner in meditation. When Meixi was finally able to breathe and meditate, the five stone powder in the cup was also mixed just right, and he raised his glass and drank it slowly.
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