When my father saw that my mother was fine, he dragged me out of the house. I watched him crouch down by the eaves, his hands over his head, as if in pain.

I'm even sadder in my heart, and maybe, if I don't ask this question, there is no such thing. It's just that I still don't understand why this inconsequential thing has become the source of my father's pain!

"Fugui'er," my father turned his head, his voice was already a little hoarse, I couldn't believe that he would be so old in such a short time.

"Daddy......" I trembled slightly.

"What do you want to know, I'll tell you, I'll tell you!"

I couldn't stop the tears from flowing and threw myself into my father's arms.

"Don't ask, I won't ask, Fuguier won't ask anything, Dad, don't be like this......" I regret it very much, but it has come to this, what can I do!

My dad hugged me and cried all night, but he still didn't say anything, maybe, he didn't have the courage to say, maybe, he thought it would ease the pain in his heart a little. It was slightly bright, and I helped him to the bed and lay down next to my mother.

I made breakfast and put it on the table, picked up my bag and prepared to go to school, I really wanted to be able to do nothing that had happened, but my heart didn't allow it.

Chubby, Xiaobao and Xiaoyu are still waiting for me at the old place.

"Fugui'er, is there any story today? Chubby chewed on the candy and asked me.

I was in a depressed mood and wanted to pretend to be fine, but I couldn't hide my sad look and tired eyes, opened my mouth, shook my head and didn't speak.

"What's the matter, Fugui'er?"

Seeing that I had a gloomy face, Xiaopang and Xiaobao, even Xiaoyu, who had always been at odds with me, came over to ask me.

I looked at their eyes, this is a simple friendship and care, my heart warmed, I wanted to say something, just opened my mouth, but my throat hurt, I couldn't speak. I think I cried so much last night that my voice was hoarse.

I shook my head, signaled that I was okay, grinned a grin that was uglier than crying, and slowly walked forward with my head down.

They were obviously frightened by me, but they couldn't reassure me, so they followed me, whispering, glancing at me from time to time, but they didn't dare to get too close. I trembled all the way to the school, and I didn't continue after class.

I wasn't in the mood to listen to what Mr. said, and I was in a trance and finally got out of school, and my voice was a little better. After the hoarse voice asked Chubby and them to go first, I came to the side of Mr.

Mr. deserves to be a gentleman, after seeing that I was left alone, he stared at my haggard face for a long time, and slowly said, "If you have any questions, just ask!"

I asked in a hoarse voice, "Sir, who is Grandpa Sun, and why do you all have to hide it from me?"

The gentleman shook his head, as if he had expected such a question, and sighed, "Follow me!"

I followed him to the old willow tree, and the fish was already hooked, and he struggled to make a splash, but he did not fiddle with the rods, but sat under the tree, looking at the river in a daze, and after a long time, he motioned for me to sit next to him.

"Do you already know something?"

I nodded, "I know that Grandpa Sun is a legendary immortal, and I also know that you are all hiding it from me." ”

The gentleman nodded, then shook his head again, "Now that we know everything, do you know why we are hiding it from you?"

I looked at him and didn't speak.

The gentleman loosened his shoulders and looked at the starlight cast by the sun in the sky through the leaves.

"Do you know that Ping'an Village was not called Ping'an Village before, it was called Beggar Village. ”

I was stunned, beggar's village!

"The beggars from all over the land, who had nowhere else to go, gathered here as a resting place. At that time, there were not many people in the village who could eat, not even me. After learning the words of the master for two years, I couldn't escape the fate of begging, and every year, dozens of people would starve to death. Ten years ago, everyone united, each family donated a little, scraped together some money, bought some farm tools and rice, and finally reclaimed a few acres of wasteland and planted some crops. In the first year, everyone gained a lot, although it was pitiful compared to the current one, but it was much better than begging. ”

Mr. has a little reminiscence in his eyes, although such days are not worth nostalgia, but after experiencing it, it is an indelible past, and it is worth forgiving.

I wonder why everyone in Ping'an Village is living a stable life now, and although they are not rich, they will not end up begging for food anyway. What makes me even more confused is how this relates to my question.

The gentleman continued to speak, but in his eyes, what was revealed was not reminiscence, but pain!

"In the first year, when everyone had a good harvest and saw the sweetness, countless beggars came from all over the world, and everyone rushed to scrape together money to continue to cultivate the land and grow food. I thought that this would be the beginning of a better life, but I didn't want to, heaven and earth are unkind, and all things are used as dogs! When everyone is hopeful, that is, some time before you were born, there was a great drought in the sky, and everyone's crops were not harvested, and all everyone's efforts were in vain!"

"Have you seen the crying and shaking the sky? Have you seen the starvation all over the field? Have you seen the Yi Zi eating?"

Mr.'s voice is getting louder and louder, with a little trembling, I look at Mr.'s pale face and trembling eyes, I haven't experienced this, of course, it is impossible to fully understand the pain in Mr.'s heart, but after ten years, Mr. remembers that he is still so gaffe, it seems that the original disaster has a great impact on him.

The gentleman gritted his teeth and closed his eyes for a long time, calmed down a little, and continued: "That year, there was not one in ten of thousands of beggars! ”

"Coincidentally, just when everyone was desperate, and even your father and mother couldn't hold on, you were about to be born. ”

"We all advise your father and mother, don't support you, but you must know that at that time, you can't even support yourself, how can you afford to raise a newborn baby!"

But I'm not fine right now? I think my parents must have given birth to me without the slightest hesitation! This is my parents, and I know them.

Sure enough, the gentleman leaned against the tree, and his eyes showed infinite joy.

"We all advise your father and mother to throw you away after giving birth and let you fend for yourself. But your father and mother don't agree to kill you, and your mother is even more desperate to give birth to you, and they have no opinion, what can we say? ”

"At the moment of your birth, the cry just sounded, we witnessed the birth of a life, but we could not see the growth of a life, and everyone's eyes showed unbearable. However, we were all wrong!"

"As soon as you were born, the cry just sounded, but after a while, Grandpa Sun in your mouth quietly appeared aside. As soon as he saw you, he laughed and said, 'Heaven is destined, this day is destined!' He looked around us for a week, how could we have seen such majestic eyes, and one by one his heart was so shocked that he couldn't stop trembling his body, and almost wanted to bow down!

When Mr. said this, he turned his head to look at me, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he also vaguely saw a trace of reluctance. Then he glanced at the place where Grandpa Sun lived, turned his head and continued.

"Your grandfather said that you are our lucky star, and from now on, he will live here and watch you grow up. However, he said that you have your fate, and when that day, when you know his true identity, it is when you are almost about to leave, and you can't get together again, so I don't have to stop you. After saying that, he actually rose to the sky, and I didn't know what kind of magic power he used, and I saw that he was covered with golden light, and the crops that had already died grew ten times and a hundred times like crazy!"

"At that moment, I will never forget, how can I forget! It was a turning point in the life of the whole village! From then on, the beggar village was no longer a beggar village, but was named Ping'an Village. ”

"Peace, peace...... Your grandfather lives here and blesses our peace, although we know that this happy day was brought to us by you, and in the future, we may have to sacrifice you to maintain it, and we can only accept it. This peaceful life is peaceful, but how can we ever be at peace in our hearts?"

Mr. was a little excited, and said a bunch of words in one breath, but with a little mockery and a little helplessness.

"Fugui'er, accompany your father and mother, since you already know, you can't accompany them for long, Mr. is useless, I can't teach you anything in the future, after you leave, do whatever you want......"

I finally knew why my mother was holding on to the corner of my clothes and crying and not letting me go, and why my mother was so weak. I am their only child, I am their hope, I am gone, never to come back, this is the greatest torture for them!

After listening to the story, I got up silently, choked back tears, and went home.

The gentleman did not stop me, nor did he look at me, he still sat under the old willow tree, looking at the hooked fish, I did not see the tears in the corners of his eyes, nor did I hear the words in his heart.

This was the last time I saw my husband, and it was he who told me everything on my father's behalf, and I understood his intolerance, but I didn't say thank you..... Grandpa Sun, he didn't lie to me, he wasn't afraid that no one would be good to me until he died, but I didn't know if the fate in his mouth was a fishing rod, waiting for me to be a stupid fish..... When I got home, my parents were already cooking and waiting for me.

"I'm back!" Daddy's hoarse voice rang out, and my tears flowed even more.

My mother hugged me, "It's good to come back, it's good to come back......"

Our family had a very happy meal, and we didn't mention Grandpa Sun, and we didn't know that he was lying on a bamboo chair watching us.

At night, my father and mother slept with me in their arms, this night, I slept very sweetly, very sweet, but such a night, can I live in the future...... It was slightly bright, and I woke up to see that my parents were still asleep, and they had just woken up at the same time.

"Rich and ......"

"Mother, don't worry, I won't leave, I'll just get up and make breakfast, and Dad will have to work later!" I comforted.

When my mother heard this, she showed a happy smile, and so did my father, so he let me get up and looked at me silently.

It's just that when there are already scars and pains in the heart, they don't exist all the time......