Chapter 43: Embracing the Sunshine Warms the Heart

The ward where the Black Yama is located is the Intensive Care Unit, or ICU for short. In Dr. Xie's treatment plan, he asked the knife and Pepper to take a look separately. But Ling Yunfeng didn't expect that these two parties would go together, but he had no choice but to hope that the result would develop in a good direction.

When discussing treatment options, people asked why they went separately. At that time, Dr. Xie's explanation was that it was difficult to guess what the knife man would do in front of Pepper. If you go alone, the swordsman will feel a little guilty when he sees the harm he has done to the Black Hades, unless he is an antisocial personality and has no sympathy, and if someone guides him from the side, the effect will be much better. In the same way, if Pepper goes alone and sees the current appearance of the evildoer, coupled with someone to guide her, the shattered sense of justice in her heart will be re-established.

Because Dr. Xie said that the so-called post-traumatic stress disorder is actually trauma that breaks the protective shell of the human mind. Let them feel that life is unpredictable, that life is uncontrollable, that there is no fairness and justice, that life is meaningless, and that they are not strong or strong at all, and that they cannot overcome all this.

And the treatment is the process of re-establishing this shell, making everything meaningful, living in a safe and controllable world, and the bad guys will definitely be punished and so on.

In fact, some bad people will not be punished for the rest of their lives, but that will be unbearable. Then we comfort ourselves and say, "It's not that we don't report it, but the hour has not yet come." "But some people will stare at that bad guy for the rest of their lives, just to see his retribution. But I didn't die until I died, so what should I do?

Then a religion jumped out and said, "The debt of sin in this life will be repaid in the next life." And what his next life is, how can you possibly know? You can't compare DNA, right? Even if you compare, it's useless, they will say that reincarnation is a particularly miserable human or an animal. So, you can't verify it. And those who abuse small animals, are they all people who have been persecuted? This is really possible, such as not being loved at home, or being abused by parents and having a psychopathic personality, but the abuse has nothing to do with small animals, it is just a simple substitute attack.

The so-called alternative attack, for example, you can get the idea. For example, when the husband is angry with the leader in the company, he goes home and scolds his wife, and when the wife is angry, he beats his son, and the son kicks the family dog to get angry, and the dog can only go out and bite the postman to vent his dissatisfaction. To put it simply, it is to bully the soft and fear the hard.

Of course, there are also religions that say that his soul will be punished after death, and so on, and there are as many as 18 of them. There are also religions that have heaven and hell and so on.

All kinds of propaganda and rhetoric of religion are actually just to comfort those who are alive. The goal is to keep people's defensive shells from breaking, so that the wounds of the soul can heal after trauma. Of course, they will use these to spread their teachings, and psychotherapy has to be said to have religious origins. But now more scientific methods are used to study the causes of various mental activities in human beings, and to better treat the psychological problems caused by certain causes.

And this treatment plan for Xiao Pepper is based on the sense of security between her and Ling Yunfeng, so that she feels that life is still predictable, and everything around her is still controllable. Now to see the Black Hades, it is to establish fairness and justice.

If you can go with the swordsman, it is difficult to say whether the swordsman will suppress his inner sympathy in order to behave in front of Pepper, or because of Pepper's presence, and make more drastic moves, after all, he is a ruthless man who has abandoned his hands.

It's just that when Ling Yunfeng was worried about the swordsman, he ignored that he was also a ruthless person who had burned essence. It's just that before deciding that Ling Yunfeng would carry out the treatment task, Dr. Xie discussed it privately with a group of experts many times, and finally it was finally determined by Dr. Xie after a long evaluation. After all, Ling Yunfeng was different from other fighters, although he was also young and impulsive, he still had a calm existence in his heart.

No matter how Ling Yunfeng thinks about countermeasures, the journey will always come to an end. The three of them had come to a passage with a wall on one side and a glass curtain wall on the other, through which they could see the critically ill patients in each compartment. There is also a telephone on the glass wall of each compartment, which is supposed to be used to communicate with the patients inside.

It may be that Dr. Xie arranged in advance, and the passage did not come to visit the patient's family. Ling Yunfeng had no choice but to push the wheelchair to the outside of bed No. 4.

I saw a "mummy" lying on the hospital bed, which can indeed only be said to be a mummy, because except for two eyes, the whole body of this humanoid object was covered with gauze, and in many places a yellow-brown liquid seeped out of the gauze. There were still many tubes stuck in the mummy's body, some of which led to the monitoring equipment next to it, and various curves and readings on it proved that the person was still alive.

In fact, just looking at these can't tell who this person is, but the word "black bear" is written on the card at the head of the bed. Pepper scrambled to his feet from his wheelchair and stared at the mummy. The Knife Man was also lying on the glass wall, rubbing his plaster arms against each other to make a tooth-sore sound.

After Ling Yunfeng was shocked by the mummy, he immediately reflected and looked at Xiao Pepper's expression. To his disappointment, Pepper just stared at the mummy, showing no anger, anger, or fear...... and so on. The swordsman gritted his teeth, but there was no more performance.

After a long time, Pepper sat back in her wheelchair and drove out of the passage. Ling Yunfeng was stunned for a moment, and immediately chased after him and pushed the wheelchair out. The swordsman also followed, and none of the three made a sound. Maybe no one knows what to say.

The sun was still shining outside, and the trio stopped on the hospital lawn. But Ling Yunfeng couldn't feel the temperature of the sun, and just stood there silently holding his wheelchair. The swordsman also stood silently on the side, and the two of them were like two bodyguards, guarding Pepper's side. The other passers-by kept peeking a few times and quickly walked away.

"Will they be able to make it through?" asked Commissar He in the monitoring room, looking at the screen.

"You're so unconfident in your own soldiers?" Dr. Xie on the side asked teasingly, and then still stared at the monitoring screen.

In fact, all the treatments these days, Dr. Xie and Political Commissar He are monitored through hidden cameras, and then adjust the plan according to the actual situation. After all, Ling Yunfeng is not a professional, and his own problems are actually treated unconsciously in this way. Because those who value love will inevitably be swayed by love. Only emotion can better heal emotional wounds.

Pepper tilted her head, closed her eyes to the sun, and exhaled softly. Then he took a deep breath and said softly, "The sun is warm today. Then he stood up and walked into the depths of the meadow, opening his arms as if to embrace the sun.

Ling Yunfeng could feel the change in Xiao Pepper's mood, and at the same time, he himself suddenly felt the temperature of the sun, which was indeed very warm, and even a little sunny.

It's just that the swordsman on the side still lowered his head. When Ling Yunfeng looked at him, he barely squeezed out a smile.

"Maybe I'm not a good soldier. The swordsman was silent for a moment, and suddenly such a sentence came out of his mouth.

"It depends on what you think is the standard of a good soldier? Whoever uses force to protect the person you want to protect is a good soldier. A voice suddenly sounded from behind him.

Ling Yunfeng and the swordsman turned around and found that the person who came was Political Commissar He. When Political Commissar He saw from the surveillance that the three of them were showing signs of improvement, how could he still sit still. So he hurried out and burned the last fire. After all, whether it is life experience or theoretical experience, Ling Yunfeng cannot be compared with him, a person who has been engaged in political work for decades.

So, the three men sat on the grass and chatted, and from time to time they looked up at the girl who was embracing the sun on the grass.

Dr. Xie watched all this from the monitoring room, and at the same time took a large sip of coffee that was already cold.

Everything seems to be developing on the good side, and after this period of cultivation, Pepper can already speak clearly. Of course, it's okay to eat some foods that are easy to swallow. This also gave Ling Yunfeng one more task, that is, to feed the food. In fact, Xiao Chili wanted to eat it by himself, but under Ling Yunfeng's repeated insistence, he had to compromise.

Until one night, Ling Yunfeng was suddenly awakened. It turned out that Pepper was struggling on the bed with tears in her eyes, and the sweat all over her body was wet from the quilt.

Although Xiao Pepper has improved a lot these days, Ling Yunfeng still stays by her bedside every night. Because he knew that this girl seemed to have some secret hidden in her heart, and only in her dreams every night could she show that kind of panic and helplessness. Pepper wakes up in nightmares almost every night, but it's rare to see something as violent as this tonight.

Ling Yunfeng dared to hesitate, and hurriedly woke up the little pepper who was struggling in his dream. When Xiao Pepper opened his teary eyes and saw that it was Ling Yunfeng, he immediately threw himself into his arms. His shoulders kept shrugging, sobbing and hugging tighter and tighter.

After a long while, Xiao Pepper's mood slowly calmed down, but she still hugged Ling Yunfeng tightly and didn't let go, as if she was afraid that he would run away.

At this time, Ling Yunfeng didn't dare to move, because he didn't know if he would hurt this weak little girl if he moved.

"My father was a hero, he was seriously wounded on the battlefield of Annam, and he always rushed to the front until he died in battle. I was very young at the time, but I kept all the reports and military medals about my father intact.

At that time, I was very young, and my mother and I were the only ones in the family. Although life was hard, I believe that my father must have blessed us in heaven. But...... But ......" said this, and Pepper couldn't cry anymore. She hugged Ling Yunfeng tightly, and her tears had already soaked Ling Yunfeng's clothes.

After a few more moments, Pepper continued, "But, one night. There was a thief in the house, and he turned over the only money in the house. My mom and I were pulling at him desperately because it was our living expenses for the next month.

But the man kicked me into the corner, and my head was bleeding a lot, and I just felt like the world was spinning. Then I heard the sound of my clothes being torn, and ...... And my mother's screams and begging, and I didn't know anything after that. ”

At this, Pepper began to cry again. Ling Yunfeng caressed her back and slowly calmed her emotions. He knew that he didn't have to say anything at this point, just listen quietly. At the same time, Ling Yunfeng also remembered that Dr. Xie said that Xiao Pepper is definitely not the kind of person who can't resist pressure, and there must be a reason why he collapsed during training, maybe that's the reason.

It took a long time for Pepper to calm down and continue: "Later, I was woken up by someone who was an uncle I didn't know. Speaking of this, Xiao Pepper's big eyes looked at Ling Yunfeng meaningfully, and without blinking, a red glow gradually crept up on his cheeks. Of course, what Xiao Pepper didn't say was that that uncle looked very similar to Ling Yunfeng. But that was more than ten years ago, and Ling Yunfeng was only a few years old at that time, so it couldn't be him.

Then I saw that the thief had fallen to the ground, his hands and feet tied. At this time, the siren sounded not far away, and my uncle said that the police would come soon, and asked me to watch the thief obediently, and he left. I didn't know why my uncle was leaving, but I felt from him that only my father had that kind of temperament. Many years later, I realized that it was a military temperament. Little Pepper muttered, curling up in Ling Yunfeng's arms like a frightened bunny.

Ling Yunfeng thought that the story was over, but Xiao Pepper sobbed in his arms, and only whispered after a long time: "After the police took away the thief, my mother kept staring at the photo of my father on the wall in the house. I told her to ignore me, and my mother's clothes were already in tatters. Although our family is poor, my mother always washes the clothes cleanly, and even the broken places will be patched with beautiful patterns. At the time, I was just curious about who that uncle was, so I didn't think much about it, so I went out to cook. But...... But ......"

At this point, Pepper began to weep again, and she continued, as if she had plucked up courage again: "But, when I came into the house and called my mother to dinner, my mother ...... Mommy her, she hanged herself...... Committed suicide. Woowoowoooooooo......oo

The low cry turned into a howl, and Little Pepper cried unscrupulously in Ling Yunfeng's arms. This sorrow, which had been suppressed for more than ten years, made this thin body twitch, like a flood bursting the embankment, wantonly venting the bitterness in his heart.

Ling Yunfeng finally understood that maybe the moment the Black Yama King tore Little Pepper's clothes, the scene of his mother's suicide would return to his eyes. Perhaps Pepper has thought about death many times in her heart, and why her mother chose to deal with the problem by suicide. Maybe in that moment of crisis, what sanity, what thinking?...... It's all useless. Only her mother's behavior became her only choice.

In hindsight, you may feel that this is irrational, and there are many ways to solve it. But human beings are just such animals, and the exemplary behavior of their parents as a child is the first reflection of his treatment of things. Maybe you learned to think rationally and learn various ways to deal with problems later. But in an emergency, your brain may go blank and your subconscious mind will take over your body, and the decisions it makes are exactly what you learned in the first place.

That night, Xiao Pepper said a lot, and Ling Yunfeng only knew how much she had suffered as a child. After her mother committed suicide, it was a comrade-in-arms of Pepper's father who adopted her, and the man became a police officer, and it was the same person who encouraged her to enter the police academy. But Pepper seems to be obsessed with her father and the uncle who saved them, and always feels that the soldier is the hero in her heart. Maybe that's why she left SPC later and had to come to Dragon Soul.

(To be continued...... )