Chapter 34 Love is deep, lovesickness is heavy. I have no regrets in this life, and I will never live up to that infatuation
Just like when he came in the morning, Yang Xiaofeng walked slowly on the way down the mountain, and he was not interested in the affairs of the martial arts rookie club at all. Whether the www.biquge.info can stand out from so many people, and what kind of reward will be given after winning, it has nothing to do with him.
He may have come here just to settle the dust in the depths of his memory, the long-forgotten agreement.
That year, at Shimizu Villa. He and her, also at the martial arts rookie meeting, said that they would join forces to fight the enemy together.
It was getting late, and a few people in the same room came back one after another. Between the words, what they talked about was nothing more than this competition, and it could be seen from their excited and excited expressions that it was obvious that these people really had too many expectations for this martial arts rookie meeting.
There are shooting stars in the sky, just like a boy's dream, brilliant but always out of reach.
Ethereal peak, VIP reception.
Luo Qingxue stayed in the house alone, and she didn't go out for a whole day. I don't know if it's a bad mood, she didn't even eat much for dinner.
In short, in the past few days, she has always felt an inexplicable loss.
Luo Qingyu pushed the door directly and walked in.
Lan Xiaorui then entered, glanced at Luo Qingxue, and didn't sit down, just paced back and forth in the room, as if he was not in a very good mood.
In comparison, Luo Qingyu was much calmer, first poured himself a cup of tea, and then sat at the table and sighed to himself.
After walking back and forth in the house a few times, and no one took the initiative to talk to him, Lan Xiaorui finally felt bored, so he also sat down, looked at Luo Qingyu, frowned, and said: "Brother-in-law, Ethereal Peak is really fine this time, look at how well their wishful thinking is, it's really good." The top seven of the martial arts rookies can directly worship under the main seat of the Seven Pavilions, isn't this to make it clear that all the young people on the rivers and lakes who have some ability are under their command. From this point of view, the Ethereal Peak is not small, I am afraid that the position of the leader of the rivers and lakes is too small for the first major faction in the martial arts, and they want to dominate the rivers and lakes and be the supreme emperor Lao Tzu."
Luo Qingyu took a sip of tea lightly, and said unhurriedly: "The emperor wants to do it for everyone, but he also has to see if there is such a fate." Even though Ethereal Peak really wants to attract talents, it is still unknown whether those people are interested in joining them Ethereal Peak."
Lan Xiaorui immediately retorted: "If you can worship under the main seat of the Seven Pavilions of the Ethereal Peak, I'm afraid that as long as you are a person, you will understand what this means." Brother-in-law, you said that you don't know if those people are interested, and in my opinion, they are afraid that they are already flocking to them."
Luo Qingyu said leisurely: "Those who can stand out from the thousands of eight hundred people, do you think such a person will be willing to run to the Ethereal Peak to be an unknown disciple?
"This is also ......", Lan Xiaorui nodded, took the teacup on the table and poured a cup for himself, took a sip, felt something for a while, couldn't help but glance outside the house, and inadvertently saw Luo Qingxue, he was stunned for a moment, hesitated a little, and finally plucked up his courage and asked: "Qingxue, do you really want to play then?"
Although she has been with Luo Qingxue these days, she has never said a word to herself, but Luo Qingxue is not too repulsive to him, which makes Lan Xiaorui feel a little relieved.
Hearing this, Luo Qingxue glanced at Lan Xiaorui coldly, and the meaning was already obvious. But, he still didn't speak.
Seeing that Luo Qingxue actually paid attention to him, although he didn't speak, it already made Lan Xiaorui very happy, and even became excited, and couldn't help but say: "Actually, I think it's okay, you don't need to join in this fun." Most of the people who come to participate in the martial arts rookie meeting just want to show their faces in front of everyone and earn some fame, what do you say......
Luo Qingxue was thoughtful for a while, and then ignored Lan Xiaorui.
Now that the words have been spoken, Lan Xiaorui simply continued: "If you really want to play...... Well, in fact, it's okay to stay in the Falling Snow Valley all day, it's really boring enough, it's good to come out and relax, and you should have fun. However, I just hope that the two of us will not be on the same stage at that time, if we happen to be on the same stage, if we happen to be one, in that case, I don't dare to fight you, and I will only have to admit defeat obediently."
"Are you on the same stage......", Luo Qingxue muttered to herself, and she didn't know what to think, she suddenly took out a book from her arms, and looked at it blankly for a while.
I don't know how many times I've flipped through it, the edges of the book have long been wrinkled, and even many places have been worn out, and even the book cover has been rebound, so I think the original book cover has been worn out.
Looking closely, it was the sword book that Yang Xiaofeng gave her back then, and I didn't expect her to carry it with her all the time.
Although the sword book in his hand has been read countless times by himself, Luo Qingxue is still so obsessed. looked at it fixedly for a while, but after a while, it seemed to be completely stupid, and the corners of his eyes couldn't help but moisten a little.
Luo Qingyu's hand holding the teacup paused slightly in the air, and then instead of taking a small sip like before, he poured a large cup of tea directly into it, looking like drinking.
He knew that Xiaolan's unintentional words just now had provoked Xiaoxue's heart again.
Alas......
Luo Qingyu only felt an inexplicable sourness in his heart, and shook his head secretly with a wry smile.
Luo Qingxue looked at the sword book in her hand, and after a while, she finally put it back in her arms, then got up, took off the sword hanging by the window, and stared at Lan Xiaorui coldly with it in her hand.
Lan Xiaorui was suddenly taken aback, hurriedly got up and hid behind Luo Qingyu, and said, "That, Qingxue...... , we have something to say, something to say. Not...... There's no need to use a sword."
It seems that this really scared him, but Lan Xiaorui couldn't figure it out, and was even a little surprised, did she say the wrong thing just now, why did she suddenly have such a big reaction to Qingxue?
Odd!
It seems that it is better to speak more cautiously in the future, Qingxue's temper is really weird, in case she accidentally annoys her, she will definitely not have any good fruit to eat.
However, fortunately, Luo Qingxue just glared at Lan Xiaorui, and then ignored him. This couldn't help but make Lan Xiaorui quietly breathe a sigh of relief, and then reached out and quietly wiped the cold sweat on his forehead.
Luo Qingyu put down the teacup in his hand, glanced at Lan Xiaorui, and said, "Xiaolan, you go out first, I want to say a few words to Xiaoxue, it's inconvenient for you to hear."
With a wave of his hand, he motioned for him to go out.
Lan Xiaorui frowned, what's the matter, what do you want to say, it's not convenient for yourself to hear. He wanted to ask Luo Qingyu, what kind of secret, it was inconvenient for him to be present, you brothers and sisters really regarded me as an outsider, but he opened his mouth, but he didn't ask.
At the moment, although he was very reluctant, he had to go out obediently.
Luo Qingyu shouted again: "Close the door well, and don't eavesdrop."
"Yes", Lan Xiaorui responded, immediately closed the door, and heard him whisper something outside, but he didn't hear it clearly, and then walked away.
Luo Qingyu was silent for a while, then turned to his sister and said in a harmonious voice: "Xiaoxue ......."
Luo Qingxue directly interrupted: "Brother, don't say anything, I understand what you mean, and you know what I think in my heart." So, you don't have to persuade me anymore, and don't ask more."
How could Luo Qingyu not say it, he smiled bitterly at the moment, and said sadly: "Could it be that in this life, apart from Xiaofeng, you are really ......?"
"Not bad......", Luo Qingxue nodded immediately, and said resolutely: "Unless I find his body, I will never remarry in my life."
Now that the words have been talked about, Luo Qingyu really didn't want to say anything more, got up and said: "Okay, since you have made your own decision, then I will never force you, and I will never let anyone force you, and in the same way, I hope you don't force yourself either."
Luo Qingxue's eyes suddenly had tears swirling. But hasn't she always been strong?
But that's all just a disguise. My sister is in front of my eldest brother, so why do I need to pretend to be strong.
"Xiaoxue, no matter when, no matter what choice you make, my brother will always support your ......", Luo Qingyu opened the door and walked out, but paused at the door again, and even was silent for a moment before saying: "However, I hope you can understand that if people want to move forward, they can't always just cling to the past, and they can't always live only in the memories of the past......."
After a pause, he continued: "Although I just said that I will never force you, but at the same time, I also hope that you can let go of the past. I'm not saying this to ask you to give up, or to accept anyone, I just want to ...... I hope you can learn to come out of the memories of the past and learn to dilute the obsession in your heart."
Luo Qingxue didn't say a word again. In fact, what she wanted to refute, in the past, even if the eldest brother was right, she would immediately refute it. But for some reason, today she unusually didn't even refute a word.
Why didn't the eldest brother do it for his own good, so how should she refute it?
Luo Qingyu waited for a while, and when he saw that his sister didn't speak, he really didn't want to say anything more, so he had to smile bitterly and sigh faintly, then closed the door and left gloomily.
Actually, he had hoped that Xiaoxue would be able to refute himself, who wanted her......
At this moment, he finally understood what it means to mourn more than to die.
Xiaoxue's heart, is her heart ......?
Or rather, why doesn't she give up, huh?
At the moment when Luo Qingyu closed the door, Luo Qingxue finally slowly shed two lines of tears.