Chapter 481: The Past Is Like Smoke (I)

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Lonely mountain, lonely grave, lonely person.

Lin Yuhan stood in front of the grave and was quietly contemplating.

My father's words still echoed in my ears.

I remember that on the day of Qingming a month ago, when I was also paying tribute in front of this lonely grave, my father asked her calmly: "Yu'er, do you know whose tomb is here?"

Lin Yuhan shook his head. She didn't know that although her father brought her here to pay respects every time she celebrated the holidays, she didn't know who the people buried here were.

Her father never took the initiative to tell her, and she never asked herself.

When she was young, she wanted to ask every time, but as soon as she saw her father's heavy face, she didn't dare to ask. As she grew older, she never asked.

She was surprised why her father suddenly mentioned this at this time. Could it be that today he is finally going to tell himself?

Lin Xiong's face was sad, he looked at the lonely grave in front of him, for a long time, smiled sadly, turned his head to look at his daughter, and said gloomily: "It's your mother."

"Mother's ......", Lin Yuhan was shocked, but he was not surprised, but said astringently: "You said that this is my mother's grave"?

"Yes, the person buried here is your mother", Lin Xiong's expression was depressed, as if all the old things had come to his heart in an instant, but so many years have passed, and even how sad the past has long faded.

At that moment, he suddenly smiled indifferently and said, "Have you wanted to ask me countless times, why do other children have mothers, but you only have one father?"

"Yes......", Lin Yuhan did not deny it, and puzzled: "I'm just wondering, why did you never mention your mother to me, Daddy, don't you want to mention it, or ......?"

"It's not that I don't want to mention it, but I don't dare to mention it. I'm afraid you'll be sad when you find out, and so am I, so I've always tried to avoid it. Do you know why, for so many years, I have loved you in every way, and I can even say that I doted on you."

Lin Yuhan nodded and said, "I know, you want to make up for the debt to your mother and to me."

"Not bad. I, Lin Xiong, think that I have never owed anyone in my life, except for you and your mother. I can give you everything I can buy with money, but I can't give you a complete home. Therefore, I have spoiled you for so many years, I have never restrained you, tried to give you the greatest freedom, and let you make your own choices, just not wanting the tragedy of me and your mother to happen to you again."

Lin Yuhan was silent. Indeed, her father never controlled herself, and when she ran out alone, he always sent someone to protect her. Even later, when she brought Yang Xiaofeng back, he didn't blame himself.

As a father, it is rare to be able to indulge his daughter to such an extent.

Lin Xiong blamed himself: "However, although I have done my best, I still didn't protect you, and let that husband Duanmu Jing take you captive to the Ethereal Peak, and I suffered so much, I'm really useless."

Lin Yuhan hurriedly said: "Daddy, it's all in the past, what are you talking about now, anyway, they didn't do anything to me that time."

Lin Xiong was relieved: "Fortunately, they didn't treat you well that time, although you were taken captive to the Ethereal Peak, but fortunately, you didn't suffer any substantial damage, and it can be regarded as a thrill." If they move a hair of your hair, then I will really die and die, and I will have the face to go to Jiuquan to see your mother in the future."

Lin Yuhan smiled indifferently, and then said with a straight face: "My mother ...... her"?

Lin Xiong seemed to be stuck in a long memory for a while, and couldn't help but raise his eyes to look into the distance, and after a long time, he finally retracted his gaze from a distance, and looked at the lonely grave in front of him again, but he was still silent, and after a while, he said sadly: "Your mother's name is Su Wanxin, and she is the daughter of everyone in Gusu City." I remember that she was only twenty-four years old that year, once, she came to Jinling with her father and brother to play, and I met by chance, after a period of getting along, gradually, the two of us had mutual affection. A few months later, I went to the Su family to propose marriage, and at that time I was the young sect leader of the Fengyue Sect, and at that time I thought that with my identity, your grandfather would definitely not object to this family business."

"Did he say yes to my grandfather?"

"Nope".

"No"?

"yes, no. Fengyue Sect's reputation in the rivers and lakes is not very good, and the Su family is a scholarly family, and your grandfather is a pedantic literati. After I arrived at Su's house, as soon as I explained my intentions, he was directly blasted out, and threatened that unless he died, he would never marry his daughter to me, a demonic outsider. Later, I went to Su's house to ask for everything, but your grandfather still said that he would not agree. Gradually, I also died, I thought that this matter was over, and I didn't want to come back, but your mother asked someone to bring me a letter to say that she was pregnant with my child, that is, you. I immediately ran to Su's house to see her secretly, and I wanted to take her away, but unexpectedly, your grandfather found out and stopped us. Your grandfather said that if I left the Fengyue Sect, he might be able to consider letting your mother go with me, but how could I be willing to give up the power in my hands at that time. Now that I think about it, I really feel worthless for your mother, how could she like a man like me, hehe......".

Lin Yuhan shook his head and said: "I can't blame you, there are a few men of your age who can give up the power in their hands."

"At that time, the people of the Su family surrounded me, even if I tried my best, but it was difficult for me to fight against them alone, I was held by your grandfather on the spot, he was going to kill me. It was your mother who forced her father to spare me, and as for herself, she promised never to have anything to do with me again. Of course, your grandfather didn't agree, but your mother questioned your grandfather on the spot and said that she was already pregnant, so do you want your daughter to have no father as soon as her child is born?

"What about later, since my mother hadn't given birth to me at that time, how did I return to my father's ......", Lin Yuhan was a little puzzled and confused: "Also, how did my mother die"?

"Half a year later, your mother gave birth to you, of course your grandfather didn't want to leave this disgraceful child in his eyes in the Su family, but no matter what, this is his daughter's flesh and blood after all, he can't really be ruthless to discard this child, so he asked people to bring you over and hand it over to me."

"So that's ......", Lin Yuhan said hatefully: "Grandpa, he is so ruthless, doesn't his daughter have to marry sooner or later, and what does it make if he marries someone." Besides, my mother gave birth to me, and his heart can't be softened a little, and he really can't bear to ruin the happiness of his daughter's life."

"It would be nice if everyone could think like you, it's a pity that it's ......", Lin Xiong smiled bitterly: "Later, your grandfather made the decision to marry your mother to a family in Jinling City, and like his Su family, it is also the royal family of the scholarly family." I thought at the time, in fact, it's okay, your mother finally has a home, as long as she is doing well, I will be relieved. However, who would have thought that because of the previous incident, your mother would be snubbed in the Wang family, and everyone's eyes were full of ridicule and disgust. Her husband, the eldest son of the Wang family, married her, but he was disgusted that she was no longer complete, and even worse, he thought she was dirty, and he didn't treat her as a wife at all, and he didn't even talk to her, so that it has been a year since your mother married into the Wang family, and the two of them didn't even have a round house. suffered a lot of cold eyes in the Wang family, and I was thinking about you all the time in my heart, and your mother finally became ill. At first, it was just a cold, but your mother was physically and mentally devastated, so the disease never got better, and after a year, she finally passed away and said goodbye to the world forever. Alas......".

Speaking of sadness, Lin Xiong sighed faintly, there seemed to be a little wetness in his eyes, and he paused: "After your mother died, the people of the Wang family did not bury her in their ancestral grave, but only used a coffin to decorate the burial, and then dug a pit on this lonely mountain outside Jinling City at will, and buried it hastily and buried it on the soil, and even did not set up a tombstone." After I took over as the leader of the Fengyue Sect, I took all this radius of a hundred miles, and I wanted to move your mother's grave to another place, but the dead are gone, how can I disturb her undead spirit again, so that she will not be able to rest in peace. So, after thinking about it, I finally forgot it. The only thing I can do now is to pay tribute to her during the New Year's holidays, to pay tribute to her, that's all."

I don't know when, Lin Xiong, a man who is already fifty years away, is already in tears.