Every step of Yingchen is like the passage of time and vitality. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 It seemed that when he stopped, when he didn't have to move forward for half a minute, it was also the end of his life.

It's an obscure, complex feeling. I can't tell it, I don't know the way, it's like this ambiguity of seeing the sky is not the sky, and the earth is not the earth.

Or maybe it was just a cranky thought in his mind, after all, he went back to the past this time, except for his memories, he didn't bring back the body of that day's thunder quenching body, and he didn't have any dual personality.

In this cold and snowy place, it seems reasonable to have confusion in your mind, but the reality is not so simple.

These chaotic thoughts rushed by very quickly, like the autumn breeze that took away the little water left, but the slightly dry feeling was still so familiar.

The familiarity made him feel like a world away, as if he had returned to the original point again, and had come here again.

As for how many times and how many times. He may have forgotten about it, or he may not have mattered anymore.

Now, at this moment, at this moment.

The most important thing is to remember the forgotten past again, and salvage the fate in the dark from the past with the future body.

The word fate was like a flash of inspiration, and suddenly, from Ying Chen's mind, it appeared like a fish leaping into the dragon's gate.

He didn't know what the word fate meant, but faintly, he realized that it must be very important, and it must be connected to something in the past.

"Alas......" The wind followed like a shadow, he sighed rarely, the blazing eyes seemed to be able to see through the truth and falsehood of the family, and see through the mixed feelings of Ying Chen's heart, which was half confused and half obsessed.

"Who are you sighing for?" Ying Chen did not look back, his words were calm, as if even if it was so heavy snow, it did not interfere with his hearing.

"For the faint hope, for the broken life, for the beautiful ...... that can't be returned," the wind murmured, as if for the white swaying sky.

Between those words, there is a trace of unwillingness that cannot fade away from the years.

"......" Yingchen seemed to understand whether he understood or not, and finally chose to be silent, what the other party said seemed to be one thing, like two things, maybe it was ten million things.

There may be some subtle things in it, some suggestive clues, some connections with him.

But the other party didn't explain it thoroughly, and he wouldn't ask more.

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The wind and snow are still blowing, and the mountains are stacked.

Yingchen's hike seems to have become the snowflakes that drift away with the wind, and every time it falls, it is blown up by a gust of wind, and it goes on and on.

It is like a ghost lost in the empty world, which wants to merge into this heaven and earth, like the fate of dust returning to dust to earth.

That seemingly forbidden time has passed even more, and Yingchen has not grown old or withered, but the slightly narrowed eyes are getting deeper and deeper.

This depth is countless times richer than his seven years of exile in the forbidden land, and it cannot be measured in words.

But at the same time, it is quite fragile, like a weathered rock, which is vulnerable even if it stands still.

"Huh......" Yingchen exhaled a breath of turbidity, as if it contained all the dirt in his body in the past fourteen years since he was born.

Under his feet, he crossed thousands of mountains and rivers.

Came to a plain, said to be a plain, but updated a glacial lake.

A frozen lake, this frozen lake, hard as a rock, afraid of a hundred zhang thick, quite scary.

But the strange thing is that there is no snow on the surface of the lake, not at all, and compared to the snow-capped mountains on all sides, it is like another world.

Those falling snowflakes will turn into nothingness, and I don't know if they will turn into ice or be absorbed into it.

Ying Chen looked at it curiously, he didn't care, the weeping wind predecessor who had been following him like a shadow, stopped, stopped outside the lake, did not step in, but with a bitter and willing expression, the corners of his mouth were agitated, his eyes trembled, looking at the center of the lake in the distance.

There, there was a blurry black shadow.

It seemed to be prostrate on the ground, and it was like falling.

Ying Chen also noticed this scene, and after getting closer, there was some faint murmur mixed between the howling of the wind and snow.

It's like crying in despair, and it's like an unwilling cry.

It's just that the looming, intermittent sound made Yingchen's heart roar and he was shocked. Suddenly lost his voice and said: "He is... He is... It couldn't be ......."

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The recent updates are indeed very few, but they are not idle, it took a month, at least a hundred failures, in discouragement, despair, in the bath the night before, finally sorted out the beginning of the new book.

Don't be surprised, don't be impulsive, Xiao Lou said this not to repeat the mistakes of the past, not to do another lack of virtue in the old book eunuch to open a new book.

Just to share it purely because it's really fun.

If you use one sentence to describe Xiaolou's mood, it is to step on the iron shoes and find nowhere to go, and the willows and flowers are bright and bright.

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As for why I deliberately said it, there is actually a reason, and it has something to do with this book.

Would you like to hear it?

Is there anything you don't want to hear?

It's good, no one objected, and it seems that everyone wants to hear it (laughs)

Speaking of this book, in fact, it has deviated greatly from the original idea.

Although the core is similar, the plot and process at the beginning are very different.

Not that it's done to cater to readers. It's that a lot of whimsy can't be written, not because the writing is insufficient, but because of the limitations of literature, or in other words, the limitations of the subject matter and the genre.

For some settings, once brought in, it will be unreasonable, and there will be problems with logic.

But if it appears in a comic or a movie, it will not be unreasonable.

Therefore, as far as this book is concerned, from the initial idea to the time of writing, it has been a change in the eighteen changes of the female university.

At that time, it was very helpless and uncomfortable.

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Now, it should be said, a month ago.

When Xiao Lou had an idea for the new book, he was full of joy, but after a little pondering, he found all kinds of problems.

In general, it can be said that the situation is almost exactly the same as the original "Famous Move", which is still some good settings, but it is not reasonable.

Xiao Lou is unwilling, Xiao Lou doesn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, it's not that he is dissatisfied with the current "Famous Move", but he just doesn't want to let himself choose to retreat from the situation at the beginning again.

Xiaolou didn't want to regret it again.

So, Xiaolou thought desperately.

Xiaolou is unwilling, does not agree, and does not compromise!

Xiaolou feels that there must be a breakthrough and a solution.

It's simple, but after one or two failures, ten or twenty times, or even a hundred failures, Xiaolou was very confused, feeling that he was not suitable for writing a book, whether he should choose to give up, choose to close his pen, and choose to quit the online literature circle.

Even if the second plan and the third plan are prepared for this purpose, which is a new beginning, they are still not satisfied.

Xiaolou is an emotional person who likes to follow his original intentions, even if he fails because of this, he will not regret it.

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Having said so much, some people may think that Xiaolou is hypocritical, but in fact, it is not, because not only the beginning of "Famous Movement" chose to retreat, but the beginning of "From Heaven" also chose to compromise.

The original heaven is far from the beginning full of poisonous spots, maybe the whole story is still the same, but it is definitely not the same beginning.

We all know how important the beginning of a novel is, and most of the time, it can make the difference between life and death in a novel.

I don't like it at the beginning, but no matter how good it is written later, others won't read it or see it.

I still remember the book review of [Old Driver], he said that he couldn't read the first 20 chapters, but after reading it carefully, it was really different and wonderful.

But how many readers like the old driver have chosen to give up, or even abuse.

White Spoon said that "From Heaven" is a pity.

But the most regrettable thing is me.

Some people will ask why the original beginning was not chosen, and why not follow the original intention.

Xiao Lou didn't want to, just to sign a contract, he had to give up what belonged to him.

Among them, it also includes the first "Nine Queens", which is also to change the beginning again and again in order to sign a contract, what golden three chapters, what pretending to slap the face.

Even the title of the book was changed, but after repeated tosses, there was still no contract.

I still remember that Moxia said that the original "Heaven Has Nine" is the best.

I haven't forgotten, I've always remembered it.

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Today, April 28, 2017, a year and one day have passed since the release of "From Heaven".

During this time in April, I thought many times if I could go back a year ago, everything didn't start, everything was still in time.

It's just that there is no regret in this world, so I don't want to have any regrets, the idea of a new book, the original is the original, I will not change, I will not compromise, I will not give up.

Follow your heart and write a novel without powder.

That has always been, my dream.

It is a dream that I want to complete again and again, but I have repeatedly chosen to compromise.

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Regarding the new book, Xiaolou will spend half a year, a year, or even more to polish it carefully.

To pour out a lot of things that I want to express but have never expressed.

To write a story with a clear conscience and never give up.

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When I return to this book, I will finish it with a 12-point attitude.

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Today, after the treatment, the condition seems to have rebounded, and the pain is unbearable. The originally promised update wanted to be postponed, but just about to go to the group to say a word, I saw the words of the white spoon.

Xiao Lou hesitated, looking at the expectant gaze of the little white spoon, he couldn't bear it. Gritted his teeth and finished this chapter, perhaps half of it is a monologue, but it is by no means waterlogged.

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I would like to express my deep gratitude to all of you who are still voting for recommendations, rewarding everyone, and voting for monthly tickets.

The specific list will not be listed, after all, it is still those people, and it is still you who I am familiar with, and there are even a few new faces.

In the future, when you fully recover, I will add a separate update for each of your friends who have continued to support you (laughs)

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However, I have to thank the following three friends: [Wuzhu], [Comrade Stalin's Iron and Steel], and [Big Cat].

Thank you for still building in the book review area day after day, and not letting the already cold book review area become a no-man's land.

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Thanks to all those who still follow this book, good night.