142 Empirical Talk
Ji Danhuang sat on the stone bench bored, watching Yang Qingshan continue to play chess with the tablet, he only felt bored to death, and he was worried about Tang Yuzhu in his heart, so he kept glancing in the direction of the wooden house, and the stone bench under the pin was like a hot pot coated with super glue, which made him unable to sit still, but he had to continue to pretend to sit calmly.
After a game of chess, Yang Qingshan lost, she threw the tablet on the table, and shouted at the cabin: "No more, no more, three games in a row, I don't want to play with you anymore, it's a bully!"
Yin Yuechan's laughter came from the wooden house: "It's just an entertainment game, why should you take it so seriously." Okay, if you don't play, don't play, I'm tired, I'm going to sleep for a while. After that, no more movement was heard.
Yang Qingshan pursed her lips, looked up at the sky for a while, then grabbed the tablet again and began to search for movies. As a result, I searched for a long time, but I didn't find the movie I wanted to watch, so I had to give up.
After a while, Yang Qingshan was bored and shifted her attention to Ji Danhuang. Seeing that Ji Danhuang looked calm, only a pair of eyes were so anxious that they were about to burst into flames, Yang Qingshan couldn't help but laugh and said, "What's the matter?"
"Huh?" Ji Danhuang turned his head to look at Yang Qingshan, but his consciousness had not yet retracted, "What did you just say?" Are you talking to me?"
Yang Qingshan "snorted" and smiled: "I'm not talking to you, who is talking to? Is there a third person outside this room? I'm asking you, are you still at ease?"
"Isn't that nonsense!" Ji Danhuang couldn't help but glance at Yang Qingshan, "That's my girlfriend, it's strange to be able to put your mind at ease!"
I haven't seen him for a month, and God knows how much he misses Tang Yuzhu. Originally, I just wanted to go to Guigumen to see her, but I didn't expect so many things to happen, and I haven't been able to see her until now.
I don't know if Tang Yuzhu, who was quickly promoted, will have a particularly big change in this month. She was promoted to the rank of immortal. It's going to look better than ever.
Yang Qingshan glanced at Ji Danhuang meaningfully, and sighed after a while: "You, why bother! In this world, feelings are actually the most unreliable thing, they can't be seen or touched, and they will always be wiped out with the passage of time. Instead of expecting the bond of affection, it is more tangible that the rope will firmly trap each other. At least be sure that she's right there for you. What's more, some people you may think for a while must be the person who can stay with you for the rest of your life, but in reality it may not be like that. Love at first sight. It's just the influence of chemicals, and maybe one day you will find that the person you are attached to is not that important. People, anyone can live without them, no one is really that important, just look away. ”
Listening to Yang Qingshan's words, Ji Danhuang couldn't help but be stunned, and then a trace of sympathy appeared in his eyes. After hearing Yang Qingshan's words. Ji Danhuang's first feeling was that Yang Qingshan might have suffered some blow before, which made her no longer believe in love, so the whole person was a little ...... It's too calm.
The feeling is, you're coming, I'm sure you're not leaving. You are gone, I am when you have not come, do not let yourself be sad because of your feelings, and face with an indifferent attitude something that may cause damage to your own psychology.
This method should actually be regarded as a kind of self-protection. Arm yourself with an indifferent attitude. Protect yourself from getting hurt again.
After thinking for a while, Ji Danhuang said slowly: "I think, a person has a way of living. I also have different feelings and thoughts. You may think that feelings are not important, but that doesn't mean that others think the same way. Anyway, Yuzhu is more important to me than anything else, no matter what happens, I will not give up on her. Unless she never wants to see me again, then I will obediently go away and never appear in front of her again. Otherwise, no one will try to separate us. ”
"Naïve, naïve. Yang Qingshan sighed and shook her head, "In this world, there are so many helpless things, it's not that you think you can grasp it in your hands, you will definitely be able to grasp it." Be realistic, silly boy, unless you're masochistic, don't sink yourself into that deep and leave a little leeway. It's up to you to hear from experience. ”
Ji Danhuang was noncommittal about this, shrugged his shoulders, and pretended not to hear it. In this world, there is a lot of experience, but it is not for everyone. So there are some words, just listen to them, and there is no need to take them too seriously, as long as he is determined by himself, nothing can separate him from Tang Yuzhu.
As if seeing something from Ji Danhuang's face, Yang Qingshan raised her eyebrows and asked, "Do you think that I was abandoned before, so I said such things?"
Ji Danhuang didn't speak. In fact, he did think so, but when he heard Yang Qingshan say this, he felt that things might not be what he thought.
Yang Qingshan smiled: "Look at you like this, I don't need to ask me to know what's going on." In fact, you understand the opposite, the person who was dumped was not me, but I dumped others. This thing is actually very amazing to say, a person who originally liked it very much, suddenly found out one day that the person he was destined for was not him, and the person he wanted was not him. That feeling, the special collapse, is the feeling that the whole world has changed together, while not wanting to leave the life it once was, and at the same time knowing that I have to leave, I can only let go of the pain. During that time, I was really uncomfortable and worse than dead, but as time went on, I gradually saw it. When I got to the present, I felt that the past was like a dream, and although it felt good, it was not what I needed, nor did it belong to me. Ji Danhuang, having said so much, can you understand what I mean?"
Ji Danhuang looked at Yang Qingshan, he had already heard stupidly, and his head was like a mess of rivers and lakes. He shook his head and said, "I don't know what you're talking about, it's a mess." There may be some things that you can't understand even if you listen to other people's experiences, and you always have to experience them once before you can believe that the original experience is correct. People, that's how stubborn they are, there's no way around this. I'm human, and I'm no exception. ”
He doesn't care what Yang Qingshan has experienced before, and he doesn't care what the outcome of him and Tang Yuzhu will have in the future. In short, now that they are still together, it is worth getting along well, even if it is just to leave a happy memory. (To be continued......)