Chapter 303: Shaolin Changes (3)
Half a day later, Zhao Ming walked out of Lingzhi's room with a heavy face, paused slightly in front of the door, as if he had made a decision, and gritted his teeth and walked directly to the outside of the hall. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Lingzhi watched Zhao Ming's figure leave his sight, and there was still a slight smile on the corner of his mouth.
"I don't know if this decision is right or wrong, I hope it can be the blessing of Shaolin......" After speaking, Lingzhi's eyes were full of anticipation for a moment......
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Zhao Ming left the main hall on the top of the mountain and did not return to the Daxiong Treasure Hall, but directly entered the abbot's courtyard.
"Abbot, I wonder if the disciple can come in?"
Xuan Ci was meditating cross-legged on the bed, when there was a sudden knock on the door, accompanied by a greeting.
Xuan Ci was stunned for a moment, but soon he thought about who the person outside the door was, but his eyes kept changing, and finally sighed and said, "Come in......"
Zhao Ming directly pushed open the door and walked into the room the moment Xuan Ci's words fell.
Xuan Ci didn't seem to be surprised at all by Zhao Ming's arrival, he looked at Zhao Ming with a flat face with complicated eyes, sighed and said, "You still came......"
Zhao Ming glanced at the 'kind and kind' old monk, and said expressionlessly: "I'm here......"
Xuan Ci looked at Zhao Ming's cold eyes, and was not angry or angry, but smiled and said: "I knew that there would be a day when Uncle Shi took a fancy to you, but I didn't expect this day to come so quickly, and I really didn't have any preparation at all......" After speaking, Xuan Ci shook his head with a wry smile.
Zhao Ming didn't say anything about Xuan Ci's words, his eyes looked directly at the old man in front of him, who looked weak, and said coldly: "You should know that the enmity between us at the moment you make a move is unresolved......"
Xuan Ci looked at Zhao Ming in front of him and didn't say anything, he knew in his heart that no matter what he said, he would not escape today's catastrophe, he didn't pay attention to Zhao Ming in front of him, his eyes were flashing with a trace of thin wings, as if he was missing something.
Zhao Ming didn't bother him, and the room suddenly fell into an incomparable silence.
After half a ring, Xuan Ci finally woke up from his thoughts, glanced at Zhao Ming in front of him with a wry smile, and said: "People are old and have experienced a lot, but I didn't expect that at the last moment, all I could remember was the mistakes I made when I was young, but everything over the years was blurred..... Hehe......" Speaking of this, Xuan Ci smiled bitterly and shook his head, as if he was talking to himself, and also seemed to be talking to Zhao Ming.
Zhao Ming didn't respond to Xuan Ci's self-deprecation, his eyes never left Xuan Ci sitting cross-legged there for a moment, and his eyes were a little blurry, every time he saw Xuan Ci's familiar face, Zhao Ming would think of that moonlit night, that night, a hippie smiling face, always like to follow behind him, the little girl left him forever, the mysterious and funny smiling face still echoed in his mind at the moment, so that his heart has been blaming himself, he hates, hates Xuan Ci, hates himself even more, hates himself for not being able to protect the people around him, and makes them go away from him one by one......
"Die in your hands, the old man has nothing to say, sitting in this position for so many years, he has long lost the momentum of his youth, and his heart is tired, and it is not bad to be able to die in this position, but I have always had an unforgettable obsession in my heart, and now, it can be regarded as a last wish, hope...... Forget it, I just want to find someone to talk to, I have been buried in my heart for so many years, and I can find someone to talk to before I die, at least I don't have to end up depressed...... Hehe......"
Zhao Ming didn't say anything, but Xuan Ci didn't seem to want to get Zhao Ming's reply, and said directly: "Back then, when I was only as old as you, I always had a dream in my heart at that time, that is, like the abbot at that time, Lingyue Zen Master, not only excellent martial arts but also received incomparable admiration from people in the rivers and lakes, that is my dream, and the abbot is also something that must be obtained to achieve my dream......"
Speaking of this, Xuan Ci paused a little and continued: "But that's when I am still young after all, there are many things that attract me outside of my dreams, and Erniang is the woman I met when I went down the mountain on a mission, at that time she was just a teenage girl, eccentric, since I saved her in the hands of a group of bandits, she has been pestering me, following me to many places, I went back to the mountain gate and she bought a place to live at the bottom of the mountain and waited for me, so, it was three years in a hurry......
Speaking of this, Xuan Ci seemed to remember some very good memories, and a smile involuntarily appeared on his face, but soon this smile turned into endless remorse......
"I ignored her from the beginning to the end and gradually began to never forget it, even when I returned to the mountains, I always thought of her, and then I knew that I really fell in love with that strange little girl...... We ended up together, and even if I couldn't give her a real home, a perfect wedding, or even a matchmaker, she didn't realize the complaint, and after we were together, she wasn't as crazy as she used to be, and kept waiting for me at the bottom of the mountain, waiting for my return......"
"We had a child very quickly, she was very happy, I was very happy, and even I had an urge to return to the vulgar at that time, but at this time, there was an unexpected ......"
Speaking of this, Xuan Ci's face suddenly felt a burst of remorse, as if he had deep hatred and self-blame......
"Lingyue Zen Master suddenly spread the news of his death, so that the atmosphere in the temple was tense for a while, I also said goodbye to Erniang, returned to the temple, when I went down the mountain again I have been promoted to the position of the abbot of Shaolin, which caught us all a little off guard, the previous plan and plan suddenly like a joke came to naught......
Xuan Ci smiled bitterly and shook his head.
"But Erniang didn't blame me, nor did she blame me or even say a word, she still served me as always, took care of me, and our children...... Such days make me rarely apprehensive in my heart, but I rarely get attached, for Erniang, I always have a trace of self-blame in my heart......" (to be continued.) )