Chapter 223: Kissing
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Leaf House.
Luo Qingxue had been standing in front of the window for too long, and her legs were a little numb, so she walked back to the bed and sat down.
This time should have been to freshen up, if it was in the past, at this time, she would have already finished freshening up and ran to Qiangu to find Yang Xiaofeng. Or maybe he had already come to her early with a big box of hot breakfast.
But now?
Now she's the only one.
For a girl, the first thing she does when she gets up in the morning is to freshen up, and it's time to get dressed, but for more than a month, she's been almost always closed, let alone dressed. Now, there's no need for that.
As the old saying goes, "A woman is a woman who pleases herself." This is very true, at this moment, he is no longer by his side, even if it is exquisite makeup, who will show it?
Since I don't want to make up and it's too cold outside, I just want to sleep a little longer.
It's just that not long after lying down, the door was pushed open by Lan Ru.
Lan Ru closed the door again, walked over and put the lunch box in his hand on the table, and immediately urged: "Xiaoxue, hurry up." It snowed last night, and today I specially cooked chicken soup and ginger soup to get rid of the cold. Get up quickly and drink it while it's hot, lest it get cold for a while."
Luo Qingxue suddenly felt that her eyes were sore, and she almost burst into tears. Who said that aunts and sisters-in-law don't get along well, Lan treats her like a sister, and she has always been like a sister. Especially since the accident that day, she has been immersed in endless pain and cannot extricate herself, so that she has not eaten a drop of water for several days, and later she has become seriously ill. If it weren't for Lan Ru's meticulous care, I'm afraid she would have died of hunger strike by now.
It is precisely because of the care of her eldest brother and sister-in-law that she knows how to be strong and has the courage to wake up from her sadness, to learn to put aside the old things, and to learn to face life again.
Seeing that Luo Qingxue didn't get up immediately, Lan Ru couldn't help but glance at her more, and asked with concern: "Xiaoxue, what's wrong with you, didn't you get sick from the cold last night?"
Seeing her sister-in-law looking at her, Luo Qingxue immediately turned her head to the side, turned her back to Lan Rusi, and the tears in her eyes finally flowed, so she had to quickly and secretly touch it, and said, "Sister-in-law, don't worry, I'm fine."
"Xiaoxue, it's okay ......", Lan Ru had already walked over and sat down on the side of Luo Qingxue's bed, patted her shoulder lightly with her hand, and comforted: "Trust me, everything will be fine."
"Really......", Luo Qingxue's eyes were still a little hazy, turned around, almost confused, and repeated uncertainly: "Sister-in-law, you said that everything will be fine"?
Facing Luo Qingxue's eager gaze, Lan Ru suddenly remembered something, and suddenly felt a chill in her heart, and her face gradually darkened.
Luo Qingxue was slightly stunned, and then frowned and said, "Sister-in-law, what do you have to say to me?"
"I ......", Lan hesitated, really not knowing how to speak.
Seeing this, Luo Qingxue's heart suddenly sank to the bottom. Although Lan Ru hadn't said anything yet, she could already expect that most of what she was going to say at this time was related to herself.
Thinking of Duanmu Xuan's intention to come to the valley yesterday, she suddenly felt that it was already a little difficult to breathe. She had to take a deep breath, and she really didn't dare to think about the situation anymore.
Lan Ru hesitated for a long time, and finally spoke: "Duanmu Xuan came to the valley again yesterday."
Luo Qingxue said coldly: "I know."
"You know", Lan Ru felt a little surprised, even surprised.
Luo Qingxue didn't speak anymore, but got up and got dressed, then got out of bed and freshened up, and after finishing her makeup, she slowly walked to the table and sat down, opened the food box, took out the hot soup inside, and began to eat non-stop.
Lan Ru silently watched Luo Qingxue do these things, and the expression on her face became more and more sad.
In the blink of an eye, a bowl of soup had been eaten, and Luo Qingxue immediately filled a full bowl of soup for herself again, and then ate it as wildly.
The soup is delicious, fragrant and warm in the mouth, but when you eat it in Luo Qingxue, it feels like chewing wax.
Actually, she wasn't that hungry. She just wanted to distract herself by eating, so that she didn't think too much.
Before I knew it, the second bowl of soup was already in my stomach. She still wanted to serve it again, but the porcelain urn that was originally full of soup was already empty.
"What about the soup......", Luo Qingxue looked up at Lan Rus, and asked in disappointment: "Why is there no soup?"
Lan Ru felt sad for a while, but replied gently: "You usually eat two bowls at most, and I only brought so many here."
Luo Qingxue immediately asked, "Is there still anything in the kitchen?"
Lan nodded subconsciously.
"Okay, then I'll go and fight some more", Luo Qingxue quickly put the bowl on the table back into the lunch box, picked it up and walked out, or rushed out directly.
"Xiaoxue ......", Lan Ru shouted as if she wanted to stop her.
It's just that although she was shouting, Luo Qingxue's footsteps did not stop at all, and she had run to the door in a blink of an eye.
Lan Ru shouted again: "Xiaoxue ......."
Luo Qingxue still turned a deaf ear.
Lan Ru was not angry, but felt very sad in her heart, and suddenly, her tone changed, and she asked coldly: "Why do you have to be like this, why can't you learn...... Learn to let yourself go"?
Luo Qingxue's pace finally slowed down, turned around, and asked word by word, "Sister-in-law, what did you just say?"
"I said, why can't you just learn to let yourself go?"
"Why can't I learn to let go of myself......", Luo Qingxue said sadly: "Then you tell me, why do I have to learn to let go of myself, isn't it good for me to do this?"
Lan Ru's eyes were like water, she looked at Luo Qingxue coldly, and said lightly: "Xiaoxue, I know that you are bitter in your heart, and I also know that you have always been embarrassed and practicing yourself." But, have you ever thought about what's the point of you doing this?"
"I'm ......", Luo Qingxue was about to argue a few words, but she began to choke up after saying a word just now.
Before I knew it, tears filled my eyes again.
"Have you ever thought about what you can save by doing this, or can you reduce the sadness in your heart a little?"
Lan Ru's tone became more and more aggressive, and said, "Or, can you forget those memories or people in the past?"
“......”。
With a "snap", the lunch box in Luo Qingxue's hand fell the floor under her feet. Her tears finally welled up in her eyes.
Lan Ru kept talking, and then said: "Actually, you can't forget anything, you can't get anything back, and you can't change the situation." You just don't dare to face it, you don't want to believe it, and you don't want to accept the facts."
Again and again, hot tears gently slipped down his cheeks, dripping on the ground and making a few monotonous clean sounds, which sounded extremely boring.
"Tick ...... Tick ......".
Perhaps this is the sound of heartbreak!
Or perhaps, in fact, Luo Qingxue's heart has already been broken!
"You said I didn't dare to face it, I didn't want to believe it, and I didn't want to accept the facts"?
"Isn't it"?
"I don't dare to face it, I don't want to believe the facts......", Luo Qingxue couldn't stop muttering to herself, as if she felt that this was ridiculous.
So, then she smiled softly.
It's just that the smile is really bitter.
Lan Ru didn't laugh at all. She suddenly turned her head, but she couldn't bear to look at Luo Qingxue anymore.
Suddenly, outside the window, there was a burst of partridge bird chirping. It's just that this voice seems to have a hint of sadness.
Lan Ru looked up and found that the sunlight was already shining in the courtyard outside the house.
She looked away, stared at it for a long time, and finally couldn't help but sigh softly.
After a while, Lan Ru suddenly said again: "Yesterday, Xiao Lan also came to the valley, but today it was just dawn, and he came to say hello to me and left in a hurry." And, I could tell, he seemed to be upset."
Luo Qingxue was silent.
Lan Ru turned her eyes to Luo Qingxue again and asked, "Do you know why Xiaolan is leaving?"
Luo Qingxue hung her head and didn't say a word.
Lan Ru said to herself: "I heard Xiaolan say that last night, he, your eldest brother and Duanmuxuan and the three of them drank and drank until late before going to sleep. Moreover, I heard him say that your eldest brother is still ......".
Luo Qingxue finally asked, "What else ......?"
Lan Ru said very slowly, and said slowly: "Moreover, your eldest brother also agreed to Duanmu Xuan's request to you after drinking."