Chapter 301: Let go
Falling Snow Valley, at the mouth of the valley. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
After eight days of traveling, Luo Qingxue, Xie Jun and others finally rushed back from Jinling.
As soon as he returned to the valley, Xie Jun planned to come to see Luo Qingyu immediately, and on the way back, he had already sent a message to Luo Qingyu. But in addition to the disciples who usually guard and guard the valley mouth, how can there be Luo Qingyu's shadow, Xie Jun couldn't help but feel a little strange, so he asked a disciple of the guard: "Where is the young valley master"?
The disciple was originally secretly looking at the carriage Luo Qingxue was riding, and when he heard the question, he quickly withdrew his gaze and said, "The young valley master is entertaining guests."
"Hospitality ......", Xie Jun said coldly: "Who is the guest"?
The disciple quietly glanced at the carriage Luo Qingxue was riding in, and said, "A few days ago, Duanmu Jing, the head of the Ethereal Peak, and his nephew Duanmu Xuan came to the valley, presumably the young valley master is entertaining them at this moment."
"It's ...... them", Xie Jun couldn't help but feel a burst of disgust, and said coldly: "I know." You go and inform the young valley master, and say that the eldest lady is back."
The disciple was about to leave, but Xie Junhu stopped him again and said, "Forget it, I'll go and talk to the young valley master in person."
The guard disciple had no choice but to retreat.
Xie Jun glanced at the carriage Luo Qingxue was riding, hesitated for a moment, and said in a harmonious voice: "Miss, I'll send you back."
After a long silence, Luo Qingxue's usual indifferent voice came from the car: "I'm going to see my eldest brother first."
Xie Jun hesitated: "Miss, you also heard it just now, the young master is entertaining guests."
Luo Qingxue said coldly: "Since there are guests, I have to see them even more."
Xie Jun asked, "Does the eldest lady really want to meet"?
Luo Qingxue didn't say anything more.
Xie Jun was helpless and smiled bitterly: "That's good."
Under the obsessive and admiring gaze of the guards of the Falling Snow Valley, Luo Qingxue's carriage slowly left until it completely disappeared from their sight.
The carriage walked slowly, and it was quiet outside.
Luo Qingxue sat quietly in the carriage, and thousands of thoughts seemed to come to her mind at this moment.
It's not a long road, but she's thought too much along the way.
However, it was precisely because she thought about it too much that she suddenly became a little dazed.
She has walked this road at least 100 times. Although it is the same road, although it is the same person, every time she walks on this road, her mood always seems to be different.
There is sadness, joy, bitterness, sweetness, helplessness and ......loss.
However, no matter that time, it seems that there has never been such a sad feeling as today.
This feeling seems to have returned to the time twelve years ago, when she, her eldest brother, and father returned to Luoxue Valley after burying and settling the bodies of all the people in Qingshui Villa.
That day, she was so sad. However, this time, in addition to the heavy sadness of that day, there was even a little more discouragement.
Today, she is truly in despair.
Perhaps, it's really time to let go.
What is the point of persevering knowing that there will be no more results?
Whether it's true or false, even if he knows that he is just deliberately angry with her, what he said does make sense. Like he said, since he is doing well now, why do you bother him again, why do you still have to entangle, why can't you let go?
But is he really doing well?
The little broken hooves, combined with the sound of the wheels rolling on the road, seem boring and boring.
When people's hearts are lonely, it seems that even the sound of horses' hooves is lonely.
And she is the lonely cold snow beyond the clouds. When the spring breeze blew, it melted the ice in her heart and brought her warmth and sunshine, and she thought that was happiness.
Eventually, however, the wind left again.
So, her heart froze again.
It's just that she can't tell whether there is still her heart in the refrozen ice.
Perhaps, her heart has long been taken away by the spring breeze.
She melted her heart into the sunshine after the snow, and that sunshine was the most shy and innocent smile on the face of the young man in her heart.
"Stop ......", Luo Qingxue suddenly screamed coldly.
The carriage stopped immediately.
When Xie Jun turned his head, Luo Qingxue was already standing outside the car.
Then, she slowly closed her eyes and took a deep breath of the sweet air of late spring.
As a result, time stopped at this moment, and then went backwards, and she seemed to have returned to her former youth.
Perhaps, everything is just a dream.
Is it true, she is really just the girl in the flower season who is full of fantasies and longings.
But is it really just a dream?
The beautiful and innocent daughter's face like a dream couldn't help but make Xie Jun look stupid.
After a long time, Fang came back to his senses and exclaimed, "Miss, why did you get off the car?"
There was no disgust, no silence, not even the coldness she usually had, Luo Qingxue suddenly smiled lightly and said, "I suddenly found that although I have lived in the valley for twenty-eight years, I have never walked this road well. Every time I go in and out, I am either riding a horse or riding a car, and today the wind is beautiful, so I simply walk it."
Without hesitation, without hesitation, as soon as she finished speaking, she immediately walked forward.
After walking a few steps, she suddenly shouted at Xie Jun and his party in the rear: "I want to go alone, you all disperse."
The group in Luoxue Valley watched Luo Qingxue walk away in a daze, and kept muttering, "Strange...... , What's wrong with the eldest lady today, why did her temperament become so gentle all of a sudden"?
Xie Jun scolded coldly: "What are you noisy, what should you do?"
"Yes, yes, yes......".
Everyone whispered, and in Xie Jun's almost murderous gaze, they scattered in all directions.
Xie Jun took one last look in the direction Luo Qingxue was walking, couldn't help but sigh, and finally dispersed.
This way, Luo Qingxue walked very fast, but she felt that she was walking very slowly. She was walking aimlessly, but she always felt like she was going somewhere.
It's just that the Falling Snow Valley is too big, where is she going?
It seemed that subconsciously, she walked to the courtyard where Yang Xiaofeng once lived.
Luo Qingxue finally understood that what she wanted to go to was the place where he had stayed before.
Perhaps, she didn't just want to come to this place to see, she wanted to retrieve some memories of Yang Xiaofeng again.
And what she has been insisting on and reliving is only her own memories.
It was quiet in the courtyard and even quieter in the room.
The bed he slept on, the table and chair he sat on, and the basin he washed、...... It's still there. There were still two pieces of clothing he had worn hanging from the bedside, and there were even a few traces of his breath on them.
She reached out and touched the quilt, it was cold, presumably the charcoal fire in the fire bed had been extinguished, since no one came to live, naturally no one would come to add to the fire.
After sitting on the bed for a while, she got up again and walked to the wardrobe beside the bed, and after a little hesitation, finally opened the cupboard.
There was also a new set of clothes neatly placed in the cabinet, and I still remember that this was given to him by myself on Chinese New Year's Eve the year before. She was still urging him to wear it at the time, who thought that he had never been willing to wear it, only said that the year had passed anyway, and he would wear it when he was celebrating the New Year last year.
I wore it again during the Chinese New Year last year, and when I was Chinese New Year last year, I ...... last year Hehe.......
None of the furnishings in the room seem to have changed.
The only thing that has changed is people.
The only thing missing is people.
So, what about the human heart?
It turns out that what has been changing is the human heart, and what has never changed is also the human heart.
The human heart is really complicated.
Familiar scenes evoke more than just memories. What is unforgettable is always the person with the deepest memories.
Luo Qingxue lingered for a while, and finally left again.
She really changed, became mature, became indifferent. In the past, she would have stayed here for a long time, and maybe she would have cried.
But today, she only stayed for a moment, just a short moment, and then left.
She didn't cry even more.
Tears have no effect, tears only expose the cowardly heart of man, and she must be strong, absolutely strong.
After all this experience, she has changed.
In the sadness and parting again and again, she completed the transformation of her heart.
She put away her former coldness and arrogance, she even put away her thoughts, became calm, became calm, and became mature.
She had even begun to learn to die, even forget. Forget your past self and forget him.
At the same time, she is also learning to let go, let go of her obsessions, and let go of her delusions. Let go of your attachment to him, let go of your infatuation with him, and let go of the dream of your youth.