After lunch, I asked Dr. Song where I found the Luo Yun Ye, he was also a little surprised, saying what I asked this for, I shook my head and didn't answer, he saw that I didn't answer, and he knew that maybe I had my own *, so it was inconvenient to tell them, so he told me the mountain where Luo Yun Ye was found.

Before leaving, Mrs. Song told me that it was dangerous to go up the mountain, and told me to be careful, Xiaocui looked worried, but she just curled her lips, with tears in her eyes, and looked at me without speaking, but it was Doctor Song, who carried the basket on her back, "Go, I'll accompany you!" I was stubborn, and I had to let Dr. Song follow me, and I was very moved in my heart.

With Dr. Song following me, Mrs. Song and Xiaocui were not so worried, just looking at the back of me and Dr. Song leaving, and they didn't leave for a long time.

The mountain, outside the city, is still twenty miles away from the city, Dr. Song doesn't feel it at all, but I stop from time to time to rest, a long-lost feeling of exhaustion fills my body, my heart and lungs. I have been cultivating immortals for more than ten years, but I have forgotten a little, I am just a person, I claim to be an immortal, but I am just deceiving myself, I can't escape the cycle of life and death, I can't escape karma......

"Brother Zhang's body hasn't recovered yet, we don't have to rush, come, drink saliva!"

I took the water bladder and poured it violently, and a refreshing feeling hit me, which made me shiver and feel very comfortable......

"Are you leaving?"

After resting for a while, Dr. Song saw that it was not too early, so he wanted to hurry.

"Let's go!"

Standing at the foot of the high mountain, I looked up, the height of the mountain is not endless, but at this moment, the spiritual power is exhausted, and the majesty of the mountain gives me a different feeling, which I have never felt.

I couldn't help but close my eyes and take a deep breath of this 'spring' day, the mountain disappeared in front of my eyes, but it was still in front of my eyes, even if it was invisible, but its majestic momentum still stood here. My soul slowly appeared, and at this moment it was actually a little stronger, and a trace of comfort appeared on my stiff face.

The majesty of the mountain is not in its shape, but in its potential, I understand......

Slowly opening my eyes, I know that if I can recover, I will be able to comprehend a deeper realm, condensation!

Dr. Song didn't bother me, and I didn't understand, why did he stand there quietly and didn't call me when he saw me in a daze?

"Let's go, let's go up the mountain. ”

The first to speak, Dr. Song was slightly startled, stunned, and nodded.

The mountain road is rugged, not to mention the road of collecting 'medicine', it is extremely remote and difficult, and the spiritual power used to be close to the body, and the body is extremely flexible, so naturally he is not afraid of these, but now, he ...... Hey, I can only grit my teeth and persevere.

"Can Little Brother Zhang persevere?"

Dr. Song, who was opening the way in front, turned his head and looked at me with some concern.

"It's okay, I can hold on!" I smiled at him, and I nodded firmly.

There were no words all the way, there were words, I couldn't say anything, at the moment I was out of breath and sweating, and now I finally felt the benefits of cultivating immortals.

"This is the place where Luo Yunye was found, Little Brother Zhang, you, but what are you looking for?"

When I finally arrived, I felt relieved in my heart, and when I looked at the place where Dr. Song found Luo Yunye, it was very unremarkable. This is the mountainside, the terrain is not too steep, there is such a spiritual grass, it is already rare, I don't have to force it, look up, as long as you are careful, you should be able to find some.

"Well, I'm going to look for some herbal 'medicine' to see if I can heal my injuries. ”

"Oh, Brother Zhang also understands medical science?"

"Hehe, running the rivers and lakes, you have to understand a little bit, but compared with Brother Song, it is far behind. ”

"Little Brother Zhang is modest, and I don't know much about Big Brother. ”

"Big brother is modest, let's look up, I hope to find some spiritual 'flowers' spiritual grass. ”

"Okay, let's find it slowly. ”

Looking for it all the way, I have gone through countless hardships and dangers, but unfortunately, maybe the sky will not wait to see me, although Dr. Song found a lot of 'flowers' and grasses, but they are not spiritual 'medicine', only a few are still Luo Yunye, I did not feel disappointed, but Dr. Song was a little unhappy.

It was getting late, so Dr. Song and I found a cave in the mountainside, built a fire in it, looked at the bright moon, listened to the insects, and remembered the past.

"Come, take two sips to warm up!"

Taking the wine handed over by Dr. Song, I poured it into my mouth, it was a little spicy, but it was exactly the taste I wanted.

Doctor Song looked at the fire, his expression was a little hesitant, his brows were furrowed, and he looked at it like he had something on his mind, but after a while, his brows gradually stretched.

"The night on the mountain is cold, this wine must be carried with you, there were also healers in the past, climbed too high, no wine, no fire, and froze to death in one night....."

Dr. Song's words were a little strange, as if he wanted to express something, but it seemed that he was just talking casually.

"As healers, we can heal the sick and cure the disease, but we can't cure the heart......"

I looked strange and stared straight at Dr. Song, but he didn't care about my gaze, holding a dead branch in his hand, setting a fire on the fire, and quietly watching the jumping sparks.

"People will always die, they can be healed for a while, but they can't save their lives, just like themselves, even if they can save thousands of lives, their own 'sex' lives, but they can never save themselves, a hundred years later, a pinch of loess, who can remember? What is left......?

"Brother Song, you're drunk!"

"Drunk?" Shaking his head, Dr. Song smiled self-deprecatingly, "We laymen think that we have a clear life, but who is not drunk? After living for these thirty years, in the end, we are just living in our own world, thinking that the scenery and achievements we think are ridiculous and pathetic....."

"Brother Song....."

"Listen to me tell me a story!"

"Four months ago, there was a doctor who was not very good at medicine, but he had never misdiagnosed, nor had he done anything that hurt the heavens and reason, on the contrary, he trekked through mountains and rivers alone, through mountains and mountains, and picked herbs for the sake of patients. In order to taste the last 'medicine', he climbed this peak, and at the top of the steep and cold mountain, he risked his life to pick the last grass 'medicine', but he found an injured person when he was leaving, the injured man was a patient who the doctor had treated before, and went up the mountain to catch the snow fox, because he lost the fire and drank all the liquor, he was frozen to death here, and it was impossible for the doctor to give up such a life, so he made a fire and boiled soup to warm his body and blood. When the patient woke up, he thanked him and said that he would repay the doctor for being a cow and a horse. ”

Dr. Song's tone was calm, as if what he was talking about was really not himself, and I just listened to it, listening to the story he wanted to tell me.

On the way down the mountain, the patient accidentally spotted the snow fox. The snow fox's 'fur' skin is indeed very valuable, but no matter how valuable it is, can it be compared to a human life? The patient took advantage of the doctor's inattention, knocked him unconscious, snatched the fire and the little dry food and liquor that was left, and pursued the snow fox alone. The healer woke up, his body was frozen, and to add insult to injury, there was a snow wolf in front of him, staring at him!"

Doctor Song sighed, a glimmer of light flashed in his eyes, but it was not hatred and fear, but a trace of consciousness and clarity.

"At that moment, when facing death, the healer came to his senses, he finally understood the world, it turned out that ingratitude is so simple, human life is so worthless, all this, is fate 'playing', or is the way of heaven so reversed?"

"When the snow wolf pounced, the healer was already ready to close his eyes and wait for death, but at this time, a red light appeared in front of him, and at that time, a bloody man, a man with a smile on the corner of his mouth!

"That man, not a human, but whether he is an immortal or a demon, he saved the healer and saved an awakened heart!"

Dr. Song threw the dead branch into the fire, stood up abruptly, and looked at me. I looked at him calmly, and slowly stood up, what he wanted to do, I don't know, I just know, he has changed, or at this moment, he is coming back from the dead!

Unexpectedly, Dr. Song looked at me for a moment, strode over, and knelt down in front of me.

"Brother Song, what are you doing here?"

"That man, it's you! You said, you save me once, I will save you again! So I took you back and treated you carefully, not only for a promise, but also for my enlightenment!"

"I know, you're leaving, you want to recover from your injuries as soon as possible, and then get out of here, I don't have any other requests, I just hope you can take me as an apprentice, I don't want to be at the mercy of this world anymore, my own destiny, I want to control it myself!"

Looking at Dr. Song with a pleading face, I sat down slowly and looked at him lightly. I don't know how much courage and determination he mustered to finally follow me to the mountains when he knew that I was 'leaving' and said words that he hadn't spoken for months.

"Do you think, am I a fairy or a demon?"

Doctor Song shook his head, "Whether it's an immortal or a demon, as long as I can get rid of my fate, I don't care." ”

"I'm just a waste now, I can't even save myself, how can I help you? Do you think that if you become an immortal, you can get rid of your fate? The world of immortals is far more cruel than your mortal world, and you can't help yourself!"

Doctor Song was stunned, looked at me blankly, and suddenly got up after a while and said: "You are not him, you are completely different from his temperament, you let him come out, I want to talk to him!"

Shaking my head, I let out a long sigh, "Brother Song, since I call you big brother, I will tell you the truth, can you sit down and listen to my brother?"

Perhaps seeing that I was extremely sincere, Dr. Song slowly calmed down and sat down quietly.

"There are many things that I can't tell you clearly, but I can tell you that the me you saw at the beginning was not me! That's right, I am what you call an immortal, but what about immortals? Who said that immortals can get rid of fate, and immortals can control everything about themselves? This immortal in front of you can't get rid of the mercy of fate, but is 'tricked' by fate to make it even more miserable, and even if a family member dies in front of him, he can't save himself! For so many years, no friend can be completely trusted, and there is only one who can use it. I really envy your life, you have a father, you have a wife and children who love you, even if life is unfair to you, but at least, you live a very happy life! I am willing to exchange everything I have for my previous ordinary life! I have cultivated immortals for more than ten years, I have not had a single day, I have lived happily, there is no day, I can sleep peacefully, every moment, I live in pain, live carefully, get along with intrigue, in order to survive, I have killed many people, I have given up my dignity, I have even discarded human 'sex'! My pain, my despair, you will never be able to experience it in your whole life! Is this a life you want? Is it what you desire? Are you willing to give up your wife, your father, and your friends to 'handover' this kind of life of no one and no ghost?"

Looking at my eyes trembling because of the 'agitation', Dr. Song was silent, I knew that he couldn't let go of his father and his wife at all, and his so-called enlightenment was just a momentary impulse in his heart.

"Think about your wife, think about your friends, are you really unhappy......"

Sometimes, enjoying the most ordinary life you have is the true consciousness of a person's life.

ps: It's been updated for so long, and Mo Feng rarely asks for people, but at this moment, Mo Feng lowered his head, begged for recommendations, and begged for collections!